assalamualaikum and hye..
today, bad news for me. something about my results.
an early failure rings in my ears.
i feel stupid.
i think im not smart enough to be here. what ever i do turns into rubbish.
luck is not on my side. some one i knew, counted their final paper and only manage to get 10 marks, but passed with C+. but i dont think im that lucky.
i rarely give excuses. but for my failure, the only excuse is my stupid-ness. someone only can resist failures once in a while. not always. failure is more on me than i have time to think.
its hard to control emotion and frustration. even to control ur voice and the ability to think pun kadangkala rasa mustahil..
but today, me being totally under control with sarah is something i regard as me able to control my anger and my sarcastism.
i would love to go to tioman with my classmates. but im so sorry, if im there, im able to bring the cheerfulness down to zero.. i just cant go. i dont feel like it.
even thou if i passed dgn markah kesian atau rayuan, im still stupid. it doesnt change anything.
studying doesnt means anything to me, if im not able to memorize.
** the word "an" is only used in grade terms when u got "an A". but other grades, its just "a" B or "a" C or "a" D or "a" F. there is no E in UM.
challo
salam
hmo
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8 comments:
saba bro...setiap perkara ada hikmahnya...
tak semestinya member ko yg grad cepat akan lagi berjaya dari ko..insyallah ko akan boleh potong diaorang nanti..
albert einstain pun pernah failed!
Dude (i don't know why i like to address u with this word), if you can survive four bloody years, why not another year..
jgn la ckp diri sendiri stupid...jgn putus asa wei..sabar ek
kita tak boleh menduga rezeki seseorg.
kau jatuh,
kau akan belajar bangun
u are not stupid man.. i got one fren sama gile macam kes ko, lelaki..
masa mule2 masuk um dulu close je.. tapi bile die down sbb benda2 camni terus dia jauhkan diri dari member2.. last2 renggang terus.. sampai sekarang..
korang ni bukan exam orientad punye orang.. tu je..
aku tak tau nak cakap ape.. just.. if u need any help, aku ade je kat sini..
Leonardo da Vinci, Tommy Hillfiger, Pablo Picasso, Richard Branson, William Hewlett, Henry Ford, Hans Christian ANdersen, Agatha Christie, F.Scott Fitzgerald, John F. Kennedy, George Washington, Thomas Jefferson, Erin Brockovich, Alexander Graham Bell, list can go on... And I'm sure u're smart enuf to recognize all these people right. N i'm sure u also know what they have in common.. Dylslexia. N i'm sure u know what that is..
They can't read write, or differentiates symbols...! Their brains cant read what they see, n they are not even blind.. How stupid n difficult can they be.
But, see how they turn out to be?
Just because u fail a paper for some degree (no offense) does not make u stupid... its just a paper abg. It does not mean anything in life, except u need ot to get ur degree. but it definitely does not make u any less smart than ur peers. who knows luck may be on ur side in te future. u cud even be one of these famous people. n wen taht time comes, u'll realize.. how hard u worked.. thru pain, failure, stress, torment n tortures.. but yet, u survived. its not the end beb, its just a beginning.. kata2 tuh satu doa.. dont say ure stupid, kang tuhan bg betul..
all i want to say is.. u have the most priceless treasure that even i couldnt even have, friends behind ur back..
even ur an inch away from a cliff, somehow or rather i'm sure ur friends will willingly hold out their arms for you from below the cliff, so that wen u fall, it wont hurt as much as they got ur back covered..
think about it.
Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain't you. You're better than that!
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