en route to UM..

this story happen yesterday (monday) inside baby M with me and adik. aku kena hantar adik balik UM.

adik: abg, abg taw tak abg A and abg B dah ada keta..

me: " fuyooo", where abg A and abg B were my guy cousins which are a year and two yearsyounger. "dorang beli keta apa?"

adik: keta persona and myvi. pastu dorang pun dah nak tunang..

me: wooo.. patot laa parents dorang turun kl..

and the story goes on and on which makes me think and think and think, and makes me think tooo much..

well for those yg senang terasa, jgn baca blog ini. bcoz aku sangat emo skrang, and when aku emo and blogging, aku spt org yg keji..

well my two cuzens went to a local university that is not as crazy as mine. i still remember when their parents datang umah lepas convo anak masing-masing. and on the table, ada buku convo where all the student names are listed. well, my both of my cuzen here are dean list which makes me not AMAZED even a bit.

why? almost a page of them are dean listed and with a cgpa of 3.5 above. while at UM an engineering student must achieved a min of cgpa 3.75 and plus the subjects are all crazy. and nak jumpa manusia 3.75 mcm nih mmg sangat rare. bukan dak2 univ aku tak pandai, matrix stock 4 flet semua, but UM is just tooo tough.

and makes me wanna laugh more, their degree, whereas i cant think what kind of subject they have been learning for the past 4 years. u cant even imagine THERE is such a degree..

well i feel happy for them. im positively sure that i have gone to the wrong university where all my lecturers are hardcore. where helping and sympathizing are a sin. where letting go a student who is C- to C is also impossible.

all small things such as "u have to let me sign on your thesis first before u send to the office" are regarded as BIG DEAL, while running away from taxes are not. changing up their mind in the nick of time and add up a tonnes of garbage into your head and setteled is in 2 days is ok, while u are complaining that not having lunch and rest is a BIG DEAL..

for me where is the fairness? mana adil nye sistem mcm nih. i better start to respect people yg amik subject yg relative easy in other university because they are smarter in choosing their life path rather than me who is already in hell.

i better respect them bcoz, kuar2 keje setahun senang2 beli kereta and "tadaaa" boleh kawen. even someone i know who is better than my cuzens with a respectable degree from UM pun susah nak dapat loan kereta.

but people will say its rezeki.. okaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy... aku percaya pada qada' dan qadar'..

+ ada my fren cakap, universiti aku best. which is true.

+ ada my fren cakap, universiti aku jaga gile kita org. which is true (u guys are paying a fucking 100000 for the degree).

+ ada my fren cakap dorang pandai. im a three pointer. which is true, aku jemput masuk UM. stadi kat sini pulak. tgk three ke tak..

+ ada my fren cakap, ko gila stadi mcm nih? univ aku senang jek. which is also true. ko D dah PASS. aku D masuk kelas ngan dak kecik.

+ ada my fren cakap, tesis aku lagi susah dari ko weh!. ko nye lagi senang! aku ada nih, itu, power tuh, jumpa nih, jumpa sana. which is true. but sila berkenalan dgn supervisor jabatan aku... nak berkenalan?

+ and finally, ada my fren cakap, we are the best univ in malaysia. our subject follow university overseas.

itu aku cakap, please FAKAP!.

salam
challo
hmo

in remembrance of my final thesis.