assalamualaikum and hye...
1st week of class. friday dah hols. besss. i love holidays, and i hate class.
hopefully this is my last sem as an extender (ada kaa ayat ni?).
i cant take it any more.. sangat penat. pikir pasal jadual clash sana sini pun dah cukup mensesakkan nafas. argghh.
being am extender, there are few ups and downs when u enter skool for the new semester. this what happens..
your name are known and recognized between the lecturers. they know who u are. not as a trouble maker, but someone who have been around here and there.
your name will be called out by the lecturers. not to give answers to their questions, but bcoz the lecturer ONLY recognized u and remember your name in the new class.
some of the lecturers will starting to talk with you like they are your frens. which is nice.
the tutors skrang mcm tempat sembang2 and lepak2.
the juniors will keep on smiling to u. sama ada dorang perli or just plain saying "hye" in their smile. but i will always smile back.
the jrs will look upon u, and ask for opinions, which i have plenty to give. and most of them is how to survive.
being an extender, u enter jr classes, which are more quieter. they dont talk much. u can focus and hear what the lecturer is talking about. but understanding it might be an issue.
but, most of the time, i got sleepy bcoz the class is too quiet.
being an extender, u cannot borrow books from the library, which i argued with the staff. finally they over-ride the system. haHAhaHA.
your frens keep on making bets with u. such as,
" kalau cgpa ko X.XX aku bg ko niiiiii!!!", or
"bro, u better grad, kalau tak u can kiss goodbye to your RM400 remote control boat",
and lagi bes, " u HAVE to grad. if u grad this semester, that month pay, i will spend each penny on u".
BEST TAK?? dapat kawan mcm nih??? i take it as a motivational support..
skrang pun, kalau jumpa, most of my frens akan blanje bfast, lunch, and dinner if we met. which is BES jugak. haahhaha. lepak minum RM4.00 pun dorang rebut nak bayar if i wanted to pay. which is funny.
i got 14 weeks this semester. which is VERRY short in skool terms. in laymen term means, YOU ARE FCUKING DEAD if u dont prepare early.
HAHAHAHA
i hate skool. but kinda love UM.
challo
salam
hmo
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Sunday, December 20, 2009
paris oh pariss...
assalamualaikum and hye..
its mid december. last 2 years, my family and i went to paris and two days at london. it was around 10th or 11th of december of 2007. every december, the trip remind me the beautiful babes of Parisians, stinky subways, thousands of cafes, numerous old vintage WWII buildings, and leleh sedap punya roti. they make roti so sedap smpi dorang nye baguette pun sedap mcm nak mamposs. kat KA-foo baguette rasa mcm slepar.. chett.
paris itself for me is a fortress. kat highway dorang siap ada tembok konkrit yg misahkan paris itu sendiri dgn bandar2 lain. and inside paris itself terbahagi kepada 20 bahagian. rasa mcm kalau nak attack paris tuh, pastikan ikut melalui sungai yg melintasi paris itu sendiri, kalau tak pasti dah kena howitzer if it is still on WWII. ahahah
just wanna share some pics that remind me alot of paris, CDG aiport yg buruk, subway yg sungguh WWII (u have to watch WWII movies to see the resemblance), beautiful city with vintage buildings yg bila2 blh roboh, parisians yg sgt hot2 belaka (kalau korang rasa hebat jadi model kat msia, takyah perasan laa cantik. rakyat paris itu sendiri sudah sangat2 hot. belum lagi aku list2 kan model2 peranchis yg menjadi idaman laki2 kat tenet. haahhah!), and rakyat2 peranchis yg sangat bangga dengan bahasa sendiri (kalau cakap "merci' pun dah buat dorang senyum lebar)....
here some pix...
from clockwise:
1. pride of nation. MAS. the B777!
2. my two sis!
3. blue white red, flag of France.
4. nana and adik terpegun on something im sure..
5. boats on the side of the river is a common view.
from clockwise:
1. adik is confuse whether to choose going left or right..
2. mak is enjoying the cold. ahhaha
3. we did went to notre dame...
4. bunch of police marching down memory lane.
from clockwise:
1. i think it is notre dame.
2. ayah is getting his share of shivering.
3. leave-less tree in the winter.
4. the lourve.
5. me and adikkkkkkk pink. hahhaha!
from clockwise:
1. mak n nana tgh pikir nak masak apa balik neh, while adik is thinking, "aku lapaaa".
2. ayah is waiting for the boat..
3. me being a dad??
4. ayah pose with some of the pix he draw.
5. family picture!!
from clockwise:
1. in the top of the world. view of paris from eiffel.
2. the old junk of paris. nasib baik hitler tak robohkan eiffel when the nazis invaded paris.
3. bon voyage..! going back home. when u step into a MAS plane, u feel u are on the land of Malaysia..
merry christmas to my christian frens..
challo
salam
hmo
its mid december. last 2 years, my family and i went to paris and two days at london. it was around 10th or 11th of december of 2007. every december, the trip remind me the beautiful babes of Parisians, stinky subways, thousands of cafes, numerous old vintage WWII buildings, and leleh sedap punya roti. they make roti so sedap smpi dorang nye baguette pun sedap mcm nak mamposs. kat KA-foo baguette rasa mcm slepar.. chett.
paris itself for me is a fortress. kat highway dorang siap ada tembok konkrit yg misahkan paris itu sendiri dgn bandar2 lain. and inside paris itself terbahagi kepada 20 bahagian. rasa mcm kalau nak attack paris tuh, pastikan ikut melalui sungai yg melintasi paris itu sendiri, kalau tak pasti dah kena howitzer if it is still on WWII. ahahah
just wanna share some pics that remind me alot of paris, CDG aiport yg buruk, subway yg sungguh WWII (u have to watch WWII movies to see the resemblance), beautiful city with vintage buildings yg bila2 blh roboh, parisians yg sgt hot2 belaka (kalau korang rasa hebat jadi model kat msia, takyah perasan laa cantik. rakyat paris itu sendiri sudah sangat2 hot. belum lagi aku list2 kan model2 peranchis yg menjadi idaman laki2 kat tenet. haahhah!), and rakyat2 peranchis yg sangat bangga dengan bahasa sendiri (kalau cakap "merci' pun dah buat dorang senyum lebar)....
here some pix...
from clockwise:
1. pride of nation. MAS. the B777!
2. my two sis!
3. blue white red, flag of France.
4. nana and adik terpegun on something im sure..
5. boats on the side of the river is a common view.
from clockwise:
1. adik is confuse whether to choose going left or right..
2. mak is enjoying the cold. ahhaha
3. we did went to notre dame...
4. bunch of police marching down memory lane.
from clockwise:
1. i think it is notre dame.
2. ayah is getting his share of shivering.
3. leave-less tree in the winter.
4. the lourve.
5. me and adikkkkkkk pink. hahhaha!
from clockwise:
1. mak n nana tgh pikir nak masak apa balik neh, while adik is thinking, "aku lapaaa".
2. ayah is waiting for the boat..
3. me being a dad??
4. ayah pose with some of the pix he draw.
5. family picture!!
from clockwise:
1. in the top of the world. view of paris from eiffel.
2. the old junk of paris. nasib baik hitler tak robohkan eiffel when the nazis invaded paris.
3. bon voyage..! going back home. when u step into a MAS plane, u feel u are on the land of Malaysia..
merry christmas to my christian frens..
challo
salam
hmo
Thursday, December 17, 2009
if they are coming, they are coming now..
assalamualaikum and hyee..
result dah kuar. YAY? fcuk? demm? cebaiss? aku terima dgn hati terbuka what ever it is. target baru, habiskan all SIX subjects on my final semester.
i was reading a book by sidney sheldon. one of my favorite was "the doomsday conspiracy". its about aliens and UFOs with a bit of espionage. my favorite mix!
the doomsday conspiracy
the book is about the alien came because, we HUMANs are so fcuk up with enviroment. potong pokok sana, buang sampah rata2, so alien marah laa. so they came to our planet.
while reading this book, aku teringat pasal cerita "the abyss". one of my fav toooo. its about a sunken sub, that need to be rescued but there is a glitch. ada alien form dalam laut. in the end, alien tuh wat show tunjuk dorang marah sbb we HUMANs suka perang and buang sampah merata2.
so since skrang Earth pun dah mcm tuh. lagi teruk aisberg dah sampai australia, and they are already cracking and separating here and there, it shown to us that earth is already sick. so, im sure that the alien are already visiting us somewhere looking at us. HhahahHAHa!
so guys, tgk2 laa kat langit, or ur on background. mana taw ada benda kelip2. haha.
CUTI tinggal a week and a half.. what im doing while u guys are pissing ur boss? as usual, games, games, and more games, plus series. but since its december, semua org malas berlakon, series pun tak kuar ah. so this what i did..
Dirt 2
result dah kuar. YAY? fcuk? demm? cebaiss? aku terima dgn hati terbuka what ever it is. target baru, habiskan all SIX subjects on my final semester.
i was reading a book by sidney sheldon. one of my favorite was "the doomsday conspiracy". its about aliens and UFOs with a bit of espionage. my favorite mix!
the doomsday conspiracythe book is about the alien came because, we HUMANs are so fcuk up with enviroment. potong pokok sana, buang sampah rata2, so alien marah laa. so they came to our planet.
while reading this book, aku teringat pasal cerita "the abyss". one of my fav toooo. its about a sunken sub, that need to be rescued but there is a glitch. ada alien form dalam laut. in the end, alien tuh wat show tunjuk dorang marah sbb we HUMANs suka perang and buang sampah merata2.
so since skrang Earth pun dah mcm tuh. lagi teruk aisberg dah sampai australia, and they are already cracking and separating here and there, it shown to us that earth is already sick. so, im sure that the alien are already visiting us somewhere looking at us. HhahahHAHa!
so guys, tgk2 laa kat langit, or ur on background. mana taw ada benda kelip2. haha.
CUTI tinggal a week and a half.. what im doing while u guys are pissing ur boss? as usual, games, games, and more games, plus series. but since its december, semua org malas berlakon, series pun tak kuar ah. so this what i did..
Dirt 2guys, and girls, PLEASE get this game, if u are a car simulation hardcore. gempak gile. but if u havent played Dirt or Grid, go get those first. get the feel. this game is so cool that aku ulang track yg sama utk 10 kali utk dapatkan 1st place for extreme difficultly. go GET it!! btw track kat Malaysia pun ada! tanah merah plus kelapa sawit. rasa rallying at Benut or Pontian. ahahha!
deadliest catch
wish for a car. tapi agak melampau kan? hari tuh nmpk ada iklan jual keta. nissan GT-r. RM 3/4 million!! bila lak aku nak rasa. cebaiss.. VW gti turbo pun maw RM350K. kena jual plutonium neh..
wish for a new rig. still agak melampau. melissa setiap malam kerja keras deemi aku.. tak sampai hati. she still in good shape.
watch? shoes? sunglass? aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh! taknak... i think, i wud wish for a piece of graduation paper. tulis nama aku. dah. walaupun aku tak mampu keje kat kapal cornelia marie, northwestern, atau the time bandit tangkap ketam, maybe that piece of paper wud help me later on..
plus, layak kaa dapat pressie time c`mas?? psikoooooo..
challo
salam
hmo
deadliest catchi dunno when i got addicted to the series. but, ianya hell BEST. ahahha. tangkaap2 ketam, and one trip to the alaskan sea back to dutch harbor, each man in a ship could get almost USD 30000!! depends on the ship and if they fulfill their quotas. no neeed degree chop Univ mana2, yg tulis nama korang, a year, u all could be fcuking millionaires tangkap king crab or opilio crabs. mantap!
and thanks too alinurrrrrrrrrrrrr. i got bnyk harta karun dari dia. hahaha.
hey! Christmas is around the corner. blh ka mintak gift? hahah!
wish for a phone, but hp contractor nih sangat laa berguna n tahan lasak, plus im so demm clumsy skrang, slalu hp jatuh. agak malas nak beli hp baru. everytime hp contractor aku neh jatuh, i was like, "demm, nasib baik bukan iphone gua atau what demm shit hp yg mahal2 tuh", hahahah!
and thanks too alinurrrrrrrrrrrrr. i got bnyk harta karun dari dia. hahaha.
hey! Christmas is around the corner. blh ka mintak gift? hahah!
wish for a phone, but hp contractor nih sangat laa berguna n tahan lasak, plus im so demm clumsy skrang, slalu hp jatuh. agak malas nak beli hp baru. everytime hp contractor aku neh jatuh, i was like, "demm, nasib baik bukan iphone gua atau what demm shit hp yg mahal2 tuh", hahahah!
wish for a car. tapi agak melampau kan? hari tuh nmpk ada iklan jual keta. nissan GT-r. RM 3/4 million!! bila lak aku nak rasa. cebaiss.. VW gti turbo pun maw RM350K. kena jual plutonium neh..
wish for a new rig. still agak melampau. melissa setiap malam kerja keras deemi aku.. tak sampai hati. she still in good shape.
watch? shoes? sunglass? aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh! taknak... i think, i wud wish for a piece of graduation paper. tulis nama aku. dah. walaupun aku tak mampu keje kat kapal cornelia marie, northwestern, atau the time bandit tangkap ketam, maybe that piece of paper wud help me later on..
plus, layak kaa dapat pressie time c`mas?? psikoooooo..
challo
salam
hmo
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
when impossible is POSSIBLE!
assalamualaikum and hyeeee....
have u done something which looks IMPOSSIBLE but actually is POSSIBLE? well here is my story..
since i lived in a cute little house, cluttering is always a problem. and namely BOOKS! argh bersepah. bukan takde proper book shelves, just they are everywhere. and in a family where adik beradik korang semua membaca, ia adalah menjadi satu masalah. books are freaking everywhere.
nasib baik buku adalah mahal, so tak la every month beli 20 buku. hahaha!. so since cuti sekolah, takde mende nak buat, aku gatal2 pergi ikea searching for nice and cheap book shelves that should nicely fit my small little room.. well, guess what. i found it. cost me RM215. it is called BESTA. mcm nama sos pulak. btw, i found a stuff at ikea named "KOTTE". lucah sungguh. hahahha!
i bought one, and it look something like this:
u can found it in the new 2010 ikea catalog.
have u done something which looks IMPOSSIBLE but actually is POSSIBLE? well here is my story..
since i lived in a cute little house, cluttering is always a problem. and namely BOOKS! argh bersepah. bukan takde proper book shelves, just they are everywhere. and in a family where adik beradik korang semua membaca, ia adalah menjadi satu masalah. books are freaking everywhere.
nasib baik buku adalah mahal, so tak la every month beli 20 buku. hahaha!. so since cuti sekolah, takde mende nak buat, aku gatal2 pergi ikea searching for nice and cheap book shelves that should nicely fit my small little room.. well, guess what. i found it. cost me RM215. it is called BESTA. mcm nama sos pulak. btw, i found a stuff at ikea named "KOTTE". lucah sungguh. hahahha!
i bought one, and it look something like this:
u can found it in the new 2010 ikea catalog.so i bought it home. i fits nicely at the back of baby maroon. 120cm long across. and weight almost 40-50kg.
so, bila sampai rumah, fix it, bend it, tap it, screw it, fcuk it, akhirnya siap. but then, i was starring at it almost an hour. BAGAK BERAT MCM NAK MAMPOS! mcm mana aku nak letak kat dinding?? im FCUKED.
well, being me, i hate being a fcuking loser. tired of it. but i never backed off something that i have started. such as being in UM. the helliest place ever. hahaha!
i took me 4 trips to the hardware store asking for screws or idea how to mount a 40-50kg of cabinet on the wall. all gave me the same answer. use a anchor bolt. i have experience using it. looks like this:
various types of anchor bolt
drill the whole. i decide to use the anchor plug. and when trying to hoist the cabinet up with my little sister, it was like....................................... FCUUKKIINNGG HEAVYY!!!! arrghhhhh!!
i took several time but still doesnt work. its just TOO heavy and im underpowered. i need more HUMAN to help me with this shit.
dijadikan cerita, sarah msg me telling shes going home early.!! there. i got my driller. ahahahah. called her and ask her to help me out.
pendek kan cerita, kalau cerita korang mesti bosan baca, the wall plug doest work bcoz its tooooo short, so i decide to use the largest screw that i could fine in the WHOLE cheras, which i already had. which is the 7" screw.
lebey kurang mcm nih laa.. but fatter
so, bila sampai rumah, fix it, bend it, tap it, screw it, fcuk it, akhirnya siap. but then, i was starring at it almost an hour. BAGAK BERAT MCM NAK MAMPOS! mcm mana aku nak letak kat dinding?? im FCUKED.
well, being me, i hate being a fcuking loser. tired of it. but i never backed off something that i have started. such as being in UM. the helliest place ever. hahaha!
i took me 4 trips to the hardware store asking for screws or idea how to mount a 40-50kg of cabinet on the wall. all gave me the same answer. use a anchor bolt. i have experience using it. looks like this:
various types of anchor boltstill i was unconvinced. the only thing support the whole weight of the cabinet is a freaking PLASTIC bracket!. FCUKed again.. sangat tak blh dipercayai.. so, because im a fcuking skeptic, aku tanya en. google. siap aku jadi ahli IKEAFANS. just nak access dia punya manuals. tapi semua sama. and all around the world is having the same problem!
lemme show u how the plastic bracket looks like..:
plastic bracket
lemme show u how the plastic bracket looks like..:
plastic bracket
rite now i was so fcuked up, i had a visit to ikea again with sarah, to quizzed one of its staffs. tanya punya tanya punya tanya, soal punya soal, punya soal, he said that, nothing to worry, just screw it. hahahha! dia siap gantung2, tarik lagi display shelf itu.. demm ah. plus dorang pakai 2 screw sahaja ok! two pieces of 7" screw!!! fakerrrrr!
today, i was like a man preparing for a ambush mission.
apparatus:
3 drills: 1 powered drill, 2 battery operated.
2 tool boxes: full of fcuking assorting gadgets such as nails, wood, wall plug, measuring tape, pencils, water ruler (timbang air??? hahaha), and other freaking stuff inside a toolbox.
today, i was like a man preparing for a ambush mission.
apparatus:
3 drills: 1 powered drill, 2 battery operated.
2 tool boxes: full of fcuking assorting gadgets such as nails, wood, wall plug, measuring tape, pencils, water ruler (timbang air??? hahaha), and other freaking stuff inside a toolbox.
i took several time but still doesnt work. its just TOO heavy and im underpowered. i need more HUMAN to help me with this shit.
dijadikan cerita, sarah msg me telling shes going home early.!! there. i got my driller. ahahahah. called her and ask her to help me out.
pendek kan cerita, kalau cerita korang mesti bosan baca, the wall plug doest work bcoz its tooooo short, so i decide to use the largest screw that i could fine in the WHOLE cheras, which i already had. which is the 7" screw.
lebey kurang mcm nih laa.. but fatterplus aku siap beli extra plastic bracket, washer and nails kat ikea customer service. cost me RM3. hahahaha. just in case.
bila sarah sampai, i took three of us, and me and adik as the anchor (pemegang cabinet) and sarah as the driller, plus siap pinjam tangga uncle lee umah sebelah, WE manage to bolt the cabinet on the WALL!!!! believe it or not, a 40-50kg of cabinet is on top of my bed. WAKAKAKAKKWAKAKW!!!!
its bolted on the WALL!!
bila sarah sampai, i took three of us, and me and adik as the anchor (pemegang cabinet) and sarah as the driller, plus siap pinjam tangga uncle lee umah sebelah, WE manage to bolt the cabinet on the WALL!!!! believe it or not, a 40-50kg of cabinet is on top of my bed. WAKAKAKAKKWAKAKW!!!!
its bolted on the WALL!!
finally, we manage to finish the task. btw, its straigt. dah ukur ngan timbang air. hahahah! i thing this is the hardest installation i had done selain pasang monitor samsung gua kat stand dia. hahaahah.
luckly i studied statics. thanks prof wan. it makes me confident after roughly calculate how much force of 6 screws to handle 40-50kg of cabinet. haha. bak kata prof wan, "kira semua x sama ngan kosong, n y sama ngan kosong. kamu dptla nilai dia". he`s right.
now i believe that everything is possible. if something on your way, get some help. it could be solved.
LOTS of thanks to my little sister and my lovely gf sarah. kinda hot looking at her while drilling the screws in her office outfit. ahhahaha!
sesapa nak pasang benda kat dinding, call me. special price. ahhahaah!
challo
salam
hmo
luckly i studied statics. thanks prof wan. it makes me confident after roughly calculate how much force of 6 screws to handle 40-50kg of cabinet. haha. bak kata prof wan, "kira semua x sama ngan kosong, n y sama ngan kosong. kamu dptla nilai dia". he`s right.
now i believe that everything is possible. if something on your way, get some help. it could be solved.
LOTS of thanks to my little sister and my lovely gf sarah. kinda hot looking at her while drilling the screws in her office outfit. ahhahaha!
sesapa nak pasang benda kat dinding, call me. special price. ahhahaah!
challo
salam
hmo
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
HOLIDAYYY!! but still sucks big time.
assalamualaikum and hye..
its skool holiday. started with a BAD mood and still going. fcuk everything. dah la skrang plet keta WTF. wish my car bare WTF 6848. how koool is it.
skrang bangun tido at 1pm. tido pun tak bes. mcm mana nak bes. mimpi bukan-bukan. mimpi amik exam kat BP, and lagi bes mimpi tiru-tiru org sebelah.. cebaii....
well hell with that. buat dua tiga hari nih aku tak nak pikir pasal exam or fcuking results. argh demm ah... semua exam oriented. patot laa generasi skrang semua bengappppppppp. contoh2nya banyak di news. bukan sahaja org tua, tapi budak2 pun bengap. semua sbb hafal sifir kuasa 8. prepare utk exam. tapi prepare for the outside world, haram tak tahu.
ok. since its holiday for me, takde duit nak p london makan fish n chips or pi karambunai tgk laut-laut yg indah, katil aku neh is my holiday spot for a few weeks. plus melissa mcm cacat sket. main game crash. Graphic card dah lapok or wat ever, aku tak tahu. sponsors anyone??
while u all keje cari duit atau menghabiskan duit, i have my own activity at home which not fun, but i bet it is better that blowing my ass at UM for 4 months studying and puke at the finals. im so not in this exam thingghyyyy..
its skool holiday. started with a BAD mood and still going. fcuk everything. dah la skrang plet keta WTF. wish my car bare WTF 6848. how koool is it.
skrang bangun tido at 1pm. tido pun tak bes. mcm mana nak bes. mimpi bukan-bukan. mimpi amik exam kat BP, and lagi bes mimpi tiru-tiru org sebelah.. cebaii....
well hell with that. buat dua tiga hari nih aku tak nak pikir pasal exam or fcuking results. argh demm ah... semua exam oriented. patot laa generasi skrang semua bengappppppppp. contoh2nya banyak di news. bukan sahaja org tua, tapi budak2 pun bengap. semua sbb hafal sifir kuasa 8. prepare utk exam. tapi prepare for the outside world, haram tak tahu.
ok. since its holiday for me, takde duit nak p london makan fish n chips or pi karambunai tgk laut-laut yg indah, katil aku neh is my holiday spot for a few weeks. plus melissa mcm cacat sket. main game crash. Graphic card dah lapok or wat ever, aku tak tahu. sponsors anyone??
while u all keje cari duit atau menghabiskan duit, i have my own activity at home which not fun, but i bet it is better that blowing my ass at UM for 4 months studying and puke at the finals. im so not in this exam thingghyyyy..
ACTIVITY AT HOME..
Top Gear: its my all time favorite. skang dah masuk season ke 14. clarkson, hammond, may, and the stig still rocks. still maki-maki keta idaman korang tanpa rasa bersalah. wish i cud say the same thing about some people!
PES 2010: since tak mampu nak beli PS3 slim which cost ONLY RM1299, which is far more cheaper than camera sony haris, main kat PC sudahh.. melissa still can cope with its graphics. ada converter, playing pes2010 on melissa is like having half a PS3 at home.. CUKUPLaa!!!
Modern Warfare 2: the game im playing right now. shooting baddies boleh bayangkan org yg aku benci. DEAD U ALL CEBAIIISS!!!!
*from the top left*
Company of Heroes - Tales of Valor: demm i love this fcuking game. alino pun minat. BOOLEHH?? im so prro nazi... Wehrmacht and panzer elite is my choice. die u all americanos and britttss..
How I Met Your Mother: sapa lagi kalau bukan robin serbachtkykyyy (xreti eja). shes hhhoootttttt. "Vancouver canucks!!" and " LEGEN......... wait for it, wait for it... DARY!!" who watch this, paham maksud diaaaaa.
The Big Bang Theory: u thing codename "IBF, and CSN" (biomed kenal sapeee) is smart enufff?? malaun dua ekor neh lagi gempakkkkk. sarcastic sungguhh.. aku mengasah sarcastic aku kat sini. biar kasi pening kepala saraahhhh.
Greys Anatomy: no need to say... bess tgk darah2 kuar sket walaupun aku geli. katherine heigl is super hhhottttt. Yang is a big NO-NO, well i cud settle with the both greysss.. hohoho!
MOUSE HUNT: i came from the dead for this tekan2 ikon game on facebook. u FACEBOOKERRS should heard or pass through this game once in your lifetime. either u are being invited or read about it somewhere, its quite addictive. same with the mafia warss. korang leh bagi2 gold, or cheese. rasa mcm anak raja pass2 duit kat kawan. mcm sialllllllllll. btw dah pow alino gold 50K!!
thats my holiday. hows urs? hope ur jobs SUCKS so korang rasa sket jeles kat aku. sbb aku lagi jeles sbb tiap2 bulan takde duit masuk.
challo
salam
hmo
Top Gear: its my all time favorite. skang dah masuk season ke 14. clarkson, hammond, may, and the stig still rocks. still maki-maki keta idaman korang tanpa rasa bersalah. wish i cud say the same thing about some people!
PES 2010: since tak mampu nak beli PS3 slim which cost ONLY RM1299, which is far more cheaper than camera sony haris, main kat PC sudahh.. melissa still can cope with its graphics. ada converter, playing pes2010 on melissa is like having half a PS3 at home.. CUKUPLaa!!!
Modern Warfare 2: the game im playing right now. shooting baddies boleh bayangkan org yg aku benci. DEAD U ALL CEBAIIISS!!!!
*from the top left*
Company of Heroes - Tales of Valor: demm i love this fcuking game. alino pun minat. BOOLEHH?? im so prro nazi... Wehrmacht and panzer elite is my choice. die u all americanos and britttss..
How I Met Your Mother: sapa lagi kalau bukan robin serbachtkykyyy (xreti eja). shes hhhoootttttt. "Vancouver canucks!!" and " LEGEN......... wait for it, wait for it... DARY!!" who watch this, paham maksud diaaaaa.
The Big Bang Theory: u thing codename "IBF, and CSN" (biomed kenal sapeee) is smart enufff?? malaun dua ekor neh lagi gempakkkkk. sarcastic sungguhh.. aku mengasah sarcastic aku kat sini. biar kasi pening kepala saraahhhh.
Greys Anatomy: no need to say... bess tgk darah2 kuar sket walaupun aku geli. katherine heigl is super hhhottttt. Yang is a big NO-NO, well i cud settle with the both greysss.. hohoho!
MOUSE HUNT: i came from the dead for this tekan2 ikon game on facebook. u FACEBOOKERRS should heard or pass through this game once in your lifetime. either u are being invited or read about it somewhere, its quite addictive. same with the mafia warss. korang leh bagi2 gold, or cheese. rasa mcm anak raja pass2 duit kat kawan. mcm sialllllllllll. btw dah pow alino gold 50K!!
thats my holiday. hows urs? hope ur jobs SUCKS so korang rasa sket jeles kat aku. sbb aku lagi jeles sbb tiap2 bulan takde duit masuk.
challo
salam
hmo
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
when the worlds starts to end..
asalamualaikum and hye.
what is your worst nightmare? benda yg betul2 berlaku. one day is normal, the next day is, "what"? ..............
1- things that NEVER go your way. god always keeps on testing you.
2- u break up with ur loves one. married - divorce, couples - breakups, etc...
3- today u are running, next day u r on the hospital ward.
4- today u are smiling, tomorrow seems endless knowing u got cancer.
5- today u are sleeping just fine, but wake up with loads of miss calls and messages saying u lost someone.
6- today u are torturing someone, next day u got what u deserves.
7- today u are sleeping on a plane, next minute an announcement said," we are crash landing".
8- suddenly u wake up, the world is dark, world starts to end. that moment u will will say, "the world is ending"
9- in this moment, what we achieve in the world seems worthless.
so, when u wake up in the morning, try to be happy. the world is not ending yet. we still have a target age of 70 to live on.
my motivation is, " i will try to be happy everyday"
challo
salam
hmo
what is your worst nightmare? benda yg betul2 berlaku. one day is normal, the next day is, "what"? ..............
1- things that NEVER go your way. god always keeps on testing you.
2- u break up with ur loves one. married - divorce, couples - breakups, etc...
3- today u are running, next day u r on the hospital ward.
4- today u are smiling, tomorrow seems endless knowing u got cancer.
5- today u are sleeping just fine, but wake up with loads of miss calls and messages saying u lost someone.
6- today u are torturing someone, next day u got what u deserves.
7- today u are sleeping on a plane, next minute an announcement said," we are crash landing".
8- suddenly u wake up, the world is dark, world starts to end. that moment u will will say, "the world is ending"
9- in this moment, what we achieve in the world seems worthless.
so, when u wake up in the morning, try to be happy. the world is not ending yet. we still have a target age of 70 to live on.
my motivation is, " i will try to be happy everyday"
challo
salam
hmo
Thursday, November 19, 2009
thannk you....
assalamualaikum and hye..
EXAM HABIS.
and, thank you to those who help and supporting me surviving this semester. its a living hell.
lots of thanks to:
alinur ayuni: the tutor, the helper, the teacher, the professor. gave her all to make me study and pass all the papers this semester. weekends, after works, and the support seperti makan pun kira support gak.. hehe. thanks beb..
siddik safian: the driver, the tension asorber, the punching bag, the listen to hafiz whamming and slamming. fetch me at UM and drove back to HPark to safety. he was the punching bag where my head n nerve disconnected on the last day before final exam..
nik sainuddin: thanks for the bed mate. kasi aku tido atas katil dia. dgn alasan i need the rest and comfort for studying and exams.
sarah ayuni: thanks for the "tupperware of CANDIES!!" hehe.
wawa, jasmina, jemme, eisha and ena: thanks for the support on IM, messages, and phone calls. meen alot to me.
the juniors: thanks for listening to my stupid jokes. some of them are CUTE! ahahha.
the biomed tutors: full of supports at exam hall for me. ps: thanks eisha for the tippsssssss.!
baby maroon: shes the best. the one who drives me around without any quarrels with me.
ONE more semester to go.
challo
salam
hmo
EXAM HABIS.
and, thank you to those who help and supporting me surviving this semester. its a living hell.
lots of thanks to:
alinur ayuni: the tutor, the helper, the teacher, the professor. gave her all to make me study and pass all the papers this semester. weekends, after works, and the support seperti makan pun kira support gak.. hehe. thanks beb..
siddik safian: the driver, the tension asorber, the punching bag, the listen to hafiz whamming and slamming. fetch me at UM and drove back to HPark to safety. he was the punching bag where my head n nerve disconnected on the last day before final exam..
nik sainuddin: thanks for the bed mate. kasi aku tido atas katil dia. dgn alasan i need the rest and comfort for studying and exams.
sarah ayuni: thanks for the "tupperware of CANDIES!!" hehe.
wawa, jasmina, jemme, eisha and ena: thanks for the support on IM, messages, and phone calls. meen alot to me.
the juniors: thanks for listening to my stupid jokes. some of them are CUTE! ahahha.
the biomed tutors: full of supports at exam hall for me. ps: thanks eisha for the tippsssssss.!
baby maroon: shes the best. the one who drives me around without any quarrels with me.
ONE more semester to go.
challo
salam
hmo
Friday, November 6, 2009
if i have an engineering deparment..
assalamualaikum and hye..
im breaking the rules of blogging while studying. but circuit analysis is so sucks that in 20 minutes, blew my head already.
while calculating KCL, KVL, yg masuk positip, yg kuar negatif, and belum lagi nodes, loops, branch, and finally rasa nak campak miss asus nih. but suddenly faces of my frens keep on popping up. maybe it time to make a reunion soon and catch up with everybody.
i wonder if i have a engineering team, who the members be. no one special but most of them will be my buddies tooo. hahaha.
1. Team Leader / Head Boss: ME laaa.. takkan org lain. i wont talk bout myself here. coz its stupid. but for sure im the leader of the pack. its MY engineering team kan.... ahahhaha
2. Lead Engineer: Sarah Ayuni. My girlfren. she is the best worker around. proven to be diligent, smart, and hardworking. sanggup gi McD siapkan keje at 3am in the morning sbb stimix mampos kat umah. i want an engineer like this for this post.
3. Engineer 1: Alinur Ayuni. Walaupun baru jagung muda dalam bidang kejuruteraan, tapi dah pandai guna multimeter. good enough for starters. hahaha. sangat semangat untuk pakai uniform company and rajin bekerja dengan hantu-hantu kat HKL. walaupun company dah nak runtuh, masih semangat meneruskan perjuangan sbg seorg engineer. mampu utk menaikkan moral anak buah lain.
4. Sales Engineer: Abbad Tajuddin. aku taknak org lain. kalau sales engineer, sumpah aku nak dia jadi head sales aku. sanggup bekerja malam hingga malam hingga larut malam lagi. boleh bermimpi and berngigau dengan hebat pasal KERJA.. boleh disuruh sana sini tanpa rungutan kalau diberi gaji yg setimpal. dan sebab dia sangat rajin mgkn company leh bagi satu keta baru utk dia.
5. HR Manager: Jasmina. Sape lagi kalau bukan cik jasmina. best planner since skool. calender dia kertas recycle je. blakang siap ada letter head TNB. mgkn curi ayah dia punya. pastu habis bulan, siap padam and pakai balik. bagus sbb sangat jimat kertas and planner tetap mantap. ada pengalaman kerja kat klinik and brani mintak duit kat org yg lewat bayar. i want her to head this department. mampos laa org bawah2 dia.
6. Design / Web Manager: Nik Sainuddin Nik Mat: Boleh di arah and mendengar arahan. mantap dalam membuat design. bagus utk promosi kompeni. sanggup tak tido and kalau di pressure, kerja lagi bagus. for him, dia blh order take away apa saja jika membuat OT. ditanggung beres.
7. Creative Team: Sharina, Haris, Siddik: Aku tak yakin post lain. but idea 3 ekor nih mantop. biar dorang gaduh kat discussing room. nnti muncul laa idea yg ntah hapa hapa ntah, but mgkn boleh pakai. bilik dicussing room boleh disertakan PS3, Wii, Astro, and other things that these 3 demand. tapi yg aku tahu, idea mesti ada. must go on site selesaikan masalah secara creative kalau bangla2 atau indon2 tak tahu nak wat mcm mana kat site.
8. Legal Department: Siti Jamilah / Jemme: Long-long fren. should be good on legal matters. bila parking keta kat parking lot, mgkn selalu salah keta ngan sarah. hahaha. but im sure if we got any problem with the law, shes the person to call in.
9. Service Team: Masih kosong. kalau anda berminat, hantar resume kat saya. heheh
challo
salam
hmo
im breaking the rules of blogging while studying. but circuit analysis is so sucks that in 20 minutes, blew my head already.
while calculating KCL, KVL, yg masuk positip, yg kuar negatif, and belum lagi nodes, loops, branch, and finally rasa nak campak miss asus nih. but suddenly faces of my frens keep on popping up. maybe it time to make a reunion soon and catch up with everybody.
i wonder if i have a engineering team, who the members be. no one special but most of them will be my buddies tooo. hahaha.
1. Team Leader / Head Boss: ME laaa.. takkan org lain. i wont talk bout myself here. coz its stupid. but for sure im the leader of the pack. its MY engineering team kan.... ahahhaha
2. Lead Engineer: Sarah Ayuni. My girlfren. she is the best worker around. proven to be diligent, smart, and hardworking. sanggup gi McD siapkan keje at 3am in the morning sbb stimix mampos kat umah. i want an engineer like this for this post.
3. Engineer 1: Alinur Ayuni. Walaupun baru jagung muda dalam bidang kejuruteraan, tapi dah pandai guna multimeter. good enough for starters. hahaha. sangat semangat untuk pakai uniform company and rajin bekerja dengan hantu-hantu kat HKL. walaupun company dah nak runtuh, masih semangat meneruskan perjuangan sbg seorg engineer. mampu utk menaikkan moral anak buah lain.
4. Sales Engineer: Abbad Tajuddin. aku taknak org lain. kalau sales engineer, sumpah aku nak dia jadi head sales aku. sanggup bekerja malam hingga malam hingga larut malam lagi. boleh bermimpi and berngigau dengan hebat pasal KERJA.. boleh disuruh sana sini tanpa rungutan kalau diberi gaji yg setimpal. dan sebab dia sangat rajin mgkn company leh bagi satu keta baru utk dia.
5. HR Manager: Jasmina. Sape lagi kalau bukan cik jasmina. best planner since skool. calender dia kertas recycle je. blakang siap ada letter head TNB. mgkn curi ayah dia punya. pastu habis bulan, siap padam and pakai balik. bagus sbb sangat jimat kertas and planner tetap mantap. ada pengalaman kerja kat klinik and brani mintak duit kat org yg lewat bayar. i want her to head this department. mampos laa org bawah2 dia.
6. Design / Web Manager: Nik Sainuddin Nik Mat: Boleh di arah and mendengar arahan. mantap dalam membuat design. bagus utk promosi kompeni. sanggup tak tido and kalau di pressure, kerja lagi bagus. for him, dia blh order take away apa saja jika membuat OT. ditanggung beres.
7. Creative Team: Sharina, Haris, Siddik: Aku tak yakin post lain. but idea 3 ekor nih mantop. biar dorang gaduh kat discussing room. nnti muncul laa idea yg ntah hapa hapa ntah, but mgkn boleh pakai. bilik dicussing room boleh disertakan PS3, Wii, Astro, and other things that these 3 demand. tapi yg aku tahu, idea mesti ada. must go on site selesaikan masalah secara creative kalau bangla2 atau indon2 tak tahu nak wat mcm mana kat site.
8. Legal Department: Siti Jamilah / Jemme: Long-long fren. should be good on legal matters. bila parking keta kat parking lot, mgkn selalu salah keta ngan sarah. hahaha. but im sure if we got any problem with the law, shes the person to call in.
9. Service Team: Masih kosong. kalau anda berminat, hantar resume kat saya. heheh
challo
salam
hmo
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
is it a lambo?? no! is it a lancer?? no! its a WAJA converrrrttttttttt...
assalamualaikum and hye..
gotta write this blog before i start exam. takut nnti sangat emoo and sangat stress, semua rasa nak hempap-hempap and baling-baling.
ingat lagi dahulu zaman stadi week when all the guys and girls are all together. masing2 tanggungjawab datang BP atau BT stadi sesama.
someone or somebody akan bawak bekal. roti, tuna, air mineral, and always the best part when mak2 mereka ini mengambil part memberi bekal kepada anak2 mereka seperti nasi beryani (haris), superb carbonara or olio (alinur), some home made curry (jasmina), and as usual, me ada laaa bawak sikit2... ahahha aku kuat makan. and as usual siddik?? ko bawak apa? muka seposen jeeee.
stadi kat BT adalah paling memorable. mcm2 kisah disitu. BT adalah seperti "port" biomed. BT 202-203 selalunya dikuasai oleh biomeds..
but we ended our final year study week at BP.. which is sux. but NOT when we "own" the room.. when more than 5 biomeds 05/06 come in a room, this happen "Veni Vidi Vici" which means (the I is convert to WE, suka hati aku laaa, blog aku) "WE came, WE saw, WE conquered" plus we have jasmina. budak lain (not biomeddss, kita bising takpee) bising siapppppp aaaaahhhhhh!. sia2 kena sound. i remember that moment.. hahha!
well pictures tell a thousand worrrdddssssss..
from the top left:" haris and ena (got the message??), abbad in happy mode, jasmina after puas hati wat notesssss, sid bila nampak lipas, alinur in kepuasan hati buli hafiz, mardiana "the petronas worker", balm with abbad and myself along with miss asus, and finally the one who graduates tinggal kan aku gi tiomann.. deeemmmmmmmm!!!!!!"
ps" the tioman thingy start with a hankyyyyyy!
well the tajuk tak kena ngan post today. maybe later citer.. gotta study.. take care peeps.
challo
salam
hmo
gotta write this blog before i start exam. takut nnti sangat emoo and sangat stress, semua rasa nak hempap-hempap and baling-baling.
ingat lagi dahulu zaman stadi week when all the guys and girls are all together. masing2 tanggungjawab datang BP atau BT stadi sesama.
someone or somebody akan bawak bekal. roti, tuna, air mineral, and always the best part when mak2 mereka ini mengambil part memberi bekal kepada anak2 mereka seperti nasi beryani (haris), superb carbonara or olio (alinur), some home made curry (jasmina), and as usual, me ada laaa bawak sikit2... ahahha aku kuat makan. and as usual siddik?? ko bawak apa? muka seposen jeeee.
stadi kat BT adalah paling memorable. mcm2 kisah disitu. BT adalah seperti "port" biomed. BT 202-203 selalunya dikuasai oleh biomeds..
but we ended our final year study week at BP.. which is sux. but NOT when we "own" the room.. when more than 5 biomeds 05/06 come in a room, this happen "Veni Vidi Vici" which means (the I is convert to WE, suka hati aku laaa, blog aku) "WE came, WE saw, WE conquered" plus we have jasmina. budak lain (not biomeddss, kita bising takpee) bising siapppppp aaaaahhhhhh!. sia2 kena sound. i remember that moment.. hahha!
well pictures tell a thousand worrrdddssssss..
from the top left:" haris and ena (got the message??), abbad in happy mode, jasmina after puas hati wat notesssss, sid bila nampak lipas, alinur in kepuasan hati buli hafiz, mardiana "the petronas worker", balm with abbad and myself along with miss asus, and finally the one who graduates tinggal kan aku gi tiomann.. deeemmmmmmmm!!!!!!"ps" the tioman thingy start with a hankyyyyyy!
well the tajuk tak kena ngan post today. maybe later citer.. gotta study.. take care peeps.
challo
salam
hmo
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
while in the library..
assalamualaikum and hye..
study week.. study week.. this year study sorang-sorang.. kat main library..
library dah lawa. meja baru. lantai baru. ac baru. meja pc baru. and paling bes, wireless mcm kat CC.
punya la percaya antara satu sama lain, korang leh tinggalkan laptop korang kat meja utk pergi makan, solat ataupun berak. tadker sapa nak curik.. gempak gilee. kagum aku tgk. hahahaha.
and aku dah cuba. miss asus aku masih ada di meja.
bila turun 1st floor (grnd floor) baw kopi vendor machine sangat bes. baw dia dewa dewi nye...
3 days stadi mesin. 2 days stadi biochem. sumpah sewel. aku n alino siap main2 game KA kat YM. such as:
nnti keje kat KAba
pastu KAya
then KAwen
makan kat KAntin
holiday di KAlimantan
pastu KApult.
gile bosan. stadi mmg bosan. wawa pulak ada apek ensem teman lunch. aku nak makan ngan sapa neh.. tadi tdo. gile bes. POWER NAP!
today kuar at 930. kaki frostbite. sejuk mcm nak mampossss. jaket nike dah koyak2. sapa nak sponser jaket?? alino cakap nak bagi hoodie.. mana lino!! mana!!
well selamat exam pada jr-jr aku.
selamat keje pada kawan-kawan aku
cool down to my gf. colleague u mmg iblis. ha-ha-ha. (buat muka japp)
nana, keje rajen2. kumpul duit.
wawa................................. nak melo ajak milo-milo guy. haha
challo
salam
hmo
study week.. study week.. this year study sorang-sorang.. kat main library..
library dah lawa. meja baru. lantai baru. ac baru. meja pc baru. and paling bes, wireless mcm kat CC.
punya la percaya antara satu sama lain, korang leh tinggalkan laptop korang kat meja utk pergi makan, solat ataupun berak. tadker sapa nak curik.. gempak gilee. kagum aku tgk. hahahaha.
and aku dah cuba. miss asus aku masih ada di meja.
bila turun 1st floor (grnd floor) baw kopi vendor machine sangat bes. baw dia dewa dewi nye...
3 days stadi mesin. 2 days stadi biochem. sumpah sewel. aku n alino siap main2 game KA kat YM. such as:
nnti keje kat KAba
pastu KAya
then KAwen
makan kat KAntin
holiday di KAlimantan
pastu KApult.
gile bosan. stadi mmg bosan. wawa pulak ada apek ensem teman lunch. aku nak makan ngan sapa neh.. tadi tdo. gile bes. POWER NAP!
today kuar at 930. kaki frostbite. sejuk mcm nak mampossss. jaket nike dah koyak2. sapa nak sponser jaket?? alino cakap nak bagi hoodie.. mana lino!! mana!!
well selamat exam pada jr-jr aku.
selamat keje pada kawan-kawan aku
cool down to my gf. colleague u mmg iblis. ha-ha-ha. (buat muka japp)
nana, keje rajen2. kumpul duit.
wawa................................. nak melo ajak milo-milo guy. haha
challo
salam
hmo
Sunday, October 18, 2009
sayu..
assalamualaikum and hye..
pernah tak sesekali bila sorang2, tetiba rasa sayu. feeling yg membuat kita sedih, hepi, atau tetiba gelak..?
i have this feeling when being left alone, or something that worries me so much that makes me forget stuffs, and feel like running.
dulu kat poly, bila kena hantar balik je, mesti cakap kat anip, " beb, sayu ah.." then anip mcm biasa ajak lepak2 minum atau duduk kat depan padang sambil nyanyi. sangat kool time tuh. ur best fren lepak just cooling u down. put all the worries away.. its nice..
skrang, there is no anip. sarah take over most of it. she listen, she smile, she laugh and she cry with me. she did most of the soaking part. she must be tough to handle me..
another person who always stand by me is alinur. a fren met in UM, she is quite special. she has many title given by me such as capo di tutti, or my right hand man. she will be the first to realize if there is something wrong with me at class.
well most of them are busy right now. anip is married, sarah is working plus another problem in her shoulder, while alinur is working. me? still go melissa at home, KABA in mind, and exam in the future.
no one knows how our future goes. only god knows. qada n qadar yg telah ditentukan sejak azali.
i hope, everything will be fine. i wish a happy ending.
life is so complicated right now. but im lucky to have my family, my sarah, and my frens surrounding me.. the support from them are superb. never let me down. even siaw peng, give his truly support to me at UM.
alrite, lets start a new weekend, and nana, u promise your integra is half price for me. aku akan ingat. hahaha.
love u all..
challo
salam
hmo
pernah tak sesekali bila sorang2, tetiba rasa sayu. feeling yg membuat kita sedih, hepi, atau tetiba gelak..?
i have this feeling when being left alone, or something that worries me so much that makes me forget stuffs, and feel like running.
dulu kat poly, bila kena hantar balik je, mesti cakap kat anip, " beb, sayu ah.." then anip mcm biasa ajak lepak2 minum atau duduk kat depan padang sambil nyanyi. sangat kool time tuh. ur best fren lepak just cooling u down. put all the worries away.. its nice..
skrang, there is no anip. sarah take over most of it. she listen, she smile, she laugh and she cry with me. she did most of the soaking part. she must be tough to handle me..
another person who always stand by me is alinur. a fren met in UM, she is quite special. she has many title given by me such as capo di tutti, or my right hand man. she will be the first to realize if there is something wrong with me at class.
well most of them are busy right now. anip is married, sarah is working plus another problem in her shoulder, while alinur is working. me? still go melissa at home, KABA in mind, and exam in the future.
no one knows how our future goes. only god knows. qada n qadar yg telah ditentukan sejak azali.
i hope, everything will be fine. i wish a happy ending.
life is so complicated right now. but im lucky to have my family, my sarah, and my frens surrounding me.. the support from them are superb. never let me down. even siaw peng, give his truly support to me at UM.
alrite, lets start a new weekend, and nana, u promise your integra is half price for me. aku akan ingat. hahaha.
love u all..
challo
salam
hmo
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
everyday is fucking bullshit
everday sucks.
everyday ada je tak kena.
ada je tak puas hati.
ada je tak dapat.
ada je yang sakit kan hati.
how the fuck to fix it.
it must be fun bungee jumping rite now and 20 rounds on a go cart.
everyday ada je tak kena.
ada je tak puas hati.
ada je tak dapat.
ada je yang sakit kan hati.
how the fuck to fix it.
it must be fun bungee jumping rite now and 20 rounds on a go cart.
Friday, October 2, 2009
budak kecik..
assalamualaikum and hye..
selamat hari raya. maaf zahir batin.
tiada post puasa, buka, terawih, atau hari raya. reason pertama, i have no mobile camera yg melekat kat telepon. the one im using is when the Japanese went rampant colonizing Malaya on WWII. org jepun dah pakai nokia aku neh utk contact org2 dorang.. hehe
second reason, maybe i dont like raya very much.. i tot it was only me, but nana pun sama gak. tapi sarah menjanjikan sesuatu yg baru bila dah kawen nanti. dia cakap raya kat KB bes.. will see.. a fren of my budak kelantan taknak ngaku (peroz) dia cakap.. "hmmmmmmmmm, tak bes langsung"..
my title today is budak kecik.. where in my memory, ada gak aku ingat sedikit sebanyak semasa tembesaran aku. i can remember my childhood at Taiwan vaguely, but its not that interesting, because kat sana, sama ada seronok pergi sekolah, atau tadah tangan nak toys apa saja.
masa nak balik mersing on the third raya, we stop at tangkak R&R. skrang dah besar2, malas gila nak solat jemaah. dulu rajin gak tepuk2 bahu org solat jemaah, but skrang amalan itu semakin malas aku lakukan.
bila dah habis solat asar aku duduk di bangku, lepak2 tunggu ayah aku. ada budak kecik masuk ke surau. dia kemas2 kan seluar dan baju. dah la kecik, pendek pula. mungkin darjah 4 atau 5. kemudian dia bentang kan sejadah di belakang seorg dewasa dan dgn bersungguh 2mengjengketkan kaki nak tepuk bahu seorg makmum dewasa. dan bersolat jemaah laa dia..
bg aku, ini adalah satu tamparan bg aku yg sudah dewasa. tak sedar2 diri nak berjemaah.. haih..
today, after sepak2 bola ngan budak bawah umur kat padang, aku merehatkan diri di depan rumah dgn ais kat lutut kanan aku. bukan ada injury, but a precaution. my knee still need tendering.
kemudian ada dua budak kecik depan rumah. sorang kakak, sorang adik. kakak dia tgk makan aiskrem 10sen yg boleh belah dua itu. adik dia datang mintak nak. dia pun cakap, " jaappp, kakak gigit bg ko"..
wahh.. seingat aku, kecik dulu takde aku share2 ngan nana atau adik. asyik gaduh je. skrang baru laa nak hidup bertamadun sket.. hahaha.
bila tgk aiskrem 10sen itu, aku teringat masa aku kecik berumur darjah 5. tanggungjawab aku masa itu adalah meneman adik ke sekolah agama. setiap kali nak ke sekolah agama akan aku melintasi sebuah kedai runcit dimana adik aku akan mintak aiskrem 10sen neh. peristiwa ini berlaku berbulan2 lamanya. sampai la satu hari......
adik aku batuk2 demam2. ayah aku tanya adik, makan apa kat sekolah. adik cakap makan aiskrem batang 10sen neh setiap hari. tak pasal2 aku kena kejut pukul 3 pagi, berdiri depan ayah, dgn tangan dibelakang dan kepala tunduk kena marah sbb belikan adik aiskrem 10sen.. ayah cakap lain kali beli aiskrem cap nestle atau walls shj.. tak pasal2.. but it teach me lots of things that day..
well, kelas dah start. lagi 5-6 minggu adalah FINALS.. i hate exam. who doesnt?
ciao
salam
hmo
selamat hari raya. maaf zahir batin.
tiada post puasa, buka, terawih, atau hari raya. reason pertama, i have no mobile camera yg melekat kat telepon. the one im using is when the Japanese went rampant colonizing Malaya on WWII. org jepun dah pakai nokia aku neh utk contact org2 dorang.. hehe
second reason, maybe i dont like raya very much.. i tot it was only me, but nana pun sama gak. tapi sarah menjanjikan sesuatu yg baru bila dah kawen nanti. dia cakap raya kat KB bes.. will see.. a fren of my budak kelantan taknak ngaku (peroz) dia cakap.. "hmmmmmmmmm, tak bes langsung"..
my title today is budak kecik.. where in my memory, ada gak aku ingat sedikit sebanyak semasa tembesaran aku. i can remember my childhood at Taiwan vaguely, but its not that interesting, because kat sana, sama ada seronok pergi sekolah, atau tadah tangan nak toys apa saja.
masa nak balik mersing on the third raya, we stop at tangkak R&R. skrang dah besar2, malas gila nak solat jemaah. dulu rajin gak tepuk2 bahu org solat jemaah, but skrang amalan itu semakin malas aku lakukan.
bila dah habis solat asar aku duduk di bangku, lepak2 tunggu ayah aku. ada budak kecik masuk ke surau. dia kemas2 kan seluar dan baju. dah la kecik, pendek pula. mungkin darjah 4 atau 5. kemudian dia bentang kan sejadah di belakang seorg dewasa dan dgn bersungguh 2mengjengketkan kaki nak tepuk bahu seorg makmum dewasa. dan bersolat jemaah laa dia..
bg aku, ini adalah satu tamparan bg aku yg sudah dewasa. tak sedar2 diri nak berjemaah.. haih..
today, after sepak2 bola ngan budak bawah umur kat padang, aku merehatkan diri di depan rumah dgn ais kat lutut kanan aku. bukan ada injury, but a precaution. my knee still need tendering.
kemudian ada dua budak kecik depan rumah. sorang kakak, sorang adik. kakak dia tgk makan aiskrem 10sen yg boleh belah dua itu. adik dia datang mintak nak. dia pun cakap, " jaappp, kakak gigit bg ko"..
wahh.. seingat aku, kecik dulu takde aku share2 ngan nana atau adik. asyik gaduh je. skrang baru laa nak hidup bertamadun sket.. hahaha.
bila tgk aiskrem 10sen itu, aku teringat masa aku kecik berumur darjah 5. tanggungjawab aku masa itu adalah meneman adik ke sekolah agama. setiap kali nak ke sekolah agama akan aku melintasi sebuah kedai runcit dimana adik aku akan mintak aiskrem 10sen neh. peristiwa ini berlaku berbulan2 lamanya. sampai la satu hari......
adik aku batuk2 demam2. ayah aku tanya adik, makan apa kat sekolah. adik cakap makan aiskrem batang 10sen neh setiap hari. tak pasal2 aku kena kejut pukul 3 pagi, berdiri depan ayah, dgn tangan dibelakang dan kepala tunduk kena marah sbb belikan adik aiskrem 10sen.. ayah cakap lain kali beli aiskrem cap nestle atau walls shj.. tak pasal2.. but it teach me lots of things that day..
well, kelas dah start. lagi 5-6 minggu adalah FINALS.. i hate exam. who doesnt?
ciao
salam
hmo
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
angkuh..
assalamualaikum and hye.
sometime people is an ASS.. cakap besar. angkuh. kerek. and kata-kata nya mmg sengaja utk membanggakan diri. dari nada dan perwatakan aku dah dapat taw. no explanation needed.
aku dari dulu mmg tak reti nak cakap ala2 kerek atau belagak ini. mgkn disebabkan diri aku yg bukan kool, tak hensem, bukan datang dari keluarga hebat2 kejayaannya, atau mungkin dari didikan ibu bapa yg sentiasa rendah diri membuat aku sentiasa utk menjadi humble, dan serendah mungkin.
bila dah dewasa ini, ramai kawan2 aku yg begini. ada yg begitu bangga mengatakan ini dan itu atau menunjukkan barang ini dan barang itu. as usual, aku akan cakap "WOW!!, kool gile" atau, "gile ah! bagus2.. congrats!!". padahal aku tidak heran langsung atau tak kisah pun. even thou i have things better to say or show compared to them, i wud rather keep it low and just shut up..
today i got some experience. aku jumpa dengan seorang kawan yg sudah grad baru-baru ini.
aku menegurnya, "oit, watpe weh?".
he said ," aku nak hantar borang master nih."
me: " wow! congrats! buat class ke research?"
him: " RESEARCH AH! apa kelas datang class for master!"
if u see him "live" korang rasa nak sepak je. kerek gile. adakah sebab aku extend dia mengatakan begitu? so, fuck you. ko baru nak hantar borang dah kecoh. dapat tak tahu lagi.
member aku sorang yg baru balik dari australia, buat research tak kerek pun. siap cakap "nothing laaaa.. simple2 je.." (now tutor at mech UM and pursuing PhD).
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and today again, i wish my fren, "selamat berbuka"
he replied, "selamat berbuka juga. itu pun kalau ko puasa." WTFuck?
if u know this guy for years, u will know he shudnt said that to me. ini org yg mmg jenis tinggal solat ting tong nye. dari dulu sampai skrang. if u thinking he is joking, baca msg seterusnya adalah lagi sangat menjengkelkan..
ini adalah UMPAMA aku bg msg kat dia, "bro! aku dapat baby boy!"
and he wud be replying, "congrats! itu pun kalau anak ko!"
get it?
aku tidak laa alim-ulama, baik dah kompem masuk syurga. but i know what my responsible to God. banding kan aku dgn dia, he shud not said that.
i know why he said that. he has no respect to his frens. and dia mmg sumpah kerek n angkut diri sendiri. one time dia bangga gila beli hadiah bday kat gf dia, siap tunjuk resit kat aku. mcm aku heran. as usual, i wud say "WOW!!, mahal gilee."
sumpah kalau aku gf dia, aku cakap, "nih je?"
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long time ago, i had a fren yg baru habis blaja diploma UTM.
i said, " dah dapat keje?"
him: "not yet.."
me: " ko mintak apa, TA? (technical assistant)
him: "apa barang TA? AE laa! aku diploma UTM ok. (assistant engineer)
perlu ke cakap mcm tu? tak bleh ke being humble? pelik ok.. why i had this kind of people as a fren..
*he ended being a policeman*
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some people u can differentiate.. ada kala nye dorang kerek, kita tak terasa langsung. mgkn kita tahu peribadi mereka ini. they just be joking. cakap pun gelak2. tiada iras muka yg menunjukkan mcm nak pijak muka kita.
but what i have experience above, i know them. some of them as long as 13 years. itu laa dia. sometimes, aku selalu sangat simpan. terlalu rendah diri. and emo today..
well, my frens, selamat berpuasa. selamat berbuka..
salam
challo
hmo
sometime people is an ASS.. cakap besar. angkuh. kerek. and kata-kata nya mmg sengaja utk membanggakan diri. dari nada dan perwatakan aku dah dapat taw. no explanation needed.
aku dari dulu mmg tak reti nak cakap ala2 kerek atau belagak ini. mgkn disebabkan diri aku yg bukan kool, tak hensem, bukan datang dari keluarga hebat2 kejayaannya, atau mungkin dari didikan ibu bapa yg sentiasa rendah diri membuat aku sentiasa utk menjadi humble, dan serendah mungkin.
bila dah dewasa ini, ramai kawan2 aku yg begini. ada yg begitu bangga mengatakan ini dan itu atau menunjukkan barang ini dan barang itu. as usual, aku akan cakap "WOW!!, kool gile" atau, "gile ah! bagus2.. congrats!!". padahal aku tidak heran langsung atau tak kisah pun. even thou i have things better to say or show compared to them, i wud rather keep it low and just shut up..
today i got some experience. aku jumpa dengan seorang kawan yg sudah grad baru-baru ini.
aku menegurnya, "oit, watpe weh?".
he said ," aku nak hantar borang master nih."
me: " wow! congrats! buat class ke research?"
him: " RESEARCH AH! apa kelas datang class for master!"
if u see him "live" korang rasa nak sepak je. kerek gile. adakah sebab aku extend dia mengatakan begitu? so, fuck you. ko baru nak hantar borang dah kecoh. dapat tak tahu lagi.
member aku sorang yg baru balik dari australia, buat research tak kerek pun. siap cakap "nothing laaaa.. simple2 je.." (now tutor at mech UM and pursuing PhD).
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and today again, i wish my fren, "selamat berbuka"
he replied, "selamat berbuka juga. itu pun kalau ko puasa." WTFuck?
if u know this guy for years, u will know he shudnt said that to me. ini org yg mmg jenis tinggal solat ting tong nye. dari dulu sampai skrang. if u thinking he is joking, baca msg seterusnya adalah lagi sangat menjengkelkan..
ini adalah UMPAMA aku bg msg kat dia, "bro! aku dapat baby boy!"
and he wud be replying, "congrats! itu pun kalau anak ko!"
get it?
aku tidak laa alim-ulama, baik dah kompem masuk syurga. but i know what my responsible to God. banding kan aku dgn dia, he shud not said that.
i know why he said that. he has no respect to his frens. and dia mmg sumpah kerek n angkut diri sendiri. one time dia bangga gila beli hadiah bday kat gf dia, siap tunjuk resit kat aku. mcm aku heran. as usual, i wud say "WOW!!, mahal gilee."
sumpah kalau aku gf dia, aku cakap, "nih je?"
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long time ago, i had a fren yg baru habis blaja diploma UTM.
i said, " dah dapat keje?"
him: "not yet.."
me: " ko mintak apa, TA? (technical assistant)
him: "apa barang TA? AE laa! aku diploma UTM ok. (assistant engineer)
perlu ke cakap mcm tu? tak bleh ke being humble? pelik ok.. why i had this kind of people as a fren..
*he ended being a policeman*
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some people u can differentiate.. ada kala nye dorang kerek, kita tak terasa langsung. mgkn kita tahu peribadi mereka ini. they just be joking. cakap pun gelak2. tiada iras muka yg menunjukkan mcm nak pijak muka kita.
but what i have experience above, i know them. some of them as long as 13 years. itu laa dia. sometimes, aku selalu sangat simpan. terlalu rendah diri. and emo today..
well, my frens, selamat berpuasa. selamat berbuka..
salam
challo
hmo
Saturday, August 22, 2009
habiss...
assalamualaikum and hye..
ten days ago, kawan aku berkonvo. congrats to them. a few pictures to share..
the first row is with my cappo di tutti, alinur ayuni. hopefully she got what she wants in life and become a successful engineer one day.
the second row are the left out of the "first seven". there are five of us left. the most right is qish..
the third row is with the guys. haris and siddiq, congrats to them and to sirul, ur konvo will be on October if im not mistake. congrats to u too.
these pictures above are taken by me, with the help of Canon EOS 1000D. pinjam dari angah. i wanna that piece on my arm one day. Congrats to all of you.
hopefully, u all will be somebody one day. help the nation. help the people. lots more is coming. wish u all good luck..
selamat berpuasa.
challo
salam
hmo
ten days ago, kawan aku berkonvo. congrats to them. a few pictures to share..
the first row is with my cappo di tutti, alinur ayuni. hopefully she got what she wants in life and become a successful engineer one day.
the second row are the left out of the "first seven". there are five of us left. the most right is qish..
the third row is with the guys. haris and siddiq, congrats to them and to sirul, ur konvo will be on October if im not mistake. congrats to u too.
these pictures above are taken by me, with the help of Canon EOS 1000D. pinjam dari angah. i wanna that piece on my arm one day. Congrats to all of you.
hopefully, u all will be somebody one day. help the nation. help the people. lots more is coming. wish u all good luck..
selamat berpuasa.
challo
salam
hmo
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
konvo.
assalamualaikum and hye..
esok kawan-kawan aku berkonvo. i will be very excited if im them. no UM. no books. i like it.
tapi, aku tiada dalam acara esok. im proud of my frens. they show that its possible for me to graduate one day. im waiting for that moment.
some of my frens who will be graduating tommorow are very special. all of the initial seven frens (since first year) of mine are graduating, except me. which are:
1. alinur
2. haris
3. siddiq
4. balqis
5. arina
6. haziq
but some of them dont get along fine with me until the end.
well, to those my frens who are graduating tomorrow, congrats my dearest fren expecially to alinur, siddiq, ares, qish, jannah, and ena.
and to the others, congrats too.
on friday, will be my first fren whom i befriend at 12th college, jemme from law fac, and wawapucca on saturday from science fac. congrats too.
and finally to class of 2005/2006 biomed, congrats to u all.
i have a bundle of gifts to be given to whom i regard special. and yang tak dapat, bukan tak nak bg, just the economy is not friendly nowadays.
8 gifts to be given. wonder whos the lucky one..
i ask my fren whom are extending, are they coming to dtc, celebrating, they said:
esok kawan-kawan aku berkonvo. i will be very excited if im them. no UM. no books. i like it.
tapi, aku tiada dalam acara esok. im proud of my frens. they show that its possible for me to graduate one day. im waiting for that moment.
some of my frens who will be graduating tommorow are very special. all of the initial seven frens (since first year) of mine are graduating, except me. which are:
1. alinur
2. haris
3. siddiq
4. balqis
5. arina
6. haziq
but some of them dont get along fine with me until the end.
well, to those my frens who are graduating tomorrow, congrats my dearest fren expecially to alinur, siddiq, ares, qish, jannah, and ena.
and to the others, congrats too.
on friday, will be my first fren whom i befriend at 12th college, jemme from law fac, and wawapucca on saturday from science fac. congrats too.
and finally to class of 2005/2006 biomed, congrats to u all.
i have a bundle of gifts to be given to whom i regard special. and yang tak dapat, bukan tak nak bg, just the economy is not friendly nowadays.
8 gifts to be given. wonder whos the lucky one..i ask my fren whom are extending, are they coming to dtc, celebrating, they said:
i ask afiq, "u coming?", he said, "xnak laa. sedey ah. baik aku keje".
i ask jasmina. "coming?", she said, "nope. i takot i emo. i have no against them, but i feel a heavy heart."
i ask myself, "u coming hafiz?, i said .................... let me decide tomorrow..
salam
challo
hmo
ps: CONGRATS!! my friends!!
i ask jasmina. "coming?", she said, "nope. i takot i emo. i have no against them, but i feel a heavy heart."
i ask myself, "u coming hafiz?, i said .................... let me decide tomorrow..
salam
challo
hmo
ps: CONGRATS!! my friends!!
Sunday, July 26, 2009
after 3 weeks..
assalamualaikum and hye.
dah 3 minggu sem 9 aku bermula. as i thought, ianya sangat membosankan, sunyi, not fun, plus being alone sucks.
3 minggu berlaku, tiada yg best. bgn pagi, pergi kelas. tiada gelak2 kawan2 aku seperti alino yg bertanya khabar, siddiq yg mengutuk chelsea, haris yg ajak rematch inter vs chelsea kat ps2, ina yg menjerit2 kat aku mintak series, jannah yg senyap duk diam2 kat penjuru lab comp dimana aku bakal kacau, jas yg selalu tanya pasal lab, atau tiada lagi huu haa ajak makan atau lepak mana. ini sangat membosankan.
3 minggu aku hanya dipenuhi kelas2 yg penuh dgn budak2 yg aku kurang kenali. semua kelas aku ada join from 1st year to 4th year. syuib tecki yg pasang laptop pun cakap, "sabarla.. setahun lagi". dia pun nak p cambodia dah.. im still stuck in mini hell.
3 minggu, di lab still ada kak mah, still ada eisha, but no wawa. aimee pun nak pergi. haih.. still can go bfast with eisha once in a while. pojiee is still around. lepak2 ngan dia buat gempita kat blok U. still jas visit me once in a while at UM, alino meet me when she got the time, while the HP boys make me homey and feel like we are studying together.
3 minggu, kelas dah start. semua kelas bosan. semua lecterur stat kelas spt biasa. memulakan ugutan mengenai ponteng kelas and sign utk org. semua tak welcoming. ugut dan ugut. bosan aku mendengarnya. tetapi prof Wan juga yg berlainan. he is different. dia cakap juga pasal ponteng and sain kan utk org tetapi versi yg sungguh bes..
begini ceritanya, " jgn sain kan utk kawan saudara. pernah berlaku satu kes, ada kawan dia sainkan utk kawan dia yg lain. kawan dia yg lain ponteng kelas dan terlibat dalam satu pembunuhan. dia bunuh kekasih dia yg curang. apabila siasatan polis berlaku, dia mengatakan dia ada alibi. dia di kelas. sain ini adalah buktinya.. akhirnya, dengan kecekapan polis mmg dapat dibuktikan dia yg membunuh kekasih nya, dan kawan yg tolong sainkan juga kena di sabitkan kesalahan kerana bersubahat.. oleh itu jgn sainkan utk org.."
satu kelas senyap.. prof wan berkata lagi, " dan ini hanya la cerita saya reka. jgn percaya.." satu kelas gelak.. he is still the bes lecterur at biomed. im glad he is still teaching. he is the best biomed will have..
lecterurs pun are nice to me. no push over. dr wan sangat frenly and always ask me for my opinion for the class. pn norita pun sangat chill. nak wat kelas ganti, i said i got kelas at that time, she said, hmmm, meet me and take the notes. nsc selalu tegur how im doing. datin pun sekali tanya aku n senyum skali. bharti and kkh is as usual. dr hew from electrical is another lecture i like a lot. he is cool. while the lecterur from UIA is always confusing..
got to go. tomorrow class is at 8..
challo
salam
hmo
ps: "1 year to go hafiz.. finish it, please.. grad with me.." , a call from jasmina..
dah 3 minggu sem 9 aku bermula. as i thought, ianya sangat membosankan, sunyi, not fun, plus being alone sucks.
3 minggu berlaku, tiada yg best. bgn pagi, pergi kelas. tiada gelak2 kawan2 aku seperti alino yg bertanya khabar, siddiq yg mengutuk chelsea, haris yg ajak rematch inter vs chelsea kat ps2, ina yg menjerit2 kat aku mintak series, jannah yg senyap duk diam2 kat penjuru lab comp dimana aku bakal kacau, jas yg selalu tanya pasal lab, atau tiada lagi huu haa ajak makan atau lepak mana. ini sangat membosankan.
3 minggu aku hanya dipenuhi kelas2 yg penuh dgn budak2 yg aku kurang kenali. semua kelas aku ada join from 1st year to 4th year. syuib tecki yg pasang laptop pun cakap, "sabarla.. setahun lagi". dia pun nak p cambodia dah.. im still stuck in mini hell.
3 minggu, di lab still ada kak mah, still ada eisha, but no wawa. aimee pun nak pergi. haih.. still can go bfast with eisha once in a while. pojiee is still around. lepak2 ngan dia buat gempita kat blok U. still jas visit me once in a while at UM, alino meet me when she got the time, while the HP boys make me homey and feel like we are studying together.
3 minggu, kelas dah start. semua kelas bosan. semua lecterur stat kelas spt biasa. memulakan ugutan mengenai ponteng kelas and sign utk org. semua tak welcoming. ugut dan ugut. bosan aku mendengarnya. tetapi prof Wan juga yg berlainan. he is different. dia cakap juga pasal ponteng and sain kan utk org tetapi versi yg sungguh bes..
begini ceritanya, " jgn sain kan utk kawan saudara. pernah berlaku satu kes, ada kawan dia sainkan utk kawan dia yg lain. kawan dia yg lain ponteng kelas dan terlibat dalam satu pembunuhan. dia bunuh kekasih dia yg curang. apabila siasatan polis berlaku, dia mengatakan dia ada alibi. dia di kelas. sain ini adalah buktinya.. akhirnya, dengan kecekapan polis mmg dapat dibuktikan dia yg membunuh kekasih nya, dan kawan yg tolong sainkan juga kena di sabitkan kesalahan kerana bersubahat.. oleh itu jgn sainkan utk org.."
satu kelas senyap.. prof wan berkata lagi, " dan ini hanya la cerita saya reka. jgn percaya.." satu kelas gelak.. he is still the bes lecterur at biomed. im glad he is still teaching. he is the best biomed will have..
lecterurs pun are nice to me. no push over. dr wan sangat frenly and always ask me for my opinion for the class. pn norita pun sangat chill. nak wat kelas ganti, i said i got kelas at that time, she said, hmmm, meet me and take the notes. nsc selalu tegur how im doing. datin pun sekali tanya aku n senyum skali. bharti and kkh is as usual. dr hew from electrical is another lecture i like a lot. he is cool. while the lecterur from UIA is always confusing..
got to go. tomorrow class is at 8..
challo
salam
hmo
ps: "1 year to go hafiz.. finish it, please.. grad with me.." , a call from jasmina..
Sunday, July 5, 2009
are we there yet??
assalamualaikum and hye..
on 27-28 june, kita org p PD. a total of 8 of us. termasuk tuan rumah qish. the trip was fun but im sure, dorang p tioman adalah jauh lagi bes. tetapi, kawan-kawan aku yg sanggup meluangkan masa bersama aku di PD sangat laa bes. ahli2 yg terlibat:
1. hafiz
2. alinur
3. hares
4. ena-eno
5. sarah (KEU)
6. alif (bf sarah)
7. abbad
8. qish
it was a blast. we have fun. i got my stress out of my system. qish was a wonderful tour guide, plus she cook for us! nak apa lagi laa kan..
being me, the last time pergi PD adalah sangat tak ingat. when the last time i went to PD entah bila. maybe tak penah pergi pun. so dah lama tak jumpa pantai and pasir, aku sedikit jakun..
playing with water and sand
well, as u peeps can see, abbad jadi mangsa mayat dalam pasir, plus ada gmbr2 yg sangat tidak sesuai utk kanak-kanak utk ditunjukkan, tetapi di postkan di facebook kami semua di bawah tajuk pelabuhan dickson if im not mistaken.
the water was clean, bt the weather adalah sangat panas. tapi berbaloi. we all mandi pagi sampai-sampai je PD, bcoz in the afternoon im already out of gas.
siap ada gmbar aku kena tarik ke laut atas sebab2 yg tertentu. im glad that we play with the sand that moment. rasa sangat kanak2. gelak2 like our future are so far away and theres alots of oppurtunities that are awaiting for us just like the open sea..
dah puas mandi, we makan2 kat umah qish. she cooked. and seriusly sedap. hahah. bkn kerana lapa atau penat, but she can really cook. we ate, and ate, and sleep til 2pm.
next stop was visiting the mueseum. me, as a skeptic, "WHAT???" but it turns out it was an army museum, and it was a blast.
i love these kind of artifacts. tanks, guns, planes, etc that are related to the army. some how im very patriotic . hahahah
muzium tuh mmg mcm "big boys toys" yg tak dapat dimiliki, but u can touch it, ride on it and dream on it.. it was superb.
"big boys toys"
dah lepas muzium, we return to the beach. qish was waiting for the perfect spot, and sirul and aimal was there to add the fun.
we had prepared a BBQ. thanks to alif and sarah, it was perfect. it was superb. bakar kambing kat tepi laut with all the wind and watching the sun vanish at the horizon was mesmerizing...
bbq kat tepi pantai tuh adalah something which i would remember for a long-long time... its was so memorable..
the perfect bbq
on 27-28 june, kita org p PD. a total of 8 of us. termasuk tuan rumah qish. the trip was fun but im sure, dorang p tioman adalah jauh lagi bes. tetapi, kawan-kawan aku yg sanggup meluangkan masa bersama aku di PD sangat laa bes. ahli2 yg terlibat:
1. hafiz
2. alinur
3. hares
4. ena-eno
5. sarah (KEU)
6. alif (bf sarah)
7. abbad
8. qish
it was a blast. we have fun. i got my stress out of my system. qish was a wonderful tour guide, plus she cook for us! nak apa lagi laa kan..
being me, the last time pergi PD adalah sangat tak ingat. when the last time i went to PD entah bila. maybe tak penah pergi pun. so dah lama tak jumpa pantai and pasir, aku sedikit jakun..
playing with water and sandthe water was clean, bt the weather adalah sangat panas. tapi berbaloi. we all mandi pagi sampai-sampai je PD, bcoz in the afternoon im already out of gas.
siap ada gmbar aku kena tarik ke laut atas sebab2 yg tertentu. im glad that we play with the sand that moment. rasa sangat kanak2. gelak2 like our future are so far away and theres alots of oppurtunities that are awaiting for us just like the open sea..
dah puas mandi, we makan2 kat umah qish. she cooked. and seriusly sedap. hahah. bkn kerana lapa atau penat, but she can really cook. we ate, and ate, and sleep til 2pm.
next stop was visiting the mueseum. me, as a skeptic, "WHAT???" but it turns out it was an army museum, and it was a blast.
i love these kind of artifacts. tanks, guns, planes, etc that are related to the army. some how im very patriotic . hahahah
muzium tuh mmg mcm "big boys toys" yg tak dapat dimiliki, but u can touch it, ride on it and dream on it.. it was superb.
"big boys toys"dah lepas muzium, we return to the beach. qish was waiting for the perfect spot, and sirul and aimal was there to add the fun.
we had prepared a BBQ. thanks to alif and sarah, it was perfect. it was superb. bakar kambing kat tepi laut with all the wind and watching the sun vanish at the horizon was mesmerizing...
bbq kat tepi pantai tuh adalah something which i would remember for a long-long time... its was so memorable..
the perfect bbqthere are more pictures. if im not mistaken, gmbr di kamera haris belum di upload. aku harap we have another great moment like this in the future..
and my favourite pix which i save for the last....
from the left: ena - hafiz - haris - alinur ayuni
thanks for making it happen.
jgn lupa lepak pelita bila ada masa lagi.
frens are forever.
challo
salam
hmo
and my favourite pix which i save for the last....
from the left: ena - hafiz - haris - alinur ayunithanks for making it happen.
jgn lupa lepak pelita bila ada masa lagi.
frens are forever.
challo
salam
hmo
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
twenty six..
assalamualaikum and hye..
im 26 this year.
and its a lousy year.. full of shit..
a year when all my emotional are hay-wire.
2009 is not the year i like.
theres something inside my chest that wont come out.
aku tak puas hati tentang sesuatu. but i dont know what.
something is not perfect. and something is wrong.
as a conclusion, 2009 is my emo year. i never feel this down before.
when im going to stand on my both feet back?
skrang still rasa mcm atas kerusi roda.
demm. im tired, and stressed out. "mcm laa org lain tak hafiz..." (hati kecil ku bertanya)..
thnx for all the birthday wishes..
thnx to adik for the altec speakers, ayah for the book, and aiskrim goreng sid. (sid blanje 2 bijik!) ahahah.
i hate skool. dont know my fucking problem.
challo
salam
hmo
im 26 this year.
and its a lousy year.. full of shit..
a year when all my emotional are hay-wire.
2009 is not the year i like.
theres something inside my chest that wont come out.
aku tak puas hati tentang sesuatu. but i dont know what.
something is not perfect. and something is wrong.
as a conclusion, 2009 is my emo year. i never feel this down before.
when im going to stand on my both feet back?
skrang still rasa mcm atas kerusi roda.
demm. im tired, and stressed out. "mcm laa org lain tak hafiz..." (hati kecil ku bertanya)..
thnx for all the birthday wishes..
thnx to adik for the altec speakers, ayah for the book, and aiskrim goreng sid. (sid blanje 2 bijik!) ahahah.
i hate skool. dont know my fucking problem.
challo
salam
hmo
Sunday, June 7, 2009
taking chance..
assalamualaikum and hye..
i just watch a movie called "taking chance". its a story about the iraq war, but no shooting involved. im not pro war or pro US. but i like war pictures, mostly from the WWII.
but the what i learn is, take all the chances u can. sama ada ianya tidak berkaitan atau tidak logic, if it a chance of something new, why not try to take it and make it an experience.
tak kisah laa what kind of chances it is.
+ sambung belaja. kalau jauh mana pun, take it. there is alot of oppurtunity than not studying if u got the chance.
+ learn something new. try to drill a hole in the wall. did u know that silver and black colored drills have different strength?
+ do something that u havent done yet. well i have try few things with my frens. thanks to lino, and ares, i have gone a few adventures. try wall climbing. perut boroi macam aku neh mmg takkan sampai 50 meter pun, bukak mata naik roller coaster ada lah sangat horror and go cart adalah sangat fun. wait when we laugh playing baseball at OU.
+ starting a r.ship is scary. we dont know the end. but if u got the chance, why not. but make sure u ready to face all the hardships. a r.ship is not easy. quite like rocket sciences.
theres alot of chances that could come around us. new jobs, new tests, new encounter, new challenges. even tomorrow, when we wake up, god have make new challenges for us. even making up a new decision is taking a chance. moving to a new house, buy a car, buy furniture, is something big. big decision because it involves money, and plans.
new season of intakes will enter UM at july. fresh faces, fresh brains and great spirit. for them a few ideas for them:
+ UM is one of the best univ. at malaysia. tak dapat apex pun takpe. still the best.
+ u are free inside here. bebas. u are treated as adults. some of ur lecturers will treated u mcm dia yg bayar gaji u all. but still, kalau ko kuat melawan, u will be happy.
+ suruh kawan sain for attendance, takder hal, just jangan korang xgi kelas pastu eksiden. mmg kantoi busuk.
+ makes frens. makes new frens. cari kawan sebanyak mungkin. and save them til u get old.
+ study. study hard. nak ponteng kelas boleh. but when u fail, u will fall hard. just remember to stay up back. back ups from close frens are essential.
+ be active. if u are good in sports, fight for it.
+ and to budak poly yg akan masuk next sem, jgn belagak, jgn kerek, jaga mulut, jgn wat malu pada diri sendiri. u guys sux actually nak dibandingkan ngan dak2 matrix or stpm. be humble, respect people and respect to these kiddos or u guys akan makan taik. learn the hard way. jgn nak main sound org je, and dont make a fool of urselves. tak payah pikir ko tua 3-4 tahun ko cukup hebat. tak perlu bahas kan diri kakak atau abang bcoz i dont think u deserve the respect if ur attitude is equal to shit. jgn pikir u can arah org and cakap besar with what u learn. its bullshit. be cool, be humble, be nice to people, jgn kedekut with what u have and what u learn. and what i learn, my poly jr are shit. sombong. belagak. and mcm biasa, taik.
salam
challo
hmo
i just watch a movie called "taking chance". its a story about the iraq war, but no shooting involved. im not pro war or pro US. but i like war pictures, mostly from the WWII.
but the what i learn is, take all the chances u can. sama ada ianya tidak berkaitan atau tidak logic, if it a chance of something new, why not try to take it and make it an experience.
tak kisah laa what kind of chances it is.
+ sambung belaja. kalau jauh mana pun, take it. there is alot of oppurtunity than not studying if u got the chance.
+ learn something new. try to drill a hole in the wall. did u know that silver and black colored drills have different strength?
+ do something that u havent done yet. well i have try few things with my frens. thanks to lino, and ares, i have gone a few adventures. try wall climbing. perut boroi macam aku neh mmg takkan sampai 50 meter pun, bukak mata naik roller coaster ada lah sangat horror and go cart adalah sangat fun. wait when we laugh playing baseball at OU.
+ starting a r.ship is scary. we dont know the end. but if u got the chance, why not. but make sure u ready to face all the hardships. a r.ship is not easy. quite like rocket sciences.
theres alot of chances that could come around us. new jobs, new tests, new encounter, new challenges. even tomorrow, when we wake up, god have make new challenges for us. even making up a new decision is taking a chance. moving to a new house, buy a car, buy furniture, is something big. big decision because it involves money, and plans.
new season of intakes will enter UM at july. fresh faces, fresh brains and great spirit. for them a few ideas for them:
+ UM is one of the best univ. at malaysia. tak dapat apex pun takpe. still the best.
+ u are free inside here. bebas. u are treated as adults. some of ur lecturers will treated u mcm dia yg bayar gaji u all. but still, kalau ko kuat melawan, u will be happy.
+ suruh kawan sain for attendance, takder hal, just jangan korang xgi kelas pastu eksiden. mmg kantoi busuk.
+ makes frens. makes new frens. cari kawan sebanyak mungkin. and save them til u get old.
+ study. study hard. nak ponteng kelas boleh. but when u fail, u will fall hard. just remember to stay up back. back ups from close frens are essential.
+ be active. if u are good in sports, fight for it.
+ and to budak poly yg akan masuk next sem, jgn belagak, jgn kerek, jaga mulut, jgn wat malu pada diri sendiri. u guys sux actually nak dibandingkan ngan dak2 matrix or stpm. be humble, respect people and respect to these kiddos or u guys akan makan taik. learn the hard way. jgn nak main sound org je, and dont make a fool of urselves. tak payah pikir ko tua 3-4 tahun ko cukup hebat. tak perlu bahas kan diri kakak atau abang bcoz i dont think u deserve the respect if ur attitude is equal to shit. jgn pikir u can arah org and cakap besar with what u learn. its bullshit. be cool, be humble, be nice to people, jgn kedekut with what u have and what u learn. and what i learn, my poly jr are shit. sombong. belagak. and mcm biasa, taik.
salam
challo
hmo
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
i wonder..
assalamualaikum and hye..
today, i learn something. i learned a valuable lesson. a lesson that comes with age and experience. a lesson with a value more than half a century.. a lesson that makes me think more and more and more and more and more..
apa yg membuatkan manusia itu berhak untuk tuntut lebeh dari sepatutnya? pangkatnya? amalnya? pengalamannya? atau diri sendiri merasakan dia lebih bagus dari org lain?
mengapa sukar untuk mencari org yg bersyukur dgn apa yg ada? aku sendiri pun susah untuk berpuas hati dgn apa yang ada. aku mahu yg lebih baik, tetapi bg aku ianya harus la berpada-pada. usaha, rezeki, dan qada' dan qadar harusla dipegang. walau mcm mana pahitnya kehidupan itu.
hari nih, ada org cakap pada aku bahawa harta dan pangkat adalah penting. penting dari segi pandangan org. it contribute 40% of your life. kalau takder degree, org takkan respect. kalau takder pangkat, u r nothing. just piece of shit. well, in part of it i agree, but i most of it i disagreed. why?
+ ko orang berpangkat. ko bijak. ko ada datuk, prof, ir, emiritus, PhD, master, degree, diploma, stpm, spm, pmr, upsr, dan pts yg gempak, dan sentiasa nombor 1 disekolah. but u sucks. no one respect u because attitude mcm anjing. berbaloikah? yes. but u live in ur own fucking world.
+ ko baik, ko tolong org, ko juga berpangkat, dan ko juga direspect pada suatu masa dahulu. but when kantoi cntoh mengambil rasuah, semua kebaikan ko hilang. org lupa kebaikan yg telah dilakukan berpuluh2 tahun dahulu.. starts back with zero. adil kah? tak..
bnyk lagi contoh why i disagree with the statement. bermcm2 lagi senario yg membuat aku terfikir. tetapi, the main idea here is, kenapa kita tidak boleh hidup dgn rendah diri, humility serta penuh dengan hormat antara satu sama lain. bersama kawan, bersama suami isteri, adik beradik atau bersama pasangan sekali pun.. is it too hard?
apa hak kita nak nilai org? most scenario i heard is, selalu kutuk polis malaysia. RASUAH. itu laa, ini laa, yes, it happen. but kalau kita yg tegur nih, adakah kita cukup baik? gi club, minum carlsberg (for muslim), no problem. then bila nak projek, pandai pulak bg hadiah, bagi duit bawah meja, tapi kutuk org lain nombor satu. apa bezanya org mcm nih?
is it too hard being able to be rational? susah ke nak hormat org tua, muda, penyapu sampah, driver bas sekolah, pak gat? who are we? kenapa perlu angkuh dgn org lain? walaupun kita ada kompeni, kita bayar pekerja kita with our own money, but adakah kita berhak nak memalukan dia di depan org ramai serta, menghina, mencerca dsb? yes, mungkin.. but thats because ur attitude mcm haram. dats why u do it.
i hope, one day, i wouldnt turn out to be like this, maybe im complaining now, but later bila aku dah berjawatan besar, gaji besar, adakah aku sendiri akan berubah? aku harap jika aku berubah, i hope sarah, my sisters, my parents, mak utih, tok yam, mama boleh sepak muka aku and ingatkan aku where im standing.
sarah has told me that, the important thing is attitude. mcm mana ko kecik, begitu la ko besar. jika nak berubah, berubah semasa membesar. kalau tak, thats how u die with. i do agree that ATTITUDE is one of the MOST important value in life. there are others, but i will keep mine with attitude.
and today, someone said to me, "by hook or by crook, get that degree". i will.
challo
salam
hmo
today, i learn something. i learned a valuable lesson. a lesson that comes with age and experience. a lesson with a value more than half a century.. a lesson that makes me think more and more and more and more and more..
apa yg membuatkan manusia itu berhak untuk tuntut lebeh dari sepatutnya? pangkatnya? amalnya? pengalamannya? atau diri sendiri merasakan dia lebih bagus dari org lain?
mengapa sukar untuk mencari org yg bersyukur dgn apa yg ada? aku sendiri pun susah untuk berpuas hati dgn apa yang ada. aku mahu yg lebih baik, tetapi bg aku ianya harus la berpada-pada. usaha, rezeki, dan qada' dan qadar harusla dipegang. walau mcm mana pahitnya kehidupan itu.
hari nih, ada org cakap pada aku bahawa harta dan pangkat adalah penting. penting dari segi pandangan org. it contribute 40% of your life. kalau takder degree, org takkan respect. kalau takder pangkat, u r nothing. just piece of shit. well, in part of it i agree, but i most of it i disagreed. why?
+ ko orang berpangkat. ko bijak. ko ada datuk, prof, ir, emiritus, PhD, master, degree, diploma, stpm, spm, pmr, upsr, dan pts yg gempak, dan sentiasa nombor 1 disekolah. but u sucks. no one respect u because attitude mcm anjing. berbaloikah? yes. but u live in ur own fucking world.
+ ko baik, ko tolong org, ko juga berpangkat, dan ko juga direspect pada suatu masa dahulu. but when kantoi cntoh mengambil rasuah, semua kebaikan ko hilang. org lupa kebaikan yg telah dilakukan berpuluh2 tahun dahulu.. starts back with zero. adil kah? tak..
bnyk lagi contoh why i disagree with the statement. bermcm2 lagi senario yg membuat aku terfikir. tetapi, the main idea here is, kenapa kita tidak boleh hidup dgn rendah diri, humility serta penuh dengan hormat antara satu sama lain. bersama kawan, bersama suami isteri, adik beradik atau bersama pasangan sekali pun.. is it too hard?
apa hak kita nak nilai org? most scenario i heard is, selalu kutuk polis malaysia. RASUAH. itu laa, ini laa, yes, it happen. but kalau kita yg tegur nih, adakah kita cukup baik? gi club, minum carlsberg (for muslim), no problem. then bila nak projek, pandai pulak bg hadiah, bagi duit bawah meja, tapi kutuk org lain nombor satu. apa bezanya org mcm nih?
is it too hard being able to be rational? susah ke nak hormat org tua, muda, penyapu sampah, driver bas sekolah, pak gat? who are we? kenapa perlu angkuh dgn org lain? walaupun kita ada kompeni, kita bayar pekerja kita with our own money, but adakah kita berhak nak memalukan dia di depan org ramai serta, menghina, mencerca dsb? yes, mungkin.. but thats because ur attitude mcm haram. dats why u do it.
i hope, one day, i wouldnt turn out to be like this, maybe im complaining now, but later bila aku dah berjawatan besar, gaji besar, adakah aku sendiri akan berubah? aku harap jika aku berubah, i hope sarah, my sisters, my parents, mak utih, tok yam, mama boleh sepak muka aku and ingatkan aku where im standing.
sarah has told me that, the important thing is attitude. mcm mana ko kecik, begitu la ko besar. jika nak berubah, berubah semasa membesar. kalau tak, thats how u die with. i do agree that ATTITUDE is one of the MOST important value in life. there are others, but i will keep mine with attitude.
and today, someone said to me, "by hook or by crook, get that degree". i will.
challo
salam
hmo
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
the power of three.
assalamualaikum and hye..
now its special semester. malas gile nak pergi kelas. with calculus and medical imaging in the morning, plus PDE in the late afternoon is tiring.
but i have no choice. nak tak nak, kena pergi. kena buat, dan kena datang. but, mak cakap, " takpe, jgn putus asa. belajar bagus. tak buang masa walau me-repeat"..
sometimes, rasa frust juga. kawan-kawan yg telah tamat blaja, pergi tioman. sangat bes.. aku dapat rasakan kebesannya.. bangun pagi, angin yg melekit2 dari air laut serta mendayu dapat aku rasakan.. besss......
tapi apa yg aku rasakan skrang adalah, bangun pagi, mandi, jam, serta menghadiri kelas yg horror sbb ada kemungkinan gagal lagi. ia adalah perasaan yg sangat menakutkan.. ia adalah rutin selama 4 tahun dan sangat meletihkan..
i already hate the person who most of the time supervise me on my thesis, but lately after a confrontation, i lose all the respect towards her. nada. nil. zero. zero respect. i have no respect.
sometimes dia cakap main suka hati. tak pikir org lain serta penting kan diri sendiri. cakap seperti malaikat tanpa ada rasa serba salah sedikit pun. dia adalah manusia sempurna.. tiada kesalahan, tiada kesalan. dan dia adalah manusia terhebat yg pernah hidup..
padahal, antara ulama terkenal dunia tak kenal, tetapi menghasilkan buku yg hebat ttg solat. giga serta mega amat mengelirukan dirinya serta fungsi RAM dan harddisk pun tak tahu.. berani mengaku amanah, padahal mcm la kita tak tahu kisah dirinya.
cuma aku harap, suatu hari nnti, dia akan rasa apa yg aku rasa dan serta kawan2 aku yg telah dia sakiti.
i need a year to go. a year full of challenges. a chinese lecterur who taught programming next semester said to me after he knows that i will be taking his paper, he said, "matilaa kamu", and smile cynically. so i shouted at him (because jarak agak jauh), "i will survive, i have too".
ingenuity, courage and self-sacrifice is important for survival.
challo
salam
hmo
now its special semester. malas gile nak pergi kelas. with calculus and medical imaging in the morning, plus PDE in the late afternoon is tiring.
but i have no choice. nak tak nak, kena pergi. kena buat, dan kena datang. but, mak cakap, " takpe, jgn putus asa. belajar bagus. tak buang masa walau me-repeat"..
sometimes, rasa frust juga. kawan-kawan yg telah tamat blaja, pergi tioman. sangat bes.. aku dapat rasakan kebesannya.. bangun pagi, angin yg melekit2 dari air laut serta mendayu dapat aku rasakan.. besss......
tapi apa yg aku rasakan skrang adalah, bangun pagi, mandi, jam, serta menghadiri kelas yg horror sbb ada kemungkinan gagal lagi. ia adalah perasaan yg sangat menakutkan.. ia adalah rutin selama 4 tahun dan sangat meletihkan..
i already hate the person who most of the time supervise me on my thesis, but lately after a confrontation, i lose all the respect towards her. nada. nil. zero. zero respect. i have no respect.
sometimes dia cakap main suka hati. tak pikir org lain serta penting kan diri sendiri. cakap seperti malaikat tanpa ada rasa serba salah sedikit pun. dia adalah manusia sempurna.. tiada kesalahan, tiada kesalan. dan dia adalah manusia terhebat yg pernah hidup..
padahal, antara ulama terkenal dunia tak kenal, tetapi menghasilkan buku yg hebat ttg solat. giga serta mega amat mengelirukan dirinya serta fungsi RAM dan harddisk pun tak tahu.. berani mengaku amanah, padahal mcm la kita tak tahu kisah dirinya.
cuma aku harap, suatu hari nnti, dia akan rasa apa yg aku rasa dan serta kawan2 aku yg telah dia sakiti.
i need a year to go. a year full of challenges. a chinese lecterur who taught programming next semester said to me after he knows that i will be taking his paper, he said, "matilaa kamu", and smile cynically. so i shouted at him (because jarak agak jauh), "i will survive, i have too".
ingenuity, courage and self-sacrifice is important for survival.
challo
salam
hmo
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
decisions..decision..
assalamualaikum and hye..
today, bad news for me. something about my results.
an early failure rings in my ears.
i feel stupid.
i think im not smart enough to be here. what ever i do turns into rubbish.
luck is not on my side. some one i knew, counted their final paper and only manage to get 10 marks, but passed with C+. but i dont think im that lucky.
i rarely give excuses. but for my failure, the only excuse is my stupid-ness. someone only can resist failures once in a while. not always. failure is more on me than i have time to think.
its hard to control emotion and frustration. even to control ur voice and the ability to think pun kadangkala rasa mustahil..
but today, me being totally under control with sarah is something i regard as me able to control my anger and my sarcastism.
i would love to go to tioman with my classmates. but im so sorry, if im there, im able to bring the cheerfulness down to zero.. i just cant go. i dont feel like it.
even thou if i passed dgn markah kesian atau rayuan, im still stupid. it doesnt change anything.
studying doesnt means anything to me, if im not able to memorize.
** the word "an" is only used in grade terms when u got "an A". but other grades, its just "a" B or "a" C or "a" D or "a" F. there is no E in UM.
challo
salam
hmo
today, bad news for me. something about my results.
an early failure rings in my ears.
i feel stupid.
i think im not smart enough to be here. what ever i do turns into rubbish.
luck is not on my side. some one i knew, counted their final paper and only manage to get 10 marks, but passed with C+. but i dont think im that lucky.
i rarely give excuses. but for my failure, the only excuse is my stupid-ness. someone only can resist failures once in a while. not always. failure is more on me than i have time to think.
its hard to control emotion and frustration. even to control ur voice and the ability to think pun kadangkala rasa mustahil..
but today, me being totally under control with sarah is something i regard as me able to control my anger and my sarcastism.
i would love to go to tioman with my classmates. but im so sorry, if im there, im able to bring the cheerfulness down to zero.. i just cant go. i dont feel like it.
even thou if i passed dgn markah kesian atau rayuan, im still stupid. it doesnt change anything.
studying doesnt means anything to me, if im not able to memorize.
** the word "an" is only used in grade terms when u got "an A". but other grades, its just "a" B or "a" C or "a" D or "a" F. there is no E in UM.
challo
salam
hmo
taste of loneliness..
asslamualaikum and hye..
special sem starts today. i rack a total of 9 credits hour this semester. im gonna bust if im not prepared for the finals at june.
today i got the early feeling of being alone and surviving at UM by myself. mostly of my frens are waiting to graduate, i will be searching for nonsense for another year.
di sini kawan2 aku akan bergraduasi
a fren beside u in class or in exam hall could be ur lifeline, ur sidekick or even your saviour. cheatscodes, tips, and answer given to you by your fren could differentiate a C or C-.
now im ALONE. fack..
feel sick when knowing that u gonna be eating alone, pergi bangsar sorang2, and senyum sorang. gi lab com sorang2 pun cukup menyeksakan. fack..
now, at the moment, i could have siddik, or afiq at HP. but later, im gonna be alone. stuck with someone im not close with.. fack again..
aku cakap kat sid, "lepas sem khas, aku nak letak jawatan. putus asa blh?". sid hanya gelak. dia cakap "chill.." aku dalam hati, owh, fack again. i hate his guts..
people says i have a gf. but my gf is working. not a student. i cant disturb her when ever i wanted to. she have her own life..
how hard is being alone? hmm. bayangkan ko kat pelantar minyak kat tgh2 padang pasir, penuh dengan warga asing. semua makanan tak halal. tandas kotor. bunk bed ada baw. makan tak sedap, and the weather sucks. or imagine, u in some foreign country, working as a engineer, no one knows u, and the people ko kenal adalah kat opis. and they have their own life.. ko gi kerja, balik umah ALONE.. something like that..
yes, my life alone is just a few hours.. but how do u explain if u are used to have people around you, and suddenly they are gone?
imagine, when at UM, when u are bored, gi ajak member tgk wayang, gi makan, ponteng kelas, blh buat APA-APA saja sebagai student. and when ur frens are gone, u are alone, u will be asking "what the fack??". skrang nak gelak pun tak blh.. demm..
this what happen to people who are close to their frens like me..
today qish pass PDE. jas cakap, "taniah qish, ko berjaya kalahkan abu omar awang", and today also dia kena tukar tayar RM120..
papehal, the guys of biomed adalah gempak.
vida la biomed
**sometimes, i dont understand people who dont "walk the talk." they want the stuff early. and complaint about it. but they themselves doesnt make extra initiative for it..
**sometimes, reality and logics doesnt fits in real life, it doesnt fit in people dreams. so people tend to run from reality and not being logical..
and to alino, thanks for all the hardwork on this classic video., simple but priceless....
challo
salam
hmo
special sem starts today. i rack a total of 9 credits hour this semester. im gonna bust if im not prepared for the finals at june.
today i got the early feeling of being alone and surviving at UM by myself. mostly of my frens are waiting to graduate, i will be searching for nonsense for another year.
di sini kawan2 aku akan bergraduasia fren beside u in class or in exam hall could be ur lifeline, ur sidekick or even your saviour. cheatscodes, tips, and answer given to you by your fren could differentiate a C or C-.
now im ALONE. fack..
feel sick when knowing that u gonna be eating alone, pergi bangsar sorang2, and senyum sorang. gi lab com sorang2 pun cukup menyeksakan. fack..
now, at the moment, i could have siddik, or afiq at HP. but later, im gonna be alone. stuck with someone im not close with.. fack again..
aku cakap kat sid, "lepas sem khas, aku nak letak jawatan. putus asa blh?". sid hanya gelak. dia cakap "chill.." aku dalam hati, owh, fack again. i hate his guts..
people says i have a gf. but my gf is working. not a student. i cant disturb her when ever i wanted to. she have her own life..
how hard is being alone? hmm. bayangkan ko kat pelantar minyak kat tgh2 padang pasir, penuh dengan warga asing. semua makanan tak halal. tandas kotor. bunk bed ada baw. makan tak sedap, and the weather sucks. or imagine, u in some foreign country, working as a engineer, no one knows u, and the people ko kenal adalah kat opis. and they have their own life.. ko gi kerja, balik umah ALONE.. something like that..
yes, my life alone is just a few hours.. but how do u explain if u are used to have people around you, and suddenly they are gone?
imagine, when at UM, when u are bored, gi ajak member tgk wayang, gi makan, ponteng kelas, blh buat APA-APA saja sebagai student. and when ur frens are gone, u are alone, u will be asking "what the fack??". skrang nak gelak pun tak blh.. demm..
this what happen to people who are close to their frens like me..
today qish pass PDE. jas cakap, "taniah qish, ko berjaya kalahkan abu omar awang", and today also dia kena tukar tayar RM120..
papehal, the guys of biomed adalah gempak.
vida la biomed**sometimes, i dont understand people who dont "walk the talk." they want the stuff early. and complaint about it. but they themselves doesnt make extra initiative for it..
**sometimes, reality and logics doesnt fits in real life, it doesnt fit in people dreams. so people tend to run from reality and not being logical..
and to alino, thanks for all the hardwork on this classic video., simple but priceless....
challo
salam
hmo
Sunday, May 3, 2009
four years..
assalamualaikum and hye..
dah 4 tahun aku hidup di UM bersama rakan2. lebih lama lagi dari aku masa belajar di politeknik shah alam. aku masih ingat lagi bila aku tulis blog di FS mengeluh susah nye blaja di UM, dan sampai skrang aku masih mengeluh tak sudah..
4 tahun telah berlalu. 99% dari kelas biomed 2005 akan grad. im going to extend a bit.. i dont mind.. i have to finish this..
i still remember (while im still single) at um, a good fren of mine, jessie, always encourage me to be tough, study hard and try to survive there. if not because of her, maybe i have already drop this course. and this encouragement continue when i knew sarah, and of course, aku berjaya ngorat sarah and took her as my partner.
biomed 2005 bg aku sangat spesel. we are known to our "bisingness". even lecterurs yg masuk siap cakap, " saya tahu ini kelas sangat hebat and sangat bising". we do live with the trademark. each person in this class has it own personality and it affect the class.
to talk about my WHOLE classmate, im sure is not fair. because i dont know them personally. but what im going to share is, how most of them affect me, and how important frenship are.
+ alinur ayuni: one of my most closest fren. watak utama yg membantu pelajaran aku. dari tutoring sampai laa tolong bg notes, shes the girl. stadi, enjoy, karaoke, movies, go cart, genting, wall climbing, baseballing, brainee, planner, thesis, lifehouse, dan paling penting, makan.. we could plan and people follow.. cakap cabut, semua orait, cabut. makan, orait semua makan. shes the best fren u wanna be around. kalau dalam mafia, im the capo de tutti capi, she shud be the consigliere.
+ hariz: budak nih lagi sorang. tak ngan lino i wud be with mamat neh. we do all the same things with alino. tuh yg alino perasan dia ada bodyguard. but with hariz it makes things funnier. it completes the circle. jokes, membuli, mengepow, mengutuk, takkan lengkap tanpa hariz. i cant pow alino if im alone or with some other guys. just with ares, we do MAGIC.. ahahhah..
+sid: pro MANU.. hate his guts.. muke selamba. jiwa tenang. tiada masalah yg tidak dapat diselesaikan. semua pasti boleh. bg dia 2 hari, tesis setel, bg 2 jam, PNO pun leh hafal. one of the earliest frens of my and the on of the early ahli of 7. kaki kara-koke, bowling asyik menang je, so i retired, and jantung sebesar kacang. futsal 10 minit, muke biru. ada moto lagenda yg slalu aku tumpang, and teman setia pada abu omar awang..
+abbad: die hard liverpool. muke baik gile. tapi haram.. sama otak gak ngan kita org. i considered him as the one with the responsibility. u r in trouble? u ask for abbad. but kena laa tahan cerita dia. A-Z.. mmg lama. takpe. yg penting ur help disetelkan oleh abbad. where can u find a fren that sanggup ajar member dia while his paper is waiting to be studied? he is the guy. hopefully ko berjaya dalam hidup.
+afiq: partner in the chelsea camp. dont mess with chelsea if me and afiq around. age 23, but thinks like 26. kaki nescafe n kuat isap rokok. aku pun mabuk bau..
+nasir: the soft guy. lemah lembut. hahaha. paling sopan. gelak dia paling taik. mmg leh wat korang terasa. ketawa joker secara lembut. ahahha. geng ngan abbad sbb liverpool.
+balqish: dulu dikenali sbg "the great wall of china". personaliti yg sukar di baca.. we all belive she has a synchronise pacemaker. she is calm like siddik but far more better. tapi aku nampak side dia yg gile when we stadi anatomy sesama..
+jas: org paling berani dalam kelas. hahahah. she have a blikey? is it? dah lupa. tak puas hati, dia main sound je. lecterur dak2 dalam kelas, semua mangsa. i have a good rship with jasmina. well, u go girl!
+ena-eno: aku lambat mengenali makcik nih. dia suka cakap kuat2. mmg xleh bawak masuk wayang. dia adalah sumber terbaru aku n hariz mengutuk.. ahahaha. tapi takpe she is the tough one. weak spot adalah bila anda kenen kan dia ngan supperabbad..
+jannah: hubungan aku ngan jannah adalah rahsia. hahahahahah.. aku suka kacau dia. sangat cool. senyum je. antara tulisan yg paling kemas pernah aku jumpa. bangga dengan ketahanan gula2 halls yg paling pedas.
where can u find frens yg teman u stadi even thou dorang nye exam dah habis? where u can find a fren where u can share ur feelings? where u can find a fren when u tak segan nak mintak tolong?
i quote from engkuan, when a lecturer (datin) ask him. " i want to ask the brightest student in this class, what is bla bla bla".
he said, this is what i can remember, or some sort. " we are all bright, we are all smart, im not the only one".
i like this class, and my frens here. im gonna miss them. for those nama yg tiada, doesnt mean i dont care, u are special in every part of my 4 years together..
and now, lets finish the thesis viva classmates!
biomed05
(two people missing)
dah 4 tahun aku hidup di UM bersama rakan2. lebih lama lagi dari aku masa belajar di politeknik shah alam. aku masih ingat lagi bila aku tulis blog di FS mengeluh susah nye blaja di UM, dan sampai skrang aku masih mengeluh tak sudah..
4 tahun telah berlalu. 99% dari kelas biomed 2005 akan grad. im going to extend a bit.. i dont mind.. i have to finish this..
i still remember (while im still single) at um, a good fren of mine, jessie, always encourage me to be tough, study hard and try to survive there. if not because of her, maybe i have already drop this course. and this encouragement continue when i knew sarah, and of course, aku berjaya ngorat sarah and took her as my partner.
biomed 2005 bg aku sangat spesel. we are known to our "bisingness". even lecterurs yg masuk siap cakap, " saya tahu ini kelas sangat hebat and sangat bising". we do live with the trademark. each person in this class has it own personality and it affect the class.
to talk about my WHOLE classmate, im sure is not fair. because i dont know them personally. but what im going to share is, how most of them affect me, and how important frenship are.
+ alinur ayuni: one of my most closest fren. watak utama yg membantu pelajaran aku. dari tutoring sampai laa tolong bg notes, shes the girl. stadi, enjoy, karaoke, movies, go cart, genting, wall climbing, baseballing, brainee, planner, thesis, lifehouse, dan paling penting, makan.. we could plan and people follow.. cakap cabut, semua orait, cabut. makan, orait semua makan. shes the best fren u wanna be around. kalau dalam mafia, im the capo de tutti capi, she shud be the consigliere.
+ hariz: budak nih lagi sorang. tak ngan lino i wud be with mamat neh. we do all the same things with alino. tuh yg alino perasan dia ada bodyguard. but with hariz it makes things funnier. it completes the circle. jokes, membuli, mengepow, mengutuk, takkan lengkap tanpa hariz. i cant pow alino if im alone or with some other guys. just with ares, we do MAGIC.. ahahhah..
+sid: pro MANU.. hate his guts.. muke selamba. jiwa tenang. tiada masalah yg tidak dapat diselesaikan. semua pasti boleh. bg dia 2 hari, tesis setel, bg 2 jam, PNO pun leh hafal. one of the earliest frens of my and the on of the early ahli of 7. kaki kara-koke, bowling asyik menang je, so i retired, and jantung sebesar kacang. futsal 10 minit, muke biru. ada moto lagenda yg slalu aku tumpang, and teman setia pada abu omar awang..
+abbad: die hard liverpool. muke baik gile. tapi haram.. sama otak gak ngan kita org. i considered him as the one with the responsibility. u r in trouble? u ask for abbad. but kena laa tahan cerita dia. A-Z.. mmg lama. takpe. yg penting ur help disetelkan oleh abbad. where can u find a fren that sanggup ajar member dia while his paper is waiting to be studied? he is the guy. hopefully ko berjaya dalam hidup.
+afiq: partner in the chelsea camp. dont mess with chelsea if me and afiq around. age 23, but thinks like 26. kaki nescafe n kuat isap rokok. aku pun mabuk bau..
+nasir: the soft guy. lemah lembut. hahaha. paling sopan. gelak dia paling taik. mmg leh wat korang terasa. ketawa joker secara lembut. ahahha. geng ngan abbad sbb liverpool.
+balqish: dulu dikenali sbg "the great wall of china". personaliti yg sukar di baca.. we all belive she has a synchronise pacemaker. she is calm like siddik but far more better. tapi aku nampak side dia yg gile when we stadi anatomy sesama..
+jas: org paling berani dalam kelas. hahahah. she have a blikey? is it? dah lupa. tak puas hati, dia main sound je. lecterur dak2 dalam kelas, semua mangsa. i have a good rship with jasmina. well, u go girl!
+ena-eno: aku lambat mengenali makcik nih. dia suka cakap kuat2. mmg xleh bawak masuk wayang. dia adalah sumber terbaru aku n hariz mengutuk.. ahahaha. tapi takpe she is the tough one. weak spot adalah bila anda kenen kan dia ngan supperabbad..
+jannah: hubungan aku ngan jannah adalah rahsia. hahahahahah.. aku suka kacau dia. sangat cool. senyum je. antara tulisan yg paling kemas pernah aku jumpa. bangga dengan ketahanan gula2 halls yg paling pedas.
where can u find frens yg teman u stadi even thou dorang nye exam dah habis? where u can find a fren where u can share ur feelings? where u can find a fren when u tak segan nak mintak tolong?
i quote from engkuan, when a lecturer (datin) ask him. " i want to ask the brightest student in this class, what is bla bla bla".
he said, this is what i can remember, or some sort. " we are all bright, we are all smart, im not the only one".
i like this class, and my frens here. im gonna miss them. for those nama yg tiada, doesnt mean i dont care, u are special in every part of my 4 years together..
and now, lets finish the thesis viva classmates!
biomed05(two people missing)
challo
salam
hmo
salam
hmo
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
en route to UM..
this story happen yesterday (monday) inside baby M with me and adik. aku kena hantar adik balik UM.
adik: abg, abg taw tak abg A and abg B dah ada keta..
me: " fuyooo", where abg A and abg B were my guy cousins which are a year and two yearsyounger. "dorang beli keta apa?"
adik: keta persona and myvi. pastu dorang pun dah nak tunang..
me: wooo.. patot laa parents dorang turun kl..
and the story goes on and on which makes me think and think and think, and makes me think tooo much..
well for those yg senang terasa, jgn baca blog ini. bcoz aku sangat emo skrang, and when aku emo and blogging, aku spt org yg keji..
well my two cuzens went to a local university that is not as crazy as mine. i still remember when their parents datang umah lepas convo anak masing-masing. and on the table, ada buku convo where all the student names are listed. well, my both of my cuzen here are dean list which makes me not AMAZED even a bit.
why? almost a page of them are dean listed and with a cgpa of 3.5 above. while at UM an engineering student must achieved a min of cgpa 3.75 and plus the subjects are all crazy. and nak jumpa manusia 3.75 mcm nih mmg sangat rare. bukan dak2 univ aku tak pandai, matrix stock 4 flet semua, but UM is just tooo tough.
and makes me wanna laugh more, their degree, whereas i cant think what kind of subject they have been learning for the past 4 years. u cant even imagine THERE is such a degree..
well i feel happy for them. im positively sure that i have gone to the wrong university where all my lecturers are hardcore. where helping and sympathizing are a sin. where letting go a student who is C- to C is also impossible.
all small things such as "u have to let me sign on your thesis first before u send to the office" are regarded as BIG DEAL, while running away from taxes are not. changing up their mind in the nick of time and add up a tonnes of garbage into your head and setteled is in 2 days is ok, while u are complaining that not having lunch and rest is a BIG DEAL..
for me where is the fairness? mana adil nye sistem mcm nih. i better start to respect people yg amik subject yg relative easy in other university because they are smarter in choosing their life path rather than me who is already in hell.
i better respect them bcoz, kuar2 keje setahun senang2 beli kereta and "tadaaa" boleh kawen. even someone i know who is better than my cuzens with a respectable degree from UM pun susah nak dapat loan kereta.
but people will say its rezeki.. okaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy... aku percaya pada qada' dan qadar'..
+ ada my fren cakap, universiti aku best. which is true.
+ ada my fren cakap, universiti aku jaga gile kita org. which is true (u guys are paying a fucking 100000 for the degree).
+ ada my fren cakap dorang pandai. im a three pointer. which is true, aku jemput masuk UM. stadi kat sini pulak. tgk three ke tak..
+ ada my fren cakap, ko gila stadi mcm nih? univ aku senang jek. which is also true. ko D dah PASS. aku D masuk kelas ngan dak kecik.
+ ada my fren cakap, tesis aku lagi susah dari ko weh!. ko nye lagi senang! aku ada nih, itu, power tuh, jumpa nih, jumpa sana. which is true. but sila berkenalan dgn supervisor jabatan aku... nak berkenalan?
+ and finally, ada my fren cakap, we are the best univ in malaysia. our subject follow university overseas.
itu aku cakap, please FAKAP!.
salam
challo
hmo
in remembrance of my final thesis.
adik: abg, abg taw tak abg A and abg B dah ada keta..
me: " fuyooo", where abg A and abg B were my guy cousins which are a year and two yearsyounger. "dorang beli keta apa?"
adik: keta persona and myvi. pastu dorang pun dah nak tunang..
me: wooo.. patot laa parents dorang turun kl..
and the story goes on and on which makes me think and think and think, and makes me think tooo much..
well for those yg senang terasa, jgn baca blog ini. bcoz aku sangat emo skrang, and when aku emo and blogging, aku spt org yg keji..
well my two cuzens went to a local university that is not as crazy as mine. i still remember when their parents datang umah lepas convo anak masing-masing. and on the table, ada buku convo where all the student names are listed. well, my both of my cuzen here are dean list which makes me not AMAZED even a bit.
why? almost a page of them are dean listed and with a cgpa of 3.5 above. while at UM an engineering student must achieved a min of cgpa 3.75 and plus the subjects are all crazy. and nak jumpa manusia 3.75 mcm nih mmg sangat rare. bukan dak2 univ aku tak pandai, matrix stock 4 flet semua, but UM is just tooo tough.
and makes me wanna laugh more, their degree, whereas i cant think what kind of subject they have been learning for the past 4 years. u cant even imagine THERE is such a degree..
well i feel happy for them. im positively sure that i have gone to the wrong university where all my lecturers are hardcore. where helping and sympathizing are a sin. where letting go a student who is C- to C is also impossible.
all small things such as "u have to let me sign on your thesis first before u send to the office" are regarded as BIG DEAL, while running away from taxes are not. changing up their mind in the nick of time and add up a tonnes of garbage into your head and setteled is in 2 days is ok, while u are complaining that not having lunch and rest is a BIG DEAL..
for me where is the fairness? mana adil nye sistem mcm nih. i better start to respect people yg amik subject yg relative easy in other university because they are smarter in choosing their life path rather than me who is already in hell.
i better respect them bcoz, kuar2 keje setahun senang2 beli kereta and "tadaaa" boleh kawen. even someone i know who is better than my cuzens with a respectable degree from UM pun susah nak dapat loan kereta.
but people will say its rezeki.. okaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy... aku percaya pada qada' dan qadar'..
+ ada my fren cakap, universiti aku best. which is true.
+ ada my fren cakap, universiti aku jaga gile kita org. which is true (u guys are paying a fucking 100000 for the degree).
+ ada my fren cakap dorang pandai. im a three pointer. which is true, aku jemput masuk UM. stadi kat sini pulak. tgk three ke tak..
+ ada my fren cakap, ko gila stadi mcm nih? univ aku senang jek. which is also true. ko D dah PASS. aku D masuk kelas ngan dak kecik.
+ ada my fren cakap, tesis aku lagi susah dari ko weh!. ko nye lagi senang! aku ada nih, itu, power tuh, jumpa nih, jumpa sana. which is true. but sila berkenalan dgn supervisor jabatan aku... nak berkenalan?
+ and finally, ada my fren cakap, we are the best univ in malaysia. our subject follow university overseas.
itu aku cakap, please FAKAP!.
salam
challo
hmo
in remembrance of my final thesis.
Friday, April 10, 2009
aarrgghh!!
assalamualaikum and hye..
hidup aku makin stress..
pagi tadi aku bangun pukul 9am. cuak! teringatkan presentation AI at 10! fcuk! im late. rush mcm org gile. mandi, pakai jersey chelsea. kasi abbad (budak red) muka panas sket.
sampai 955am. im still on time. as usual, cikgu tak masuk lagi. aku dari cheras, im not late. dia tingkat satu, 30minit..
1030 cikgu masuk. dia cakap, "HURRY! start your ppt! ur class is LATE!".. siddik buat2 batok, terkuar "bhhutoo", me as usual, kamus carutan, page 35.
then, at 11, cikgu kata. "semua salah. redo. isnin ppt". aku bukak kamus carutan lagi. page 50.
then class revision dr azuan at 1. he talk about graduation, robes, work, pictures, makan-makan.. hmm feel sad about it.. conteng jelaa diary tuh.. *sigh*..
takpe. im ok about it. still could smile. at 4pm, got a msg from qish.. so went to electronic lab, to help her on the power supply. sorry qish, cant do anything for u.. will help u later if i can.
6pm, jumpa kawan lama. nik den. gi lowyat.. rasa mcm zaman blaja dulu2.. bosan2 p lowyat ngan nik den.. tapi kali nih, nik den blanje dinner kat uptown.. woohoo! happy sket.
10pm, jumpa adik. bg yong tau foo. bought for kak mah and aini tooo. me, dah nak mati. penat gilee.. tapi skrang asal aku buat blog lagi, tak tahu la..
godfather2 is waiting. my psp is waiting to be touched and caressed, and my room needs a major clean up.
still parking is an issue at UM. even a porsche is not being missed.
Figure 1: porsche kena clamp.
salam
challo
hmo
hidup aku makin stress..
pagi tadi aku bangun pukul 9am. cuak! teringatkan presentation AI at 10! fcuk! im late. rush mcm org gile. mandi, pakai jersey chelsea. kasi abbad (budak red) muka panas sket.
sampai 955am. im still on time. as usual, cikgu tak masuk lagi. aku dari cheras, im not late. dia tingkat satu, 30minit..
1030 cikgu masuk. dia cakap, "HURRY! start your ppt! ur class is LATE!".. siddik buat2 batok, terkuar "bhhutoo", me as usual, kamus carutan, page 35.
then, at 11, cikgu kata. "semua salah. redo. isnin ppt". aku bukak kamus carutan lagi. page 50.
then class revision dr azuan at 1. he talk about graduation, robes, work, pictures, makan-makan.. hmm feel sad about it.. conteng jelaa diary tuh.. *sigh*..
takpe. im ok about it. still could smile. at 4pm, got a msg from qish.. so went to electronic lab, to help her on the power supply. sorry qish, cant do anything for u.. will help u later if i can.
6pm, jumpa kawan lama. nik den. gi lowyat.. rasa mcm zaman blaja dulu2.. bosan2 p lowyat ngan nik den.. tapi kali nih, nik den blanje dinner kat uptown.. woohoo! happy sket.
10pm, jumpa adik. bg yong tau foo. bought for kak mah and aini tooo. me, dah nak mati. penat gilee.. tapi skrang asal aku buat blog lagi, tak tahu la..
godfather2 is waiting. my psp is waiting to be touched and caressed, and my room needs a major clean up.
still parking is an issue at UM. even a porsche is not being missed.
Figure 1: porsche kena clamp.salam
challo
hmo
Monday, April 6, 2009
time..
assalamualaikum and hye..
masa sangat penting bagi aku. tak kisah laa mcm mana aku gunakan masa itu, ianya penting bagi
aku.
melepak, baca buku cerita, main game, tak kira laa mcm mana ianya nampak tak berfaedah pun, ianya amat peting bagaimana aku menggunakan masa itu.
zaman kat poly, aku sgt menghargai masa, sbb ulang alik shah alam <--> cheras adalah sangat menjenuhkan. itu termasuk singgah kat jalan duta hantar and ambil emak.
so ketika itu aku sentiasa siapkan kerja aku dgn cepat. hanya anip and fiza je yg mampu catch up ngan aku masa tuh.
bila masuk UM? i got slow.. why? dunno..
and i hate waiting. dont let me wait. it spoils the mooooood.
+ sarah pun takkan terlepas dgn moody aku kalau dia lewat hanya 5 minit. itu pun jarang dia lewat.
+ mak akan pastikan dia dan adik siap dulu sblm suruh/kejut aku hantar mereka ke mana2.
+ im ready to leave my frens behind if they are late. for me its their problem.
+ aku akan sungguh2 buat keje sampai siap kalau aku tahu esok aku nak enjoy. tak kisah laa tido ke tak.
+ and bila aku dah janji ngan kawan nak lepak, tetapi keje aku tak siap, i would say, "please enjoy urself. its ok", and let them going. and i will say sorry for thousand times because couldnt join them.
+ and when i make someone wait for me, i will apologize sampai aku penat.
+ stakat neh hanya ayah, nana, sarah, peroz, and joe is either early or on time when they make a deal with me.
appreciate time and consider people who are waiting for u. waiting sucks.
salam
challo
hmo
masa sangat penting bagi aku. tak kisah laa mcm mana aku gunakan masa itu, ianya penting bagi
aku.
melepak, baca buku cerita, main game, tak kira laa mcm mana ianya nampak tak berfaedah pun, ianya amat peting bagaimana aku menggunakan masa itu.
zaman kat poly, aku sgt menghargai masa, sbb ulang alik shah alam <--> cheras adalah sangat menjenuhkan. itu termasuk singgah kat jalan duta hantar and ambil emak.
so ketika itu aku sentiasa siapkan kerja aku dgn cepat. hanya anip and fiza je yg mampu catch up ngan aku masa tuh.
bila masuk UM? i got slow.. why? dunno..
and i hate waiting. dont let me wait. it spoils the mooooood.
+ sarah pun takkan terlepas dgn moody aku kalau dia lewat hanya 5 minit. itu pun jarang dia lewat.
+ mak akan pastikan dia dan adik siap dulu sblm suruh/kejut aku hantar mereka ke mana2.
+ im ready to leave my frens behind if they are late. for me its their problem.
+ aku akan sungguh2 buat keje sampai siap kalau aku tahu esok aku nak enjoy. tak kisah laa tido ke tak.
+ and bila aku dah janji ngan kawan nak lepak, tetapi keje aku tak siap, i would say, "please enjoy urself. its ok", and let them going. and i will say sorry for thousand times because couldnt join them.
+ and when i make someone wait for me, i will apologize sampai aku penat.
+ stakat neh hanya ayah, nana, sarah, peroz, and joe is either early or on time when they make a deal with me.
appreciate time and consider people who are waiting for u. waiting sucks.
salam
challo
hmo
Friday, April 3, 2009
hell week.
assalamualaikum and hye..
me and my sleepy head at old town
baru lepas test dinamik. still got prof wan assignment. this is what happen when u feel doomed.
aku telah kaku dgn tertampalnya kertas kuning ini.
and finally, when i do think too much, i look like someone who is trying to figure out why the heck my teacher said, "computer skrang yg paling laju berapa MEGA ye?"....... wtf again.. she did it again. and she blow my head off..
nnti aku beri price list lowyat. semua dah giga. giga pun dah takder kot tak lama lagi.
aku tertanya-tanya..
bersama ahli codename "drumstick" and "lift" di hadapanku.
selamat maju jaya.
no luck needed.
make ur decision. take risk. somehow u will be rewarded.
salam
challo
hmo
its hell week. still i got time to blog.
AI, theses, PNO and other more is comming, and finally the exams.
and, the comeback of datin is not helping.. arrghh.
the pain of life..
me and my sleepy head at old townbaru lepas test dinamik. still got prof wan assignment. this is what happen when u feel doomed.
aku telah kaku dgn tertampalnya kertas kuning ini.and finally, when i do think too much, i look like someone who is trying to figure out why the heck my teacher said, "computer skrang yg paling laju berapa MEGA ye?"....... wtf again.. she did it again. and she blow my head off..
nnti aku beri price list lowyat. semua dah giga. giga pun dah takder kot tak lama lagi.
aku tertanya-tanya..bersama ahli codename "drumstick" and "lift" di hadapanku.
selamat maju jaya.
no luck needed.
make ur decision. take risk. somehow u will be rewarded.
salam
challo
hmo
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
malam-malam dari UM
assalamualaikum and hye..
this week will be hell week.
kawan2 aku juga akan begitu.
6th april is "all fucked up day"
tapi bila stay wat keje kat um adalah bes. lepak kat lab bersama kak mah macam berparti. ada mangga, ada kopok lekor, and ada sahaja benda yg nak di bualkan sambil buat keje.
malam kat um sangat bes. tenang. keta tak de. manusia pun kurang. kalau lepas tuh lepak kat pelita, borak2 ngan alino pasal life pun bes gak.
citer segala-galanya. dari lipas sampai laa kawen nnti.. ahaha
pastu balik dari um nak ke rumah. akan layan perasaan sorang2.
+ layan sinar fm. lagu alleycats bes.
+ sms dari ayah tanya kat mana.
+ pecut 130 tgh2 jalan suka hati. keta takder kat taman konot.
+ tunggu2 msg dari sarah, tak datang menjelma. rupanya dia gayut ngan besfren dia.
+ paling bes, bayar tol 90sen kat toll booth nombor 21. out of 10 times, dapat jumpa gadis toll hot, farhana. hehe. tadi dapat jumpa dia lagi.
+ balik umah, bukak pc. here comes hell again. theses, work, exam, life, and theses again. sux..
challo
salam
hmo
Sunday, March 29, 2009
aku dah taw.
assalamualaikum and hye..
i know how system works. tapi aku tidak mahu mengaku bahawa, kadangkala kita harus menipu utk mendapatkan sesuatu.
ayah aku train aku menjadi manusia yg sejujur boleh. tetapi kadangkala apabila ketidakjujuran memberi pulangan yg lumayan, membuat hati aku sakit.
namun begitu, ada juga aku lakukan ketidak jujuran ini. namun balasannya tidak setimpal daripada org yg tidak jujur yang lain..
aku tidak marah, dan aku tidak mengencam sesiapa. its their fucking life. i dont care. tapi apabila aku cuba melakukan sesuatu yg baik, ianya tidak dibalas baik. aku sakit hati.
skrang aku akan bersedia di kemudian hari. aku akan buat dan buat sampai aku dapat faedahnya. antaranya adalah:
+ aku nak cuba buat claim palsu. aku nak claim sesuatu yg bukan hak aku. tetapi sesuatu yg aku layak dapat.
+ aku nak cuba gunakan org dalam utk mendapatkan sesuatu. contohnya mendapatkan pekerjaan. aku tak pernah guna konsep "ala-ala cable" neh. mampos kena lecture ngan ayah.
+ nak cuba dengan kerap pontong que di jalan raya.
+ nak cuba buat bodoh gi beratur kat kaunter "10 item or less" tetapi dengan barang satu trolli.
+ mengencam dan membenci seramai org yg sepatutnya aku benci.
+ less respect to other people. kadang kala aku terlalu rendah diri pada org yg aku patot sepak je.
+ nak jadi mcm nana skali skala. kutuk je org yg bodoh.
+ and to mike lab com, on pc, shut down pc, susun kerusi, letak duit print pada bekasnya, and menjadi hamba kepada student is one of your fucking lousy job. so, terima jelaa.
aku keji.
challo
salam
hmo
i know how system works. tapi aku tidak mahu mengaku bahawa, kadangkala kita harus menipu utk mendapatkan sesuatu.
ayah aku train aku menjadi manusia yg sejujur boleh. tetapi kadangkala apabila ketidakjujuran memberi pulangan yg lumayan, membuat hati aku sakit.
namun begitu, ada juga aku lakukan ketidak jujuran ini. namun balasannya tidak setimpal daripada org yg tidak jujur yang lain..
aku tidak marah, dan aku tidak mengencam sesiapa. its their fucking life. i dont care. tapi apabila aku cuba melakukan sesuatu yg baik, ianya tidak dibalas baik. aku sakit hati.
skrang aku akan bersedia di kemudian hari. aku akan buat dan buat sampai aku dapat faedahnya. antaranya adalah:
+ aku nak cuba buat claim palsu. aku nak claim sesuatu yg bukan hak aku. tetapi sesuatu yg aku layak dapat.
+ aku nak cuba gunakan org dalam utk mendapatkan sesuatu. contohnya mendapatkan pekerjaan. aku tak pernah guna konsep "ala-ala cable" neh. mampos kena lecture ngan ayah.
+ nak cuba dengan kerap pontong que di jalan raya.
+ nak cuba buat bodoh gi beratur kat kaunter "10 item or less" tetapi dengan barang satu trolli.
+ mengencam dan membenci seramai org yg sepatutnya aku benci.
+ less respect to other people. kadang kala aku terlalu rendah diri pada org yg aku patot sepak je.
+ nak jadi mcm nana skali skala. kutuk je org yg bodoh.
+ and to mike lab com, on pc, shut down pc, susun kerusi, letak duit print pada bekasnya, and menjadi hamba kepada student is one of your fucking lousy job. so, terima jelaa.
aku keji.
challo
salam
hmo
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
terrible week..
assalamualaikum and hye..
lama tak tulis. minggu ni, adalah minggu yg tak best.
- chelsea kalah to spurs. we shouldnt not even think to lose right now.
- alinur`s mom is in the icu. a sad day for me.
- too many work with too short time.
- bad fever that ends today.
- im afraid with UM.
- got a test on dynamics and P&O next week. ZERO knowledge.
- something is on my mind which is very disturbing.
but when at dynamic class today, a quote from prof wan which makes me smile.
" the answer is (after he shows an example) ,
tapi, saya tak akan bagi soalan yg jawapan dia begini, sbb student tends to punch the calculator to ease the tension and get their answers in numbers".which is sooo me..
i love my family + sarah + my frens.
challo
salam
hmo
Saturday, March 14, 2009
kepentingan..
assalamualaikum and hye..
semua org ada kepentingan diri sendiri. termasuklah aku. tetapi yg aku benci apabila ia menyusahkan diri aku serta org lain.
kenapa setiap kali ada perhimpunan kat KL neh, semua org back-up pemimpin mereka serta ahli kumpulan mereka? berarak kat masjid negara ke istana negara. beribu2 org..
apabila dihalang ngan FRU atau polis atau penguat kuasa, mereka marah serta mencarut.. cakap mereka adalah betul. kesian pada pemimpin mereka atau org2 tua yg terlibat kena gas pemedih mata.. kesian mereka, sian bos aku, sian org yg aku puji itu.. yaa.. kesian laa pada mereka.. fine..
ko takder pulak nak pikir ko menyusahkan org ramai. ko buat jalan jam. bila aku tegur, mereka cakap, "aku buat nih utk MASA DEPAN melayu, kepentingan rakyat". "ko apa tahu? ko tak pikir pun". fine..
dia tak pikir pula dia menyebabkn jam berKILOMETER. org terlepas mesyuarat serta perjumpaan penting. dia tak pikir org lewat nak jumpa ahli saudara mereka kat hospital. sbb dorang buat perhimpunan jalan jem. tak sempat jumpa atok atau ayah mereka yg nazak kat hospital. mereka menyebab kan kereta over heat, serta anak2 menangis dalam kereta kepenatan. tak pikir ke? tak pikir jauh ke?
im still young, but i think way until Z. and sometimes ada AZ, AB, AC, AD.. jauh aku pikir. dan bila aku nak buat benda jahat, aku akan bersedia bertanggungjawab. mereka yg berarak ini adalah professional. femes. hebat. tak pun org yg jauh lebeh matang serta waras..
dorang tak pikir ke dulu?
jika aku adalah org yg tersangkut dalam jem itu, serta aku terlepas benda2 penting diatas, aku doakan dorang susah seumur generasi. hanya pikir pada diri sendiri sahaja..
sblm nih ada juga kes lain. politik juga. polis tutop jalan2 utama di KL. aku tak dapat pergi kelas. siap patah balik rumah. aku marah pada dua pihak yg terlibat. tetapi yg asalnya siapa punya idea nak buat perhimpunan itu, aku turut mengharapkan mereka pupus didunia ini. menyusahkan. hanya pikir pada diri sendiri.. tak pikir org lain..
bila org2 kuat ini ditegur oleh aku, mcm biasa, mereka takkan mengaku kalah. sentiasa nak menang. dimana suara rakyat? aku adalah rakyat. aku atas pagar. so aku tiada kepentingan. namun bila aku lihat org yg ala2 "pro" begini, aku jelik. aku nak muntah. aku nak hempuk dgn tong sampah.. menyampah..
hanya penting diri sendiri. nak mencarut skrang...
challo
salam
hmo
Thursday, March 12, 2009
engineeeerrrrsss
assalamualaikum and hye..
hari neh kelas Tissue Engineering (TE) aku and the gang kena duk depan. muke dah kena chop muka tido.. and still siddik manage to doze of depan-depan dr belinda.. but my eyes couldnt shut. demm..
the subject is not what im gonna talk about. i regard my teacher is intelligent than other. she download her own movie. hahaha!
selain subjek TE yg membosankan dan payah, my teacher suke puji engineer. which i like and i also do praise engineers other than other professions.
its true behind a successful doctor there is a brilliant piece of technology that would helping them. its true behind a famous lawyer to win its case, a jammed pack of cool gadgets at the CSI lab to prove what is what (pengaruh csi! haha).
a successful CEO car company, bergantung kepada kecerdikan R&D team to develope new stuffs and ideas. even nak kawen pun, belakang pentas harus ada sistem audio dan video yg mamtap!
there is some quote of my teacher that makes me smile..
+ "a lot of problems is solved by engineers"
+ "dont expect everything to be perfect"
which is true.. i totally agree.. dia juga puji bio-medical engineers. which is true that we learn lots of things that are bit by bit and its how we adopt what we want to mastered. she also said,
+ "pergi laa tanya dak EE what is 316L SS, dorang takkan taw". heheh
and u peeps yg baca, pasti ada yg dah google what is 316L rite now.
sarah dah balik dari bintulu.. rindu dia..
challo
salam
hmo
hari neh kelas Tissue Engineering (TE) aku and the gang kena duk depan. muke dah kena chop muka tido.. and still siddik manage to doze of depan-depan dr belinda.. but my eyes couldnt shut. demm..
the subject is not what im gonna talk about. i regard my teacher is intelligent than other. she download her own movie. hahaha!
selain subjek TE yg membosankan dan payah, my teacher suke puji engineer. which i like and i also do praise engineers other than other professions.
its true behind a successful doctor there is a brilliant piece of technology that would helping them. its true behind a famous lawyer to win its case, a jammed pack of cool gadgets at the CSI lab to prove what is what (pengaruh csi! haha).
a successful CEO car company, bergantung kepada kecerdikan R&D team to develope new stuffs and ideas. even nak kawen pun, belakang pentas harus ada sistem audio dan video yg mamtap!
there is some quote of my teacher that makes me smile..
+ "a lot of problems is solved by engineers"
+ "dont expect everything to be perfect"
which is true.. i totally agree.. dia juga puji bio-medical engineers. which is true that we learn lots of things that are bit by bit and its how we adopt what we want to mastered. she also said,
+ "pergi laa tanya dak EE what is 316L SS, dorang takkan taw". heheh
and u peeps yg baca, pasti ada yg dah google what is 316L rite now.
sarah dah balik dari bintulu.. rindu dia..
challo
salam
hmo
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
berangan..
assalamualaikum and hye..
aku sepatotnya membuat kerja-kerja artificial intelligence (AI) aku sekarang. tidak pun aku sepatotnya buat thesis aku dgn menganalisis segala data-data yg bagi aku sangat memeningkan kepala. plus aku ada kerja lab satu jam kredit aku yg bersamaan kepada 4 jam kredit. budak universiti lain takkan paham kalau aku mengeluh mengenai lab aku kat fakulti.
nampaknya otak aku lebeh kepada menulis, so why not. aku nak curahkan segala idea aku sebelum tertumpah. teringat pula masa zaman spm. mak slalu pesan, "abg blaja laaa, jgn main bola je." and i wud answer, "dah blaja, tumpah dah otak nih".. kalau aku terus blaja time tuh, aku pasti akan jd seorg pilot, bawak rx8 hitam yg menjalar kat highway msia nih. dan ketika itu, awek lain akan usha and boifren mereka akan mengetap bibir kejelesan..
itu biasa berlaku pada diri aku..
aku suka berangan.. masa muda-muda, penah kena sound ngan emak. dia cakap, "dah laa, jgn nak berangan".. masa tuh kat kampung. tetapi ntah mengapa, aku dibek-up oleh mak ngah aku.. "eh!! takpe.. berangan laa.. its FREE"... hahahaha.. bek-up la sangat!
kalaulah aku dibenarkan berangan, aku ingin duduk kat eropah. kecilkan skalanya, aku maw duduk di kota penjajah, pemilik bendera union jack, kota London dimana cuacanya dibenci. tetapi tak mengapa.. aku sanggup.. salah satu sebabnya adalah kerana Chelsea FC.
chelsea FC, stamford bridge, courtesy of google map
aku sepatotnya membuat kerja-kerja artificial intelligence (AI) aku sekarang. tidak pun aku sepatotnya buat thesis aku dgn menganalisis segala data-data yg bagi aku sangat memeningkan kepala. plus aku ada kerja lab satu jam kredit aku yg bersamaan kepada 4 jam kredit. budak universiti lain takkan paham kalau aku mengeluh mengenai lab aku kat fakulti.
nampaknya otak aku lebeh kepada menulis, so why not. aku nak curahkan segala idea aku sebelum tertumpah. teringat pula masa zaman spm. mak slalu pesan, "abg blaja laaa, jgn main bola je." and i wud answer, "dah blaja, tumpah dah otak nih".. kalau aku terus blaja time tuh, aku pasti akan jd seorg pilot, bawak rx8 hitam yg menjalar kat highway msia nih. dan ketika itu, awek lain akan usha and boifren mereka akan mengetap bibir kejelesan..
itu biasa berlaku pada diri aku..
aku suka berangan.. masa muda-muda, penah kena sound ngan emak. dia cakap, "dah laa, jgn nak berangan".. masa tuh kat kampung. tetapi ntah mengapa, aku dibek-up oleh mak ngah aku.. "eh!! takpe.. berangan laa.. its FREE"... hahahaha.. bek-up la sangat!
kalaulah aku dibenarkan berangan, aku ingin duduk kat eropah. kecilkan skalanya, aku maw duduk di kota penjajah, pemilik bendera union jack, kota London dimana cuacanya dibenci. tetapi tak mengapa.. aku sanggup.. salah satu sebabnya adalah kerana Chelsea FC.
chelsea FC, stamford bridge, courtesy of google mapkalau lah aku duduk kat London....
+ sudah pasti setiap minggu kalau ada "home match" aku akan bawa sarah skali ke stamford bridge. tak laa bosan sangat. kat msia weekend je dah tak tahu nak buat apa. saturated. nak sokong selangor FC, hmmm....... Kuala Lumpur?... haih wujud ke team tu.. harimau muda?? stadium tak se-menarik stamford bridge...
+ kalau mampu aku akan beli "season tix". second tier kat "east stand" sudah.. yg penting bila goal, aku akan sorak gile and kutuk visiting team, and sing along our theme song.
+ rabu atau kames akan ada champion league.. tix pasti mahal sket. aku tetap akan bawak sarah.. she will be wearing the baby T jersey with the scarf on, koz its cold, aku ttp ngan jersey chelsea yg aku beli kat msia neh.. i love old stuffs..
+ itu belum FA cup, Carling cup, or Charity Shield if we were lucky..
+ kalau sarah muak and bosan gi stadium, xpe, lepak hometown pub. kita org layan coke or pepsi with free nuts.. hehehe
+ kalau takder match, what wud i do if im bored?... hemm, in the weekend kita lawat Su (sarah`s aunt) kat the hague. naik tren sudah.. sampai rumah Su, i will root for psv eindhoven lak kat tv.. hehe..
but this will be intresting if im NOT a pilot.. maybe i wud be an engineer or some sort there.. kalau aku jd pilot, aku nak tgk match macam mana kat 20000 feet? stewerdess dah tak layan.. siang nmpk awan, malam nmpk mcm manila kad warna hitam je kat luar.. sesekali, kalau bernasib baik nampak laa UFO.. hmm
bagus juga mak aku tak doakan aku jadi pilot, so i can dream of staying in london and watch my team play with sarah..
challo
salam
hmo
+ sudah pasti setiap minggu kalau ada "home match" aku akan bawa sarah skali ke stamford bridge. tak laa bosan sangat. kat msia weekend je dah tak tahu nak buat apa. saturated. nak sokong selangor FC, hmmm....... Kuala Lumpur?... haih wujud ke team tu.. harimau muda?? stadium tak se-menarik stamford bridge...
+ kalau mampu aku akan beli "season tix". second tier kat "east stand" sudah.. yg penting bila goal, aku akan sorak gile and kutuk visiting team, and sing along our theme song.
+ rabu atau kames akan ada champion league.. tix pasti mahal sket. aku tetap akan bawak sarah.. she will be wearing the baby T jersey with the scarf on, koz its cold, aku ttp ngan jersey chelsea yg aku beli kat msia neh.. i love old stuffs..
+ kalau esok penat nak kerja, cakap bos, "im tired, i cheered for our team". aku harap dia sokong chelsea gak.. hehehe
+ itu belum FA cup, Carling cup, or Charity Shield if we were lucky..
+ kalau sarah muak and bosan gi stadium, xpe, lepak hometown pub. kita org layan coke or pepsi with free nuts.. hehehe
+ kalau takder match, what wud i do if im bored?... hemm, in the weekend kita lawat Su (sarah`s aunt) kat the hague. naik tren sudah.. sampai rumah Su, i will root for psv eindhoven lak kat tv.. hehe..
but this will be intresting if im NOT a pilot.. maybe i wud be an engineer or some sort there.. kalau aku jd pilot, aku nak tgk match macam mana kat 20000 feet? stewerdess dah tak layan.. siang nmpk awan, malam nmpk mcm manila kad warna hitam je kat luar.. sesekali, kalau bernasib baik nampak laa UFO.. hmm
bagus juga mak aku tak doakan aku jadi pilot, so i can dream of staying in london and watch my team play with sarah..
challo
salam
hmo
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