endweek..

assalamualaikum and hye..

"the end" series will continue. ini hanya selingan sbb "the end series" perlu mengikot masa tertentu. hahaha..

2 hari lepas aku gian nak main bola. so aku siap2, cari boot adidas cabuk aku. ada kat bawah almari. kat atas taman aku, ada dak2 sekolah main bola. so aku intend to join them.

naik2 je, tgk dua kaum main. melayu and india. mcm lawan. nampak sangat the indian are not so well equipped and the players are not even the same age. ada lagi 3-4 budak mcm umur 12-13 tahun.

well as usual, the malays serba serbi hebat. belagak. poyo. mengejek2. standard melayu cipap pantat gilenya. ini kes mak bapak tak ajar respect other people, and dari kecil benci bangsa lain. sbb tu aku benci melayu taman aku. mcm bangsat.

so aku cakap, aku join team budak india. aku sorang je melayu. im 27. right knee major ACL operation, and my left knee is has a micro tear. im overweight. im not that skillful like i usual do before, but i have leadership.

and biasa laa. budak melayu kan penakut bangsat. aku masuk je, "capitano melayu" mula laa ungkit. dia ala2 macherano. fit and mantap. siap kira. kira team dak melayu.. 1,2,3,4... 11 org. then dia kira dak india, 9 org. selama nih dorang yg tak adil. aku masuk je siap kecoh.

aku masuk dah ketinggalan 2-0. but since aku suka tactical, aku susun player and suruh main macam mana. in 30minits, we got 2-2. budak melayu mula tak puas hati. biasalah. mula la main mcm puki pas tuh. sore loser.

but we lost 3-2. but i proven to those "superb malay" korang mcm bangsat. tak bagus mana. dak2 india nih, kasut takde, but they listen and play well. siap high five ngan aku lagi.

as usual, melayu kat padang bola tuh, dah leading 3-2, mula cakap besar. standard melayu ah. kemaks. tapi aku puas hati. dapat gak body contact 5-6 ekor... kasi dorang brain damage. sakit bahu kiri aku. hahaha.

people say, " football is a gentleman game, but play by hooligans, while rugby is a hooligan game but played by a gentleman"..

anyway, i just finished a new game.

cool ghillie suit...

this game, mmg mcm ko jadi sniper. kena sabar mak elon. tak sabar, ko mmg mampos kena shot. hahaha. tapi sayang nye, terlalu singkat. 8jam main habis. siot.. btw the new engine dalam game nih mantap mcm nak mampos. pc aku leh set to full spec.. giless.

and aku juga ketagih game2 bodo. game2 rileks kan otak n jari. tapi still pressure hell.

bejeweled yg mengstresskan. MUFFIN!!

another good news is, im changing company. from UM to KABA. i start working at 1 august. thanks for all ur prayers...

from UM to KABA

i will start telling new stories, new experience. hehe. work will be different from school. its my dream job.. i will tell more in other post.

and i hope my buddy, peroz sihat cepat. jari patah dapat 3 weeks MC. mantap. hahaha. nnti aku gempur rumah ko layan PS3. hahah.

luncheon the the buddies..

last week, makan kat chillies padi. something to celebrate. have fun. perut kembong. lawak sampai pecah bontot. gelak tak habis2. i dunno when i cud spent time with my frens. the work im getting is quite busy. nice eating. hahah

dah.. aku nak mandi. peluh main beskal tadi..

challo
salam
hmo

UM... the end part 2: the stuffs

assalamualaikum and hye..

even thou aku tak keje lagi, i have been quite bz. doing stuffs of course. ahahha. life is full of things to do..

aku masih rindu pada UM. my sanctuary. a place which keeps me safe, warm and cozy. tapi kalau ko panas, masuk laa main library. beku balik. kalau solat kat surau library, confirm jadi ice. hahah. i miss the 8am kelas. selalu nye kelas 8am kelas2 1st and 2nd year. but usually those are the best. semua student eager to listen what the lecturer are trying to teach and mimpikan dapat A kat finals.. dream on..... hahaha

next weeek nak wat plan ngan mr. SIDdious. gi kelas calculus at 8am, duduk sebelah jr and psiko kan dorang, then bfast at UM. haha. i need to accomplish my promise which is walking satu UM kalau grad. mgkn lepas makan ngan sid blh jalan2. hahah

hari neh aku nak citer pasal barang/benda/pekara yg bersama aku smpi aku grad..


1. Pendaftaran Online UM

daftar awal2 sem. jgn lupa bayar yuran..

this website selalu membuat aku berdebar2. koz? ini laa yg akan menentukan jadual aku clash ke tak, lecturer sapa? hantu mana lak ajar maths, dan tarikh exam. kalau ada satu je slack, lahanat laa sem tuh.. and aku sahkan subjek sbnyk 15 kali.. sbb 15 kali amik finals. that is every sem and every sem khas wa kibau.


2. umisisweb

portal pelajar ke black hole

ini lagi satu web UM yg agak penting. semua kat sini. nak tgk acc, result, tawaran subjek, bila blh wat sticker keta, dan apa sahaja laa yg berkaitan UM ada kat sini smpilah pengumuman kolej2 yg takde air. so bersedia laa, kalau ko duduk sbelah dak tetiba berbau je, paham2 je laa mesti kolej yg takde air. wkakakakaka!


3. Winston Churchill

never, never, never give up!

this sentence is famous because of a person had spoken to a group of student at Harrow School. his name was Winston Churchill. time tu world war 2. so dia suka bg speech yg bagi semangat kepada rakyat british time tuh.

but, this 5 simple words push me to the end. i started pasted it on my window since 3rd year. what i understand is, u can NEVER give up. finish the job that we have started.


4. the oregon

oregon-ish

ini jacket, bnyk sejarah. dapat duit JPA, the first thing i bought is this. bought it for RM400 and it was the jacket since i end my studies years.

semua dah masuk jaket nih. kelas, library, cantin, buat selimut tido kat library, dijadikan bantal, smpi laa masuk jamban buat teman *** ***. hahahahah

dah koyak2, benang tercabut, gua siap jahit bahagian yg koyak kat library lagi. hahaha. i love this jacket, but i just got a new one. a dockers gifted by lovely sayang. heheh. LOVE IT SO MUCH! thnx baby..


5. baby maroon aka baby M

the hard worker of all

this fellow haa, i tell u, one tough girl. hahah. she have been with me since 2002. and since then i have been taking care of her. maintain and treat her injuries. as usual la, duit kan datang dari langit. hahahah.

hopefully, first gaji i could give her a little touch up. the under carriage is mixed up. need to calibrate everything. she is an oldie! 11 years old! in human years, its almost 40!! haaahha!

6. the shoey shoes.

the adidas is alone

should be more shoes. why shoes? kasut neh laa yg teman aku g kelas. from home to UM and back, dia tetap setia. but it could only stand for only a short time of period. MAX 1 1/2 years. pastu togel tapak. hahaha

all the shoes are present. semua org bagi kecuali the white adidas. the rest is nike. dari free 5.0 smpi laa west, adalah present. hahahah. bnyk pahala bagi aku kasut buat blaja. hahah.


7. naruto

ntah sapa dak ni.

aku tak tgk dragon ball, aku tak tgk spongebob, and etc, but ini anime, aku nak salahkan 3 ekor budak bernama nik, sid, and haris. dorang pengaruh aku tgk masa gua 1st year.

katoon nih, actually bnyk bg aku semangat. hahaha. bodo kan? but seresly, this guy is a fucking looser but he never gives up! he kept on fighting man. so that what im gonna do. fighting!


8. the dominoes job

7 boxes of dominoes gone in 60 second

harituh aku open table. for the Hpark guys. they help me alots. i owe them some how. abbad and haris pun datang. they help me out when we were all students.

thnx guyyyyyys..

ps: sayang, thnx for all the work gift! hehehe. love u baby!! huggs!!

challo
salam
hmo

UM... the end part 1: the personnel

assalamualaikum and hye..

starting from today, there will be a continuous story, and will be much related between each other.

today, secara rasminya aku telah tamatkan 127 jam credit, 63 subjek, selama 5 tahun. actually it should be more, coz some of them aku repeat sampai 2-3 kali, and for the record, calculus 5 times and i just got the result, an A-. hahahah. 5 kali buat, i got an A-..

and today, i have officially finished my studies at UM. im happy and proud of myself.

but, this post is not about me. maybe later. today is about a few people who are very special in my life that shape me who im today and their sacrifice for me, until i manage to complete the hardest 5 years of my life.

the personnel.


1. My parents

the greatest parents ever

dua org ini adalah org yang terpenting dalam hidup aku. tanpa mereka, i wont be anybody. they are the banker, the motivator, the supplier, the punching bag, and a great parent to me.

mintak sajalah. akan dapatnya. lambat atau cepat. sampai aku sendiri segan nak mintak, sbb aku pasti akan dapat. so, since im 25 i never asked anything from them. why? i have it all.

car? phone? pc? shoes? shirt? toys? food? semua dah rasa. thanks to them. kalau mak bapak aku CEO, aku rasa gw gti pun takde hal. tapi one thing is, i dont get it for free. i need to work it out. got some As, good behavior, both of them dont mind spending or giving me some cash to waste on.

beside being my ATM at home, they both are my motivator. when im moody, they wont pressure me. they would keep quite, and sometime ask me if im ok. but still, both of them motivate me in different way. ayah would give support by phone while mak akan cakap depan2 direct.

semua takpe. semua "its ok". fail pun cool je. takde hal. yang penting dia tahu anak dia sorang nih takkan putus asa. what ever it is, by hook or by crook, dorang taw aku kena dapatkan degree nih. no pressure at all, but aku lak yg pressure sbb dapat parents yg kool mcm nih. psiko..

well, thanks mom and dad. love u.


2. Nana

the killer sister

she is my sister. she was my benefactor when i was in 1st until 4th year. masuk 5th year, haha, duit dia simpan buat duti setem. ahhaha (kidding).

i cud ask for hundreds from her. peti jari, duit masuk. ATM ada je duit. mintak RM50, dapat laa RM200.. thnx sis. hahah

always got nice gift from her. baju la, shoes la, watches, ps2 dia aku kibau, plus makan takyah ingat. tinggal ko larat tak larat je nak sumbat. ko cakap ko nak makan apa? aku bawak. itu kakak aku. aku boroi sebab dia. please blame her.

beside she being my benefactor, she is the greatest supporter a sister can be. she always motivates and push me to do the best. even thou if i get a C, is a great achievement. ahahha. ingat senang ke nak pass kat UM??

what else u could ask from a sister?? she have done the very best for me and i appreciate it with all my heart..

thanks a lot sis.


3. Adik

the other half of me

since aku nih kaki buli, dia adalah mangsa. in my life, she will always be the little sister. tugasnya adalah sorang adik dimana suka aerobik kat hall joget2. hahaha

even thou dia pun kat UM, i rarely see her there. but aku selalu buat adik aku adalah sebagai pesaing. aku taw aku habis sama ngan dia. WAJIB. so i always make her as a rabbit which i have to chase and finish on time.

beside of that, dia suka call aku, "abg tolong amik adik" hahhaa.

well she always a partner at home when i talk about studies. sapa lagi kan? kecuali melissa aku nih yg bijak bestari, budak neh laa buat aku berborak and mengelakkan aku jadi insane being a student at home.


4. Sarah aka "my girlfriend/partner/sweetheart/love life/my battery/my everything".

the artery of my life

what else i can say about her.. simply, put it this way. behind of my success, there is a woman. and the woman is sarah. the one who push me, fought with me, and being the supporter until now.

tak pernah jemu, tak pernah lari dari aku even thou i kept failing subjects from semester and semester. but still, she put all her trust in me. never neglect me when im sad and demotivated.

she believe in me even thou i dont have the strength inside me to move on. but still, she will stand beside my shoulder and hold my hand and whisper saying, "sayang, u can do it"..

luckily for me, she is a UM grad. fully understand how tough being inside there. how tough engineering is and how tough the studies are.

she have sacrifice a lot for me. all the time we should be together, i spent at UM studying, busting my ass. and every final exam are nearby, she will always give a pack of Tupperware full of candies and chocolates, with a few words of encouragement. (adik and mak selalu nak curik. hahah.)

i cudnt say more how important she is..

love you sayang. thanks alot... and lots.. and lots..


5. alinur ayuni "the best fren ever".

the one who wont give up

alinur ayuni, i have talk about her before. but no one knows how much she sacrificed for me. she just wont give up on me and stay with me until i succeed.

she is the one who willingly come to UM, spent the weekends, 3-5 hours a day, tutoring me, until i felt guilty by wasting her time for me.

she kept her promise. tutoring me even thou she had finish UM a year earlier. she will open a book, and study on her spare time, and then teach me what i should understand. NO PAY. FREE OF CHARGE.

gile pe?? nak cari mana lagi kawan mcm nih? aku hidup semula 2-3 kali pun, takkan adanya. well thank you so much my dear fren. i cant repay u. aku harap Tuhan akan balas utk ko berkali2 bnyknya. plus i remember my promise about the lappy. hahaha

she will give me gifts if i succeed. blanja makan.. bubba gump, starbucks, chillies, u name it. sepatutnya aku laa belanja. mana nak cari lagi cikgu yg mcm nih.

thanks for all the time, and money u have spent for me. the STIG t-shirt will always be the gift that push me thru the semester.. thanks beb..


6. nik sainuddin and siddik safian "the entertainer"

the smiley frens

both of them played a pivotal role. lemme tell u. where the heck u can find a fren, yg sanggup amik kawan ko malam2 buta kat UM naik motor, and the next morning hantar ko kat UM for exam?? (aku parking keta kat UM koz parking Hpark mcm haram).

these two wont say no. they just wont say no. siap teman makan, teman tido, teman layan perasaan, teman main game, teman layan movie, teman gelak sesama, and teman when u have no one around to talk with.

both of them will have no problem at all when i need some help. nik will always give me spiritual guidance while sid will use his logic to prove something. both of them gave a lot of input. somehow both of them kept me sane for all these years, even thou sid never be on time. hahaah

anyway, hpark tuh, aku tumpang kerana ehsan mereka. belum lagi org lain. nik would lend his bed for me, and let me use his room and pc any time i need it. while sid never forget to buy me some food at pasar malam.

while nik talk to me before we both go to bed, sid will find any spare time to visit me at UM while im studying. let it be at the main library, or BP, he will spent some time he had for me.

thnx guys..

7. haris, ena, jas, and abbad "the cheerleaders".

the updaters

these four people wont run away from you. they will call and text me every time they had the chance. haris kalau jumpa kat hpark will always ask me how am i doing with out fail, plus some of his jerky and dirty jokes to make me smile. hahah

ena will call every time i for my finals exam. she wud call and wish me good luck. a fren that always remember my important dates at UM. from test and exam she would ask how was it. it nice to have a fren who cares and always happy for you.

jasmina is one my great supporter. she will pay for lunch and say how my paper and studies going. sometimes we will hang out, and as usual, she will pay. hahahaha. "a treat" the way she put it. we share our problems together and most of the time she will text me, "hafiz!! come on! you can do it! nnti grad duduk sebelah i!!" thanks jas. without it, i have no target..

abbad is my second tutor. semua subject mechanics akan di ajar oleh dia. i passed my dynamics and statics because of him. dia lagi sorang kawan yg susah payah datang after work, and sit beside me ajar statik sampai gaduh2. he would also find his free time in the weekend to tutor me on both of these subjects, bcoz alinur tak hassler dalam dua subject nih. abbad nih laa yg suka marah and tegur aku bila salah buat. but thats it. only while studying. after that, kawan mcm biasa. rajin belanja aku lepas study.. always.. everytime there is money in his pocket, he wont mind paying for lunch or dinner. thanks my dear fren..

8. kak mah, eisha, wawa, siaw peng, and jamal..

the ones who are on the other side

thanks to eisha, and kak mah, yang selalu support aku bila datang ke lab. dari potong buah, sehingga laa bg aku study kat dalam lab tu. sbb takot stadi sorang2 kat BT. kak mah sentiasa bg kata-kata semangat while eisha tak habis-habis "ko grad nye, ko grad nye." hahaha

thanks to wawa, who always support me while at UM and siaw peng who always help with my C++ and calculus tutorials, assignments and studies.

and JAMAL.. the one who tutored me the hardest maths of all, PDE. dia ajar satu sem je, terus aku pass. hahaha. thanks man. and plus he also tutored me Vector. in one go, i passed. he is someone yg tak pernah lokek ilmu. give him all. apa yg dia ada, dia pass kat aku. tak der yg tertinggal. thanks alot. tanpa ko, pde and vector aku ntah ke mana... thnx alot..

9. to the rest of my buddies..

to the rest of my frens, who i didnt mention here, i would like to say thank you. thank you very much. all of you have contribute to my success. sama ada doa korang, kata-kata korang or everything i would say, THANK YOU...

end of part 1

challo
salam
hmo