fix you..

assalamualaikum and hye..

just woke up. so tried. sepatutnya jumpa sarah sayang today, but my body just wont let me out of bed.

tetiba stress, penat dan letih. bangun tgk tv, layan series "life after humans" sgt depressing. dah la lately i kept on having bad dreams.

i not sure what are my problems. getting all worked up perhaps. jiwa kacau.

i miss studying so much, that i realize i went to calculus class which starts at 8.00 am more diligently compared when i start working. 98% im never late for calculus even thou i failed the paper 5 times.

nowadays, nak bgn kerja pun malas. maybe i juiced up all my energy while studying perhaps? but like siddik told me, "baru keje 2-3 tahun dah tak larat, mcm mana org yg keje 30 tahun, patutlaa duduk lama kat kedai kopi".. :)

im worried about myself. i can feel i have a lot of hate inside me. dulu, tak pernah kisah pun, maybe now baru nak tgk dunia. semua ada je tak kena.

suddenly i miss tok yam..

tok yamm

"When You Try Your Best, But You Don't Succeed
When You Get What You Want, But Not What You Need
When You Feel So Tired, But You Can't Sleep
Stuck In Reverse"

-fix you, coldplay-

challo
salam
hmo