Friday, October 28, 2011

who???

assalamualaikum and hye...

today my office named a new GM. dont care about the new GM.

today also, they named a new engineer which will be working with me. i think i WILL be working under him.

i dont like how the interim GM introduce the new engineer to all the staff.

feels like he is "mocking" me. so fuck you.

"he has a degree in EE and master in HR". why do you have a master in HR asked the interim GM, he answered, " i KNOW everything in engineering, no need a master on it".. and this happen in the interview.

this guy just remind me of someone who i really hate, and i havent even met him yet.

dalam interview dah angkuh macam ni. so i will give u hell if u suck big time mister.

i feel verrryyyyyyy appreciated, thanks to atok, u just make me want to leave faster than ever.

"work efficiently during office hours and leave on time. give the required time to your family, friends and have proper rest" bryan dyson -ex ceo of coca cola-

challo
salam
hmo


ps: cant wait for my "starman" book from alino. it came as far from UK. btw, i still have my "firstman" with me.

talk about these later. both are great books and great people.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

fix you..

assalamualaikum and hye..

just woke up. so tried. sepatutnya jumpa sarah sayang today, but my body just wont let me out of bed.

tetiba stress, penat dan letih. bangun tgk tv, layan series "life after humans" sgt depressing. dah la lately i kept on having bad dreams.

i not sure what are my problems. getting all worked up perhaps. jiwa kacau.

i miss studying so much, that i realize i went to calculus class which starts at 8.00 am more diligently compared when i start working. 98% im never late for calculus even thou i failed the paper 5 times.

nowadays, nak bgn kerja pun malas. maybe i juiced up all my energy while studying perhaps? but like siddik told me, "baru keje 2-3 tahun dah tak larat, mcm mana org yg keje 30 tahun, patutlaa duduk lama kat kedai kopi".. :)

im worried about myself. i can feel i have a lot of hate inside me. dulu, tak pernah kisah pun, maybe now baru nak tgk dunia. semua ada je tak kena.

suddenly i miss tok yam..

tok yamm


"When You Try Your Best, But You Don't Succeed
When You Get What You Want, But Not What You Need
When You Feel So Tired, But You Can't Sleep
Stuck In Reverse"

-fix you, coldplay-

challo
salam
hmo