en route to UM..

this story happen yesterday (monday) inside baby M with me and adik. aku kena hantar adik balik UM.

adik: abg, abg taw tak abg A and abg B dah ada keta..

me: " fuyooo", where abg A and abg B were my guy cousins which are a year and two yearsyounger. "dorang beli keta apa?"

adik: keta persona and myvi. pastu dorang pun dah nak tunang..

me: wooo.. patot laa parents dorang turun kl..

and the story goes on and on which makes me think and think and think, and makes me think tooo much..

well for those yg senang terasa, jgn baca blog ini. bcoz aku sangat emo skrang, and when aku emo and blogging, aku spt org yg keji..

well my two cuzens went to a local university that is not as crazy as mine. i still remember when their parents datang umah lepas convo anak masing-masing. and on the table, ada buku convo where all the student names are listed. well, my both of my cuzen here are dean list which makes me not AMAZED even a bit.

why? almost a page of them are dean listed and with a cgpa of 3.5 above. while at UM an engineering student must achieved a min of cgpa 3.75 and plus the subjects are all crazy. and nak jumpa manusia 3.75 mcm nih mmg sangat rare. bukan dak2 univ aku tak pandai, matrix stock 4 flet semua, but UM is just tooo tough.

and makes me wanna laugh more, their degree, whereas i cant think what kind of subject they have been learning for the past 4 years. u cant even imagine THERE is such a degree..

well i feel happy for them. im positively sure that i have gone to the wrong university where all my lecturers are hardcore. where helping and sympathizing are a sin. where letting go a student who is C- to C is also impossible.

all small things such as "u have to let me sign on your thesis first before u send to the office" are regarded as BIG DEAL, while running away from taxes are not. changing up their mind in the nick of time and add up a tonnes of garbage into your head and setteled is in 2 days is ok, while u are complaining that not having lunch and rest is a BIG DEAL..

for me where is the fairness? mana adil nye sistem mcm nih. i better start to respect people yg amik subject yg relative easy in other university because they are smarter in choosing their life path rather than me who is already in hell.

i better respect them bcoz, kuar2 keje setahun senang2 beli kereta and "tadaaa" boleh kawen. even someone i know who is better than my cuzens with a respectable degree from UM pun susah nak dapat loan kereta.

but people will say its rezeki.. okaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy... aku percaya pada qada' dan qadar'..

+ ada my fren cakap, universiti aku best. which is true.

+ ada my fren cakap, universiti aku jaga gile kita org. which is true (u guys are paying a fucking 100000 for the degree).

+ ada my fren cakap dorang pandai. im a three pointer. which is true, aku jemput masuk UM. stadi kat sini pulak. tgk three ke tak..

+ ada my fren cakap, ko gila stadi mcm nih? univ aku senang jek. which is also true. ko D dah PASS. aku D masuk kelas ngan dak kecik.

+ ada my fren cakap, tesis aku lagi susah dari ko weh!. ko nye lagi senang! aku ada nih, itu, power tuh, jumpa nih, jumpa sana. which is true. but sila berkenalan dgn supervisor jabatan aku... nak berkenalan?

+ and finally, ada my fren cakap, we are the best univ in malaysia. our subject follow university overseas.

itu aku cakap, please FAKAP!.

salam
challo
hmo

in remembrance of my final thesis.

aarrgghh!!

assalamualaikum and hye..

hidup aku makin stress..

pagi tadi aku bangun pukul 9am. cuak! teringatkan presentation AI at 10! fcuk! im late. rush mcm org gile. mandi, pakai jersey chelsea. kasi abbad (budak red) muka panas sket.

sampai 955am. im still on time. as usual, cikgu tak masuk lagi. aku dari cheras, im not late. dia tingkat satu, 30minit..

1030 cikgu masuk. dia cakap, "HURRY! start your ppt! ur class is LATE!".. siddik buat2 batok, terkuar "bhhutoo", me as usual, kamus carutan, page 35.

then, at 11, cikgu kata. "semua salah. redo. isnin ppt". aku bukak kamus carutan lagi. page 50.

then class revision dr azuan at 1. he talk about graduation, robes, work, pictures, makan-makan.. hmm feel sad about it.. conteng jelaa diary tuh.. *sigh*..

takpe. im ok about it. still could smile. at 4pm, got a msg from qish.. so went to electronic lab, to help her on the power supply. sorry qish, cant do anything for u.. will help u later if i can.

6pm, jumpa kawan lama. nik den. gi lowyat.. rasa mcm zaman blaja dulu2.. bosan2 p lowyat ngan nik den.. tapi kali nih, nik den blanje dinner kat uptown.. woohoo! happy sket.

10pm, jumpa adik. bg yong tau foo. bought for kak mah and aini tooo. me, dah nak mati. penat gilee.. tapi skrang asal aku buat blog lagi, tak tahu la..

godfather2 is waiting. my psp is waiting to be touched and caressed, and my room needs a major clean up.

still parking is an issue at UM. even a porsche is not being missed.

Figure 1: porsche kena clamp.

salam
challo
hmo

time..

assalamualaikum and hye..

masa sangat penting bagi aku. tak kisah laa mcm mana aku gunakan masa itu, ianya penting bagi
aku.

melepak, baca buku cerita, main game, tak kira laa mcm mana ianya nampak tak berfaedah pun, ianya amat peting bagaimana aku menggunakan masa itu.

zaman kat poly, aku sgt menghargai masa, sbb ulang alik shah alam <--> cheras adalah sangat menjenuhkan. itu termasuk singgah kat jalan duta hantar and ambil emak.

so ketika itu aku sentiasa siapkan kerja aku dgn cepat. hanya anip and fiza je yg mampu catch up ngan aku masa tuh.

bila masuk UM? i got slow.. why? dunno..

and i hate waiting. dont let me wait. it spoils the mooooood.

+ sarah pun takkan terlepas dgn moody aku kalau dia lewat hanya 5 minit. itu pun jarang dia lewat.

+ mak akan pastikan dia dan adik siap dulu sblm suruh/kejut aku hantar mereka ke mana2.

+ im ready to leave my frens behind if they are late. for me its their problem.

+ aku akan sungguh2 buat keje sampai siap kalau aku tahu esok aku nak enjoy. tak kisah laa tido ke tak.

+ and bila aku dah janji ngan kawan nak lepak, tetapi keje aku tak siap, i would say, "please enjoy urself. its ok", and let them going. and i will say sorry for thousand times because couldnt join them.

+ and when i make someone wait for me, i will apologize sampai aku penat.

+ stakat neh hanya ayah, nana, sarah, peroz, and joe is either early or on time when they make a deal with me.

appreciate time and consider people who are waiting for u. waiting sucks.

salam
challo
hmo

hell week.

assalamualaikum and hye..

its hell week. still i got time to blog.

AI, theses, PNO and other more is comming, and finally the exams.

and, the comeback of datin is not helping.. arrghh.

the pain of life..

me and my sleepy head at old town

baru lepas test dinamik. still got prof wan assignment. this is what happen when u feel doomed.

aku telah kaku dgn tertampalnya kertas kuning ini.

and finally, when i do think too much, i look like someone who is trying to figure out why the heck my teacher said, "computer skrang yg paling laju berapa MEGA ye?"....... wtf again.. she did it again. and she blow my head off..

nnti aku beri price list lowyat. semua dah giga. giga pun dah takder kot tak lama lagi.

aku tertanya-tanya..
bersama ahli codename "drumstick" and "lift" di hadapanku.

selamat maju jaya.
no luck needed.
make ur decision. take risk. somehow u will be rewarded.


salam
challo
hmo

malam-malam dari UM

assalamualaikum and hye..

this week will be hell week.

kawan2 aku juga akan begitu. 

6th april is "all fucked up day"

tapi bila stay wat keje kat um adalah bes. lepak kat lab bersama kak mah macam berparti. ada mangga, ada kopok lekor, and ada sahaja benda yg nak di bualkan sambil buat keje.

malam kat um sangat bes. tenang. keta tak de. manusia pun kurang. kalau lepas tuh lepak kat pelita, borak2 ngan alino pasal life pun bes gak.

citer segala-galanya. dari lipas sampai laa kawen nnti.. ahaha

pastu balik dari um nak ke rumah. akan layan perasaan sorang2.

+ layan sinar fm. lagu alleycats bes.

+ sms dari ayah tanya kat mana.

+ pecut 130 tgh2 jalan  suka hati. keta takder kat taman konot.

+ tunggu2 msg dari sarah, tak datang menjelma. rupanya dia gayut ngan besfren dia.

+ paling bes, bayar tol 90sen kat toll booth nombor 21. out of  10 times, dapat jumpa gadis toll hot, farhana. hehe. tadi dapat jumpa dia lagi.

+ balik umah, bukak pc. here comes hell again. theses, work, exam, life, and theses again. sux..

challo 

salam

hmo