while in the library..

assalamualaikum and hye..

study week.. study week.. this year study sorang-sorang.. kat main library..

library dah lawa. meja baru. lantai baru. ac baru. meja pc baru. and paling bes, wireless mcm kat CC.

punya la percaya antara satu sama lain, korang leh tinggalkan laptop korang kat meja utk pergi makan, solat ataupun berak. tadker sapa nak curik.. gempak gilee. kagum aku tgk. hahahaha.

and aku dah cuba. miss asus aku masih ada di meja.

bila turun 1st floor (grnd floor) baw kopi vendor machine sangat bes. baw dia dewa dewi nye...

3 days stadi mesin. 2 days stadi biochem. sumpah sewel. aku n alino siap main2 game KA kat YM. such as:

nnti keje kat KAba
pastu KAya
then KAwen
makan kat KAntin
holiday di KAlimantan
pastu KApult.

gile bosan. stadi mmg bosan. wawa pulak ada apek ensem teman lunch. aku nak makan ngan sapa neh.. tadi tdo. gile bes. POWER NAP!

today kuar at 930. kaki frostbite. sejuk mcm nak mampossss. jaket nike dah koyak2. sapa nak sponser jaket?? alino cakap nak bagi hoodie.. mana lino!! mana!!

well selamat exam pada jr-jr aku.
selamat keje pada kawan-kawan aku
cool down to my gf. colleague u mmg iblis. ha-ha-ha. (buat muka japp)
nana, keje rajen2. kumpul duit.
wawa................................. nak melo ajak milo-milo guy. haha

challo
salam
hmo

sayu..

assalamualaikum and hye..

pernah tak sesekali bila sorang2, tetiba rasa sayu. feeling yg membuat kita sedih, hepi, atau tetiba gelak..?

i have this feeling when being left alone, or something that worries me so much that makes me forget stuffs, and feel like running.

dulu kat poly, bila kena hantar balik je, mesti cakap kat anip, " beb, sayu ah.." then anip mcm biasa ajak lepak2 minum atau duduk kat depan padang sambil nyanyi. sangat kool time tuh. ur best fren lepak just cooling u down. put all the worries away.. its nice..

skrang, there is no anip. sarah take over most of it. she listen, she smile, she laugh and she cry with me. she did most of the soaking part. she must be tough to handle me..

another person who always stand by me is alinur. a fren met in UM, she is quite special. she has many title given by me such as capo di tutti, or my right hand man. she will be the first to realize if there is something wrong with me at class.

well most of them are busy right now. anip is married, sarah is working plus another problem in her shoulder, while alinur is working. me? still go melissa at home, KABA in mind, and exam in the future.

no one knows how our future goes. only god knows. qada n qadar yg telah ditentukan sejak azali.
i hope, everything will be fine. i wish a happy ending.

life is so complicated right now. but im lucky to have my family, my sarah, and my frens surrounding me.. the support from them are superb. never let me down. even siaw peng, give his truly support to me at UM.

alrite, lets start a new weekend, and nana, u promise your integra is half price for me. aku akan ingat. hahaha.

love u all..


challo
salam
hmo

everyday is fucking bullshit

everday sucks.

everyday ada je tak kena.

ada je tak puas hati.

ada je tak dapat.

ada je yang sakit kan hati.

how the fuck to fix it.

it must be fun bungee jumping rite now and 20 rounds on a go cart.

budak kecik..

assalamualaikum and hye..

selamat hari raya. maaf zahir batin.

tiada post puasa, buka, terawih, atau hari raya. reason pertama, i have no mobile camera yg melekat kat telepon. the one im using is when the Japanese went rampant colonizing Malaya on WWII. org jepun dah pakai nokia aku neh utk contact org2 dorang.. hehe

second reason, maybe i dont like raya very much.. i tot it was only me, but nana pun sama gak. tapi sarah menjanjikan sesuatu yg baru bila dah kawen nanti. dia cakap raya kat KB bes.. will see.. a fren of my budak kelantan taknak ngaku (peroz) dia cakap.. "hmmmmmmmmm, tak bes langsung"..

my title today is budak kecik.. where in my memory, ada gak aku ingat sedikit sebanyak semasa tembesaran aku. i can remember my childhood at Taiwan vaguely, but its not that interesting, because kat sana, sama ada seronok pergi sekolah, atau tadah tangan nak toys apa saja.

masa nak balik mersing on the third raya, we stop at tangkak R&R. skrang dah besar2, malas gila nak solat jemaah. dulu rajin gak tepuk2 bahu org solat jemaah, but skrang amalan itu semakin malas aku lakukan.

bila dah habis solat asar aku duduk di bangku, lepak2 tunggu ayah aku. ada budak kecik masuk ke surau. dia kemas2 kan seluar dan baju. dah la kecik, pendek pula. mungkin darjah 4 atau 5. kemudian dia bentang kan sejadah di belakang seorg dewasa dan dgn bersungguh 2mengjengketkan kaki nak tepuk bahu seorg makmum dewasa. dan bersolat jemaah laa dia..

bg aku, ini adalah satu tamparan bg aku yg sudah dewasa. tak sedar2 diri nak berjemaah.. haih..

today, after sepak2 bola ngan budak bawah umur kat padang, aku merehatkan diri di depan rumah dgn ais kat lutut kanan aku. bukan ada injury, but a precaution. my knee still need tendering.

kemudian ada dua budak kecik depan rumah. sorang kakak, sorang adik. kakak dia tgk makan aiskrem 10sen yg boleh belah dua itu. adik dia datang mintak nak. dia pun cakap, " jaappp, kakak gigit bg ko"..

wahh.. seingat aku, kecik dulu takde aku share2 ngan nana atau adik. asyik gaduh je. skrang baru laa nak hidup bertamadun sket.. hahaha.

bila tgk aiskrem 10sen itu, aku teringat masa aku kecik berumur darjah 5. tanggungjawab aku masa itu adalah meneman adik ke sekolah agama. setiap kali nak ke sekolah agama akan aku melintasi sebuah kedai runcit dimana adik aku akan mintak aiskrem 10sen neh. peristiwa ini berlaku berbulan2 lamanya. sampai la satu hari......

adik aku batuk2 demam2. ayah aku tanya adik, makan apa kat sekolah. adik cakap makan aiskrem batang 10sen neh setiap hari. tak pasal2 aku kena kejut pukul 3 pagi, berdiri depan ayah, dgn tangan dibelakang dan kepala tunduk kena marah sbb belikan adik aiskrem 10sen.. ayah cakap lain kali beli aiskrem cap nestle atau walls shj.. tak pasal2.. but it teach me lots of things that day..

well, kelas dah start. lagi 5-6 minggu adalah FINALS.. i hate exam. who doesnt?

ciao
salam
hmo