meluat sial..

assalamualaikum and hye..

since im only taking one subject this special semester, it doesnt make me having more time blogging because jiwa kacau. so i promised if i finish this semester and confirmed a graduate, i will write more before i start working..

but today, aku sangat meluat dengan orang-orang yang poyo.. gua bukan jeles, apatah lagi terkesima dengan benda yang org lain ada yang aku takde. tapi aku rasa it is just pure poyo and pure show off.

anda tahu facebook? yaaa. sudah pasti. taw yg kat atas tuh, dalam kotak? dia tulis "whats`s on your mind?" thingy??

whats`s on your mind?

i dont have a problem with it. but i do when sometime people letak something like:

"aku nak beli canon 5D ke 7D!!" ko beli je boleh? aku tak kisah kalau betul lu maw beli, beli jelaa. perlu ka cakap??

takpun..:

"help me to choose between waja CPS or persona CPS!!"

ini lagi getik. cakap je, aku nak beritahu korang semua, aku nak beli kereta.

aku tak heran, aku tak jeles. aku drive since form 5, while ko still kecoh deting ngan awek naik bas atau sebuk merempit. tak payah laaa.

lagi bes, main cakap lebey. siap umum kat FB. keta ntah bila beli. tak beli-beli pun.

nak wat orang tergamam, letak ah yg best-best sket. buat aku ternganga. like:

"aku dah beli VW GTi BARU, maw test power datang umah gua" . baru mantap. aku pun senyap. hahahah. kalau setakat kecoh beli persona second, takyah laa citer.. tutup buku lu tido lagi baik..

ada sorang member lagi bes. buat pc baru, kecoh maw angkut LCD. itu 4 tahun nye kesah. sampai sudah pakai crt. kalau time tuh FB gempak mcm nih, mesti dia letak kat status dia:

"wa buat gaming rig RM 4 juta. 'pastu siap tulis spec'. next stop is new LCD!" ntah bila lu maw beli tapi kecoh dulu. pigi daaaaaaaaaaaaaa.


i like who those write about what happen to them in daily basic. some of them are pure funny and so full of life. one of them is "miss jemme". kalau dia kumpul satu-satu status dia, dah blh buat biography.

kalau nak blaja mencarut, ikut kisah kakak aku nana. mencarut saje.

while alino is full of emooooooo.. hahahah

well got to go. aku nak deting.

challo
salam
hmo

satu jeeee..

assalamualaikum and hye..

kinda pissed off with my life but who cares because the universe is not about me alone. as i said, i got something else to worry about rather than mending my own broken spirit.

i have three things to do.

first is:

Einstein: His Life and Universe

thanks to sarah. dia belanje. hehe

second is:

Long walk to freedom

ini buku eisha bg masa aku 5th year. aku tak sempat-sempat nak baca. konon-konon simpan masa time mcm ni. tapi?


third is:

calculus

buku nih mmg lahanat. gi mampos. aku benci bangsat gile buku nih. puki. gi mamposssssss.

salam
challo
hmo

baru pde...

assalamualaikum and hye..

finally, i finished my exams for the fifteenth time (15 kali amik exam kat UM).. now im at home doing nothing, looking sadly at my engineering books. i love these books. even the title it bore in its front page makes me afraid to re-open it and look at it.. im going psiko..

my final paper was Medical Electronics. i have no complaint about it. i took it thrice. after finishing the paper at 2pm, there are few messages in my cell. dah laa lupa nak tutup. vibrate sepanjang masa. nak pegang and shutdown kan tepon tuh karang takot kena tuduh meniru. well my phone is not capable to do anything. camera pun tarak. hahaha..!

but the message of the day was from jamal. my tutor on PDE (selain alino). he said that dah habis exam lepak ah HPark. "ok" i said. so i went straight to Hpark. masuk-masuk Hpark je, jamal cakap, "beb, aku berita nak cakap neh.. aku pass PDE.." i was likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! dah taw result ke!!!!! demm!!!

yang jamal neh pulak tak lepak2 langsung. terus cakap. gua dgn baru habis exam ME yg ntahapahapantah+konoksimohyohwess nyeeeeeeeeee, wa pun terus panik..

the conversation as i can remember:

jamal: ko nak chek tak?

aku: arrghhh! aku cuak! takot dowh!

jamal: beb, lambat laun ko kena taw gak kan. lagi cepat lagi bagus. ko taw nak wat pe nanti..

aku: arrgghh!! (aku pusing kat living room ntah brapa round...).. ok ah. biar aku solat dulu. then terus pergi.....

then kita org pun pergi ke ISM. wa sangat cuak. PDE is like the moment of every engineering student yang nak pass (but not all engine student amik. mecha tak amik and the new batch of biomedical eng. student). lagi-lagi amik dengan en. abu omar. he is the lecture yg hardcore ajar PDE. kalau pass ngan lecturer lain tak segempak student yg amik ngan abu omar..

time tuh, jantung gua dah mcm nak meletup. siap suh jamal berhenti jap. nak tarik nafas. jamal cakap ada gak kena sakit jantung neh.. which is true... im going to have a myocardial infarction. kalau letak kat ECG atrial fibrillation telah berlaku, doc apa lagi.. pusing defibrillator (or a "jek jek" thing that is what my lecturer called. i presumed he forget what it is called even though we have shouted at the back) and set it to 360 Joules..

then jamal, knocked the door. a familiar voice answered.. "yes,, masuk..."

there sitting the "dewa of PDE". tgh baca pasal oil spill kat US. (i got a glance on what he was reading).. inside there, i felt small like an ant. scared like hell. scared of being a failure. afraid of failing the paper for the third time. i wish i got a 9mm.. i wud LOVE to shoot my head off..

after jamal confirmed his result was A-, it was my turn..

me: sir, may i know my result?

dewa PDE: ok. give me ur matrix number..

me: KEU0500XX.

dewa pde: hafiz??

me: yes.. (aku dah cuak. almost having a heart attack..)

dewa pde: hmm.. u nih.. (aku lagi cuak).. ngam2 je pass.. C. saya tak tambah n tolak pape. u ngam-ngam..

me: aku dah melutut kat bilik dia.................................................................. hahahhahahahaha!

the book we used.. gmbr luar pun satellite. pekesss...

well that is my story for only ONE paper.. PDE.. the hardest ultimate math paper.. and beside ISM student which is an ELECTIVE, only Engine student yg amik which is teras and wajib kena ambik.. tak pass, repeat laa smpi 6-7 kali.. that is how hellish this PDE paper...

i have 5 more paper to be confirmed before im will graduating this semester or not. or the trip to any pulau will be suceed..

please pray for me... i need 5 more paper to pass and graduate..

ps: thanks to Jamal bin Osman. who help me a lot on PDE and also alino.

challo
salam
hmo

T- (minus) 15 hours..

assalamualaikum and hye..

15 hours left for my first paper this semester to start. 15 hours.. kalau NASA launching, astronauts dah kena quarantine kat peti ais takot kena jangkit kuman H1N1. me? still at BP 201 collecting kuman2 yg berpelesaran dari pak2 arab and minah arab sexy yg sedang memekak alam dewa..

hopefully this is my last exam. my finale. cant take it anymore. jamal yg duk sebelah aku pun sedap lenjun PES. hahaha. PDE lama lagi. takpe.

hope u all wish for my success. pray for me. harap2 doa2 korang dimakbulkan. insyallah. sometimes studying could be very interesting. u can even get angry by messing up with cos, sin and tangent. i almost wanna throw my ipod just because mixed up with 10x10^3 with 1o^3. psiko.

remember back your trigonometry identities and power words such megas, gigas, nanos, milis, and pikos u will understand. with ur calculator buttons is a size of red beans with my big fingers like kacang bendi, mistake always occur. mcm mana pilot tenang kira trajektori nak terhempas pakai casio fx-570MS pun aku tak paham. hahaha.

me while studying with my faithful Oregon and being tutored by alino

the next three week will be a life like ISS. my life will be fcuking boring with books, numbers, pens and pencils, with my ipod which i forgot to bring the charger. fakap man.. hahaha. my calculator will be the most hardworking item in my disposal with all 6 subject need that amazing amazing amazing (tiru sarah sayang) machine to be functioning perfectly. hope it wont fail me when i need it the most.

i will try my very best for this semester. thanks for all the support. i will be back.

challo
salam
hmo

its fcuking near!!

assalamualaikum and hye..

final semester EXAM. my finale of UM is near. i cant breathe. it too close. and im scared hell of it. im taking 6 paper. 3 maths subjects and 3 department subjects. this is my 15 (fifteen) final exam at UM. i have extra compare to my frens becoz for the past 5 years, i never miss special semester. and im near crazy.

3 math subject are:

1. Calculus: berguna bila ada anak korang tanya basic maths darjah satu sampai laa dia masuk 1st year kat mana2 universiti. at least u dont look dumb when ur child ask u a basic math equation.

2. Vector: berguna bila korang nak keje kat nasa. kira2 trajektori space shuttle atau raptors. berguna juga bila korang nak kira black hole. anak anda takkan tanya kepada anda sebab, dia pun pening kepala sampai tak tahu nak tanya apa.

3. Pde or partial differential equation: ini adalah dewa maths kat engine. blh lepas. tapi agak psiko. ada smpi amik 5 kali baru paham. ini sangat berguna bila korang nak kira-kira kelajuan UFO, berapa pasir kat dunia, kekuatan tsunami bercampur tornado, and earthquake. kalau korang nak taw gak, equation pde nih leh guna wat bentuk2 geometri kat lampu keta VW gti idaman aku.

my 3 subject department are:

4. Medical Electronics: ini berguna bila korang keje kat radicare. tapi aku yakin tak pakai pun. sbb aku taw laa. aku dah pergi 2 industrial training. yg dia ajar adalah PPM. lu tak caya, gi tanya org2 berbaju hijau.

5. Mechanics of Materials: ini? ini guna nye bila korang nak kira beban kaki palsu, tangan palsu, dan sebagainya. guna nye bila korang masuk materialaise. ada subject FEA, which stands for finite element analysis. so kalau nak mata juling, score in MOM and masuk materialaise. aku eja nama company nih pun salah. hahaha.

6. Thermodynamics: ini subject eh. ada org cakap, semua masuk, semua keluar tapi jawapan bukan kosong. hahah. ini subject berguna bila nak wat tangki septic. kira kena betul karang gas taik meletup, roboh klcc, lu yg susah. so jgn fel.

aku harap aku blh pass semua and grad. hahaha.

mak aku kata, i look like a jerangkung. but i dont think so bcoz perut aku masih boroi. kalau jerangkung tak ke tulang je??

well, Houston, we have a problem..

challo
salam
hmo

please call AAM..

assalamualaikum and hye..

i felt like lama gile tinggal kan blog ini. rasa mcm tak jumpa kawan selama 2 bulan. haha. life is getting boring and boring, and there is only 1 month left for my first final exam starting on 22 April. and now, life as a student is getting more suckier than ever. the pressure is so immense. i never felt like this before. i would called it a breakdown.. please call AAM and tow meeeee..

cutting class is not my attitude. i never have an intention to cut class. but this semester, its a must. i need to try it, and cutting class gave me less pressure. i dunno. sometimes the lectures are stressful, but bila pikir-pikir, it seems that im out of control.

my lovely girlfriend is back home. thank god. im glad plus super duper happy. i wish she will be by myside for ever and everrr.. and thanks dear for all the assorted chocs and the most important this STIG figura.. haha. mak pun takot tgk. sangat intimidating. cool.. hhaha!

the Stig on my pc

today i got my nasi lemak rm2 and roti banjir mayo at 14. lepak ngan sid. its a long time i havent spent my time with this kid. haha. ada masa pun bila makan lunch sesama at HPark sblm solat jumaat yang dibungkus oleh sid, and tumpang moto kriss panasonic dia ke masjid. and when i ride on his bike, teringat bila kat UM, i would remember how patient i have to be while waiting for him becoz he is always late. but bila nak mengamuk je tak jadi. sbb muka kesian. only him can do that to me.. and now he is doing great.

alino pun dah lama tak jumpa. i think its almost 2 weeks. maybe this weekend we could catch up with some stories and continue with my tutoring.

and wayang.. i miss buying movie tix. i miss sitting at GSC or cineleisure. lama gile.. i need movies. bila la maw greenzone and invictus.. arrghh..

well, to my frens, harap2 reunion jadi. but kalau aku tak dapat join, just go ahead. no problemo. will catch up later. hehe

sarah sayang, huggs... miss u always.

challo
salam
hmo

MIT anyone?

assalamualaikum and hye..

hell week ended. so tired with all the test and pop quiz. i still got 2 test waiting for me next week. fcuk.

i dont know what had happen this semester to the lecturers. semua bagi soalan mcm stock MIT. pop quiz pun suruh lukis summer circuit and instrumentation circuit (IA). IA tuh pun half a page nak lukis. pop quiz ok!! bollocks!

mechanics material? aku tak berani cakap. apa dia tanya pun aku tak tahu. argh. PLUS as usual kalau aku jumpa apek kat fac, aku akan dengar ayat biasa dia, "matila kamu". fcuking hate that term. takot dia selalu cakap "matila kamu" tgk2 dia mampos dulu. haha.

i have learn something few weeks back. learn to accept things that are not allowed to be challenged. its better feeling this way rather than fighting myself to understand it why. but i do believe that someone need to fight their way up to be successful. not by sitting down and play the cards. like Jas said, going to a poorer country compared to Malaysia make us realize that we are lucky. maybe i should go backpack to south east asia, except Singapore.. booohooo.

anyway, i got stuck to 24. kiefer sutherland? elisha cuthbert? ring any bells? ahhaha. i like the series before this but i was not convinced that all the case could be solved in 24 hours. so i disband the series. im a realist.. but getting caught watching 24 at AXN a few days back, i said to myself, "ok, i need to dl it".. 64gb ok. 8 season of it. haha. but worth it! jack bauer uses a 9mm to blast of people heads ok. no more cooler than that, except bond..

jack bauer in 24.

ps: i dont mind your prius, im going donkey power! (excerpt from long way down by ewan McG)

and hons, love u. cant wait for u in my arms..


challo
salam
hmo