UM... the end part 4: the gifts

assalamualaikum and hye..

seems like a gazillion years tak update blog. haha. senang cakap, just takde masa, takde mood, takde selera, takde idea, n takde catalyst nak wat entry baru.

well, lets continue the "UM... the end" series. today will be about the gifts i got from my convocation.

1. the package

left to right: cari makan dulu (again), beg nana bg penuh ngan pelbagai barang, beg merah nih pun sumbat mcm-mcm barang, and the legendary fame empty scroll..

after pelita, makan reramai, gi McD depan rumah sarah. lantak GCB pulak. hahhaha. makan buat kehidupan lebih ceria.


2. the Shturmanskie Gagarin



ok.. first of all, for me to talk about this present is very special. its a gift from sarah sayang. it should be a individual entry, but im afraid i dont have the time or the passion to talk about it later.

this is a Shturmanskie Gagarin. as in Yuri Gagarin, the first man in space. he "visited" space in a Vostok 1 on 12 April 1961 and wore a Shturmanskie.

Shturmanskie means "navigator" in russian and it is full of history. this watch is so cool but no one knows it compared to the Omega. Omega watches are famous because it was used on the Apollo mission.

this watch, the Shturmanskie Gagarin was design for the remembrance of Gagarin-Vostok history, and guess what, its freaking limited. only 999 pieces is available and mine was the 366/999. it has a manual winding, which means i have to wind it every 42 hours/2 days.

the face, it has a dual time.

the bottom, freaking crazy movement!

i really love this watch. why? first its russian. for me Russian and Nazis are super cool. their art of war, technologies, and histories are super cool.

well, i almost took the "Zeppelin" a German made watch, and zeppelins are used by the Nazis to bomb London and the famous zeppelin should be the Hindenburg. its cool too. but the Shturmanskie steal the show that day. the price for the Shturmanskie? dont ask me. hahahah!

thanks sayang. thank you very much. gorgeous present! love it baby! and until now, im still aawwwinnggg the watch. the words in Cyrillic is so cool. freaking Russian alphabet. hahaha!


3. The BANNER!

congrats hafiz!

this one is a great gift from my frens to me. full of signature and kata-kata semangat! akan aku simpan banner ini sampai bila2. so one day aku leh citer kat anak aku, "find frens like mine, they stick to you whether you are sick, happy, sad, ugly, emo, moody, crazy, failure, ups, downs, miskin, kaya, at the hospital, keta kunci hilang, pde 3 kali, thesis, kereta rosak, duit takde, enjoy sesama, tgk wayang, makan, plan gila, gi picnic, citer pasal aweks/bfs, pressies, smpi la,, beb pinjam 20sen, nak berak"... hahahahha!

4. the Deuter from nik sai and sid

The Deuter Trans Alpine 30

i dont know how this two guys came out for this present. i always planned to change my seasoned nike military bag. dah worn out pun. hancur, but getting this bag is just superb. i can stuff anything inside. my lappy, tools set, files and folders and all sorts of work stuff. naik tren mcm nak panjat gunung. but the best part is the padding. superb! tak sakit belakang.. hahaha

and guys, korang lupa cabut sticker price tag kat dalam beg. hahahahha! bag neh dah buat gi keje, and raya. just brought this bag with me. setel. hahhaha. 30Liters beb! hahha! thanks mate!

pen buat sign saje..

and btw, sid gimmie an extra pressie, a Sheaffer pen with my initial "HMO" on it!


5. Bubba Gump Jacket from alino

mama said....

why a bubba gump jacket? sebab masa study dulu, gua selalu nak jaket hoodie. sbb konon nak rasa mcm taik like eminem cool laa kan, but actually, bila study malam2 kat library or fac, nak balik mesti hujan. org kata rahmat... hahhahah. plus study malam2 sangat dewa sejuk..

but tak dapat2 beli coz duit yg ada mesti buat benda lain. so in the end alino gave me as a present. minah nih siap hantar jahit initial gua kat tepi jacket ok. kalau ada org lain amik mmg kes sengaja dengki gua ah. HMO only belongs to me. hahaha. tak puas hati? ada aku kesah. hahaha

thanks LINOOOO!!!

6. jess, nana, wawa, ena and haris

me with pressiesss..

thanks to jess, nana, wawa and haris for giving me greats gifts! jess and haris bagi aku buku. both are superb, and i love it very much! but masih tak sempat baca lagi. and haris you really know what i read! hhehe..

nana gave me a gigantic card. haha! thnx sis. great card. bigger than my tummy, and wawa patung ko neh mmg disemadikan kat rak buku aku. haha. seperti yg ko maw, iaitu tgk ingat ko eh?? ena, pulak bg frame. masih belum memikirkan gmbr apa nak di letak nye..


7. qish, eisha, raihan, kak mah

Mugggshot, oreef T, coWW, kemeja!

thanks to qish, eisha, raihan, and kak mah!! these are all great gifts!. semua dah pakai! hahha. kecuali mugg qish mmg kat bilik digunakan apa sahaja yg memerlukan ice sbb dia besar, oreef neh dah lenjun gi jalan2, cow nih dah kena curi letak kat keta mak aku, and the shirt masih elok terpelihara. hhehehe..

THANKS!!!


8. present for myself?

i havent get a proper pressie for myself yet. but i bought a new phone, new nikes and upgrade baby M.. well, for now its enough, but my real present are the people who surrounding me, my parents, sisters, sarah, teachers/lecturers and SUPERB frens. they all put a great effort to put where i am right now. thanks for everything...


challo
salam
hmo

UM... the end part 3: the convocation

assalamualaikum and hye..

sorry for not updating. keje sangat sibuk dan amat memenatkan.. well who cares. im paid to be tired and bz. hahaha.

hari nih, aku nak citer pasal konvo aku. it was a blast. SUPERB! it was exactly the way i wanted it. the dramas, the shocks, the environment, and the tiredness. hehe

i have already collected 3 moments of convocations. my cert, diploma, and degree. i hope i wont stop now. im interested for a MBA one day. i cant handle site work until im old. need to get behind the desk one day and manned it while shouting at some asshole. hahhaha

sorry, gmbr konvo masih tak dapat penuh. photographer khas aku "nik sai" masih belum burn dalam DVD. so aku curik kat album FB dia.

first of all, thnx to sarah sayang sbb she help me wore the crazy robe.. sangat complicated ok. 3 pieces that need to be on my body. with all the freaking pins and sweat, it took almost half an hour to make it perfect. psiko.

but baru best susah2 pakai dari ko sarung je. tak cool. hahah. blaja kat UM susah smpi laa pakai robe. hahah.

the empty scroll:

me getting the empty scroll.. as usual.. haha

that is me. smiling getting a "degree" from the V.C. puas hati. ntah brapa kali aku nak putus asa kat UM nih, but sarah and my frens keep me afloat all these years. they are the real heroes behind me.

the story me getting the degree, is soooooo looonngggg. aku nak citer pun malas.. but finally, i got it anyway. i bust my ass for it, and finally its worth so goood. i got a great job. its something that i never dream of because im not that "good", mcm budak cgpa 3.89 and landed a job in Intel or something. but still, im proud of myself. hehe. tekan lift jap. "tinngg!!" hahhaha

btw, aku pakai baju melayu hitam. the same one i used for my previous convocation. hahah

ok. after kuar DTC, something shocked me....

the banner:

my frens make me a BANNER!!!! wtfcuk!!

sumpah malu ok. demm laa. aku taw nih keje 3 org. alino, sid, and nik. sah2. design pun aku kenal, plus font neh mmg style nik nye. and capo dia mesti alino and mini boss sah2 laa sid.

that bunga aku pegang tuh, siti sarah and alif bagi as pressie. hehehe. tgk laa aku senyum. malu siallll.. ahhahaha

as u can see, blakang tuh ada arina, ida, jas n siti sarah. this spot was chosen personally by me because, masa dorang konvo one year ago, dorang semua loncat2 kat sini while i was the photograper. heheh

the hoorays:

hooray for hafizhieRRo!

semua datang ok. all my best frens. and my tutors. alino sah2 datang. abbad pun ada. sangat happy ok.. i felt like not missing anything.

they really make my konvo day as perfect as possible. aku tak terasa as an extender pun. yg paling bes, dorang semua layan aku. rasa mcm budak manja lakkkks..

the jumping jack flash:

the jumping scene, and something fishy going on..

time neh semua gmbar adalah loncat2. since camera mahal ada di depan aku, stakat loncat2 neh, kacang je nik amik. heheh. tgk gmbar kedua, sarah pegang only 1/4 of the present im getting. ini belum lagi nik+sid, and alino nye present.

and why the heck they are all laughing, and where is me???? chiss. wat lawak tanpa aku di sisi. kejiiiii.

aku lepak kat depan DTC smpi petang. penat. after solat asar, we all lepak at pelita bangsar. our lepaking spot since first year. hehe

the makan sampai kenyang part:

makan setelah penat...

makan kat pelita.. what else to say? makan jelaaaaa. ahahahha.

well, i would like to thanks to those yang datang, and celebrate my convocation. thnx alot... they all make my day..

and finally, to super nik sai.. thnx my fren..

the pix tells everything..

i wish i cud write more. but my energy is depleting. very fast. and doing this shit suck lots of my battery.

challo
salam
hmo

UM... the end part 2: the stuffs

assalamualaikum and hye..

even thou aku tak keje lagi, i have been quite bz. doing stuffs of course. ahahha. life is full of things to do..

aku masih rindu pada UM. my sanctuary. a place which keeps me safe, warm and cozy. tapi kalau ko panas, masuk laa main library. beku balik. kalau solat kat surau library, confirm jadi ice. hahah. i miss the 8am kelas. selalu nye kelas 8am kelas2 1st and 2nd year. but usually those are the best. semua student eager to listen what the lecturer are trying to teach and mimpikan dapat A kat finals.. dream on..... hahaha

next weeek nak wat plan ngan mr. SIDdious. gi kelas calculus at 8am, duduk sebelah jr and psiko kan dorang, then bfast at UM. haha. i need to accomplish my promise which is walking satu UM kalau grad. mgkn lepas makan ngan sid blh jalan2. hahah

hari neh aku nak citer pasal barang/benda/pekara yg bersama aku smpi aku grad..


1. Pendaftaran Online UM

daftar awal2 sem. jgn lupa bayar yuran..

this website selalu membuat aku berdebar2. koz? ini laa yg akan menentukan jadual aku clash ke tak, lecturer sapa? hantu mana lak ajar maths, dan tarikh exam. kalau ada satu je slack, lahanat laa sem tuh.. and aku sahkan subjek sbnyk 15 kali.. sbb 15 kali amik finals. that is every sem and every sem khas wa kibau.


2. umisisweb

portal pelajar ke black hole

ini lagi satu web UM yg agak penting. semua kat sini. nak tgk acc, result, tawaran subjek, bila blh wat sticker keta, dan apa sahaja laa yg berkaitan UM ada kat sini smpilah pengumuman kolej2 yg takde air. so bersedia laa, kalau ko duduk sbelah dak tetiba berbau je, paham2 je laa mesti kolej yg takde air. wkakakakaka!


3. Winston Churchill

never, never, never give up!

this sentence is famous because of a person had spoken to a group of student at Harrow School. his name was Winston Churchill. time tu world war 2. so dia suka bg speech yg bagi semangat kepada rakyat british time tuh.

but, this 5 simple words push me to the end. i started pasted it on my window since 3rd year. what i understand is, u can NEVER give up. finish the job that we have started.


4. the oregon

oregon-ish

ini jacket, bnyk sejarah. dapat duit JPA, the first thing i bought is this. bought it for RM400 and it was the jacket since i end my studies years.

semua dah masuk jaket nih. kelas, library, cantin, buat selimut tido kat library, dijadikan bantal, smpi laa masuk jamban buat teman *** ***. hahahahah

dah koyak2, benang tercabut, gua siap jahit bahagian yg koyak kat library lagi. hahaha. i love this jacket, but i just got a new one. a dockers gifted by lovely sayang. heheh. LOVE IT SO MUCH! thnx baby..


5. baby maroon aka baby M

the hard worker of all

this fellow haa, i tell u, one tough girl. hahah. she have been with me since 2002. and since then i have been taking care of her. maintain and treat her injuries. as usual la, duit kan datang dari langit. hahahah.

hopefully, first gaji i could give her a little touch up. the under carriage is mixed up. need to calibrate everything. she is an oldie! 11 years old! in human years, its almost 40!! haaahha!

6. the shoey shoes.

the adidas is alone

should be more shoes. why shoes? kasut neh laa yg teman aku g kelas. from home to UM and back, dia tetap setia. but it could only stand for only a short time of period. MAX 1 1/2 years. pastu togel tapak. hahaha

all the shoes are present. semua org bagi kecuali the white adidas. the rest is nike. dari free 5.0 smpi laa west, adalah present. hahahah. bnyk pahala bagi aku kasut buat blaja. hahah.


7. naruto

ntah sapa dak ni.

aku tak tgk dragon ball, aku tak tgk spongebob, and etc, but ini anime, aku nak salahkan 3 ekor budak bernama nik, sid, and haris. dorang pengaruh aku tgk masa gua 1st year.

katoon nih, actually bnyk bg aku semangat. hahaha. bodo kan? but seresly, this guy is a fucking looser but he never gives up! he kept on fighting man. so that what im gonna do. fighting!


8. the dominoes job

7 boxes of dominoes gone in 60 second

harituh aku open table. for the Hpark guys. they help me alots. i owe them some how. abbad and haris pun datang. they help me out when we were all students.

thnx guyyyyyys..

ps: sayang, thnx for all the work gift! hehehe. love u baby!! huggs!!

challo
salam
hmo

UM... the end part 1: the personnel

assalamualaikum and hye..

starting from today, there will be a continuous story, and will be much related between each other.

today, secara rasminya aku telah tamatkan 127 jam credit, 63 subjek, selama 5 tahun. actually it should be more, coz some of them aku repeat sampai 2-3 kali, and for the record, calculus 5 times and i just got the result, an A-. hahahah. 5 kali buat, i got an A-..

and today, i have officially finished my studies at UM. im happy and proud of myself.

but, this post is not about me. maybe later. today is about a few people who are very special in my life that shape me who im today and their sacrifice for me, until i manage to complete the hardest 5 years of my life.

the personnel.


1. My parents

the greatest parents ever

dua org ini adalah org yang terpenting dalam hidup aku. tanpa mereka, i wont be anybody. they are the banker, the motivator, the supplier, the punching bag, and a great parent to me.

mintak sajalah. akan dapatnya. lambat atau cepat. sampai aku sendiri segan nak mintak, sbb aku pasti akan dapat. so, since im 25 i never asked anything from them. why? i have it all.

car? phone? pc? shoes? shirt? toys? food? semua dah rasa. thanks to them. kalau mak bapak aku CEO, aku rasa gw gti pun takde hal. tapi one thing is, i dont get it for free. i need to work it out. got some As, good behavior, both of them dont mind spending or giving me some cash to waste on.

beside being my ATM at home, they both are my motivator. when im moody, they wont pressure me. they would keep quite, and sometime ask me if im ok. but still, both of them motivate me in different way. ayah would give support by phone while mak akan cakap depan2 direct.

semua takpe. semua "its ok". fail pun cool je. takde hal. yang penting dia tahu anak dia sorang nih takkan putus asa. what ever it is, by hook or by crook, dorang taw aku kena dapatkan degree nih. no pressure at all, but aku lak yg pressure sbb dapat parents yg kool mcm nih. psiko..

well, thanks mom and dad. love u.


2. Nana

the killer sister

she is my sister. she was my benefactor when i was in 1st until 4th year. masuk 5th year, haha, duit dia simpan buat duti setem. ahhaha (kidding).

i cud ask for hundreds from her. peti jari, duit masuk. ATM ada je duit. mintak RM50, dapat laa RM200.. thnx sis. hahah

always got nice gift from her. baju la, shoes la, watches, ps2 dia aku kibau, plus makan takyah ingat. tinggal ko larat tak larat je nak sumbat. ko cakap ko nak makan apa? aku bawak. itu kakak aku. aku boroi sebab dia. please blame her.

beside she being my benefactor, she is the greatest supporter a sister can be. she always motivates and push me to do the best. even thou if i get a C, is a great achievement. ahahha. ingat senang ke nak pass kat UM??

what else u could ask from a sister?? she have done the very best for me and i appreciate it with all my heart..

thanks a lot sis.


3. Adik

the other half of me

since aku nih kaki buli, dia adalah mangsa. in my life, she will always be the little sister. tugasnya adalah sorang adik dimana suka aerobik kat hall joget2. hahaha

even thou dia pun kat UM, i rarely see her there. but aku selalu buat adik aku adalah sebagai pesaing. aku taw aku habis sama ngan dia. WAJIB. so i always make her as a rabbit which i have to chase and finish on time.

beside of that, dia suka call aku, "abg tolong amik adik" hahhaa.

well she always a partner at home when i talk about studies. sapa lagi kan? kecuali melissa aku nih yg bijak bestari, budak neh laa buat aku berborak and mengelakkan aku jadi insane being a student at home.


4. Sarah aka "my girlfriend/partner/sweetheart/love life/my battery/my everything".

the artery of my life

what else i can say about her.. simply, put it this way. behind of my success, there is a woman. and the woman is sarah. the one who push me, fought with me, and being the supporter until now.

tak pernah jemu, tak pernah lari dari aku even thou i kept failing subjects from semester and semester. but still, she put all her trust in me. never neglect me when im sad and demotivated.

she believe in me even thou i dont have the strength inside me to move on. but still, she will stand beside my shoulder and hold my hand and whisper saying, "sayang, u can do it"..

luckily for me, she is a UM grad. fully understand how tough being inside there. how tough engineering is and how tough the studies are.

she have sacrifice a lot for me. all the time we should be together, i spent at UM studying, busting my ass. and every final exam are nearby, she will always give a pack of Tupperware full of candies and chocolates, with a few words of encouragement. (adik and mak selalu nak curik. hahah.)

i cudnt say more how important she is..

love you sayang. thanks alot... and lots.. and lots..


5. alinur ayuni "the best fren ever".

the one who wont give up

alinur ayuni, i have talk about her before. but no one knows how much she sacrificed for me. she just wont give up on me and stay with me until i succeed.

she is the one who willingly come to UM, spent the weekends, 3-5 hours a day, tutoring me, until i felt guilty by wasting her time for me.

she kept her promise. tutoring me even thou she had finish UM a year earlier. she will open a book, and study on her spare time, and then teach me what i should understand. NO PAY. FREE OF CHARGE.

gile pe?? nak cari mana lagi kawan mcm nih? aku hidup semula 2-3 kali pun, takkan adanya. well thank you so much my dear fren. i cant repay u. aku harap Tuhan akan balas utk ko berkali2 bnyknya. plus i remember my promise about the lappy. hahaha

she will give me gifts if i succeed. blanja makan.. bubba gump, starbucks, chillies, u name it. sepatutnya aku laa belanja. mana nak cari lagi cikgu yg mcm nih.

thanks for all the time, and money u have spent for me. the STIG t-shirt will always be the gift that push me thru the semester.. thanks beb..


6. nik sainuddin and siddik safian "the entertainer"

the smiley frens

both of them played a pivotal role. lemme tell u. where the heck u can find a fren, yg sanggup amik kawan ko malam2 buta kat UM naik motor, and the next morning hantar ko kat UM for exam?? (aku parking keta kat UM koz parking Hpark mcm haram).

these two wont say no. they just wont say no. siap teman makan, teman tido, teman layan perasaan, teman main game, teman layan movie, teman gelak sesama, and teman when u have no one around to talk with.

both of them will have no problem at all when i need some help. nik will always give me spiritual guidance while sid will use his logic to prove something. both of them gave a lot of input. somehow both of them kept me sane for all these years, even thou sid never be on time. hahaah

anyway, hpark tuh, aku tumpang kerana ehsan mereka. belum lagi org lain. nik would lend his bed for me, and let me use his room and pc any time i need it. while sid never forget to buy me some food at pasar malam.

while nik talk to me before we both go to bed, sid will find any spare time to visit me at UM while im studying. let it be at the main library, or BP, he will spent some time he had for me.

thnx guys..

7. haris, ena, jas, and abbad "the cheerleaders".

the updaters

these four people wont run away from you. they will call and text me every time they had the chance. haris kalau jumpa kat hpark will always ask me how am i doing with out fail, plus some of his jerky and dirty jokes to make me smile. hahah

ena will call every time i for my finals exam. she wud call and wish me good luck. a fren that always remember my important dates at UM. from test and exam she would ask how was it. it nice to have a fren who cares and always happy for you.

jasmina is one my great supporter. she will pay for lunch and say how my paper and studies going. sometimes we will hang out, and as usual, she will pay. hahahaha. "a treat" the way she put it. we share our problems together and most of the time she will text me, "hafiz!! come on! you can do it! nnti grad duduk sebelah i!!" thanks jas. without it, i have no target..

abbad is my second tutor. semua subject mechanics akan di ajar oleh dia. i passed my dynamics and statics because of him. dia lagi sorang kawan yg susah payah datang after work, and sit beside me ajar statik sampai gaduh2. he would also find his free time in the weekend to tutor me on both of these subjects, bcoz alinur tak hassler dalam dua subject nih. abbad nih laa yg suka marah and tegur aku bila salah buat. but thats it. only while studying. after that, kawan mcm biasa. rajin belanja aku lepas study.. always.. everytime there is money in his pocket, he wont mind paying for lunch or dinner. thanks my dear fren..

8. kak mah, eisha, wawa, siaw peng, and jamal..

the ones who are on the other side

thanks to eisha, and kak mah, yang selalu support aku bila datang ke lab. dari potong buah, sehingga laa bg aku study kat dalam lab tu. sbb takot stadi sorang2 kat BT. kak mah sentiasa bg kata-kata semangat while eisha tak habis-habis "ko grad nye, ko grad nye." hahaha

thanks to wawa, who always support me while at UM and siaw peng who always help with my C++ and calculus tutorials, assignments and studies.

and JAMAL.. the one who tutored me the hardest maths of all, PDE. dia ajar satu sem je, terus aku pass. hahaha. thanks man. and plus he also tutored me Vector. in one go, i passed. he is someone yg tak pernah lokek ilmu. give him all. apa yg dia ada, dia pass kat aku. tak der yg tertinggal. thanks alot. tanpa ko, pde and vector aku ntah ke mana... thnx alot..

9. to the rest of my buddies..

to the rest of my frens, who i didnt mention here, i would like to say thank you. thank you very much. all of you have contribute to my success. sama ada doa korang, kata-kata korang or everything i would say, THANK YOU...

end of part 1

challo
salam
hmo

satu jeeee..

assalamualaikum and hye..

kinda pissed off with my life but who cares because the universe is not about me alone. as i said, i got something else to worry about rather than mending my own broken spirit.

i have three things to do.

first is:

Einstein: His Life and Universe

thanks to sarah. dia belanje. hehe

second is:

Long walk to freedom

ini buku eisha bg masa aku 5th year. aku tak sempat-sempat nak baca. konon-konon simpan masa time mcm ni. tapi?


third is:

calculus

buku nih mmg lahanat. gi mampos. aku benci bangsat gile buku nih. puki. gi mamposssssss.

salam
challo
hmo

baru pde...

assalamualaikum and hye..

finally, i finished my exams for the fifteenth time (15 kali amik exam kat UM).. now im at home doing nothing, looking sadly at my engineering books. i love these books. even the title it bore in its front page makes me afraid to re-open it and look at it.. im going psiko..

my final paper was Medical Electronics. i have no complaint about it. i took it thrice. after finishing the paper at 2pm, there are few messages in my cell. dah laa lupa nak tutup. vibrate sepanjang masa. nak pegang and shutdown kan tepon tuh karang takot kena tuduh meniru. well my phone is not capable to do anything. camera pun tarak. hahaha..!

but the message of the day was from jamal. my tutor on PDE (selain alino). he said that dah habis exam lepak ah HPark. "ok" i said. so i went straight to Hpark. masuk-masuk Hpark je, jamal cakap, "beb, aku berita nak cakap neh.. aku pass PDE.." i was likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! dah taw result ke!!!!! demm!!!

yang jamal neh pulak tak lepak2 langsung. terus cakap. gua dgn baru habis exam ME yg ntahapahapantah+konoksimohyohwess nyeeeeeeeeee, wa pun terus panik..

the conversation as i can remember:

jamal: ko nak chek tak?

aku: arrghhh! aku cuak! takot dowh!

jamal: beb, lambat laun ko kena taw gak kan. lagi cepat lagi bagus. ko taw nak wat pe nanti..

aku: arrgghh!! (aku pusing kat living room ntah brapa round...).. ok ah. biar aku solat dulu. then terus pergi.....

then kita org pun pergi ke ISM. wa sangat cuak. PDE is like the moment of every engineering student yang nak pass (but not all engine student amik. mecha tak amik and the new batch of biomedical eng. student). lagi-lagi amik dengan en. abu omar. he is the lecture yg hardcore ajar PDE. kalau pass ngan lecturer lain tak segempak student yg amik ngan abu omar..

time tuh, jantung gua dah mcm nak meletup. siap suh jamal berhenti jap. nak tarik nafas. jamal cakap ada gak kena sakit jantung neh.. which is true... im going to have a myocardial infarction. kalau letak kat ECG atrial fibrillation telah berlaku, doc apa lagi.. pusing defibrillator (or a "jek jek" thing that is what my lecturer called. i presumed he forget what it is called even though we have shouted at the back) and set it to 360 Joules..

then jamal, knocked the door. a familiar voice answered.. "yes,, masuk..."

there sitting the "dewa of PDE". tgh baca pasal oil spill kat US. (i got a glance on what he was reading).. inside there, i felt small like an ant. scared like hell. scared of being a failure. afraid of failing the paper for the third time. i wish i got a 9mm.. i wud LOVE to shoot my head off..

after jamal confirmed his result was A-, it was my turn..

me: sir, may i know my result?

dewa PDE: ok. give me ur matrix number..

me: KEU0500XX.

dewa pde: hafiz??

me: yes.. (aku dah cuak. almost having a heart attack..)

dewa pde: hmm.. u nih.. (aku lagi cuak).. ngam2 je pass.. C. saya tak tambah n tolak pape. u ngam-ngam..

me: aku dah melutut kat bilik dia.................................................................. hahahhahahahaha!

the book we used.. gmbr luar pun satellite. pekesss...

well that is my story for only ONE paper.. PDE.. the hardest ultimate math paper.. and beside ISM student which is an ELECTIVE, only Engine student yg amik which is teras and wajib kena ambik.. tak pass, repeat laa smpi 6-7 kali.. that is how hellish this PDE paper...

i have 5 more paper to be confirmed before im will graduating this semester or not. or the trip to any pulau will be suceed..

please pray for me... i need 5 more paper to pass and graduate..

ps: thanks to Jamal bin Osman. who help me a lot on PDE and also alino.

challo
salam
hmo

T- (minus) 15 hours..

assalamualaikum and hye..

15 hours left for my first paper this semester to start. 15 hours.. kalau NASA launching, astronauts dah kena quarantine kat peti ais takot kena jangkit kuman H1N1. me? still at BP 201 collecting kuman2 yg berpelesaran dari pak2 arab and minah arab sexy yg sedang memekak alam dewa..

hopefully this is my last exam. my finale. cant take it anymore. jamal yg duk sebelah aku pun sedap lenjun PES. hahaha. PDE lama lagi. takpe.

hope u all wish for my success. pray for me. harap2 doa2 korang dimakbulkan. insyallah. sometimes studying could be very interesting. u can even get angry by messing up with cos, sin and tangent. i almost wanna throw my ipod just because mixed up with 10x10^3 with 1o^3. psiko.

remember back your trigonometry identities and power words such megas, gigas, nanos, milis, and pikos u will understand. with ur calculator buttons is a size of red beans with my big fingers like kacang bendi, mistake always occur. mcm mana pilot tenang kira trajektori nak terhempas pakai casio fx-570MS pun aku tak paham. hahaha.

me while studying with my faithful Oregon and being tutored by alino

the next three week will be a life like ISS. my life will be fcuking boring with books, numbers, pens and pencils, with my ipod which i forgot to bring the charger. fakap man.. hahaha. my calculator will be the most hardworking item in my disposal with all 6 subject need that amazing amazing amazing (tiru sarah sayang) machine to be functioning perfectly. hope it wont fail me when i need it the most.

i will try my very best for this semester. thanks for all the support. i will be back.

challo
salam
hmo

its fcuking near!!

assalamualaikum and hye..

final semester EXAM. my finale of UM is near. i cant breathe. it too close. and im scared hell of it. im taking 6 paper. 3 maths subjects and 3 department subjects. this is my 15 (fifteen) final exam at UM. i have extra compare to my frens becoz for the past 5 years, i never miss special semester. and im near crazy.

3 math subject are:

1. Calculus: berguna bila ada anak korang tanya basic maths darjah satu sampai laa dia masuk 1st year kat mana2 universiti. at least u dont look dumb when ur child ask u a basic math equation.

2. Vector: berguna bila korang nak keje kat nasa. kira2 trajektori space shuttle atau raptors. berguna juga bila korang nak kira black hole. anak anda takkan tanya kepada anda sebab, dia pun pening kepala sampai tak tahu nak tanya apa.

3. Pde or partial differential equation: ini adalah dewa maths kat engine. blh lepas. tapi agak psiko. ada smpi amik 5 kali baru paham. ini sangat berguna bila korang nak kira-kira kelajuan UFO, berapa pasir kat dunia, kekuatan tsunami bercampur tornado, and earthquake. kalau korang nak taw gak, equation pde nih leh guna wat bentuk2 geometri kat lampu keta VW gti idaman aku.

my 3 subject department are:

4. Medical Electronics: ini berguna bila korang keje kat radicare. tapi aku yakin tak pakai pun. sbb aku taw laa. aku dah pergi 2 industrial training. yg dia ajar adalah PPM. lu tak caya, gi tanya org2 berbaju hijau.

5. Mechanics of Materials: ini? ini guna nye bila korang nak kira beban kaki palsu, tangan palsu, dan sebagainya. guna nye bila korang masuk materialaise. ada subject FEA, which stands for finite element analysis. so kalau nak mata juling, score in MOM and masuk materialaise. aku eja nama company nih pun salah. hahaha.

6. Thermodynamics: ini subject eh. ada org cakap, semua masuk, semua keluar tapi jawapan bukan kosong. hahah. ini subject berguna bila nak wat tangki septic. kira kena betul karang gas taik meletup, roboh klcc, lu yg susah. so jgn fel.

aku harap aku blh pass semua and grad. hahaha.

mak aku kata, i look like a jerangkung. but i dont think so bcoz perut aku masih boroi. kalau jerangkung tak ke tulang je??

well, Houston, we have a problem..

challo
salam
hmo

please call AAM..

assalamualaikum and hye..

i felt like lama gile tinggal kan blog ini. rasa mcm tak jumpa kawan selama 2 bulan. haha. life is getting boring and boring, and there is only 1 month left for my first final exam starting on 22 April. and now, life as a student is getting more suckier than ever. the pressure is so immense. i never felt like this before. i would called it a breakdown.. please call AAM and tow meeeee..

cutting class is not my attitude. i never have an intention to cut class. but this semester, its a must. i need to try it, and cutting class gave me less pressure. i dunno. sometimes the lectures are stressful, but bila pikir-pikir, it seems that im out of control.

my lovely girlfriend is back home. thank god. im glad plus super duper happy. i wish she will be by myside for ever and everrr.. and thanks dear for all the assorted chocs and the most important this STIG figura.. haha. mak pun takot tgk. sangat intimidating. cool.. hhaha!

the Stig on my pc

today i got my nasi lemak rm2 and roti banjir mayo at 14. lepak ngan sid. its a long time i havent spent my time with this kid. haha. ada masa pun bila makan lunch sesama at HPark sblm solat jumaat yang dibungkus oleh sid, and tumpang moto kriss panasonic dia ke masjid. and when i ride on his bike, teringat bila kat UM, i would remember how patient i have to be while waiting for him becoz he is always late. but bila nak mengamuk je tak jadi. sbb muka kesian. only him can do that to me.. and now he is doing great.

alino pun dah lama tak jumpa. i think its almost 2 weeks. maybe this weekend we could catch up with some stories and continue with my tutoring.

and wayang.. i miss buying movie tix. i miss sitting at GSC or cineleisure. lama gile.. i need movies. bila la maw greenzone and invictus.. arrghh..

well, to my frens, harap2 reunion jadi. but kalau aku tak dapat join, just go ahead. no problemo. will catch up later. hehe

sarah sayang, huggs... miss u always.

challo
salam
hmo

MIT anyone?

assalamualaikum and hye..

hell week ended. so tired with all the test and pop quiz. i still got 2 test waiting for me next week. fcuk.

i dont know what had happen this semester to the lecturers. semua bagi soalan mcm stock MIT. pop quiz pun suruh lukis summer circuit and instrumentation circuit (IA). IA tuh pun half a page nak lukis. pop quiz ok!! bollocks!

mechanics material? aku tak berani cakap. apa dia tanya pun aku tak tahu. argh. PLUS as usual kalau aku jumpa apek kat fac, aku akan dengar ayat biasa dia, "matila kamu". fcuking hate that term. takot dia selalu cakap "matila kamu" tgk2 dia mampos dulu. haha.

i have learn something few weeks back. learn to accept things that are not allowed to be challenged. its better feeling this way rather than fighting myself to understand it why. but i do believe that someone need to fight their way up to be successful. not by sitting down and play the cards. like Jas said, going to a poorer country compared to Malaysia make us realize that we are lucky. maybe i should go backpack to south east asia, except Singapore.. booohooo.

anyway, i got stuck to 24. kiefer sutherland? elisha cuthbert? ring any bells? ahhaha. i like the series before this but i was not convinced that all the case could be solved in 24 hours. so i disband the series. im a realist.. but getting caught watching 24 at AXN a few days back, i said to myself, "ok, i need to dl it".. 64gb ok. 8 season of it. haha. but worth it! jack bauer uses a 9mm to blast of people heads ok. no more cooler than that, except bond..

jack bauer in 24.

ps: i dont mind your prius, im going donkey power! (excerpt from long way down by ewan McG)

and hons, love u. cant wait for u in my arms..


challo
salam
hmo

the good, the bad, the ugly..

assalamualaikum and hye...

1st week of class. friday dah hols. besss. i love holidays, and i hate class.

hopefully this is my last sem as an extender (ada kaa ayat ni?).

i cant take it any more.. sangat penat. pikir pasal jadual clash sana sini pun dah cukup mensesakkan nafas. argghh.

being am extender, there are few ups and downs when u enter skool for the new semester. this what happens..

your name are known and recognized between the lecturers. they know who u are. not as a trouble maker, but someone who have been around here and there.

your name will be called out by the lecturers. not to give answers to their questions, but bcoz the lecturer ONLY recognized u and remember your name in the new class.

some of the lecturers will starting to talk with you like they are your frens. which is nice.

the tutors skrang mcm tempat sembang2 and lepak2.

the juniors will keep on smiling to u. sama ada dorang perli or just plain saying "hye" in their smile. but i will always smile back.

the jrs will look upon u, and ask for opinions, which i have plenty to give. and most of them is how to survive.

being an extender, u enter jr classes, which are more quieter. they dont talk much. u can focus and hear what the lecturer is talking about. but understanding it might be an issue.

but, most of the time, i got sleepy bcoz the class is too quiet.

being an extender, u cannot borrow books from the library, which i argued with the staff. finally they over-ride the system. haHAhaHA.

your frens keep on making bets with u. such as,

" kalau cgpa ko X.XX aku bg ko niiiiii!!!", or

"bro, u better grad, kalau tak u can kiss goodbye to your RM400 remote control boat",

and lagi bes, " u HAVE to grad. if u grad this semester, that month pay, i will spend each penny on u".

BEST TAK?? dapat kawan mcm nih??? i take it as a motivational support..

skrang pun, kalau jumpa, most of my frens akan blanje bfast, lunch, and dinner if we met. which is BES jugak. haahhaha. lepak minum RM4.00 pun dorang rebut nak bayar if i wanted to pay. which is funny.

i got 14 weeks this semester. which is VERRY short in skool terms. in laymen term means, YOU ARE FCUKING DEAD if u dont prepare early.

HAHAHAHA

i hate skool. but kinda love UM.

challo
salam
hmo

thannk you....

assalamualaikum and hye..

EXAM HABIS.

and, thank you to those who help and supporting me surviving this semester. its a living hell.

lots of thanks to:

alinur ayuni: the tutor, the helper, the teacher, the professor. gave her all to make me study and pass all the papers this semester. weekends, after works, and the support seperti makan pun kira support gak.. hehe. thanks beb..

siddik safian: the driver, the tension asorber, the punching bag, the listen to hafiz whamming and slamming. fetch me at UM and drove back to HPark to safety. he was the punching bag where my head n nerve disconnected on the last day before final exam..

nik sainuddin: thanks for the bed mate. kasi aku tido atas katil dia. dgn alasan i need the rest and comfort for studying and exams.

sarah ayuni: thanks for the "tupperware of CANDIES!!" hehe.

wawa, jasmina, jemme, eisha and ena: thanks for the support on IM, messages, and phone calls. meen alot to me.

the juniors: thanks for listening to my stupid jokes. some of them are CUTE! ahahha.

the biomed tutors: full of supports at exam hall for me. ps: thanks eisha for the tippsssssss.!

baby maroon: shes the best. the one who drives me around without any quarrels with me.

ONE more semester to go.

challo
salam
hmo

is it a lambo?? no! is it a lancer?? no! its a WAJA converrrrttttttttt...

assalamualaikum and hye..

gotta write this blog before i start exam. takut nnti sangat emoo and sangat stress, semua rasa nak hempap-hempap and baling-baling.

ingat lagi dahulu zaman stadi week when all the guys and girls are all together. masing2 tanggungjawab datang BP atau BT stadi sesama.

someone or somebody akan bawak bekal. roti, tuna, air mineral, and always the best part when mak2 mereka ini mengambil part memberi bekal kepada anak2 mereka seperti nasi beryani (haris), superb carbonara or olio (alinur), some home made curry (jasmina), and as usual, me ada laaa bawak sikit2... ahahha aku kuat makan. and as usual siddik?? ko bawak apa? muka seposen jeeee.

stadi kat BT adalah paling memorable. mcm2 kisah disitu. BT adalah seperti "port" biomed. BT 202-203 selalunya dikuasai oleh biomeds..

but we ended our final year study week at BP.. which is sux. but NOT when we "own" the room.. when more than 5 biomeds 05/06 come in a room, this happen "Veni Vidi Vici" which means (the I is convert to WE, suka hati aku laaa, blog aku) "WE came, WE saw, WE conquered" plus we have jasmina. budak lain (not biomeddss, kita bising takpee) bising siapppppp aaaaahhhhhh!. sia2 kena sound. i remember that moment.. hahha!


well pictures tell a thousand worrrdddssssss..

from the top left:" haris and ena (got the message??), abbad in happy mode, jasmina after puas hati wat notesssss, sid bila nampak lipas, alinur in kepuasan hati buli hafiz, mardiana "the petronas worker", balm with abbad and myself along with miss asus, and finally the one who graduates tinggal kan aku gi tiomann.. deeemmmmmmmm!!!!!!"
ps" the tioman thingy start with a hankyyyyyy!

well the tajuk tak kena ngan post today. maybe later citer.. gotta study.. take care peeps.

challo
salam
hmo