i think too much

2012-01-28T23:46:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

happy new year, happy chinese new year, gong xi fa cai.. angpow please. :)

its been a while tak mengupdate blog ini. walaupun aku tahu blog ini hanyala syok sendiri, but somehow ianya kadangkala blh melepaskan isi hati yang terbuku kat rectum neh.

hmm, i start my new year 2012 dgn langkah kiri. mgkn feng shui kat opis tak cukup baik, asyik bad mood and nak rasa gaduh je dgn budak baru. not an interesting story. dah basi. got a lots of advice yg sangat bernas.

btw, i have some pix to share. kalau nak tahu, sarah sayang dah balik mersing and muar. one shot lepak kampung gua. aku neh tak sampai2 kb. just lepak sekejap jeeee dulu. itu pun sempat laa jamah watermelon. :) rushing balik sbb nak kejar train. hehe

here are some pix that i took while sarah sayang is enjoying the windy wind at mersing.

mcm kat Chicago tak?? kahkahkaha

since nak kawen bulan 4 neh, mcm2 laa persiapan kena buat. luckily sarah adalah org yg bijak. dia telah menge"plan" urusan utk hidup bersama lebih awal, spt membeli mesin basuh, peti ais dsb. kalau ikut perangai aku, nak beli skali gus. mesti mampos kalau ikut idea aku. sbb tu aku kawen dgn seorg engineer. kalau tak, rumah pun tak nampak..

sarah sedang main Unblock Me *free edition*

apa dia buat pun aku tak pasti. tapi aku yakin ianya utk kebahagiaan di masa hadapan. haha

aku ada hobi baru. iaitu carting. agak mahal kosnya tapi ianya adalah bes. start main kat langkawi, so smpi skrang addicted. anyway, please dont play at Comma Motorsport, Cyberjaya. not worth it.

Luckily, i found a new place, Sepang International Kart Circuit. sgt puas hati. please go there if you want a quality time, track and cart. RM 40, ten minutes.

kepada kawan2 sekalian, ahlul basterds UM, bukan tak nak jemput, tapi lemme test it first. so tak laa membazir minyak, toll dan wang you all. OK? peace. btw, i need to test the cart at MAEPS. who wants to join?? please belanje aku. hahaha.

they have quality, well maintained cart, semua berkilat. tayar pun in good shape. the track is superb. track ikut sebijik mcm Sepang F1, but a little smaller. around 1.2km. puas hati nak over take slow driver mcm siddik. kazen aku aidan "susu dah pendek" and iman "kalor&dino" pun blh bawak cart lagi laju dari ko derrr..

here are some shots.

tolong jgn focus pada perut boroi saya. sekian.

ok, thats all. aku tak nak tulis bnyk2. thumb aku dah sakit. kalau sesiapa nak ajak carting, rajin2 laa call saya, tapi jgn tangan kosong ye. sila belanje saya skali. "owh keji aku neh"..

anyone knows anyone in Siemens?? please PM me. hehehe

salam
challo
hmo

ps: shit, less than 2 bulan je tinggal. fcuk..

monyet..

2011-12-23T00:02:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

skrang aku tak paham. semakin lama aku semakin meluat org yg letak status FB yg sangat monyet.

but still i cant stop reading it. at least dapat tgk perangai manusia mcm mana. kalau umur ko 12-19 tahun nak kecoh pasal new toys ko, aku paham la. dapat ps vita pun mgkn nak letak kat FB. status.

" I got new PS3", "got new headphones", or "what can i do with my new SII".

punya laa ramai org ada benda-benda mcm ni tak kecoh pun brader. bukan sekali ko post, 4-50 kali ko post kat FB. muak ko tahu.. muak.

cerita benda lain yg gampang hebat boleh? ko beli veyron ke. stakat headphone, ps3, handphone baru ko harga rm2000 sebijik, tak yah kecoh laa..

lagi satu, konon-konon letak terms hebat kat status pasal kerja. what do u expect? somebody to reply, "perghh. koooll sial keje ko??, gaji mesti riban kaan!!" duh..

itu belum cerita yg status poyo pasal politik, religion, newly wedssss. cerita yg newly weds lagi buat aku nak muntah.

cerita pasal anak pun satu hal. mcm ko sorang je ada anak. setiap jam update. btw, wtf aku masih ada frens dgn org mcm ni pun aku tak tahu.

mungkin sesekali best meng-annoy-kan diri sendiri dgn membaca status-status org lain.

merry Christmas everyone.

challo
salam
hmo

big pipe??

2011-11-29T23:39:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

talking about marriage, congrats to all my frens who got married a week or two ago, the following weeks and the following months.

congrats to one of my best fren, jessie.. im not sure if i cud attend ur wedding at sabah. the budget is tight dear. :(

i would love to talk more about jess here, but i prefer to make it private between sipping teh tarik at our mamak stall. some are kept to ourselves.

smile while we can, but its hard nowadays.

currently, i always remember my biomed hod, dr azuan. he always pat my back in bio-mechanics II class and said, "you can do it, no problem" (back then im fighting to graduate).

I still owe him lunch. i still cant make time for him while back then, he would listen to me even he have a minute or two before meetings..*sigh*

smile..
credit to the photographer, azim or alino?

fight while you can.

*if you have inquiries about the title, ask me, sarah, alino or kak mah. funny story. ;p

challo
salam
hmo

2011-11-28T21:08:00.002+08:00

asslamualaikum and hye..

i hate when i start to think stupid thoughts. i prefer when i was back at UM where my mind are more free compared to now.

aku benci bila aku mula susah hati. bila aku susah hati, sometimes my brain is not functioning properly. i always tot that im a care free person, but im human after all.

susah hati fail PDE pun aku blh terima lagi, sbb aku yakin satu hari aku akan pass jugak. or fail calculus pun. aku mampu senyum dan teruskan hidup pergi ke kelas setiap pagi.

but skrang nih, life itself is so different. kehidupan tertuju kepada satu arah. aku sentiasa lupa bahawa hidup tidak kekal, dan sentiasa berfikir yang bukan-bukan.

"Aku manusia lemah
Selalu terjatuh
Berbeda aku dari mu
Kau berdiri teguh

Aku serba tiada
Aku kekurangan
Dan bila kau tiba
Aku hilang dari kewujudan"

-yuna-

kadang kala, harus dengar lirik-lirik disebut dgn betul.

owh. jiwa kacau. aku tak suka keadaan begini..

challo
salam
hmo

conteng-conteng...

2011-11-23T22:53:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye...

takde benda baru nak cerita. just ada sedikit masa terluang, marilah menulis apa-apa yg perlu.

got some new toys. dgn nak kawen nye, bazir duit itu ini. chet. btw, happy birthday to my two close frens, alinur ayuni and sid dahtua.

bought a new game. Modern Warfare 3. splendid. but too short. im still in awe and the fact that my pc still manage to show some decent graphic for this game. waiting to play it on PS3 :).

bought my nerf. setiap kali masuk toys r us, any toy shop, mesti pegang2 kotak nerf. rasa mcm bangang lak. keje penat-penat, tak dapat yg diingini. so apa peduli with this month budget, angkat satu yg paling mahal, mari tembak botol-botol losyen mak aku.

boleh nana nak kibau? test shoot sudah. alinur nnti kita tembak rusa. tak pun tembak siddik je. dia kan slow sket. hehehe.

sapa maw main sila datang rumah. bawak battery sendiri. C ok. 6 biji. cant afford a paint ball gun, paint ball bullets or an airsoft which is totally banned. nerf jadi laa, buat tembak cicak. tapi cicak mcm paham je. takde pulak yg keluar merayap. chessssss!

do u see what i see??

also bought a new watch. a watch that i can use for site.. lasak sket. a casio. it has a compass, thermo and world time. the rest are casio standard functions. mula2 nak pesan kat alinur kat UK, or kat adik ena eno, but just bought it here. tawar menawar ngan amoi kedai jam. nyesal tak jack lebeh2..

bertahun-tahun tak pakai casio. the last time i wore a casio, was back in form 2. after that i was swatch craze just becoz thats is the only watch that i could afford with a chrono function.

funny things is, some of my fren start using expensive chrono watches, but tak reti pakai. mcm mana nak kira speed kereta pakai jam sendiri pun tak reti. duhh..

made in jepang

my ex manager got married. FINALLY. buat kat double tree at intermark. gile. aku hidup 4 kali pun tak mampu lagi. mgkn yg kelima mampu kot.

teh and frenss

the engineer and the manager.

to wawa, congrats. xde gmbr yg di ambil kat puspanita, nnti gua kena pow alinur gambar-gambar dari olympus pen nyeeee.

skrang gua dah panic. satu benda kawen tak setel. yg dah setel honeymoon plan je. padahal itu je yg paling penting bukan?? :p

kinda like my job back. requested a new laptop. kalau dapat, mmg kena stay laa dulu. takkan dapat nak cabut?? hehe.

challo
salam
hmo

when reading makes u happy...

2011-11-08T20:32:00.007+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye...

i love to read biographies, but my passion on reading started by reading fiction.

few years back, as far as i could remember, the early stages at UM, i read a book titled "Made in Japan" by Akio Morita. for me it was so refreshing, stories about failure, commitment and success, and since then, i got stuck with biographies / non fiction.

this year i have 3 new collections of biographies. all of them are about great people and their exciting journey on life.

the first book is "first man". its about neil armstrong. the first man on the moon. a gift from sarah sayang which i got it by surprise. it almost slip thru my hands, but she finally got it for me.

just starting to read a few pages.. thanks sayang. :) love it verrry beryyy much!!

"first man"
a gift from sayang becoz of good behavior. hehe

the second book came all away from UK. a gift from my great fren alinur. the story was, i found the book about 7 years ago when still working at MPH. becoz of money constraint, i have to let it go and decided to purchase when my wallet are getting better.

months passed, and the book was not on the shelve anymore. to make it worst, i forgot the title. since alinur was on a trip to UK, i decide to ask alinur to find me a book anything about Yuri Gagarin, and guess what???????????????

she found the book that i didnt bought years back then.

when i saw the cover page on her mms, i was like. "FUCK! u found the book! the only thing i remember was the picture of Yuri on the cover page with the label CCCP on it.

btw, finish reading it.. sad sad story...(even that u know how it ends, but reading a biography adds an extra emotion ending) :(

"Starman"
comrade Gagarin, found you finally...

the last book, i bought it myself plus with an extra sedekah from sarah sayang. hehehe. furthermore, it was written by walter isaacson. he wrote a biography on albert einstein, which i have posted earlier.

"steve jobs"
cost me rm 99.90 but got a 30% discount from borders. YEAY!

books that need my most attention. cuti ada extra 11 days. may i use it for reading??

small collection above my head.

beside getting the book, chocs, and a spitfire pin badge from alinur, i got a great poster from her. its super cool, that i decide to buy a frame for it and hang it on my wall. PERFECT!

please recognize your friend and foe.

side by side with the chelsea poster!!

thanks to sarah sayang and alinur for the great books that you had bought for me. REALLY appreciated it.

what i learn is, if u saw a book you like, just take it. either u read it or not, its a different story, bcoz once u leave it on the shelf, it might be the last time u will be holding it.

who???

2011-10-28T23:35:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye...

today my office named a new GM. dont care about the new GM.

today also, they named a new engineer which will be working with me. i think i WILL be working under him.

i dont like how the interim GM introduce the new engineer to all the staff.

feels like he is "mocking" me. so fuck you.

"he has a degree in EE and master in HR". why do you have a master in HR asked the interim GM, he answered, " i KNOW everything in engineering, no need a master on it".. and this happen in the interview.

this guy just remind me of someone who i really hate, and i havent even met him yet.

dalam interview dah angkuh macam ni. so i will give u hell if u suck big time mister.

i feel verrryyyyyyy appreciated, thanks to atok, u just make me want to leave faster than ever.

"work efficiently during office hours and leave on time. give the required time to your family, friends and have proper rest" bryan dyson -ex ceo of coca cola-

challo
salam
hmo

ps: cant wait for my "starman" book from alino. it came as far from UK. btw, i still have my "firstman" with me.

talk about these later. both are great books and great people.

fix you..

2011-10-04T00:29:00.005+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

just woke up. so tried. sepatutnya jumpa sarah sayang today, but my body just wont let me out of bed.

tetiba stress, penat dan letih. bangun tgk tv, layan series "life after humans" sgt depressing. dah la lately i kept on having bad dreams.

i not sure what are my problems. getting all worked up perhaps. jiwa kacau.

i miss studying so much, that i realize i went to calculus class which starts at 8.00 am more diligently compared when i start working. 98% im never late for calculus even thou i failed the paper 5 times.

nowadays, nak bgn kerja pun malas. maybe i juiced up all my energy while studying perhaps? but like siddik told me, "baru keje 2-3 tahun dah tak larat, mcm mana org yg keje 30 tahun, patutlaa duduk lama kat kedai kopi".. :)

im worried about myself. i can feel i have a lot of hate inside me. dulu, tak pernah kisah pun, maybe now baru nak tgk dunia. semua ada je tak kena.

suddenly i miss tok yam..

tok yamm

"When You Try Your Best, But You Don't Succeed
When You Get What You Want, But Not What You Need
When You Feel So Tired, But You Can't Sleep
Stuck In Reverse"

-fix you, coldplay-

challo
salam
hmo

pissedddddddddd..

2011-09-30T22:11:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

J.F.K once said, "Ask not, what your country can do for you. Ask what, you can do for your country."

when i start working, i was " sacrifice for work, one day you will be rewarded".. sbb semangat muda dan waja yg membara.. calculus lima kali katakan..

but now, " you HAVE to do your work becoz no one in the office knows how.."

im not complaining..

i miss my old colleagues. they have a pool table in the middle of the fcuking office, and plasma+astro is coming. FISH! mangg....

salam
challo
hmo

raya..

2011-08-18T23:08:00.005+08:00

assalaamualaikum and hye..

selamat hari raya aidilfitri. sorry for everything. kalau ada salah silap, mintak maap. nnti raya jemput datang ke rumah. next year + next year blh raya kat rumah baru at nilai. itu pun kalau sempat. boleh buat raya bbq. kawan2 bawak makanan. sid and abbad tukang bakar. aku n sarah layan tetamu shja. ;)

as i told sarah sayang and few of my frens, this ramadhan im not to happy. i usually look forward for ramadhan every year, but 2011 seems too gloomy. maybe it is caused by few factors. Nik Sai is no more in KL, starting of ramadhan my manager leaves the company, work is no more fun, nak terawih takde kawan (since nik is no more), and all day long aku rasa sayu je. even sid dah habis idea nak buat aku gelak.

life must go on. sometimes aku rasa juga stress hidup mcm ni. everyday bangun kerja you feel unhappy. dulu bgn tido siap siol2 seronok pergi kerja. skrang? nak usha soccernet and fs kat office pun tak sempat.

at least next year aku nak kawen dah. baru perasan aku ramai tertinggal list kawan2 yg sepatutnya di jemput. arrghh. list tak complete lagi. card tak siap. baju kain tak beli lagi. mana nana aku nih.. hilang jee. hehe

this raya, as usual, my baju raya is recycled. i loved old shirts, becoz it looks seasoned, plus i dont feel guilty buying new baju melayu which i will only wore once a year. kalau aku nih kerja gomen, boleh laa tayang baju melayu setiap hari jumaat. macho laa jugak kan. ini takkan aku nak pergi site pakai baju melayu. tak pasal pak indon, bangla, and nepal gelakkan aku smpi guling kat tanah. hoho

tapi sarah sayang cakap, next year baju melayu cik na dah belikan kain. YEAY! sepasang next year!! hhihihihi. semangat!

this year gua tak beli baju, no jeans as usual, no teess, kemeja, boxer what ever la. just one pair of new nike shoes, bought by sarah laaa. hehehe. bergaya laa gua tahun neh. rasa mcm kanak kanak riang super ring.

cool huh?

mcm2 aku nak cerita, tapi semua cerita dalam botol. tak seronok cerita di blog. lagi seronok cerita sambil TT session at pelita.

Selamat hari raya rakan2. selamat hari raya sarah sayang. love u.

and this vid is for you.. huggs!!

salam
challo
hmo

activitiesss..

2011-08-11T23:54:00.008+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye...

selamat berpuasa, berbuka, dan berterawih.. in a few weeks, selamat hari raya. aku mcm biasa, tak buat baju raya. haha. macam tahun-tahun yg lepas. not interested. harap-harap nnti sarah akan paksa aku buat baju raya next year supaya aku tak la nampak outdated sangat.

kalau baju raya blh buat pergi keje, pergi site, pergi meeting dan juga berjalan-jalan di site-site yg ada shopping mall takpe gak. every year aku buat 10 helai. but aku suka awek pakai baju kurung / kebaya / etc bila buat jalan-jalan. nampak hot and sexy.. kalau sarah sayang pakai, lagi leleh gua..

tak bnyk benda yg berjaya aku buat this past few weeks. lagi-lagi bila ofis kelam kabut, sana sini resign, aku dah rasa mcm kat opis JKKP, semua org letak jawatan sbb tak suka pengerusi baru. cibai. lagi best Teh, si manager gua pun john hancock kan surat resignation. so, kesimpulannya aku keje mcm tikos mondok lari sana sini.

sape je yg tak tengok malaysia vs singapore. gua siap pergi stadium dgn tunang lagi. eceh.. tunang siottt.. tren mcm sardin campur tuna, stadium lak dah mcm apa aku tak tahu nak cerita. pekak jugak la telinga kena air horn 90 menet.

hafiz sarah combo pix!!

bukit jalil!!

few days back, aku ajak dak2 buka kat rumah. sayangnye aku lupa nak snap gmbr. sarah sayang aka tunang gua (heheheh), sid, abbad, nana, and piee. mak masak, adik buat kuih, yg lain tukang beli makanan kat param and makan sahaja.

yesterday pulak 7-8-2011 kumpul budak-budak UM makan kat wendys. if im not mistaken, kita org tak pernah miss buka bersama-sama since UM years. just ahli-ahlinye sahaja berbeza. mungkin bertambah, berkurang, ada juga tak dapat datang sbb kerja, tiada di KL, atau mmg dah kena pulau. hahhahha

9 org je tahun neh.

congrats to qish and wawa sbb dah nak kawen. qish is next month and if not mistaken si wawa on november. congrats girls. hehe

aku taw citer tunang aku dah basi, but aku saje je nak letak gmbr ni sbb aku rasa sangat best. hehe

gelak sampai puas. love u sayang.. huggs..

take care.
love u sayang!

challo
salam
hmo

finally..

2011-07-11T02:03:00.014+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

As i promised, aku nak tulis about my pertunangan with sarah. the day was 21-may-2011, why the date? it shud be 11-june-2011 which happens to be on my birthday, but my cuzen got married that day, so we decided to do on the 21st.

Its a well planned day. with all the gifts have been prepared 1-2 months before, and even to the parking issue is carefully diagnose and rectified so that non of my family members rasa susah payah becoz of me.

Almost 50 person came from my rombongan to rumah sarah. 99% are family. they came all the way from Johore but most of them are from KL.

Cik Hamid, my beloved uncle lead the party, and as usual, he was calm as a doctor in an operation room. now i know he have some sense of humor, very loving and caring person.

Well, most of my families are. my parents, sisters, my uncles, aunties, cuzens, anak buah, semua best-best. bagi full support. YEAH!!

Also thanks to my right man people. Siddik aka future best man, alino aka right girl, abbad aka lieutenant, and nik sai as my spy the photographer. their role are not as a guest but as a "staff" recruited from me. hehe.. thanks guyss.

Everything was well planned. i am responsible for the logistic which included transportation, parking and traveling. even these four frens of mine have been briefed the day before (siap upah dinner pelitaaa), excluding abbad which i had to explain on the day.

All of them are given a "brief note" for them to study so that nothing will go wrong under my watch.. hahaha.. since i cant upload the booklet, here are the images..

I was glad that the weather was fine, the food was great, the ambiance was good, and furthermore the crowd was magnificent. macam pergi majlis nikah pulak. i cant imagine bila nikah nnti maw dekat 100 org turun kott.. perrghh..

Here are some pics before and after. since there are a lots of them, aku pun malas nak buat album kat facebook, kalau jumpa aku, rajin2 la tanya, nnti aku bukak lappy kita gelak sesama. hahaha.

I think thats was about it. the merisik was held a few month back, before my engagement. so now, i will just have to wait for the big day.

Sorry for those who i havent told about my engagement. not because hiding the facts, but becoz a few reasons.

Just wait for the cards, hopefully by next year. and to my 4 frens, next year most probably you will not be my guest, but as usual, the ones who will be running the show.

For your information, a lot of people was amaze how we handle the situation, and siap kena recruit lagi for another event, but my frens are special that i have to say no unless nothing could be done.

To nik sai, thanks for the pix. takde gambor ko pun dalam nih. haha. harap2 ko blh hadir next year ok!

Sid, thanks for being the supir angkat bunga kat PS, tolong kemas rumah, jadi drebar, and being the pre-best man job.

Alino, thanks for the support and helping around the house.

Abbad, sorry susahkan ko, kena tinggal tepi jalan and jadi lieutenant aku jaga traffic and the convoy. sora dia je kat walkie.. hehehe. btw bro, keta baru lu jadi kereta pengantin gua boleh??

And to my families, sisters, brothers, thanks alot. coming year yaaaa!!

Sarah ayuni, huggs. love u so much..

challo
salam
hmo

earn it..

2011-07-07T00:36:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

i knew that people come in different shape and sizes. they come in different life style and different childhood.

no one is perfect. but i knew a LOTS of people tried to be perfect and being accepted as an equal. so for me, trying to be perfect is normal. not a sin.

but sometimes i hate people who thinks that they are a prince or princess where we should lay a red carpet and treat them like royalty. and further more, this kind of people are widely accepted in the society just because they came from the sky. i wish i could shoot them before "they" could even touch the ground.

i knew myself as hafiz. maybe i cant accept some people. i could hate them, like them, but people never cause me a problem. i can just push them away. but sometimes, they do get around my nerve.

but for me, respect is something to be earned. not just standing still, and expecting a blowjob from someone.

i knew lots of people might have a problem with me, i'm not that kind or nice. i was rejected by nik sai in our early days of frenship, and i was also being left out by some people in my studying days. but those are the past. i start to forget about it, and make it as a joke sometimes.

but still, i tried to be as neutral as possible. stay in the middle. and keep the problems to myself.

it is great to have someone by your side. for those who don't know, i'm engaged to sarah ayuni. i will make a post on it later.

here are a few pix, more will come later.

hafiz & sarah.

brotherly love & sarah xkasi i balik.

the ceremony.

wait for the merisik and pertunangan post. hehe

challo
salam
hmo

counting the days..

2011-06-26T23:40:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

hello there! dah lama sangat nak update blog ni. bukan busy, but no ideas..

congrats to Nik "Sai", yg dapat keje gomen. taniah. ramai yang doakan ko utk berjaya. at least puas aku cakap kat ko "ko ni bukan stress, tapi malas!" biar cair telinga ko sket.

there a lot of story i wanna tell, but it will need a few hours of typing, which i dont have right know. maybe later. ena and arina dah bising-bising. maybe later i will story in this blog. or perhaps better, lepak starbuka, aku citer korang blaje aku java chip. ok? heheh

few weeks ago, aku pergi KB. naik tren lagi. nice experience. 12 hour man! tapi takpe. keje tido je.

bunk bed for first class.

the ride was cozy. tapi jgn laa harapkan bes mcm Orient Express, Trans-Siberian Express or Hogwarts Express. but nice enough for u too rest, and tak payah drive for 8 hours to KB.

breakfast keropok sudah.

Congrats to my cuzie Mek Na, dont forget to come mine later ok? hehehe.

anyway, my sis have started a cheese tart business, if u guy/gals interested gimmie a call at
0176709887.

i will be back soon with more stories. im back addicted to COH: Tales of Valor. Trying to annihilate the British are fucking hard. kalau citer, takkan habis. Howitzer dia je dah pening nak cari. heheh.

ok la. love u. btw, tolong jaga kesihatan.

salam
challo
hmo

title not included..

2011-04-17T19:58:00.010+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

days are counting. and it is getting shorter. a few things must get done initially, lots of sacrifice, argument and discussions are held. but its for the better life. hehe

today, one of my best buddy, Jeneral "jack" haniff will be posted to sandakan. semua dia kena tinggal, family, wife, baby and frens. but for a better future, why not? Sarah pun ada plan nak tinggalkan aku utk beberapa tahun kalau dia dapat kerja kat overseas.. walaweh.. hahah

its been a while i having been typing here. work is no more hectic compared for the past last 7 months, but somehow fatigue is "stuck" on my body. dia tak maw lari. bangun la pukul 5 petang sekali pun, still dia tetap ada.

rasa nak pergi air terjun sambil bbq.. Lino and sid, please do something. hahah

work is work. i prefer studying calculus. yes i repeat that paper for FIVE times. but its so enjoyable to go to class, have breakfast and walk to engineering auditorium. masa final year, aku selalu berkata pada diri sendiri, " i will miss this moment.. i will miss this moment" and i did. i really miss it.

even thou if i continue my master, i wont get the enjoyable sense of being a student. no frens, no huu haa, no rascal time. i really miss the life in 12th college, the tumpang and lepak session at HPark, the stress and the cuak of exam and the result, the minum2 time and mengata lecturers.

my table..

im so proud being a product of UM, even my mug ada cop UM. kalau ada org kat opis pakai, ada laa yang tak sedar diri tu. nak pakai mug starbucks, tak mampu beli, at least UM mug pun macho wat. hahaha.

table of a messed up engineer

kat meja gua pix convo. siap yg ada banner tuh.. once my manager ask me, "sapa buat banner utk u ni?" i answered, "MY FRENSS LAAAA!!"

muka dia terkejut. maybe dia tengah pikir, what do i deserve to have a banner on my graduation day.. well, thnx to my frens who are vital in my success.

and as usual, i have a great gf. mmg tak habis make me smile all day long and also have the capability of throwing me a a-bomb just to make my life crazy. heheh. love u baby!

apa ntah benda atas kepala dia..

yesterday, sid, lino and me have our lepaking time. this time as usual at our port pelita bangsar. macam biasa, dapat pow alino. hehe. and plus cuci mata awek2 hot and sexayyyy.. pheweittt. hehe

and also we have some crazzy time at UM. taking pix at UM2011. a routine for us. we havent miss it since 2005.

sid and lino with their trademark "ola!!"

as usual, im always normal, dua ekor tu?
korang tanya la sendiri. senget. haha

anyways, hope u all have a great weekend.. me, i could say yes coz sid and i played pes2011 until 5am, and the next day i got to watch F1 shanghai at tv!. heheh.

hate mondays. hate work. love the pay.

challo
salam
hmo

met the dino..

2011-03-15T00:00:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

esok, aku MC! yeay! 10 months, baru skali MC. rasa best pulak. MC means im not well. ada laa batuk, sesema, kahak biru, pening lalat, bloody nose (selalu sangat usha awek hot kat site), etc etc..

tapi sebenarnya i got in a small accident in the office. banyak2 tempat kat opis kena. punya laa hazardous kat site, scaffolding sana sini, lubang besar gajah depan mata, kat opis gak aku cedera. hahaha. basically just a cut. but deep enough untuk mengeluarkan peluh2 jantan aku. ahahhah!

sambil tuh, mcm biasa laa, hentak2 kaki tahan sakit. dah habis control.. padahal nak jerit rasanya. nasib baik nana ada hantar klenek. kalau takde?? tapi ramai je kat opis tuh blh tolong.

boss besar blh lak bahankan aku. masuk2 opis blh lagi tanya, "show me ur five" hotakss.. aku sakit2 suruh show me my five pastu bantai gelak.. chisss.. mgkn dia dah accident lagi parah dari aku, stakat jari rabak kena stainless steel umpama paper cut jeee...

ooohh ibu jari kuu.. gedik ahh. haha

anyway, in the near future, i will get a few new "kazens". well semua nih gile soft toys. tapi yg kelakar is when they make funny remarks and actions. i will never have enuf of them. lawak mcm nak mampos.

meet the dinosssss..

meet kalor and dino tompok2.

which both of them owned by this girl:

meet iman. bukan yg kuning tuuuu.. harharharhar

btw, i bought a new keybod bebeh!! wireless lagi. org dah pakai telekinetic type kat screen aku baru nak merasa wireless keybot! blh laa pakai smpi 4-5 kali raya baru hancur.

aku rasa keybot yg lama rosak pun bukan sbb wear and tear, tapi mesti rosak sbb penuh ngan makanan dalam tuh. aku suka makan depan PC. lipas pun mesti ada.. errghh.

btw, my pain killer is not working. i should have "muffins".. hanya sid, lino, and sarah saja taw kesah morfin ----> muffin ini..

nnti kalau nak taw ingatkan aku supaya aku blh bercerita mengenai satu hari nntii..

dahh.. dahh.. gf aku dah bising suruh tido kat YM.. thumb aku pun dah berdenyut..

challo
salam
hmo

crash to singapore..

2011-03-06T20:32:00.009+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

i left malaysia for a week and went for training in singapore, and guess what, its miserable. either i just hate the country or perhaps im homesick.

gedik ok, seminggu pun homesick..

singapore is not THAT bad.. the weather is always nice, tak panas sangat, redup je, brezzy some more. padahal singapore nih sebelah malaysia je. aku rasa dorang ada shield kat atas tuh.. kalau panas sangat dorang tutup laa separuh, biar cloudy je.. gile sophisticated. harharharhar..

the public transport is first class.. taxi sentiasa ada, and there will be no touting. naik terus dorang tekan meter. tapi dorang bawak taxi mcm puki haram laa. sedia mati je la. MRT and LRT pun cekap. macam kat metro or underground. tak kena matahari pun nak transit to another line. itu bezanya kalau pemimpin negara ada degree/mba/phd from the best university in the world. dorang dah pikir siap-siap.

makan satu hal, but logic what, they cater more for the non-muslim, but bnyk juga kedai yg halal. most of their fast food dorang boleh lantak. bayar jelaa.. somehow aku lagi yakin pada logo halal MUIS (majlis ugama islam singapore) compared to jais/jawi/jawa/whatever laa dari malaysia.. why?? sbb singapore sangat tahi strict and aku rasa dorang takkan nak main2 nak letak babi kat kedai halal.

well, here are some pix, kalau ada yg "tertarik ko memang the bomb" pergi la melawat singapore. jgn bawak segala jenis dadah sbb kompem gantung and kalau gempak try bawak M4 colt, maanaaa taw lepas kastam dorang. hahaha..

the first day of the hell week (hell sbb training)

itu aku depan airasia. as usual, aku rasa pilot dorang buduh atau mmg takde skill ke hapa, landing kapal terbang kat tarmac mcm hempas batu ke tanah. aku rasa space shuttle bila land tu pun lagi smooth considering it is a "brick" when re-entry.

aku pose depan nike singapore sbb, org gi singapore amik depan LV laaa, coach laa, cibai apa lagi, so nih kira menganjing laa. nike sudah. kecoh. haha

clarke quay yaa amoiii

guess what?? jemmy lepak singapore! dia ada interview with SIA, so i offered to stay with me. hhahaha! seronok ok ada kawan.. hhaha. so after makan sup kambing with my kazen at somewhere we dont know, aku ngan jemmy merayau yamseng kat clarke quay. asal laa sg kelang kat lebuh ampang tuh tak buat macam ni??

still kat ntah mana2..

so went to clark quay, usha hooters,, but hampa. haih.. hampa lagi.. nak cerita pun tak selera. nnti aku nak gi yang US nye. tgk hooters dorang mcm mana. then lepak2 at TCC, jemmy blanjeee. hahaha!

NGC and Link Hotel

NGC is one of my favorite tv channel, and i was shock to find out there is a store selling NGC merchandise!!!!!! fucking cool man.. itu crest dia. it is embedded on the floor. i bought a NGC mug for sovie.. kalau aku ada S$1000, mcm2 aku angkut. go visit harbour front / vivo if u guys are interested.

the hotel im staying pulak turns out the home base for chelsea fan at singapore. mmg leleh laaa otak jemmy kena nganjing that nite. muhahahahhahah!

the savvy traveler

leaving.. on the jet plane.. dunno when i will be back again to singapore..... challo!! padahal gambar tuh still at vivo. haha.

orait.. thats all for my trip.. jap lagi aku nak gi london. tgk laa plane aku yg tunggu kat tarmac tuh. BA ok..

credit to jemmy or his lumix perhaps??

challo
salam
hmo

back to the past..

2011-02-26T23:48:00.009+08:00

assalamualaikum and hyee..

semua taw, nana dah kawen. aku tak simpat2 buat post pasal kisah tuh pun.. i never thought that my sister will get married one day, but in the end, kawen juga..

well the day was nice. tak hujan, buat kat masjid wilayah, makan pun sedap, tapi kaki aku laa lemau. termasuk sarah skali. marble and bare footed run here and there make u die faster. hahah.

here are some pix..

black and white babbyy!!

gmbr jiran aku, kazens aku, kawan aku, but look at the 4th pix, hot sister frens!!

ayah aku sedang fikir.. "hafiz siap laa lepas ni..."

yg sid tuh aku tak paham.. perangai dia semakin pelik sejak
kebelakangan ini..

aku sedang pegang kusi, aku sedang bergamelan,
aku sedang jd bodigat tok yam, and aku sedang ushering
tok yamm. semua aku.. hahaha

sarah&me..

di sekitar majlis..

anyone getting married?
need assistants?
need wedding planner?
need a backup photographer?
need a part time usherer? (i create the word..)
or u just want me? can also maaaa.. ahahahhah
you know who to call..

challo
salam
hmo

sesema..

2011-02-15T18:45:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

aku paling benci bila sesema aku tak hilang2. bila sesema aku datang, mula pening, rimas, tak selesa, panas dan rasa lagi rela kena penyek ngan steamroller ataupun kena hentak ngan jengkaut. pastu blh spawn balik. ingat neh game ke bleh spawn-spawn??

last week jumpa laa kawan2 lama kat uptown. tak ramai, hanya 9 org je. tapi xpe. bg aku perjumpaan mcm nih sangat penting sbb ianya blh mengeratkan salur darah antara rakan-rakan yg telah lama tak jumpa.

selain itu, blh juga kutuk-kutuk and menganjing kawan-kawan yg tiada di meja jamuan atau pun kawan-kawan yg berada di atas meja tuh. tapi semuanya sebab turunnye jannah dari utara, so semua pun turun skali.

tapi yg kelakarnya, jannah bukan laa seorg yg bnyk cakap, aku lak yg lebey-lebey hentak2 meja gelak dengar cerita org lain. hahah.

anyway, my relationship with sarah sayang is already entering 6 years. SIX years mang.... rasa dah couple dari djaman paleolitik hinggalah ke zaman plutonium. lama beb.. hehe. anyway sayang, happy anniversary! this year no gift yaaa. hahaha

kadang kala bes jugak kapel lama2 nih, sbb selain u totally understand ur partner, u have the upper hand. so kalau nnti kawen tahu laa what to expect kan. dia suka kentot ke, dia suka makan ke, dia suka mencarut ke, atau dia suka tido je tak nak keje.. gile pe? nak makan apa nnti kalau tido je? aku eeiiiiiiiiiii kannnnnggg.. (mcm ciri-ciri aku jek.. hahaha)

anyway, since its my 6 anniversary with sarah and Vdays, i just wanna wish that we both will be happy ever after.. mcm citer cinderella..

haihh.. mcm mana laa aku tak bantai gelak kalau ada gf mcm nih...

hate working tomorrow..

challo
salam
hmo

laptop..

2011-02-09T18:52:00.011+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

tak semua org yg lucky, bila start bekerja terus dapat laptop. sbb aku cakap lucky? selain ko KENA buat kerja yang melibatkan komputer, you can use the laptop for personal use such as log in to facebook. hehe

since aku bekerja, aku selalu memperhatikan laptop kompeni-kompeni lain, and i always do my own assumption. bak kata Dr. Azuan,

"an engineer must make an assumption, so you will know how to proceed next"..

so when im at site, i met a lot of people who came from various companies. and when they need to use the laptop, dorang akan keluarkan laptop masing-masing utk membuat kerja seperti, chek floor plans, technical manuals or even urgent emails. so this is how i see the "brand" of a laptop and what it represent from its company.

(kalau baca terasa, sila terasa. i have no intention of mengutuk. ini adalah pendapat aku dan tiada rujukan dibuat. i just dont care. hahah)

1. Apple (Macs)

Macbook Air lagi chaaa..

kalau kompeni yg supply this lappy to its staff bg pendapat aku mmg mantap aah. bukan senang sebuah kompeni nak supply Macs to their staff, ini kompeni yg dewa taiko nye.

dah laa Mac, for a software to integrate with Mac pun satu issue. so bg aku, a company yg supply Macs for fun and for pleasure to its staff is one big deal man.. stylo plus cool. tak kisah laa yg dapat Mac tuh reti pakai ke tak, but sebut nama kompeni je mesti dalam hati.. OOOoooooOOoo..

2. IBM

the X seriess derr...

IBM man.. nama pun international business machine. even thou dah kena beli dgn lenovo, but its an IBM! the name for me pun dah cukup classy, yg pakai mesti lagi professional, and the X-series.. walawehhh..

its distinctive red button for finger control bg aku pun dah cukup cool, apatah lagi kalau ada mamat buka je IBM, dia sedang usha technical wiring of and Pratt&Whitney engine. cool ok machaaaaa!

3. Fujitsu

fuujitssuuuk..

I never seen any technical personnel yg pakai fujitsu lagi. but most of them yg aku nampak pakai sama ada u are in sales or admin personnel. for me its the middle range high class laptop becoz its quite rare for a company to supply fujitsu to its staff, but its still has it own class for sales and admin team.

4. Alienware

the ufo has landed..

wallawehh??? ada ke kompeni supply alienware kat staff dia???? aku rasa org yg buat game, kerja nye test game, kerja maki game lain atau just nak main game jeeeee.

ini bukan stakat game tetris atau bejeweled je yg dia install ini yg stock main black ops semua high end graphics dia ON kan.. cibai..

tapi mesti stock serabai je yg pegang alienware sbb asyik main game smpi lupa nak mandi and berak..

5. Dell

dell or hell man...

ok.. Dell? nak citer lagi? semua kompeni mampu bg staff dia pakai dell. XPS pun blh lagi bg kt staff yg dikatakan rajin bekerja and perlukan some ass power for their work..

but for me, ooo.. OK. dell. hmm. orait.. dell.. hmmm.. ok.. tuh je.

6. HP

hollypakart..

well, im using HP.. bg aku? haiya.. campak longkang. i prefer dell 100 times. hahha. why?? the design is fucking stupid and so uncool. the touchpad? how the fuck engineer HP design touchpad mcm nih pun aku tak paham.

kalau nak tahu kenapa im so pissed off? please use my touchpad untuk membuat kerja tanpa menggunakan mouse. aku tak nak cakap bnyk. karang takde lappy nih mampos aku nak wat kerja.

7. Panasonic Toughbook

baling laa aku.. aku takkan rosak nyeee..

panasonic toughbook wehh!!!! u must be a fucking marine to cool enough to use this man! agaknya ofr NTSB pun pakai benda nih kot, mana la tahu kapal terbang dia terhempas, and this toughbook masih boleh ON and data-data yg dia kumpul sebelum nih masih balik pakai..

macho and sexy tahap dewa ok. aku rasa kompeni USArmy je kot supply kat PFC-PFC dorang pakai kat battlefield! hahahahh!

well, just be thankful that we have one lappy to use. kalau takde mesti susah nak buat kerja atau main facebook kan.. so, jagalah ia sbb ianya harta kompeni.......

challo
salam
hmo

aku pun tak paham..

2011-01-29T00:08:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye.

happy chinese new year. gong xi fa cai. happy tahun arnab loncat-loncat comeli. i have a lot of chinese friends. wishing them a happy 2011 year.

last friday, aku solat jumaat kat polytech shah alam. since i worked at glenmarie, baru 2 kali aku dapat singgah solat kat situ. when aku pergi situ, pelbagai nostalgia bermain dalam kepala aku . 3 of my love life came from there.

a lot have changed. siap ada jabatan maintenance kapal terbang lagi. UM pun tarak. aerospace? hmmm kalau PDE pun berak cair, apa ntah idea UM of their subject for aerospace courses. mgkn tempat lain boleh la terima seadanya. tapi aku rasa UM takkan senang lenang bg 5 course wajib maths. maw semua PDE setiap sem. hahha.

empat anak dara dan sebuah tong sampah.

masa aku nak balik, sempat aku snap gmbr ni. it remind me back days, there is a chance that one of these girl adalah pilihan hati aku. hahah. who knows huh? but i can see the spirit of PSA dah takde. back days, jaket merah sentiasa kita org pakai. tak kisah laa panas ke, baju kurung ke, pagoda ke, jaket merah tetap ada. skrang dah biru. sungguh pro gov..

kadang-kala hati aku neh sangat busuk.. sometimes aku ada terpikir kalau aku mampu beli evo10 which would cost me RM300K (keta yg nak dibeli oleh haris) aku nak park keta aku sblh mamat wira evo.. sometimes they just annoyed me to the rectum.. pastu kalau nak balik ke kereta, aku nak balik sesama. just wanna make a point that, derrrrr this is evoooooo. not those..

keji pulak aku rasa. itu sebab aku rasa kadangkala jiwa aku celaru. sakit hati tetiba, stress with all the burden in one deuter bag (sid & nik bg pressie konvo). dulu berangan gak nak pakai beg kulit samsonite pegang kat tangan pakai tie and coat, but i just know that, in the moment its either my company polo tee, jeans, sneaker and my durable deuter 3o liter bag. my boss said, u ada beg doraemon.

sometimes aku pun rasa annoyed by the wrong usage of words. most commonly is "ROGER". i known this word since aku ketagih tgk citer world war back school days lagi. but its such a trend that people thinks "roger" is a word for inform me or call me.

all my life i understood it as "OK/i got it/understood/yes". but now, all i get from text or verbal from people are, "jgn lupa roger aku" or "nnti-nnti roger la kalau nak jumpa".. i dont get it.. aku ada kawan yg polis pun salah pakai ayat nih. which makes me more tak paham. aku yang tak paham atau dia tak paham.

if i misunderstood the word, ada kat kamus dewan/Britannica/encyclopaedia/dwi-bahasa atau apa sahaja, do inform me. maybe aku pun baru kuar dari gua, tak tahu ayat "ROGER" itself dah berkembang maju dan bnyk maksudnya.

anyway, kelmarin aku ke pavilion. my office has given the green light to attend all the problems at pavilion. in one case, after a walk with one of the security officer, we were stopped by a japanese tourist. she was somehow lost in translation. eceh.. mcm tajuk cerita pulak..

explain punya explain, she wants to go back to her hotel, the Marriott. i offered to walk with her, after reaching the road across Marriott, i show with my hand explaining there it was. she bowed so many times with full of respect plus dengan muka yg penuh kekesalan menyusahkan aku sbb mgkn tahu aku sedang bekerja dengan screwdriver kat pocket and all.

so i bowed back. that was the first time i bowed to a japanese... ur welcome.. ur welcome..

but to the french, lu nak mintak tolong kat gua, sila pergi mampos. tak dilayan. lu sesat laa satu KL, aku tak kesian langsung. hahhahah. (still emo with the Parisians.)

happy hols.

aku nak tido tak nak bangun.. nekmat dunia.. wait.. selain tido, berak pun bes. hahahha

challo
salam
hmo

lancer beb..

2011-01-20T22:24:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

dua hari lepas, i just dont have time for myself. lunch will be gula-gula yg ada dalam kereta. that is all time would provide me to do. im not a CEO or CKF, but that is the real life im facing right now.

i have to face some hardcore client who is such a pain in the ass, crazy site problems, and some bad-ass operations manager. semua psiko. the only person who is giving me problem in UM is codename "ruby". even thou dia tak jerit-jerit or maki-maki, but her words is good enough to make your heart ripped slowly by butcher knife. sadis..

few days back, after a site visit, i have a time frame for lunch. pusing2 laa kat hartamas tuh, but there is no parking available. hungry, hot weather, and headache decide me to skip lunch again and head back to the office.

on the way back, i remember ada gerai laksa depan EON berhad. just nearby my office. i park my car, and ordered laksa and sirap aisssss....

so aku duduk kat kerusi, tunggu laksa aku siap, dua mamat hensem tanya aku,

mamat 1: "bang meja kosong?"

me: " yeah.. duduk laa.."

and an interesting conversation started among them. im not even eavesdropping, tapi dah depan mata kan.. TERdengar...

mamat 1: " beb, kalau hood turbo depan tuh tukar carbon fiber cun sial

mamat 2: "tulaa.. nnti ada duit aku tukar ahh.."

i was looking at his car keys.. perrghhhh kunci ada lambang mitsubishi.. dalam hati aku, mesti bawak evo sial.. aku malas laa nak usha2, karang nampak sangat mendengar.. then they continue talking..

mamat 1: " bro, lu punya ekzos mantap ah. bunyi sedap siot."

mamat 2: " tulaa, aku taw.. ekzos aku ..................(mula cakap technical).. etc.. cibai.. mantap.." (yg cibai aku tambah perasa. hahahahha)

so i got my laksa and air sirap, i finish it quickly and ignore these two nut heads talking loud about the car. so i paid up RM4.00, and walk to my car.

while walking to my car, sebelah keta aku, ada sebuah kereta warna merah ada lambang mitsubishi siap ngna turbo hood. i cant distinguish what evo model since i was quite far.. dah sampai kereta aku je, guess what....

wiraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

aiyakkk.... 1.3 some more bcoz tayar blakang brek drum.. lu citer gempak laa mamat.. siap kunci evo lu tukar pastu letak atas meja lagi.

nak show off pun, bawak laa lancer betul. haiya.. potong stim ok. kalau ada amoi pun mesti sumpah seranah kalau tahu in the end ko bawak lancer palsu..

well, i still trust my baby maroon, and guess what i have to spend another rm300 for the drive shaft. cibai.. cibai.. sapa maw ajak aku gi genting main blackjack?

well,, happy thaipusam to all my indian frens. happy happy... hehe

i miss some of my frens, masa aku kat UM, when it come to test or exam, besides sarah mesti ada bg msg wish "good luck", "all the best" and other encouraging words. mcm alino, ena, sid, jas, nik and few others of them sentiasa bg semangat tak putus-putus.

there is one time when i was with jamal, ready to enter bangunan peperiksaan for PDE, my phone keep on beeping, all of them wish me best of luck. jamal cakap kat aku, aku jeles tgk ko, kawan2 ko semua best-best, and ingat lagi kat ko. aku nih, semua takde. sorang2 je..

beside ur soulmate, support from frens are essential. their words, support and presence will always boost your morale. like a jeneral in a warfare.

one of my chinese classmate passed away. RIP my dearest fren goay imm. :(

challo
salam
hmo

crysis..

2011-01-10T23:11:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

semua org ada krisis masing-masing. ko, aku, dia, hang, aku, semua ada masalah masing-masing. aku harap semua org tenang menghadapinya.

aku pun pernah menghadapi krisis hidup. kehidupan di UM sangat berkrisis. bertahun-tahun aku bercerita mengenainya dalam kisah hidup aku ini.

skrang hidup aku lebeh tenang. kerja sentiasa bermasalah, tapi ada brader tuh kata, "its a good problem". which is true. but when u cant answer PDE, its a fucked up problem. duduk laa kat engine UM sampai mampos. which is SO true. ada student gagal keluar UM sbb PDE. no kidding.

today i fixed my car. the aircond is broken. terbang $300. baru nak start saving. god is always fair. is it? can i play toto?

dalam hidup ini ada je yg tak kena. gangguan sana sini. tak masalah kawan, masalah keje, tak masalah keje, masalah ngan parents, tak masalah ngan parents, masalah ngan adik beradik. tapi aku, seminggu kereta takde aircond, aku masalah ngan cuaca. celake. setiap kali aku kuar kereta peluh sampai stokin. celaka.

hari tuh aku melepak bersama-sama rakan-rakan se-belajar aku. ada dialog yg menarik perhatian aku..

dia, " beb, KABA taknak sales person ke?"

aku, " hmm, tak tahu laa.. tapi dah ada 2 org masuk dah"

dia, " aku nak join boleh ke?"

aku, " ntah laa.. tapi sales team KABA semua experience tahap cipan nye. stok 10-15 tahun sales"

dia, " weeehhhh!! aku nih directorrr nihh! director sales!" sambil tunjuk name card dia.. "takkan aku tak layak??" btw, dia tak buat lawak. sangat seres.

der..... tuh ko nye kompany.. mmg laaaaa! haiyaaa.. kalau aku ada company sendiri pun akula CEO,COO,CFO,CKF (chief kaki fuck). hahahha..

tadi aku lepak UM sebelum main futsal. layan steak kat rumah U. depan aku sekumpulan gadis korea. makan steak 2 pinggan sorang satu. waddahel.. tapi badan stock getah baiknyee.. demmit..

and as usual. aku rindu UM. aku rasa nak cium je tanah bumi UM nih which really make me a human. and bila lalu faculty biomed, aku kembali ke tempat nostalgia aku;

tempat dimana dada aku berdegup 120bpm...

this place is where all the result for biomed student di tampal. aku pernah ternganga, terdiam, terduduk, tercangkung, menutup muka, sedih, loncat, geram, mencarut dah juga menunjuk fcuk padanya. this is where my life depends back then.. whatalife..

too my sarah, please dont be sad sad. im here. i will always be by ur side. tornado, taufan, ribut, petir, banjir, panas, terik, mendung atau ada rainbow, im here..

challo
salam
hmo

eavesdrop..

2010-12-29T19:47:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

while waiting idon mee vs Malaysia, aku teringat peristiwa yg berlaku tadi..

i have this habit to eavesdrop. i know its bad, but i got it from my dad. bapak borek anak rintik.. haha.

in some cases, i could just act as normal person in a food stall, drinking and eating but actually im listening some "big shot" talk big behind me. sometimes u can hear funny stories and sometimes u can tell they are just being an asshole.

tadi lepas site visit kat one mont kiara, i stop by rojak+cendol behind KFC nearby UM. while was eating ALONE, there is a group of fren talking.

"pum pam pum pam!!!!" lalu si mamat ketuk meja..

"argh!! celake!! bodoh!!" jerit si perempuan.

"dia ingat dianye keje hebat!! keje aku lagi susah!!" cakap si perempuan kurus..

finally in 10 minutes, baru aku paham. they are all call center workers. cerita hebat. aku ingat NASA hubble engineer. sbb cakap mcm petir kan.

aku lupa.. keje org lain adalah senang. kerja dia SAHAJA susah..

mari layan bola..

challo
salam
hmo

my name is hafix..??

2010-12-27T01:03:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

merry Christmas.. marry Christmas? ada tak org misspelled mcm ni? sumpah kelakar kalau ada. ok, kalau ada, tiada kaitan yg hidup dan mati.

well, when it comes to christmas, sorang je yang aku akan ingat, jess basinau. a great fren of mine. hope u doing fine out there. we are still waiting the "WOW" signal from outer space. i hope it turn out with a figure like ms heigl. hehe.

see up there. the title? hafix. sound like a third grade porn star name. it turns out its my name on all the office official papers such as D.O's, invoices, etc..etc.. penat dah aku nak cakap. smpi org kat site pun tanya, "hafix??? since when brader??" hahaha..

im so tired. very tired. twice i felt like fainting at site, once i almost got in an car accident without noticing im almost blackout while driving. haih.. anyone have a glock?

well, i hope something good will happen to me. im tired of being nice, being "ok", being smile guy, being "yes man", or being "im happy!!" just becoz of me being me. i should know better that the world is always cruel, dont ever be confident of anything becoz i should know better bcoz at the end of the day its just another disappointment.

maybe its better me off going somewhere alone. pursue the outdoor, and good luck to my dearest fren eisha, whos out there at USM. finally u are out from UM for at least a year or two. balik nnti i will have to call u Dr. Eisha. haha. will u still eat rojak with me in the rain kat blakang KFC when u have a phd? atau tak nak dah lepak ngan aku nnti. hahaha.

hafix on the move..

i never had the chance to say congrats to my little sister. well congrats. ko dah grad, hehehe. asal tgn ko peace? and asal mak aku mcm 40 year old mom? well u see me? itu semua stock wardrobe 3-4 years ago kecuali kamera canggih nik yg baru usia beberapa bulan.

btw that jeans is already to the dumpster sbb dah koyak. 5 years using it at um ok je, buat keje 3 bulan rabak. new jeans? no more levis maybe. no money.. maybe kena beli jeans cap ayam je pas nih. hehe

well, hafix signing off.

merry christmas and a happy new year.

challo
salam
hmo

teknisyen..

2010-12-17T00:50:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

kali nih cerita teknisyen lagi. apasal ntah teknisyen suka cari pasal ngan aku.

sesekali aku tak paham org yg tak paham kerja org lain. semua dia ingat senang. kerja dia je susah.

lahanat betul. ko tahap teknisyen, perangai macam teknisyen, otak ko dah tak leh blah kan?

otak ko tahap itu je. dah xleh pi lagi. then ko start nak ajar aku and cakap mcm mana aku kena bekerja? aku ni layan ko sebab satu je brader, aku nak setel kan project kat tempat ko jeee. takde masa aku nak blaja dgn ko, puas dah aku blaja. tak yah nak tunjuk ajar aku.

bukan aku blagak, bukan aku angkuh, bukan aku takabur, tapi sumpah apa yg ko cakap adalah sampah. please sambung blaja. aku nih pun tak cukup ilmu pun still rendah diri nak sambung blaja.

kalau ko cakap betul takpe, ini sumpah bawah tapak kaki aku nye tahap pun tak sampai nak sound-sound aku.

so please, keje ko adalah hanya tgk aku uruskan kerja. kalau nak arah-arah org, tolong sambung blaja. bagi aku ko tak cukup bijak lagi.

dia cakap, "bro, keje ko nih kan senang jeeeeee. sangat senang. yg ko stress sangat pehal?"

aku jawab, " beb, keje aku nih, kalau senang, sumpah aku berak ngan tenang, ini nak berak pun susah pekes?

ko ingat keje aku umpama basuh tangan, basuh berak ke?

challo
salam
hmo

ps: mintak maap kalau ada terasa. tak tuju pada semua teknisyen. ada je teknisyen yg best which is also my best freen..

oooo.. abang ni teknisyen laa yee...

2010-12-02T08:41:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

semalam aku pergi Kencana Petroleum. since aku start keje, semua site-site yg aku pergi adalah gampang hebat. dimana bukan sbb datuk-datuk atau tan sri-tan sri, tetapi most of them are professionals in their own fields.

and being me respecting other people job, i never underestimate people from what they wear, how they walk, or how they talk. you would just wont know what are their position and their professionalism when they are working in a big company.

so utk menjadi selamat, bila ada org memulakan bicara, aku sentiasa berhati-hati dalam kata-kata aku sebelum memakan diri di kemudian hari. bak kata pepatah hafiz,

"naik perahu boleh gostan, kata-kata tak boleh".

so sedang aku membantu engineer aku memasang equipment-equipment di site, datang laa mamat nih menegur aku..

"abang buat apa nih?"

aku reply, "oo nih testing je, tgk sistem mekanikal ok ke tak, mcm lampu, elektrikal dan sebagainya, encik kerja sini ke?"

aku tahu dia kerja kencana sbb dia pakai bju kencana.

"aaah. kerja sini."

aku tanya lagi, "kerja offshore?" aku kata mcm nih sbb u would never know kannn..

budak tuh jawab," takkk laaaaa.. saya despatch je.. hantar surat, so abang pasang-pasang benda ni utk testing laa. oooo.. abang nih kira teknisyen jelaaa..."

aku dan member aku pandang.. senyum ajeeee..

apa-apa laa abang despatch.. teknisyen pun ok.. hehehehe

happy working... heheheh

challo
salam
hmo

gearing up..

2010-11-30T22:52:00.008+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

sedang aku bosan-osan nak cari citer di download, aku terjumpa TOP GEAR US. aku reluctant utk download sbb aku tahu takde siri kereta yg bes selain TOP GEAR UK ONLY.

since im a NASA freak, and buzz aldrin was their driver of the week, aku download. dan aku menyesal seumur hidup aku. cebbss.

beruk mak yeh.

semua tak kena. semua cacat. semua nak tiru top gear UK. bodoh. dan korang bertiga adalah cacat. harap-harap rancangan korang cancel next season. bingai.

and magically somehow, with my limited time, i manage to squeeze out watching my movie reruns. dari dulu maw tgk marathon the bourne series. so last week i managed to finish all three. yeehaa!

bourne vs bond? who wins?

currently im watching my all time favorite movies. the hunt for red october and apollo 13. nasib baik dulu rajin download movies lama-lama and buat database kat excel tajuk movie and burn them elok-elok kat folder utk senang dicari.

superb all time favorites..

sarah sayang pernah cakap, "when im married with you, the first thing im gonna steal is your dvdrips collection.." chet dia maw dvd aku rupanye.. hahhaha!

i just finish watching pawn stars (please pronounced it properly coz when u said it out loud it will sound PORN STARS. yeahh baby!) and currently starting watching accidently on purpose. got alot of extra time, do download these junks..

buat bahan lawak sebelum tido sbb stress keje..

even thou i watch all these movies/series to fulfill my precious time, but the one below here always makes me happy. smile smile smile..

mcm mana laa aku tak gelak, nak bergambar ngan kera. harharharh!

well, hate december sbb ramai jemputan kawen kena pergi. not that i dont like going, tapi merentas negeri buat aku lebeh penat dan tidak bersemangat bekerja keesokkan harinya.

ntah bila aku nak post pasal poly aku tuh. malas dah. takde mood. haha

challo
salam
hmo

masak masak..

2010-11-27T01:11:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

skrang aku tgh layan series baru.. masterchef US. aku tak la pandai masak, but nak survive blh la.

goreng ko jgn tak goreng

teringat aku masa zaman blaja kat UM. time tuh aku tgh extend 5th year. rumah kat HPark baru ada astro. hasil sumbangan siddik sidious.

masa tgh layan tv, time tuh tgh usha AFC (asian food channel). aku, sid and nik tgh layan citer masak memasak from one series to another series.

milf in the kitchen

super hot and hotter in the kitchen

he cooks wearing a shirt.

while sid and me were talking about the cooking, we both cakap,

"hmm.. ada harapan blh masak mcm ni.." or..

"senang je kot ni.. campak2 je"..

then dah habis rancangan masak2 ni, nik pun tukar channel and tetiba ada rancangan ni..

chef besi. ko gila nak masak mcm dorang?

then sid cakap kat nik,

"tak yah la nik tgk iron chef, takde harapannye nak masak mcm dorang.."

iron chef beb.. ko gila nak masak mcm iron chef. teringat layan citer anime master cooking boy. mmg sebijik.

happy weekend bebeh..

challo
salam
hmo

bandung..

2010-11-22T22:57:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

aku dari dulu teringin makan nasik ayam tepi jalan belakang caltex kat glenmarie tuh. tapi mmg takde masa nak singgah. kalau ada masa, mesti penuh ngan manusia yg makan dgn rakus.

ooohh.. mesti sedap hell neh..

so today, aku singgah. "makcik, nasi ayam satu, dada yeee.. sambal lebeh."

since ada dua air jer yg dia jual. air bandung and cincau, aku mintak air bandung kat pakcik neh which i assume her husband.

"pakcik, air bandung ye."

"baik nak" pakcik tuh balas.

so datangla nasik ayam. hmpprhhhr.. tak sedap. im fooled by the situation. lagi sedap nasi ayam aku buat. macam laa aku pandai masak nasik ayam..

lalu pakcik tuh tanya lagi, "anak ni air apa tadi??"

"bandung cik".. aku jawab sambil makan nasi ayam tak sedap.

walau tak sedap, aku kena habis kan. nnti aku rasa serba salah.

lalu pakcik tuh tanya lagi dari belakang, "anak nak air apa tadi? cincau kan??"

aku jawab, "tak cik, bandung"..

pastu in 2o minutes aku tunggu air bandung aku, pakcik tuh datang, "nah, air cincau nak..."

faker..

hmo
challo
salam

fragggs..

2010-11-21T00:05:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

got a new game. superb. COD black ops. out of 5, give it 4.5/5. its like a combination of assassin creed and call of duty.

no one would ever think making a first person shooter out of the Cuban missile crisis, and the Vietnam war. quite cool when u play game in the JFK era. cool huh..

actually JFK, McNamara, and also Castro pun ada dalam game nih. hehehe

shoot some badass Vietcong and Russians

took me a while to finish it. about 3 playing days. not bad. but you might have some problems installing it. quite fussy here and there. but worth it.

masa main game nih aku teringat kat citer TAKEN yg liam nesson blakon. tak banyak cakap. tembak je. takde bnyk soal. takde kasihan. shoot and fuck u bebeh.

super daddy

kat HBO tgh rerun. tgk lapan belas kali pun tak muak. bes.

maggie grace is comeli, famke kinda old but still milf, and the ending showing holly valance is sexy!

well, i will miss my weekends. nak rehat lagi dan lagi.

sepatutnya aku nak tulis pasal polytech aku, coz last week solat jumaat kat sana. its like 5 years aku tak jejak kaki kat situ and suddenly sayu je tgk. maybe on the next post i will citer about it.

aku rasa alien wujud..

challo
salam
hmo

teh..

2010-11-17T23:01:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

malam-malam aku teringin teh. jarang aku suka teh. selalu nye buat kopi sahaja.

adik aku cakap, " eh ada lipas kecik kat dinding.."

aku jawab, " haaa cepat bunuh dgn menyiram air panas sblm dia jadi dewasa. nnti geli nak bunuh!!"

adik aku bala, " cuba laa baik mcm adik sikit. tak baik bunuh guna air panas. kita bagi dia karen (raket karen bunuh lalat.)

adik aku lagi keji dari aku.

challo
salam
hmo

"saya dari KABA", KABA apa??,, owwhh KABA baik..

2010-11-06T15:52:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye...

sometimes i dont understand why it should be like this or why it should be like that? or do we have to do that or NO, u dont..

there is no guidelines in work unless u work in a company which need u to bring a 4 ring folder everywhere u go and there are methods u have to follow. in a field work like mine, u need one method..

"LIE if u are in trouble." HAHAHA. seresly..

but DO report back to ur immediate boss, and for sure he/she will cover ur ass. if ONLY ur boss is super cool. thinking about a "she" boss.. hmmm

when i was in UM, all i do is studying. i love reading, but reading is such a "time wasting" for me bcoz is still need to study for my 13 papers for my final 5th year. which i eventually passed. haha

how the fcuk i could read a book of my choice when i have calculus which i need to retake the 5th time, PDE the 3rd time, thermodynamics, C++, and other shitty stuffs? saturdays and sundays i will spent time at the classroom with some watchful eyes of my greatest tutor miss alino, abbad or even jamal?

from 10 am to 9 pm i will be just doing crazy calculations and memorizing steps just to solve a PDE question? the only break i had was prayer, toilet breaks, lunch/dinner breaks and the best was watching the sunset at BP at 7 pm with jamal.

now, when UM is out and work is in, reading is a scarce commodity for me. the only time i can read is when im at the kewajipan traffic light, in the toilet, at food stall waiting for food (only if im alone), or any short period of time i had.

on saturdays or sundays there is a lot of things in eed to do such as gaming, cleaning up, tidying up, socializing, etc..

well, here are some new things what im currently doing..

rocket men bebeh!

a great read. a gift from alino.. actually she paid for it. hahahah. late bday present!! i havent reach a quarter yet.. arrghh. if u are interested in biography, technicality, history, space, and NASA do buy this book!

geniusssss

i was searching for this book a while. i was shock that it is quite hard to find. masa aku keje kat MPH dulu bersepah. hari tuh cari kat borders Curve pun tarak.. but i was lucky to find this book while heading to site at Kencana.

nak baca buku nih? kalau baca buku sejarah sekolah menengah korang tak tido, boleh baca. kalau tak, mesti wave tido korang tahap delta punya.. hahaha.

a one day game..

i just finish playing medal of honor. do play if u dont mind shooting talibanis. if u are telling me, "ko tembak org islam???" well i will give u a middle finger first and do u think the talibanis are superb muslims?

just nak sakit kan hati org mcm nih, i have been playing HIND on pc being a helicopter pilot/gunner shooting them.

im not happy about it, but a game is a game. it doesnt makes me full of any religious hatred or anything.. but if it does makes an issue to u guys, just dont fcuk play it. karang emo.

sometimes game pun follow trend. game MOH or COD yg dulu2 pun pasal WW2. tembak org nazis or shooting yanks gak. letupkan church and made it as a post command. ada issue?

dulu citer die hard 1 and 2 pun pasal european terrorist, kita tgk kat HBO best je. kill! die! shoot! blow them!! but bila ada citer pasal terrorist islam je, mula emo.

its the world. adat dunia. its just how the world turns out to be. lepas nih mgkn alien lak jadi terrorist. masa tuh aku kan tersenyum lebar sebab teori aku pasal alien itu wujud. hahahah..

happy deppavali, friday, saturday, sunday and.. owh hate mondays.,.

challo
salam
hmo

WORK..

2010-10-26T22:33:00.011+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

basically aku dah lupa mcm mana nak tulis blog. aku hanya tahu tulis email kepada malaun2 yg tak paham bahasa sahaja.

nak cerita pasal kereja adalah kurang menarik dari cerita pasal UM. namun begitu, sarah sayang sangat suka apabila mendengar citer2 karut aku. yg penting kekasih aku sorang nih tersenyum kemudian ketawa terbahak2.. yg penting sarah sayang happy. hehe.

tak kisah la. namun aku selalu berangan bile dah kerja, pagi2 singgah starbuka (stabuka adalah kata2 sinonim bg student yg slalu pi library UM) and order latte kat baristas yg hot lalu minum di opis.

namun realiti nye? aku wat nescape 3-1 mild mcm iklan harith iskandar tuh. pastu baru nak hirup dua tiga teguk, start je 930am panggilan tugas ke medan perang bermula. bermula dari telepon toshiba opis aku smpi lah telepon bimbit tak berhenti2 tanya itu ini. cebbs man.. starbucks?? jgn berangan laa nak sempat beli. kalau kat site pun mcm pavilion tuh, baru dapat secawan pastu hilang selera sbb terlalu penat utk menikmati kopi itu sendiri.

kemudian bila bekerja, ada juga berangan nak jumpa rakan2 taulan, kawan2 yg sesama tolong aku berjaya, lecturer2 yg bes kat UM, namun semua pun sukar utk aku lakukan. yg dapat jumpa eisha jela.. kak mah pun sekali sekala. maw juga aku jumpa Dr. Azuan, cakap, doc jom makan. on me. heheh.

tapi reality nye adalah aku hanya free apabila tgh drive ke site dan masa itu laa aku dapat call rakan2 baik aku atau sarah sayang. sbb time tu pakai hansfree so takde mende nak buat selain drive, call laa kekasih ke atau sebagainya.

selain itu, apabila di jamban, time tuh je dapat msg2, and text2. kalau nak call dalam jamban karang bergema. gila tak senonoh nye. selalu mangsa? Teh (immediate boss aku) and alino. hahahah. nasib laaa.

and in the end, bila MD aku jumpa aku je, dialog feveret dia, "hafiz, are u bz? if not tell me ok?".. gile pe.. aku neh nak korek telinga pun takde masa, boleh MD aku tanya aku ada keje ke tak.. sampai hati.. :(

ada aku kesah?? mesti la kesah dowhhh.. hahahah

hari minggu aku penuh ngan aktiviti sihat dan kurang sehat. antara nya adalah gi kenduri kawen kawan2 dan rakan taulan. dan tido smpi kul satu petang. yg tido adalah paling bes and sehat..

altivit bulan posa:

ahli basterds teman aku di bulan posa

ini adalah rakan2 aku yg takde keje. bulan posa sanggup turun pavilion buka ngan aku. mgkn sebab takot aku mengamuk sebab dorang tak buka ngan aku. hahahah. yg nik pose mcm tuh aku tak tahu kenapa. dont ask me. sid lak? itu gaya standed dia. GAYesss. hahah

aku bawak forklift and baby M is getting an upgrade

gmbr aku bawak forklift itu adalah lakonon. aku berangan nak jadi bob the builder. kalau rumah korang ada forklift jgn suh aku bawak sbb aku mgkn akan merodok BMW 5 series mak bapak korang.

on the right lak, baby M dapat ligament baru. kudaku lari gagah berani!! lalalalala..

the day when sid won a million rupiah..

gmbr ini masa sid open table kat bubba gump. sid open table!!! wooohooo!! yeah bebeh!! ahahah. pow sid cukup2. sian dia. nasib tak kena kuar kan duit simpan kat dalam stokin kena pow ngan kita org. basterds mmg kuat makan. jgn lupa open table lagi bila dapat kupon ikea sbb perangai baik kat materialise. peace!

ps: i got food poisoning after that and last for a week. ubat nye? sarah usap2 and suruh minum air soya lapan tong. setel.

the day that makes me ALWAYS smile.. when im with HER..

sarah and me, & book and sarah
(ps: hot tak awek belakang sarah sayang tuh??)

dulu aku cakap, gmbr aku ngan sarah kurang sbb camera phone takde. pakai handpon baling alien jek. tapi bila skrang ada kamera phone, nak amik gmbr berdua pun susah.

well, i love her so much that, i dont care anything else. moody ka, kena marah ke, kena maki ngan client ka, jumpa sarah sayang tetap bes. hehe. tapi kalau dia ada buku and series yg aku bg, sarah mesti macam ada bf baru, sbb layan buku atau series.. huh..

well, happy working? studying? fcuking? happy what ever la.

ps: lino thanks for the birthday gift, walaupun lewat 5 bulan, im still happy with it. hahaha

challo
salam
hmo

UM... the end part 4: the gifts

2010-09-19T10:39:00.015+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

seems like a gazillion years tak update blog. haha. senang cakap, just takde masa, takde mood, takde selera, takde idea, n takde catalyst nak wat entry baru.

well, lets continue the "UM... the end" series. today will be about the gifts i got from my convocation.

1. the package

left to right: cari makan dulu (again), beg nana bg penuh ngan pelbagai barang, beg merah nih pun sumbat mcm-mcm barang, and the legendary fame empty scroll..

after pelita, makan reramai, gi McD depan rumah sarah. lantak GCB pulak. hahhaha. makan buat kehidupan lebih ceria.

2. the Shturmanskie Gagarin

ok.. first of all, for me to talk about this present is very special. its a gift from sarah sayang. it should be a individual entry, but im afraid i dont have the time or the passion to talk about it later.

this is a Shturmanskie Gagarin. as in Yuri Gagarin, the first man in space. he "visited" space in a Vostok 1 on 12 April 1961 and wore a Shturmanskie.

Shturmanskie means "navigator" in russian and it is full of history. this watch is so cool but no one knows it compared to the Omega. Omega watches are famous because it was used on the Apollo mission.

this watch, the Shturmanskie Gagarin was design for the remembrance of Gagarin-Vostok history, and guess what, its freaking limited. only 999 pieces is available and mine was the 366/999. it has a manual winding, which means i have to wind it every 42 hours/2 days.

the face, it has a dual time.

the bottom, freaking crazy movement!

i really love this watch. why? first its russian. for me Russian and Nazis are super cool. their art of war, technologies, and histories are super cool.

well, i almost took the "Zeppelin" a German made watch, and zeppelins are used by the Nazis to bomb London and the famous zeppelin should be the Hindenburg. its cool too. but the Shturmanskie steal the show that day. the price for the Shturmanskie? dont ask me. hahahah!

thanks sayang. thank you very much. gorgeous present! love it baby! and until now, im still aawwwinnggg the watch. the words in Cyrillic is so cool. freaking Russian alphabet. hahaha!

3. The BANNER!

congrats hafiz!

this one is a great gift from my frens to me. full of signature and kata-kata semangat! akan aku simpan banner ini sampai bila2. so one day aku leh citer kat anak aku, "find frens like mine, they stick to you whether you are sick, happy, sad, ugly, emo, moody, crazy, failure, ups, downs, miskin, kaya, at the hospital, keta kunci hilang, pde 3 kali, thesis, kereta rosak, duit takde, enjoy sesama, tgk wayang, makan, plan gila, gi picnic, citer pasal aweks/bfs, pressies, smpi la,, beb pinjam 20sen, nak berak"... hahahahha!

4. the Deuter from nik sai and sid

The Deuter Trans Alpine 30

i dont know how this two guys came out for this present. i always planned to change my seasoned nike military bag. dah worn out pun. hancur, but getting this bag is just superb. i can stuff anything inside. my lappy, tools set, files and folders and all sorts of work stuff. naik tren mcm nak panjat gunung. but the best part is the padding. superb! tak sakit belakang.. hahaha

and guys, korang lupa cabut sticker price tag kat dalam beg. hahahahha! bag neh dah buat gi keje, and raya. just brought this bag with me. setel. hahhaha. 30Liters beb! hahha! thanks mate!

pen buat sign saje..

and btw, sid gimmie an extra pressie, a Sheaffer pen with my initial "HMO" on it!

5. Bubba Gump Jacket from alino

mama said....

why a bubba gump jacket? sebab masa study dulu, gua selalu nak jaket hoodie. sbb konon nak rasa mcm taik like eminem cool laa kan, but actually, bila study malam2 kat library or fac, nak balik mesti hujan. org kata rahmat... hahhahah. plus study malam2 sangat dewa sejuk..

but tak dapat2 beli coz duit yg ada mesti buat benda lain. so in the end alino gave me as a present. minah nih siap hantar jahit initial gua kat tepi jacket ok. kalau ada org lain amik mmg kes sengaja dengki gua ah. HMO only belongs to me. hahaha. tak puas hati? ada aku kesah. hahaha

thanks LINOOOO!!!

6. jess, nana, wawa, ena and haris

me with pressiesss..

thanks to jess, nana, wawa and haris for giving me greats gifts! jess and haris bagi aku buku. both are superb, and i love it very much! but masih tak sempat baca lagi. and haris you really know what i read! hhehe..

nana gave me a gigantic card. haha! thnx sis. great card. bigger than my tummy, and wawa patung ko neh mmg disemadikan kat rak buku aku. haha. seperti yg ko maw, iaitu tgk ingat ko eh?? ena, pulak bg frame. masih belum memikirkan gmbr apa nak di letak nye..

7. qish, eisha, raihan, kak mah

Mugggshot, oreef T, coWW, kemeja!

thanks to qish, eisha, raihan, and kak mah!! these are all great gifts!. semua dah pakai! hahha. kecuali mugg qish mmg kat bilik digunakan apa sahaja yg memerlukan ice sbb dia besar, oreef neh dah lenjun gi jalan2, cow nih dah kena curi letak kat keta mak aku, and the shirt masih elok terpelihara. hhehehe..

THANKS!!!

8. present for myself?

i havent get a proper pressie for myself yet. but i bought a new phone, new nikes and upgrade baby M.. well, for now its enough, but my real present are the people who surrounding me, my parents, sisters, sarah, teachers/lecturers and SUPERB frens. they all put a great effort to put where i am right now. thanks for everything...

challo
salam
hmo

UM... the end part 3: the convocation

2010-08-14T02:17:00.008+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

sorry for not updating. keje sangat sibuk dan amat memenatkan.. well who cares. im paid to be tired and bz. hahaha.

hari nih, aku nak citer pasal konvo aku. it was a blast. SUPERB! it was exactly the way i wanted it. the dramas, the shocks, the environment, and the tiredness. hehe

i have already collected 3 moments of convocations. my cert, diploma, and degree. i hope i wont stop now. im interested for a MBA one day. i cant handle site work until im old. need to get behind the desk one day and manned it while shouting at some asshole. hahhaha

sorry, gmbr konvo masih tak dapat penuh. photographer khas aku "nik sai" masih belum burn dalam DVD. so aku curik kat album FB dia.

first of all, thnx to sarah sayang sbb she help me wore the crazy robe.. sangat complicated ok. 3 pieces that need to be on my body. with all the freaking pins and sweat, it took almost half an hour to make it perfect. psiko.

but baru best susah2 pakai dari ko sarung je. tak cool. hahah. blaja kat UM susah smpi laa pakai robe. hahah.

the empty scroll:

me getting the empty scroll.. as usual.. haha

that is me. smiling getting a "degree" from the V.C. puas hati. ntah brapa kali aku nak putus asa kat UM nih, but sarah and my frens keep me afloat all these years. they are the real heroes behind me.

the story me getting the degree, is soooooo looonngggg. aku nak citer pun malas.. but finally, i got it anyway. i bust my ass for it, and finally its worth so goood. i got a great job. its something that i never dream of because im not that "good", mcm budak cgpa 3.89 and landed a job in Intel or something. but still, im proud of myself. hehe. tekan lift jap. "tinngg!!" hahhaha

btw, aku pakai baju melayu hitam. the same one i used for my previous convocation. hahah

ok. after kuar DTC, something shocked me....

the banner:

my frens make me a BANNER!!!! wtfcuk!!

sumpah malu ok. demm laa. aku taw nih keje 3 org. alino, sid, and nik. sah2. design pun aku kenal, plus font neh mmg style nik nye. and capo dia mesti alino and mini boss sah2 laa sid.

that bunga aku pegang tuh, siti sarah and alif bagi as pressie. hehehe. tgk laa aku senyum. malu siallll.. ahhahaha

as u can see, blakang tuh ada arina, ida, jas n siti sarah. this spot was chosen personally by me because, masa dorang konvo one year ago, dorang semua loncat2 kat sini while i was the photograper. heheh

the hoorays:

hooray for hafizhieRRo!

semua datang ok. all my best frens. and my tutors. alino sah2 datang. abbad pun ada. sangat happy ok.. i felt like not missing anything.

they really make my konvo day as perfect as possible. aku tak terasa as an extender pun. yg paling bes, dorang semua layan aku. rasa mcm budak manja lakkkks..

the jumping jack flash:

the jumping scene, and something fishy going on..

time neh semua gmbar adalah loncat2. since camera mahal ada di depan aku, stakat loncat2 neh, kacang je nik amik. heheh. tgk gmbar kedua, sarah pegang only 1/4 of the present im getting. ini belum lagi nik+sid, and alino nye present.

and why the heck they are all laughing, and where is me???? chiss. wat lawak tanpa aku di sisi. kejiiiii.

aku lepak kat depan DTC smpi petang. penat. after solat asar, we all lepak at pelita bangsar. our lepaking spot since first year. hehe

the makan sampai kenyang part:

makan setelah penat...

makan kat pelita.. what else to say? makan jelaaaaa. ahahahha.

well, i would like to thanks to those yang datang, and celebrate my convocation. thnx alot... they all make my day..

and finally, to super nik sai.. thnx my fren..

the pix tells everything..

i wish i cud write more. but my energy is depleting. very fast. and doing this shit suck lots of my battery.

challo
salam
hmo

the new few weeks..

2010-08-03T21:40:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

this week baru stat keje 2 days. remember that i havent work for at least 5 years. itu pun kat MPH. haha

seresly, skrang mata pun nak katup, freaking tired. 2 first day adalah site work. 1st day je balik at 9pm. psikoo.. ahahah.

rite now, rasa mcm nak balik UM. study. tapi stress time exam tu yg gua tak tahan. i think i need a few months just to understand the system. kalau campak syringe pump kat aku 1st day pun, aku kejam mata je repair. but this field is totally new, and fcuking interesting.

the verdict, study or work?

study is funner, but i dont get paid this much for going to class. wakakakak..

challo
salam
hmo

endweek..

2010-07-19T21:30:00.008+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

"the end" series will continue. ini hanya selingan sbb "the end series" perlu mengikot masa tertentu. hahaha..

2 hari lepas aku gian nak main bola. so aku siap2, cari boot adidas cabuk aku. ada kat bawah almari. kat atas taman aku, ada dak2 sekolah main bola. so aku intend to join them.

naik2 je, tgk dua kaum main. melayu and india. mcm lawan. nampak sangat the indian are not so well equipped and the players are not even the same age. ada lagi 3-4 budak mcm umur 12-13 tahun.

well as usual, the malays serba serbi hebat. belagak. poyo. mengejek2. standard melayu cipap pantat gilenya. ini kes mak bapak tak ajar respect other people, and dari kecil benci bangsa lain. sbb tu aku benci melayu taman aku. mcm bangsat.

so aku cakap, aku join team budak india. aku sorang je melayu. im 27. right knee major ACL operation, and my left knee is has a micro tear. im overweight. im not that skillful like i usual do before, but i have leadership.

and biasa laa. budak melayu kan penakut bangsat. aku masuk je, "capitano melayu" mula laa ungkit. dia ala2 macherano. fit and mantap. siap kira. kira team dak melayu.. 1,2,3,4... 11 org. then dia kira dak india, 9 org. selama nih dorang yg tak adil. aku masuk je siap kecoh.

aku masuk dah ketinggalan 2-0. but since aku suka tactical, aku susun player and suruh main macam mana. in 30minits, we got 2-2. budak melayu mula tak puas hati. biasalah. mula la main mcm puki pas tuh. sore loser.

but we lost 3-2. but i proven to those "superb malay" korang mcm bangsat. tak bagus mana. dak2 india nih, kasut takde, but they listen and play well. siap high five ngan aku lagi.

as usual, melayu kat padang bola tuh, dah leading 3-2, mula cakap besar. standard melayu ah. kemaks. tapi aku puas hati. dapat gak body contact 5-6 ekor... kasi dorang brain damage. sakit bahu kiri aku. hahaha.

people say, " football is a gentleman game, but play by hooligans, while rugby is a hooligan game but played by a gentleman"..

anyway, i just finished a new game.

cool ghillie suit...

this game, mmg mcm ko jadi sniper. kena sabar mak elon. tak sabar, ko mmg mampos kena shot. hahaha. tapi sayang nye, terlalu singkat. 8jam main habis. siot.. btw the new engine dalam game nih mantap mcm nak mampos. pc aku leh set to full spec.. giless.

and aku juga ketagih game2 bodo. game2 rileks kan otak n jari. tapi still pressure hell.

bejeweled yg mengstresskan. MUFFIN!!

another good news is, im changing company. from UM to KABA. i start working at 1 august. thanks for all ur prayers...

from UM to KABA

i will start telling new stories, new experience. hehe. work will be different from school. its my dream job.. i will tell more in other post.

and i hope my buddy, peroz sihat cepat. jari patah dapat 3 weeks MC. mantap. hahaha. nnti aku gempur rumah ko layan PS3. hahah.

luncheon the the buddies..

last week, makan kat chillies padi. something to celebrate. have fun. perut kembong. lawak sampai pecah bontot. gelak tak habis2. i dunno when i cud spent time with my frens. the work im getting is quite busy. nice eating. hahah

dah.. aku nak mandi. peluh main beskal tadi..

challo
salam
hmo

UM... the end part 2: the stuffs

2010-07-15T00:42:00.013+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

even thou aku tak keje lagi, i have been quite bz. doing stuffs of course. ahahha. life is full of things to do..

aku masih rindu pada UM. my sanctuary. a place which keeps me safe, warm and cozy. tapi kalau ko panas, masuk laa main library. beku balik. kalau solat kat surau library, confirm jadi ice. hahah. i miss the 8am kelas. selalu nye kelas 8am kelas2 1st and 2nd year. but usually those are the best. semua student eager to listen what the lecturer are trying to teach and mimpikan dapat A kat finals.. dream on..... hahaha

next weeek nak wat plan ngan mr. SIDdious. gi kelas calculus at 8am, duduk sebelah jr and psiko kan dorang, then bfast at UM. haha. i need to accomplish my promise which is walking satu UM kalau grad. mgkn lepas makan ngan sid blh jalan2. hahah

hari neh aku nak citer pasal barang/benda/pekara yg bersama aku smpi aku grad..

1. Pendaftaran Online UM

daftar awal2 sem. jgn lupa bayar yuran..

this website selalu membuat aku berdebar2. koz? ini laa yg akan menentukan jadual aku clash ke tak, lecturer sapa? hantu mana lak ajar maths, dan tarikh exam. kalau ada satu je slack, lahanat laa sem tuh.. and aku sahkan subjek sbnyk 15 kali.. sbb 15 kali amik finals. that is every sem and every sem khas wa kibau.

2. umisisweb

portal pelajar ke black hole

ini lagi satu web UM yg agak penting. semua kat sini. nak tgk acc, result, tawaran subjek, bila blh wat sticker keta, dan apa sahaja laa yg berkaitan UM ada kat sini smpilah pengumuman kolej2 yg takde air. so bersedia laa, kalau ko duduk sbelah dak tetiba berbau je, paham2 je laa mesti kolej yg takde air. wkakakakaka!

3. Winston Churchill

never, never, never give up!

this sentence is famous because of a person had spoken to a group of student at Harrow School. his name was Winston Churchill. time tu world war 2. so dia suka bg speech yg bagi semangat kepada rakyat british time tuh.

but, this 5 simple words push me to the end. i started pasted it on my window since 3rd year. what i understand is, u can NEVER give up. finish the job that we have started.

4. the oregon

oregon-ish

ini jacket, bnyk sejarah. dapat duit JPA, the first thing i bought is this. bought it for RM400 and it was the jacket since i end my studies years.

semua dah masuk jaket nih. kelas, library, cantin, buat selimut tido kat library, dijadikan bantal, smpi laa masuk jamban buat teman *** ***. hahahahah

dah koyak2, benang tercabut, gua siap jahit bahagian yg koyak kat library lagi. hahaha. i love this jacket, but i just got a new one. a dockers gifted by lovely sayang. heheh. LOVE IT SO MUCH! thnx baby..

5. baby maroon aka baby M

the hard worker of all

this fellow haa, i tell u, one tough girl. hahah. she have been with me since 2002. and since then i have been taking care of her. maintain and treat her injuries. as usual la, duit kan datang dari langit. hahahah.

hopefully, first gaji i could give her a little touch up. the under carriage is mixed up. need to calibrate everything. she is an oldie! 11 years old! in human years, its almost 40!! haaahha!

6. the shoey shoes.

the adidas is alone

should be more shoes. why shoes? kasut neh laa yg teman aku g kelas. from home to UM and back, dia tetap setia. but it could only stand for only a short time of period. MAX 1 1/2 years. pastu togel tapak. hahaha

all the shoes are present. semua org bagi kecuali the white adidas. the rest is nike. dari free 5.0 smpi laa west, adalah present. hahahah. bnyk pahala bagi aku kasut buat blaja. hahah.

7. naruto

ntah sapa dak ni.

aku tak tgk dragon ball, aku tak tgk spongebob, and etc, but ini anime, aku nak salahkan 3 ekor budak bernama nik, sid, and haris. dorang pengaruh aku tgk masa gua 1st year.

katoon nih, actually bnyk bg aku semangat. hahaha. bodo kan? but seresly, this guy is a fucking looser but he never gives up! he kept on fighting man. so that what im gonna do. fighting!

8. the dominoes job

7 boxes of dominoes gone in 60 second

harituh aku open table. for the Hpark guys. they help me alots. i owe them some how. abbad and haris pun datang. they help me out when we were all students.

thnx guyyyyyys..

ps: sayang, thnx for all the work gift! hehehe. love u baby!! huggs!!

challo
salam
hmo

UM... the end part 1: the personnel

2010-07-02T02:14:00.011+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

starting from today, there will be a continuous story, and will be much related between each other.

today, secara rasminya aku telah tamatkan 127 jam credit, 63 subjek, selama 5 tahun. actually it should be more, coz some of them aku repeat sampai 2-3 kali, and for the record, calculus 5 times and i just got the result, an A-. hahahah. 5 kali buat, i got an A-..

and today, i have officially finished my studies at UM. im happy and proud of myself.

but, this post is not about me. maybe later. today is about a few people who are very special in my life that shape me who im today and their sacrifice for me, until i manage to complete the hardest 5 years of my life.

the personnel.

1. My parents

the greatest parents ever

dua org ini adalah org yang terpenting dalam hidup aku. tanpa mereka, i wont be anybody. they are the banker, the motivator, the supplier, the punching bag, and a great parent to me.

mintak sajalah. akan dapatnya. lambat atau cepat. sampai aku sendiri segan nak mintak, sbb aku pasti akan dapat. so, since im 25 i never asked anything from them. why? i have it all.

car? phone? pc? shoes? shirt? toys? food? semua dah rasa. thanks to them. kalau mak bapak aku CEO, aku rasa gw gti pun takde hal. tapi one thing is, i dont get it for free. i need to work it out. got some As, good behavior, both of them dont mind spending or giving me some cash to waste on.

beside being my ATM at home, they both are my motivator. when im moody, they wont pressure me. they would keep quite, and sometime ask me if im ok. but still, both of them motivate me in different way. ayah would give support by phone while mak akan cakap depan2 direct.

semua takpe. semua "its ok". fail pun cool je. takde hal. yang penting dia tahu anak dia sorang nih takkan putus asa. what ever it is, by hook or by crook, dorang taw aku kena dapatkan degree nih. no pressure at all, but aku lak yg pressure sbb dapat parents yg kool mcm nih. psiko..

well, thanks mom and dad. love u.

2. Nana

the killer sister

she is my sister. she was my benefactor when i was in 1st until 4th year. masuk 5th year, haha, duit dia simpan buat duti setem. ahhaha (kidding).

i cud ask for hundreds from her. peti jari, duit masuk. ATM ada je duit. mintak RM50, dapat laa RM200.. thnx sis. hahah

always got nice gift from her. baju la, shoes la, watches, ps2 dia aku kibau, plus makan takyah ingat. tinggal ko larat tak larat je nak sumbat. ko cakap ko nak makan apa? aku bawak. itu kakak aku. aku boroi sebab dia. please blame her.

beside she being my benefactor, she is the greatest supporter a sister can be. she always motivates and push me to do the best. even thou if i get a C, is a great achievement. ahahha. ingat senang ke nak pass kat UM??

what else u could ask from a sister?? she have done the very best for me and i appreciate it with all my heart..

thanks a lot sis.

3. Adik

the other half of me

since aku nih kaki buli, dia adalah mangsa. in my life, she will always be the little sister. tugasnya adalah sorang adik dimana suka aerobik kat hall joget2. hahaha

even thou dia pun kat UM, i rarely see her there. but aku selalu buat adik aku adalah sebagai pesaing. aku taw aku habis sama ngan dia. WAJIB. so i always make her as a rabbit which i have to chase and finish on time.

beside of that, dia suka call aku, "abg tolong amik adik" hahhaa.

well she always a partner at home when i talk about studies. sapa lagi kan? kecuali melissa aku nih yg bijak bestari, budak neh laa buat aku berborak and mengelakkan aku jadi insane being a student at home.

4. Sarah aka "my girlfriend/partner/sweetheart/love life/my battery/my everything".

the artery of my life

what else i can say about her.. simply, put it this way. behind of my success, there is a woman. and the woman is sarah. the one who push me, fought with me, and being the supporter until now.

tak pernah jemu, tak pernah lari dari aku even thou i kept failing subjects from semester and semester. but still, she put all her trust in me. never neglect me when im sad and demotivated.

she believe in me even thou i dont have the strength inside me to move on. but still, she will stand beside my shoulder and hold my hand and whisper saying, "sayang, u can do it"..

luckily for me, she is a UM grad. fully understand how tough being inside there. how tough engineering is and how tough the studies are.

she have sacrifice a lot for me. all the time we should be together, i spent at UM studying, busting my ass. and every final exam are nearby, she will always give a pack of Tupperware full of candies and chocolates, with a few words of encouragement. (adik and mak selalu nak curik. hahah.)

i cudnt say more how important she is..

love you sayang. thanks alot... and lots.. and lots..

5. alinur ayuni "the best fren ever".

the one who wont give up

alinur ayuni, i have talk about her before. but no one knows how much she sacrificed for me. she just wont give up on me and stay with me until i succeed.

she is the one who willingly come to UM, spent the weekends, 3-5 hours a day, tutoring me, until i felt guilty by wasting her time for me.

she kept her promise. tutoring me even thou she had finish UM a year earlier. she will open a book, and study on her spare time, and then teach me what i should understand. NO PAY. FREE OF CHARGE.

gile pe?? nak cari mana lagi kawan mcm nih? aku hidup semula 2-3 kali pun, takkan adanya. well thank you so much my dear fren. i cant repay u. aku harap Tuhan akan balas utk ko berkali2 bnyknya. plus i remember my promise about the lappy. hahaha

she will give me gifts if i succeed. blanja makan.. bubba gump, starbucks, chillies, u name it. sepatutnya aku laa belanja. mana nak cari lagi cikgu yg mcm nih.

thanks for all the time, and money u have spent for me. the STIG t-shirt will always be the gift that push me thru the semester.. thanks beb..

6. nik sainuddin and siddik safian "the entertainer"

the smiley frens

both of them played a pivotal role. lemme tell u. where the heck u can find a fren, yg sanggup amik kawan ko malam2 buta kat UM naik motor, and the next morning hantar ko kat UM for exam?? (aku parking keta kat UM koz parking Hpark mcm haram).

these two wont say no. they just wont say no. siap teman makan, teman tido, teman layan perasaan, teman main game, teman layan movie, teman gelak sesama, and teman when u have no one around to talk with.

both of them will have no problem at all when i need some help. nik will always give me spiritual guidance while sid will use his logic to prove something. both of them gave a lot of input. somehow both of them kept me sane for all these years, even thou sid never be on time. hahaah

anyway, hpark tuh, aku tumpang kerana ehsan mereka. belum lagi org lain. nik would lend his bed for me, and let me use his room and pc any time i need it. while sid never forget to buy me some food at pasar malam.

while nik talk to me before we both go to bed, sid will find any spare time to visit me at UM while im studying. let it be at the main library, or BP, he will spent some time he had for me.

thnx guys..

7. haris, ena, jas, and abbad "the cheerleaders".

the updaters

these four people wont run away from you. they will call and text me every time they had the chance. haris kalau jumpa kat hpark will always ask me how am i doing with out fail, plus some of his jerky and dirty jokes to make me smile. hahah

ena will call every time i for my finals exam. she wud call and wish me good luck. a fren that always remember my important dates at UM. from test and exam she would ask how was it. it nice to have a fren who cares and always happy for you.

jasmina is one my great supporter. she will pay for lunch and say how my paper and studies going. sometimes we will hang out, and as usual, she will pay. hahahaha. "a treat" the way she put it. we share our problems together and most of the time she will text me, "hafiz!! come on! you can do it! nnti grad duduk sebelah i!!" thanks jas. without it, i have no target..

abbad is my second tutor. semua subject mechanics akan di ajar oleh dia. i passed my dynamics and statics because of him. dia lagi sorang kawan yg susah payah datang after work, and sit beside me ajar statik sampai gaduh2. he would also find his free time in the weekend to tutor me on both of these subjects, bcoz alinur tak hassler dalam dua subject nih. abbad nih laa yg suka marah and tegur aku bila salah buat. but thats it. only while studying. after that, kawan mcm biasa. rajin belanja aku lepas study.. always.. everytime there is money in his pocket, he wont mind paying for lunch or dinner. thanks my dear fren..

8. kak mah, eisha, wawa, siaw peng, and jamal..

the ones who are on the other side

thanks to eisha, and kak mah, yang selalu support aku bila datang ke lab. dari potong buah, sehingga laa bg aku study kat dalam lab tu. sbb takot stadi sorang2 kat BT. kak mah sentiasa bg kata-kata semangat while eisha tak habis-habis "ko grad nye, ko grad nye." hahaha

thanks to wawa, who always support me while at UM and siaw peng who always help with my C++ and calculus tutorials, assignments and studies.

and JAMAL.. the one who tutored me the hardest maths of all, PDE. dia ajar satu sem je, terus aku pass. hahaha. thanks man. and plus he also tutored me Vector. in one go, i passed. he is someone yg tak pernah lokek ilmu. give him all. apa yg dia ada, dia pass kat aku. tak der yg tertinggal. thanks alot. tanpa ko, pde and vector aku ntah ke mana... thnx alot..

9. to the rest of my buddies..

to the rest of my frens, who i didnt mention here, i would like to say thank you. thank you very much. all of you have contribute to my success. sama ada doa korang, kata-kata korang or everything i would say, THANK YOU...

end of part 1

challo
salam
hmo

be back soon..

2010-06-29T18:14:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

not that im vanished from earth, im just trying to vanish myself.

be back soon.

challo
salam
hmo

T minus 11 days..

2010-06-10T11:57:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

got to start studying. my final paper, calculus, a first year subject. i got 11 days.

bnyk2 paper, calculus tak lepas-lepas. mcm haram.. but currently my tutor is hot. i like her. the only calculus tutor yg boleh pakai agaknya.

mcm vector, i got a hot tutor, passed the first time. i need a hot tutor/lecturer baru nak pas apa? patot laa aku repeat 3 kali paper anatomy dr. bharti paper. bukan susah mana pun.. demmm..

well its not that bad. i miss UM anyway. cuti-cuti datang UM pun ok. makan kat wahid, pekena roti telur+roti kosong+nasi lemak and milo ais.. sarah sayang cakap im like van wilder, taknak habis belajar. at least he can get to bed with super hotties. but i got you. that is far more better.

congrats to ayeen, a good fren of mine. dah kawen dah dia. remember back those day masa bila aku nak gi toilet je ada je sora sumbang ayeen " haaaa, berak, berak, berak.." mcm haram.. paling kesian masa dia accident. bukan sian kat dia, sian kat minah katil sebelah. sbb mamat nih sempat lagi menggatal. plus we all yg datang melawat dia.. hahah..

ayeen and me. cant believe we are 27.

thanks to jasmina for the early pre-B lunch and u promised me the goodies. hehehe.

thanks to budak sblh masa test calculus. ko tolong aku dapatkan extra 5 marks.

thanks to 24 and modern warfare special ops, u gave me nightmare!

thanks to myvi hijau, sumpah aku taknak kentot depan myvi lagi. (alino nnti aku citer)

thanks to sarah sayang for being my gf.

sarah and me.

since my camera blew, i think this is the latest pix of both of us. Cheers!

challo
salam
hmo

meluat sial..

2010-05-31T18:11:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

since im only taking one subject this special semester, it doesnt make me having more time blogging because jiwa kacau. so i promised if i finish this semester and confirmed a graduate, i will write more before i start working..

but today, aku sangat meluat dengan orang-orang yang poyo.. gua bukan jeles, apatah lagi terkesima dengan benda yang org lain ada yang aku takde. tapi aku rasa it is just pure poyo and pure show off.

anda tahu facebook? yaaa. sudah pasti. taw yg kat atas tuh, dalam kotak? dia tulis "whats`s on your mind?" thingy??

whats`s on your mind?

i dont have a problem with it. but i do when sometime people letak something like:

"aku nak beli canon 5D ke 7D!!" ko beli je boleh? aku tak kisah kalau betul lu maw beli, beli jelaa. perlu ka cakap??

takpun..:

"help me to choose between waja CPS or persona CPS!!"

ini lagi getik. cakap je, aku nak beritahu korang semua, aku nak beli kereta.

aku tak heran, aku tak jeles. aku drive since form 5, while ko still kecoh deting ngan awek naik bas atau sebuk merempit. tak payah laaa.

lagi bes, main cakap lebey. siap umum kat FB. keta ntah bila beli. tak beli-beli pun.

nak wat orang tergamam, letak ah yg best-best sket. buat aku ternganga. like:

"aku dah beli VW GTi BARU, maw test power datang umah gua" . baru mantap. aku pun senyap. hahahah. kalau setakat kecoh beli persona second, takyah laa citer.. tutup buku lu tido lagi baik..

ada sorang member lagi bes. buat pc baru, kecoh maw angkut LCD. itu 4 tahun nye kesah. sampai sudah pakai crt. kalau time tuh FB gempak mcm nih, mesti dia letak kat status dia:

"wa buat gaming rig RM 4 juta. 'pastu siap tulis spec'. next stop is new LCD!" ntah bila lu maw beli tapi kecoh dulu. pigi daaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

i like who those write about what happen to them in daily basic. some of them are pure funny and so full of life. one of them is "miss jemme". kalau dia kumpul satu-satu status dia, dah blh buat biography.

kalau nak blaja mencarut, ikut kisah kakak aku nana. mencarut saje.

while alino is full of emooooooo.. hahahah

well got to go. aku nak deting.

challo
salam
hmo

satu jeeee..

2010-05-17T13:13:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

kinda pissed off with my life but who cares because the universe is not about me alone. as i said, i got something else to worry about rather than mending my own broken spirit.

i have three things to do.

first is:

Einstein: His Life and Universe

thanks to sarah. dia belanje. hehe

second is:

Long walk to freedom

ini buku eisha bg masa aku 5th year. aku tak sempat-sempat nak baca. konon-konon simpan masa time mcm ni. tapi?

third is:

calculus

buku nih mmg lahanat. gi mampos. aku benci bangsat gile buku nih. puki. gi mamposssssss.

salam
challo
hmo

baru pde...

2010-05-07T12:39:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

finally, i finished my exams for the fifteenth time (15 kali amik exam kat UM).. now im at home doing nothing, looking sadly at my engineering books. i love these books. even the title it bore in its front page makes me afraid to re-open it and look at it.. im going psiko..

my final paper was Medical Electronics. i have no complaint about it. i took it thrice. after finishing the paper at 2pm, there are few messages in my cell. dah laa lupa nak tutup. vibrate sepanjang masa. nak pegang and shutdown kan tepon tuh karang takot kena tuduh meniru. well my phone is not capable to do anything. camera pun tarak. hahaha..!

but the message of the day was from jamal. my tutor on PDE (selain alino). he said that dah habis exam lepak ah HPark. "ok" i said. so i went straight to Hpark. masuk-masuk Hpark je, jamal cakap, "beb, aku berita nak cakap neh.. aku pass PDE.." i was likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! dah taw result ke!!!!! demm!!!

yang jamal neh pulak tak lepak2 langsung. terus cakap. gua dgn baru habis exam ME yg ntahapahapantah+konoksimohyohwess nyeeeeeeeeee, wa pun terus panik..

the conversation as i can remember:

jamal: ko nak chek tak?

aku: arrghhh! aku cuak! takot dowh!

jamal: beb, lambat laun ko kena taw gak kan. lagi cepat lagi bagus. ko taw nak wat pe nanti..

aku: arrgghh!! (aku pusing kat living room ntah brapa round...).. ok ah. biar aku solat dulu. then terus pergi.....

then kita org pun pergi ke ISM. wa sangat cuak. PDE is like the moment of every engineering student yang nak pass (but not all engine student amik. mecha tak amik and the new batch of biomedical eng. student). lagi-lagi amik dengan en. abu omar. he is the lecture yg hardcore ajar PDE. kalau pass ngan lecturer lain tak segempak student yg amik ngan abu omar..

time tuh, jantung gua dah mcm nak meletup. siap suh jamal berhenti jap. nak tarik nafas. jamal cakap ada gak kena sakit jantung neh.. which is true... im going to have a myocardial infarction. kalau letak kat ECG atrial fibrillation telah berlaku, doc apa lagi.. pusing defibrillator (or a "jek jek" thing that is what my lecturer called. i presumed he forget what it is called even though we have shouted at the back) and set it to 360 Joules..

then jamal, knocked the door. a familiar voice answered.. "yes,, masuk..."

there sitting the "dewa of PDE". tgh baca pasal oil spill kat US. (i got a glance on what he was reading).. inside there, i felt small like an ant. scared like hell. scared of being a failure. afraid of failing the paper for the third time. i wish i got a 9mm.. i wud LOVE to shoot my head off..

after jamal confirmed his result was A-, it was my turn..

me: sir, may i know my result?

dewa PDE: ok. give me ur matrix number..

me: KEU0500XX.

dewa pde: hafiz??

me: yes.. (aku dah cuak. almost having a heart attack..)

dewa pde: hmm.. u nih.. (aku lagi cuak).. ngam2 je pass.. C. saya tak tambah n tolak pape. u ngam-ngam..

me: aku dah melutut kat bilik dia.................................................................. hahahhahahahaha!

the book we used.. gmbr luar pun satellite. pekesss...

well that is my story for only ONE paper.. PDE.. the hardest ultimate math paper.. and beside ISM student which is an ELECTIVE, only Engine student yg amik which is teras and wajib kena ambik.. tak pass, repeat laa smpi 6-7 kali.. that is how hellish this PDE paper...

i have 5 more paper to be confirmed before im will graduating this semester or not. or the trip to any pulau will be suceed..

please pray for me... i need 5 more paper to pass and graduate..

ps: thanks to Jamal bin Osman. who help me a lot on PDE and also alino.

challo
salam
hmo

T- (minus) 15 hours..

2010-04-21T21:34:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

15 hours left for my first paper this semester to start. 15 hours.. kalau NASA launching, astronauts dah kena quarantine kat peti ais takot kena jangkit kuman H1N1. me? still at BP 201 collecting kuman2 yg berpelesaran dari pak2 arab and minah arab sexy yg sedang memekak alam dewa..

hopefully this is my last exam. my finale. cant take it anymore. jamal yg duk sebelah aku pun sedap lenjun PES. hahaha. PDE lama lagi. takpe.

hope u all wish for my success. pray for me. harap2 doa2 korang dimakbulkan. insyallah. sometimes studying could be very interesting. u can even get angry by messing up with cos, sin and tangent. i almost wanna throw my ipod just because mixed up with 10x10^3 with 1o^3. psiko.

remember back your trigonometry identities and power words such megas, gigas, nanos, milis, and pikos u will understand. with ur calculator buttons is a size of red beans with my big fingers like kacang bendi, mistake always occur. mcm mana pilot tenang kira trajektori nak terhempas pakai casio fx-570MS pun aku tak paham. hahaha.

me while studying with my faithful Oregon and being tutored by alino

the next three week will be a life like ISS. my life will be fcuking boring with books, numbers, pens and pencils, with my ipod which i forgot to bring the charger. fakap man.. hahaha. my calculator will be the most hardworking item in my disposal with all 6 subject need that amazing amazing amazing (tiru sarah sayang) machine to be functioning perfectly. hope it wont fail me when i need it the most.

i will try my very best for this semester. thanks for all the support. i will be back.

challo
salam
hmo

its fcuking near!!

2010-04-16T01:08:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

final semester EXAM. my finale of UM is near. i cant breathe. it too close. and im scared hell of it. im taking 6 paper. 3 maths subjects and 3 department subjects. this is my 15 (fifteen) final exam at UM. i have extra compare to my frens becoz for the past 5 years, i never miss special semester. and im near crazy.

3 math subject are:

1. Calculus: berguna bila ada anak korang tanya basic maths darjah satu sampai laa dia masuk 1st year kat mana2 universiti. at least u dont look dumb when ur child ask u a basic math equation.

2. Vector: berguna bila korang nak keje kat nasa. kira2 trajektori space shuttle atau raptors. berguna juga bila korang nak kira black hole. anak anda takkan tanya kepada anda sebab, dia pun pening kepala sampai tak tahu nak tanya apa.

3. Pde or partial differential equation: ini adalah dewa maths kat engine. blh lepas. tapi agak psiko. ada smpi amik 5 kali baru paham. ini sangat berguna bila korang nak kira-kira kelajuan UFO, berapa pasir kat dunia, kekuatan tsunami bercampur tornado, and earthquake. kalau korang nak taw gak, equation pde nih leh guna wat bentuk2 geometri kat lampu keta VW gti idaman aku.

my 3 subject department are:

4. Medical Electronics: ini berguna bila korang keje kat radicare. tapi aku yakin tak pakai pun. sbb aku taw laa. aku dah pergi 2 industrial training. yg dia ajar adalah PPM. lu tak caya, gi tanya org2 berbaju hijau.

5. Mechanics of Materials: ini? ini guna nye bila korang nak kira beban kaki palsu, tangan palsu, dan sebagainya. guna nye bila korang masuk materialaise. ada subject FEA, which stands for finite element analysis. so kalau nak mata juling, score in MOM and masuk materialaise. aku eja nama company nih pun salah. hahaha.

6. Thermodynamics: ini subject eh. ada org cakap, semua masuk, semua keluar tapi jawapan bukan kosong. hahah. ini subject berguna bila nak wat tangki septic. kira kena betul karang gas taik meletup, roboh klcc, lu yg susah. so jgn fel.

aku harap aku blh pass semua and grad. hahaha.

mak aku kata, i look like a jerangkung. but i dont think so bcoz perut aku masih boroi. kalau jerangkung tak ke tulang je??

well, Houston, we have a problem..

challo
salam
hmo

please call AAM..

2010-03-18T23:41:00.005+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

i felt like lama gile tinggal kan blog ini. rasa mcm tak jumpa kawan selama 2 bulan. haha. life is getting boring and boring, and there is only 1 month left for my first final exam starting on 22 April. and now, life as a student is getting more suckier than ever. the pressure is so immense. i never felt like this before. i would called it a breakdown.. please call AAM and tow meeeee..

cutting class is not my attitude. i never have an intention to cut class. but this semester, its a must. i need to try it, and cutting class gave me less pressure. i dunno. sometimes the lectures are stressful, but bila pikir-pikir, it seems that im out of control.

my lovely girlfriend is back home. thank god. im glad plus super duper happy. i wish she will be by myside for ever and everrr.. and thanks dear for all the assorted chocs and the most important this STIG figura.. haha. mak pun takot tgk. sangat intimidating. cool.. hhaha!

the Stig on my pc

today i got my nasi lemak rm2 and roti banjir mayo at 14. lepak ngan sid. its a long time i havent spent my time with this kid. haha. ada masa pun bila makan lunch sesama at HPark sblm solat jumaat yang dibungkus oleh sid, and tumpang moto kriss panasonic dia ke masjid. and when i ride on his bike, teringat bila kat UM, i would remember how patient i have to be while waiting for him becoz he is always late. but bila nak mengamuk je tak jadi. sbb muka kesian. only him can do that to me.. and now he is doing great.

alino pun dah lama tak jumpa. i think its almost 2 weeks. maybe this weekend we could catch up with some stories and continue with my tutoring.

and wayang.. i miss buying movie tix. i miss sitting at GSC or cineleisure. lama gile.. i need movies. bila la maw greenzone and invictus.. arrghh..

well, to my frens, harap2 reunion jadi. but kalau aku tak dapat join, just go ahead. no problemo. will catch up later. hehe

sarah sayang, huggs... miss u always.

challo
salam
hmo

MIT anyone?

2010-03-06T01:06:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

hell week ended. so tired with all the test and pop quiz. i still got 2 test waiting for me next week. fcuk.

i dont know what had happen this semester to the lecturers. semua bagi soalan mcm stock MIT. pop quiz pun suruh lukis summer circuit and instrumentation circuit (IA). IA tuh pun half a page nak lukis. pop quiz ok!! bollocks!

mechanics material? aku tak berani cakap. apa dia tanya pun aku tak tahu. argh. PLUS as usual kalau aku jumpa apek kat fac, aku akan dengar ayat biasa dia, "matila kamu". fcuking hate that term. takot dia selalu cakap "matila kamu" tgk2 dia mampos dulu. haha.

i have learn something few weeks back. learn to accept things that are not allowed to be challenged. its better feeling this way rather than fighting myself to understand it why. but i do believe that someone need to fight their way up to be successful. not by sitting down and play the cards. like Jas said, going to a poorer country compared to Malaysia make us realize that we are lucky. maybe i should go backpack to south east asia, except Singapore.. booohooo.

anyway, i got stuck to 24. kiefer sutherland? elisha cuthbert? ring any bells? ahhaha. i like the series before this but i was not convinced that all the case could be solved in 24 hours. so i disband the series. im a realist.. but getting caught watching 24 at AXN a few days back, i said to myself, "ok, i need to dl it".. 64gb ok. 8 season of it. haha. but worth it! jack bauer uses a 9mm to blast of people heads ok. no more cooler than that, except bond..

jack bauer in 24.

ps: i dont mind your prius, im going donkey power! (excerpt from long way down by ewan McG)

and hons, love u. cant wait for u in my arms..

challo
salam
hmo

wonder when...

2010-02-20T04:31:00.015+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

everyone has a dream. some nak pergi jalan-jalan to see the world. tgk dunia, tgk culture, tgk building atau apa saja impian mereka. ada juga yang bercita-cita nak conquer dunia. ha ha ha.

well most of u wanna see the beaches, the seas, or the weather, i have a different type of dream. a dream that also need to be somewhere around the world but somehow its harder than just buying a airline ticket, a hotel booking and car rentals.

im sure anyone of u have visit this website:

1000 places to see before you die..

and plus they have a book on it also. they suggest brazil, usa, antartica, latin america, or the carribean, etc. they have beaches to offer, sight seeing and other more. i would wish to go there also, but i want something else...

the first trip i would love to do is entering inside the Airbus A380 cockpit. its fcuking superb! the gauge, dials, and throttle are super cool, and imagine u got to sit on in while flying 30000 feet! cool sial!!

an Airbus A380 cockpit

as a football fan, i always wish to be one of the supporter inside the stadium. cheering Chelsea at Stamford Bridge or watching them at an UEFA Champions League (UCL) game, i wonder when i could be inside the stadium cheering, jumping and swearing at the away players! hahaha..

cheering for Chelsea at Stamford Bridge or an UCL match..

world cup is another issue.. i wonder how can i watch a world cup match? is there any chances i could do that? a week ticket (lebey kurang 3 match) plus hotel could cost thousands of USD, but if money is not the problem, i would be fighting with other fans!! arrgh!! the home nation fans, plus the fans from the qualified worldcup team lagi.. ramai gilee... i should be rooting for spain, sebab sah2 malaysia takkan masuk world cup in another 20 years kot.. hmm..

espana! espana! espana!

after football, i wish i could watch the tennis grand slams. there is only 4 grand slams in the world which are the Wimbledon, French Open (Roland Garros), Us Open, and finally the Australian Open. it is just fascinating when you watch the superstar such as federer, murray, or roddick, and the babes play such as sharapova, ivanovic and kirilenko..

from the top left: Wimbledon, Rolland Garros, US Open, and Australian Open..

beside a being a football fan, aku suka giler motor sport racing. rallying, F1, rally raid, V8 racing or what ever it is, i just love moving things! but my passion is on rallying where the tracks are crazy and the cars are just sooooo coooool!

i would love to participate by being a supporter in rally events (nak bawak takkan dicapai akalnya), but what i want to see the most are the WRC and the Dakar Rally.. the racing is just superb.. i want to be one of them in the picture below....

from top: WRC and Dakar Rally

im not a fan of concerts. but im willing to to watch a few of my favorite bands play.. lalalalallal!!

from top left: Lifehouse, Goo Goo Dolls, Coldplay, and 3 Doors Down..

and finally..................... i need to be in US for this. this is the only country that have the machine and only here they have their launches.. the Space Shuttle.. i need to see it.. COOOL ok....

Florida Space Shuttle launch..

well, keep ur dreams going on.. maybe one day you could achieve it..

and sayang, miss u very much.. cant wait for you to come home..

challo
salam
hmo

old series but its perfect !!

2010-02-14T22:26:00.005+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

happy CNY! and happy V! happy celebrating peoples... i will stay at home and enjoy sleeping..

mid semester started last friday. yeay? yeah right. got 7 weeks to go. fcuking i dont know anything bout pde and vectors. im cream crackered..

well guess what.. i got new series but it have been out for a few years. i didnt notice about the series until i watch on discovery channel at 2pm-3pm on friday. lepak2 lepas solat jumaat kat hpark, waiting for class at three there is a series called "by any means" by charley boorman. i love series yg pasal2 traveling neh. its cooooool..

btw, i dont prefer "by any means" i prefer the other three series by charley boorman and ewan mcGregor, and ewan is fcuking coool mann.. (demm i feel gay.. hahahaha)

i just finished watching "long way round", and "road to Dakar". im currently starting the "long way down" series.

long way round

Long way round is about charley and ewan travel around the world to the east where he started at London heading east through the most hard terrain in the world could offered and end at NYC.

what interest me most is their journey together, the people they met and the journey they came through. plus the soundtrack is superb.. hahaha. mantap when coldplay is playing on the background. so guys/girls, watch the series. its superb..

then the series titled "Road to Dakar" is an attempt by charley boorman trying to compete in the Dakar Rally. even thou he didnt finish the race on the 5th day, one of his team mate manage to finish the 16 day race. its CRAZY!! i always imagine myself racing in a Dakar Rally inside a VW or a Mitsubishi, but after watching the series, its like.......... WTF???? susah mcm nih keee.. while u guys/girls watch Dakar Rally at Eurosports mcm sayorr je, the real life of a racer could be shown in this series.. baddasss!

race to Dakar

now, im currently watching "Long way down". both of them (charley and ewan) are trying to conquer the countries at Africa. just started watching, but im sure its super cool.

long way down

well, if u guys/girls wanna watch the series, make sure u started it periodically. starting with long way round, race to dakar, and long way down, so u would understand how the stories goes by..

orait.. happy holidays..

sayang, happy lovers day. i will always love u.

challo
salam
hmo

whos the stig??? ME!!

2010-02-07T14:50:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

i meant to write this post earlier, but i injured my right thumb. still in bandages, but nothing to be worried about.

i got a present from one of my best buddie, miss alino.. why i got this present is a long-long-long story that include so many phases that only a few knew what happen. but this present was something related to my "activities" at UM..

im always a great fan of top gear. i love the shows, i love the presenters, and i love the sarcasm and stupidity of the show. yes its technical but they make it sooo awesome.

the presenterssssss

so as a fan, i wud always wants something that are related to them.. like football.. few years back i started browsing the top gear website for merchandise. they are few items such as key chains, mags, mugs, and the item i wanted, the TEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE Shirtttttttttttt...

since kakak alino always travel to the UK, i tot why not ask her to buy one if she reach there, but there is always a problem with money. since its in pounds, its a problem.. to expensive to splurge on a t-shirt.. haih..

but last two days, as usual, lepak2 with alino, borak2 and talk about rubbish, bila nak balik je, she handed me a black box. with ribbons on it!! she said, its the "bet" i owe u. i was like...... whatttttttttttttt! i wont tell how my reaction to u guys when i open the box. its enuff to say that something that makes jump like a kid. hahaha..

whos the Stig now??

thanx alino. thnx for the shirt. i know its hard to get it. i know it came all away from UK. hahaha.

royal mail....

i dunno when im gonna wear this shirt. maybe it will be join the "jarang-jarang skali" pakai collection of shirt.. hehe. still there are a few tees that i have just wore once. haha.

and the Top Gear tees pun tak terlepas dari sarcastic.. look at the label.. mcm tahiikkkk.... ahahahha

bengong.. haha

thnx alots.. means a lot to me.. vector, pde, calc, m.elec, thermo II, and material mech II is waiting.

miss sarah very much..

challo
salam
hmo

billss...

2010-02-05T00:25:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

went to MV last 2 days.. gotta pay the house bills.. now its my responsibility back. haha

went to the post office and "TADDAA!!" penuh mcm nak mampos.. well, my stomach is "ggrring", so i took my number from the QMS machine, and there is 40 more people to wait. so i headed for subway...

got my subway melt, crunching all the meat and veggies, reminisce about sarah while eating and listening to 3 doors down, im on my way back to the post office after 20 minutes.

and guess what, i miss by 4 people. there again i had to get my number again and WAIT.. took me another 25 minutes until my turn was up..

so i gave the bills and cash. while waiting the cashier scanning "beep-beep-beep" all the bills, i decide to chit chat.

me: "cik, kalau saya anta surat kat The Hague, brapa ringgit setem?"

cik kak: " The Hague? kat mana tuh? kat Australia eh?"

me: " what the... tak. dekat amsterdam." (i tot she wud know where amsterdam is..)

cik kak: " ooooo, kat England eh???"

me: "takk! kat Holland, Holland nih kat Europe cik.."

cik kak: " oooooo. kalau mcm tuh bawah 20gm, harga dia RM X.XX.."

wow. ini mesti geography hebat gilee.. har har har..

well, listening lots of song right now. layan jiwa kacau. got a new series. "Life Unexpected" is kinda nice. got the Roswell chic Shiri Appleby as a hot mom. and guess what! "LOST" is back. its the final season!! gotta watch it!

dont wanna talk about skool. its building a lots of pressure on my head right now. wish sarah is here so i cud talk over it at Walid while sipping teh tarik and sambil tgk kucing lalu lalang..

and, yeah, to my sis nana, to kakak nadia, HAPPY birthday. happy 30 and 29? haha. quite funny u both share the same birth date and we both are closely related..

love and miss u hons..

challo
salam
hmo

the encounter..

2010-01-31T01:27:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

started way back. the year was 2006. when i was still in the 1st year. the excitement of entering UM was still enthralling. it was a dream come true. start after purchasing a clear black folder branded UM in the front, it was a mission to enter UM after completing my diploma.

it was a cold chilly night that day on 12th college, when a nice friend of mine, jemme invited me to join her watching a small band show at the foyer. yeah, why not. dressed with long collared shirt, a track pants and, a slipper, i went down with couple of my friends. that was the most messiest wardrobe i could had wear.

before i get on my seat, i saw someone very familiar to me. someone i knew back in school days. someone very recognizable.. after the show, i met the person again and we said hye..

there stood my love life, my pacemaker, my defibrillator, my ventilator, and my support system. she was my everything.. she was standing behind her best friend. and after that day it was history. we chatted together that night and have breakfast the next day. then lunch and dinner was a routine.

all the hardship, all the hard times we bare together. sad, laughter and success we shared together. not a single thing have been lost in the journey. we make it an adventure through out our lives.

we try new things, we eat at new places and we experiment on new frontiers. nothing yet bored us, and the days kept on counting with pictures taken and memories buried in our heart.

accidents happen, injuries occurs, operations take place, and sadness occurs. still we stay by our side sharing problems, encourage for both of us to be strong.

months past by, years completed we are both going strong. entering the fifth year will be not easy, but hopefully things are going fine.

love u very much honey. happy anniversary..

ps: "i`ve waited years to finally find you, so why not wait just a little bit longer, because i know you are worth waiting for.."

challo
salam
hmo

blah blah blah..

2010-01-24T02:09:00.005+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

im totally disturb by something. "something" that kept playing on and on inside my head.. which is totally driving me nuts. maybe some of you wish me go nuts. becoz somehow i maybe disturb with ur fcuking life.

i still remember way back when my mood swing is like yo-yo. up and down. today im a happy man, next day i will be a tornado. well, it improved when i met sarah. but back then, i also have a few of my colleagues who always backed me and cheer me up.

last week i got my half transcript from UM. told me to check it up weather they have messed up with my result or something. looking at it, i saw how far i been going. from somebody who almost gave up engineering and transferred to another faculty, to someone who only left 12 credits hour and 10 weeks left.

final semester perhaps??

my achievement is nothing. nothing compared to my 3 pointer frens or some hotshots frens from other universities. but looking at it again, it almost a miracle that i had survived this long where i dub UM as mini hell. dulu nak masuk gerbang UM pun takot, now im entering it like it is my second home..

2 weeks back while im having some ice-cream with my long-long fren, we had a good talk. a talk that someone will back off and not even think to intervene. but something he said to me makes me pissed off.

he said, " beb, they way u are saying this, u dont have any confident on urself".

i said, " really??, confident is something that i already have long time before today, and if u be me, im sure u are rotten already. "

but it ended in a nice way. and we are still frens. ha ha ha.

sometime people just talk and talk and talk. but never look back to themselves. sometimes tak sedar pun diri sendiri tak serupa bikin.

i dont like the weather nowadays. its too gloomy.

dslr"ing" looks stupid nowadays. mat rempit pun dah meng-dslr kan diri. go cart anyone?? RM30 at shah alam? any sponsors?? ha ha ha

sometimes u need to go far far away just to have a peace of mind..

ps:

+ i wonder my fren jasmina is back from india..

+ nana, i got u a birthday present already. anta keta mak balik cepat sangat. wa baru nak pass. catch me if u want ur early bday pressie.. ha ha ha.

challo
salam
hmo

finally!

2010-01-14T21:19:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye...

tomorrow will be a week sarah is gone. baru a WEEK! wtf!! boleh gile mcm neh!

well sarah did left me something. a legacy. a toy. a gadget. something that i could held on. she finally gave my 26th birthday present. hahaha!

and she gave me this:

an ipod touch!!

maybe we just love giving gifts to each other. now, both of us are running of ideas what to give on the next coming birthdays. well i got a few back up plans on my sleeve.

and thnx to alino and haris. this time i got a fossil belt from them. last year was a logitech MX518 mouse.

showing off the bag is enuff. nak tunjuk belt means tunjuk perut yg boroii. haha

i think i have a syndrome. syndrome "sarahlitis". a disease that makes me miss sarah..

im waitingg....

challo
salam
hmo

kl --- ams...

2010-01-12T21:59:00.005+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

1st week without sarah. tak sampai a week lagi pun. kelas still mcm tahiiiiii. but fortunately for me, i have the "OKs" lecturer of biomedics. so no stress yet. kecuali with PDE.

there are two different condition in kl and amsterdam. KL is having its usual torrential rain. panas gila pagi then lebat gile petang. yes, hujan itu rahmat, but if u are driving in KL petang balik kelas or keje, rasa nak bunuh diri gak dgn JAM mcm mini hell.

well in amsterdam, what i know, is having its heaviest snow fall since 1997. correct me if im mistaken.. not only amsterdam but the whole europe is facing crazy winter.

im gonna share some pictures. what i have done prior sarah leaving kl is pergi watch movies with the 2 guys plus a girl (alino). tgk sherlock holmes at tropicana mall. and sarah did too, with her aunt. where? dunno. aku tahu satu tempat je. " Albert Heijn" which i mock it as "albert einstein". sore grappeeeee tak dapat pergiiiiiiii.. hahahah!

after movies we stop by MV. just to have lunch and got my swatch a new strap and a battery. habis duitt..

next we stop by tasik titiwangsa. alinur sungguh2 nak ajak makan rojak hell sedap katanya. sampai2 takde. chiss.. kena tipu. and i paid for the other rojak yg kurang sedap. BCOZ?? only the four of us knew why.. i ran 100meter bcoz tak caya pasal benda tuhhhh. hahaha

here are some pix and comparison.

while sarah is frezzing, aku berpeluh mcm buat aksi video karaoke lagu mat rempit. and nik is always around when i need him. hahaha

sid mcm biasa sebukkan diri. and looking at sarah pix, wondering when i cud join her there.. and yg paling sejuk kat msia leh dapat dgn murah adalah aiskrem roti pakcik motor kat titiwangsa. jadilaaaaaaaa. alino belanje! eh ke sid??

thnx guys/girl for spending the time with me. haha.

miss u sayang.. alotss!

pix credits to sarah ayuni http://buggedbedroom.blogspot.com/

and also thnx to miss alino nye BB for the IMPRESSIVE pics. haahahah!

challo
salam
hmo

10227km...

2010-01-09T22:45:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

i miss sarah.. i miss her very much.. hate it when i miss her.. well im gonna wait for her as long as it takes. kalau stakat kat JB, blh ah wa drive. tol + minyak + makan, RM150 setel.. neh??? 10227km.

2 months? 3 months? what im sure about is, the max day would be 90 days. aku kena pergi solat jumaat 13 kali (taktik ayah ajar kat aku nak cepatkan hari). days which are countable seems faster than waiting.

where is sayang? here she is:

KL ----> The Hague

well.. arggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! never missed someone this bad..

but, great news.. baby M got a new servo!!! waited 4 years for it.. ZOOOOMM!! better fuel consumption! hehe

what else ha?? all my frens are traveling. keji betul. eu jin is leaving to NZ, jas is going to India.. me?? adalah melepak kat DK 2,3, and 6 tak pun kat BT or BK. termenung sorang2. haram betul.

some of my frens are getting interviews. congratulation. bersama2 kita majukan radicare. haha.

EPL asyik postpone. not FUN. and got stuck to a new song, "the man who cant be moved"..

"i hate monday becoz its not sunday, i wish everyday is public holiday"........ me? "i hate everyday. period".

challo
salam
hmo

i wish for..

2010-01-07T18:11:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

happy new year. welcome 2010. bye bye 2009.

i have a few "wishes" for 2010. not a resolution. my wish is they vanish.

+ wish for all mat rempit mampos. rimas. mcm lipas.

+ yg pendatang neh (halal or haram), dari indon, myanmmar, nepal, bangla, where the fcuk u came from, learn how to respect malaysian. kalau taknak kena sound ngan org mcm aku get the fcuk out. jgn pandai suka hati cakap kalau ko nak kena middle finger ngan aku.

+ org yg gemar buang sampah dari keta. fcuking mcm pukiharam. my mirror almost got smack by ur fcuking kfc boxes. and to all yg suka buang sampah dari keta yg stock besar2 mcm air tin, kulit rambutan, harap2 ko mampos dalam jarak 1 km. tapi kasi aku lepas dulu. so aku tak kena jam or sangkut dgn fakers yg suka slow down keta and stop tepi jalan tgk eksiden.

+ mat keta rempit. satria rempit, neo rempit, kanch rempit, viva rempit, wira rempit, saga rempit waja rempit, pejadah lagi keta nasional rempit wannabes, korang sgt merimaskan. never seen a persona rempit lagi. once i saw a yellow waja rempit wannabe dgn ekszos bunyi mcm motor bot di folo oleh yellow lambo. sangat malu ok.. tgk2 back mirror yellow lambo blakang ko yg tak reti amik lane kiri.

+ dead to all criminals. either korang neh perogol bersiri, peragut, penembak, perompak, pembunuh, atau anything start with huruf "P", (hmm "P" bnyk melibatkan perkataan penjahat).

challo
salam
hmo

ps: im gonna miss someone very very much..

the good, the bad, the ugly..

2009-12-30T18:42:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye...

1st week of class. friday dah hols. besss. i love holidays, and i hate class.

hopefully this is my last sem as an extender (ada kaa ayat ni?).

i cant take it any more.. sangat penat. pikir pasal jadual clash sana sini pun dah cukup mensesakkan nafas. argghh.

being am extender, there are few ups and downs when u enter skool for the new semester. this what happens..

your name are known and recognized between the lecturers. they know who u are. not as a trouble maker, but someone who have been around here and there.

your name will be called out by the lecturers. not to give answers to their questions, but bcoz the lecturer ONLY recognized u and remember your name in the new class.

some of the lecturers will starting to talk with you like they are your frens. which is nice.

the tutors skrang mcm tempat sembang2 and lepak2.

the juniors will keep on smiling to u. sama ada dorang perli or just plain saying "hye" in their smile. but i will always smile back.

the jrs will look upon u, and ask for opinions, which i have plenty to give. and most of them is how to survive.

being an extender, u enter jr classes, which are more quieter. they dont talk much. u can focus and hear what the lecturer is talking about. but understanding it might be an issue.

but, most of the time, i got sleepy bcoz the class is too quiet.

being an extender, u cannot borrow books from the library, which i argued with the staff. finally they over-ride the system. haHAhaHA.

your frens keep on making bets with u. such as,

" kalau cgpa ko X.XX aku bg ko niiiiii!!!", or

"bro, u better grad, kalau tak u can kiss goodbye to your RM400 remote control boat",

and lagi bes, " u HAVE to grad. if u grad this semester, that month pay, i will spend each penny on u".

BEST TAK?? dapat kawan mcm nih??? i take it as a motivational support..

skrang pun, kalau jumpa, most of my frens akan blanje bfast, lunch, and dinner if we met. which is BES jugak. haahhaha. lepak minum RM4.00 pun dorang rebut nak bayar if i wanted to pay. which is funny.

i got 14 weeks this semester. which is VERRY short in skool terms. in laymen term means, YOU ARE FCUKING DEAD if u dont prepare early.

HAHAHAHA

i hate skool. but kinda love UM.

challo
salam
hmo

paris oh pariss...

2009-12-20T00:49:00.008+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

its mid december. last 2 years, my family and i went to paris and two days at london. it was around 10th or 11th of december of 2007. every december, the trip remind me the beautiful babes of Parisians, stinky subways, thousands of cafes, numerous old vintage WWII buildings, and leleh sedap punya roti. they make roti so sedap smpi dorang nye baguette pun sedap mcm nak mamposs. kat KA-foo baguette rasa mcm slepar.. chett.

paris itself for me is a fortress. kat highway dorang siap ada tembok konkrit yg misahkan paris itu sendiri dgn bandar2 lain. and inside paris itself terbahagi kepada 20 bahagian. rasa mcm kalau nak attack paris tuh, pastikan ikut melalui sungai yg melintasi paris itu sendiri, kalau tak pasti dah kena howitzer if it is still on WWII. ahahah

just wanna share some pics that remind me alot of paris, CDG aiport yg buruk, subway yg sungguh WWII (u have to watch WWII movies to see the resemblance), beautiful city with vintage buildings yg bila2 blh roboh, parisians yg sgt hot2 belaka (kalau korang rasa hebat jadi model kat msia, takyah perasan laa cantik. rakyat paris itu sendiri sudah sangat2 hot. belum lagi aku list2 kan model2 peranchis yg menjadi idaman laki2 kat tenet. haahhah!), and rakyat2 peranchis yg sangat bangga dengan bahasa sendiri (kalau cakap "merci' pun dah buat dorang senyum lebar)....

here some pix...

from clockwise:

1. pride of nation. MAS. the B777!

2. my two sis!

3. blue white red, flag of France.

4. nana and adik terpegun on something im sure..

5. boats on the side of the river is a common view.

from clockwise:

1. adik is confuse whether to choose going left or right..

2. mak is enjoying the cold. ahhaha

3. we did went to notre dame...

4. bunch of police marching down memory lane.

from clockwise:

1. i think it is notre dame.

2. ayah is getting his share of shivering.

3. leave-less tree in the winter.

4. the lourve.

5. me and adikkkkkkk pink. hahhaha!

from clockwise:

1. mak n nana tgh pikir nak masak apa balik neh, while adik is thinking, "aku lapaaa".

2. ayah is waiting for the boat..

3. me being a dad??

4. ayah pose with some of the pix he draw.

5. family picture!!

from clockwise:

1. in the top of the world. view of paris from eiffel.

2. the old junk of paris. nasib baik hitler tak robohkan eiffel when the nazis invaded paris.

3. bon voyage..! going back home. when u step into a MAS plane, u feel u are on the land of Malaysia..

merry christmas to my christian frens..

challo
salam
hmo

if they are coming, they are coming now..

2009-12-17T00:12:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikum and hyee..

result dah kuar. YAY? fcuk? demm? cebaiss? aku terima dgn hati terbuka what ever it is. target baru, habiskan all SIX subjects on my final semester.

i was reading a book by sidney sheldon. one of my favorite was "the doomsday conspiracy". its about aliens and UFOs with a bit of espionage. my favorite mix!

the doomsday conspiracy

the book is about the alien came because, we HUMANs are so fcuk up with enviroment. potong pokok sana, buang sampah rata2, so alien marah laa. so they came to our planet.

while reading this book, aku teringat pasal cerita "the abyss". one of my fav toooo. its about a sunken sub, that need to be rescued but there is a glitch. ada alien form dalam laut. in the end, alien tuh wat show tunjuk dorang marah sbb we HUMANs suka perang and buang sampah merata2.

so since skrang Earth pun dah mcm tuh. lagi teruk aisberg dah sampai australia, and they are already cracking and separating here and there, it shown to us that earth is already sick. so, im sure that the alien are already visiting us somewhere looking at us. HhahahHAHa!

so guys, tgk2 laa kat langit, or ur on background. mana taw ada benda kelip2. haha.

CUTI tinggal a week and a half.. what im doing while u guys are pissing ur boss? as usual, games, games, and more games, plus series. but since its december, semua org malas berlakon, series pun tak kuar ah. so this what i did..

Dirt 2

guys, and girls, PLEASE get this game, if u are a car simulation hardcore. gempak gile. but if u havent played Dirt or Grid, go get those first. get the feel. this game is so cool that aku ulang track yg sama utk 10 kali utk dapatkan 1st place for extreme difficultly. go GET it!! btw track kat Malaysia pun ada! tanah merah plus kelapa sawit. rasa rallying at Benut or Pontian. ahahha!

deadliest catch

i dunno when i got addicted to the series. but, ianya hell BEST. ahahha. tangkaap2 ketam, and one trip to the alaskan sea back to dutch harbor, each man in a ship could get almost USD 30000!! depends on the ship and if they fulfill their quotas. no neeed degree chop Univ mana2, yg tulis nama korang, a year, u all could be fcuking millionaires tangkap king crab or opilio crabs. mantap!

and thanks too alinurrrrrrrrrrrrr. i got bnyk harta karun dari dia. hahaha.

hey! Christmas is around the corner. blh ka mintak gift? hahah!

wish for a phone, but hp contractor nih sangat laa berguna n tahan lasak, plus im so demm clumsy skrang, slalu hp jatuh. agak malas nak beli hp baru. everytime hp contractor aku neh jatuh, i was like, "demm, nasib baik bukan iphone gua atau what demm shit hp yg mahal2 tuh", hahahah!

wish for a car. tapi agak melampau kan? hari tuh nmpk ada iklan jual keta. nissan GT-r. RM 3/4 million!! bila lak aku nak rasa. cebaiss.. VW gti turbo pun maw RM350K. kena jual plutonium neh..

wish for a new rig. still agak melampau. melissa setiap malam kerja keras deemi aku.. tak sampai hati. she still in good shape.

watch? shoes? sunglass? aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh! taknak... i think, i wud wish for a piece of graduation paper. tulis nama aku. dah. walaupun aku tak mampu keje kat kapal cornelia marie, northwestern, atau the time bandit tangkap ketam, maybe that piece of paper wud help me later on..

plus, layak kaa dapat pressie time c`mas?? psikoooooo..

challo
salam
hmo

when impossible is POSSIBLE!

2009-12-08T01:09:00.010+08:00

assalamualaikum and hyeeee....

have u done something which looks IMPOSSIBLE but actually is POSSIBLE? well here is my story..

since i lived in a cute little house, cluttering is always a problem. and namely BOOKS! argh bersepah. bukan takde proper book shelves, just they are everywhere. and in a family where adik beradik korang semua membaca, ia adalah menjadi satu masalah. books are freaking everywhere.

nasib baik buku adalah mahal, so tak la every month beli 20 buku. hahaha!. so since cuti sekolah, takde mende nak buat, aku gatal2 pergi ikea searching for nice and cheap book shelves that should nicely fit my small little room.. well, guess what. i found it. cost me RM215. it is called BESTA. mcm nama sos pulak. btw, i found a stuff at ikea named "KOTTE". lucah sungguh. hahahha!

i bought one, and it look something like this:

u can found it in the new 2010 ikea catalog.

so i bought it home. i fits nicely at the back of baby maroon. 120cm long across. and weight almost 40-50kg.

so, bila sampai rumah, fix it, bend it, tap it, screw it, fcuk it, akhirnya siap. but then, i was starring at it almost an hour. BAGAK BERAT MCM NAK MAMPOS! mcm mana aku nak letak kat dinding?? im FCUKED.

well, being me, i hate being a fcuking loser. tired of it. but i never backed off something that i have started. such as being in UM. the helliest place ever. hahaha!

i took me 4 trips to the hardware store asking for screws or idea how to mount a 40-50kg of cabinet on the wall. all gave me the same answer. use a anchor bolt. i have experience using it. looks like this:

various types of anchor bolt

still i was unconvinced. the only thing support the whole weight of the cabinet is a freaking PLASTIC bracket!. FCUKed again.. sangat tak blh dipercayai.. so, because im a fcuking skeptic, aku tanya en. google. siap aku jadi ahli IKEAFANS. just nak access dia punya manuals. tapi semua sama. and all around the world is having the same problem!

lemme show u how the plastic bracket looks like..:

plastic bracket

rite now i was so fcuked up, i had a visit to ikea again with sarah, to quizzed one of its staffs. tanya punya tanya punya tanya, soal punya soal, punya soal, he said that, nothing to worry, just screw it. hahahha! dia siap gantung2, tarik lagi display shelf itu.. demm ah. plus dorang pakai 2 screw sahaja ok! two pieces of 7" screw!!! fakerrrrr!

today, i was like a man preparing for a ambush mission.

apparatus:

3 drills: 1 powered drill, 2 battery operated.

2 tool boxes: full of fcuking assorting gadgets such as nails, wood, wall plug, measuring tape, pencils, water ruler (timbang air??? hahaha), and other freaking stuff inside a toolbox.

drill the whole. i decide to use the anchor plug. and when trying to hoist the cabinet up with my little sister, it was like....................................... FCUUKKIINNGG HEAVYY!!!! arrghhhhh!!

i took several time but still doesnt work. its just TOO heavy and im underpowered. i need more HUMAN to help me with this shit.

dijadikan cerita, sarah msg me telling shes going home early.!! there. i got my driller. ahahahah. called her and ask her to help me out.

pendek kan cerita, kalau cerita korang mesti bosan baca, the wall plug doest work bcoz its tooooo short, so i decide to use the largest screw that i could fine in the WHOLE cheras, which i already had. which is the 7" screw.

lebey kurang mcm nih laa.. but fatter

plus aku siap beli extra plastic bracket, washer and nails kat ikea customer service. cost me RM3. hahahaha. just in case.

bila sarah sampai, i took three of us, and me and adik as the anchor (pemegang cabinet) and sarah as the driller, plus siap pinjam tangga uncle lee umah sebelah, WE manage to bolt the cabinet on the WALL!!!! believe it or not, a 40-50kg of cabinet is on top of my bed. WAKAKAKAKKWAKAKW!!!!

its bolted on the WALL!!

finally, we manage to finish the task. btw, its straigt. dah ukur ngan timbang air. hahahah! i thing this is the hardest installation i had done selain pasang monitor samsung gua kat stand dia. hahaahah.

luckly i studied statics. thanks prof wan. it makes me confident after roughly calculate how much force of 6 screws to handle 40-50kg of cabinet. haha. bak kata prof wan, "kira semua x sama ngan kosong, n y sama ngan kosong. kamu dptla nilai dia". he`s right.

now i believe that everything is possible. if something on your way, get some help. it could be solved.

LOTS of thanks to my little sister and my lovely gf sarah. kinda hot looking at her while drilling the screws in her office outfit. ahhahaha!

sesapa nak pasang benda kat dinding, call me. special price. ahhahaah!

challo
salam
hmo

HOLIDAYYY!! but still sucks big time.

2009-11-25T23:17:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

its skool holiday. started with a BAD mood and still going. fcuk everything. dah la skrang plet keta WTF. wish my car bare WTF 6848. how koool is it.

skrang bangun tido at 1pm. tido pun tak bes. mcm mana nak bes. mimpi bukan-bukan. mimpi amik exam kat BP, and lagi bes mimpi tiru-tiru org sebelah.. cebaii....

well hell with that. buat dua tiga hari nih aku tak nak pikir pasal exam or fcuking results. argh demm ah... semua exam oriented. patot laa generasi skrang semua bengappppppppp. contoh2nya banyak di news. bukan sahaja org tua, tapi budak2 pun bengap. semua sbb hafal sifir kuasa 8. prepare utk exam. tapi prepare for the outside world, haram tak tahu.

ok. since its holiday for me, takde duit nak p london makan fish n chips or pi karambunai tgk laut-laut yg indah, katil aku neh is my holiday spot for a few weeks. plus melissa mcm cacat sket. main game crash. Graphic card dah lapok or wat ever, aku tak tahu. sponsors anyone??

while u all keje cari duit atau menghabiskan duit, i have my own activity at home which not fun, but i bet it is better that blowing my ass at UM for 4 months studying and puke at the finals. im so not in this exam thingghyyyy..

ACTIVITY AT HOME..

Top Gear: its my all time favorite. skang dah masuk season ke 14. clarkson, hammond, may, and the stig still rocks. still maki-maki keta idaman korang tanpa rasa bersalah. wish i cud say the same thing about some people!

PES 2010: since tak mampu nak beli PS3 slim which cost ONLY RM1299, which is far more cheaper than camera sony haris, main kat PC sudahh.. melissa still can cope with its graphics. ada converter, playing pes2010 on melissa is like having half a PS3 at home.. CUKUPLaa!!!

Modern Warfare 2: the game im playing right now. shooting baddies boleh bayangkan org yg aku benci. DEAD U ALL CEBAIIISS!!!!

*from the top left*

Company of Heroes - Tales of Valor: demm i love this fcuking game. alino pun minat. BOOLEHH?? im so prro nazi... Wehrmacht and panzer elite is my choice. die u all americanos and britttss..

How I Met Your Mother: sapa lagi kalau bukan robin serbachtkykyyy (xreti eja). shes hhhoootttttt. "Vancouver canucks!!" and " LEGEN......... wait for it, wait for it... DARY!!" who watch this, paham maksud diaaaaa.

The Big Bang Theory: u thing codename "IBF, and CSN" (biomed kenal sapeee) is smart enufff?? malaun dua ekor neh lagi gempakkkkk. sarcastic sungguhh.. aku mengasah sarcastic aku kat sini. biar kasi pening kepala saraahhhh.

Greys Anatomy: no need to say... bess tgk darah2 kuar sket walaupun aku geli. katherine heigl is super hhhottttt. Yang is a big NO-NO, well i cud settle with the both greysss.. hohoho!

MOUSE HUNT: i came from the dead for this tekan2 ikon game on facebook. u FACEBOOKERRS should heard or pass through this game once in your lifetime. either u are being invited or read about it somewhere, its quite addictive. same with the mafia warss. korang leh bagi2 gold, or cheese. rasa mcm anak raja pass2 duit kat kawan. mcm sialllllllllll. btw dah pow alino gold 50K!!

thats my holiday. hows urs? hope ur jobs SUCKS so korang rasa sket jeles kat aku. sbb aku lagi jeles sbb tiap2 bulan takde duit masuk.

challo
salam
hmo

when the worlds starts to end..

2009-11-24T00:24:00.002+08:00

asalamualaikum and hye.

what is your worst nightmare? benda yg betul2 berlaku. one day is normal, the next day is, "what"? ..............

1- things that NEVER go your way. god always keeps on testing you.

2- u break up with ur loves one. married - divorce, couples - breakups, etc...

3- today u are running, next day u r on the hospital ward.

4- today u are smiling, tomorrow seems endless knowing u got cancer.

5- today u are sleeping just fine, but wake up with loads of miss calls and messages saying u lost someone.

6- today u are torturing someone, next day u got what u deserves.

7- today u are sleeping on a plane, next minute an announcement said," we are crash landing".

8- suddenly u wake up, the world is dark, world starts to end. that moment u will will say, "the world is ending"

9- in this moment, what we achieve in the world seems worthless.

so, when u wake up in the morning, try to be happy. the world is not ending yet. we still have a target age of 70 to live on.

my motivation is, " i will try to be happy everyday"

challo
salam
hmo

thannk you....

2009-11-19T14:54:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

EXAM HABIS.

and, thank you to those who help and supporting me surviving this semester. its a living hell.

lots of thanks to:

alinur ayuni: the tutor, the helper, the teacher, the professor. gave her all to make me study and pass all the papers this semester. weekends, after works, and the support seperti makan pun kira support gak.. hehe. thanks beb..

siddik safian: the driver, the tension asorber, the punching bag, the listen to hafiz whamming and slamming. fetch me at UM and drove back to HPark to safety. he was the punching bag where my head n nerve disconnected on the last day before final exam..

nik sainuddin: thanks for the bed mate. kasi aku tido atas katil dia. dgn alasan i need the rest and comfort for studying and exams.

sarah ayuni: thanks for the "tupperware of CANDIES!!" hehe.

wawa, jasmina, jemme, eisha and ena: thanks for the support on IM, messages, and phone calls. meen alot to me.

the juniors: thanks for listening to my stupid jokes. some of them are CUTE! ahahha.

the biomed tutors: full of supports at exam hall for me. ps: thanks eisha for the tippsssssss.!

baby maroon: shes the best. the one who drives me around without any quarrels with me.

ONE more semester to go.

challo
salam
hmo

if i have an engineering deparment..

2009-11-06T17:32:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

im breaking the rules of blogging while studying. but circuit analysis is so sucks that in 20 minutes, blew my head already.

while calculating KCL, KVL, yg masuk positip, yg kuar negatif, and belum lagi nodes, loops, branch, and finally rasa nak campak miss asus nih. but suddenly faces of my frens keep on popping up. maybe it time to make a reunion soon and catch up with everybody.

i wonder if i have a engineering team, who the members be. no one special but most of them will be my buddies tooo. hahaha.

1. Team Leader / Head Boss: ME laaa.. takkan org lain. i wont talk bout myself here. coz its stupid. but for sure im the leader of the pack. its MY engineering team kan.... ahahhaha

2. Lead Engineer: Sarah Ayuni. My girlfren. she is the best worker around. proven to be diligent, smart, and hardworking. sanggup gi McD siapkan keje at 3am in the morning sbb stimix mampos kat umah. i want an engineer like this for this post.

3. Engineer 1: Alinur Ayuni. Walaupun baru jagung muda dalam bidang kejuruteraan, tapi dah pandai guna multimeter. good enough for starters. hahaha. sangat semangat untuk pakai uniform company and rajin bekerja dengan hantu-hantu kat HKL. walaupun company dah nak runtuh, masih semangat meneruskan perjuangan sbg seorg engineer. mampu utk menaikkan moral anak buah lain.

4. Sales Engineer: Abbad Tajuddin. aku taknak org lain. kalau sales engineer, sumpah aku nak dia jadi head sales aku. sanggup bekerja malam hingga malam hingga larut malam lagi. boleh bermimpi and berngigau dengan hebat pasal KERJA.. boleh disuruh sana sini tanpa rungutan kalau diberi gaji yg setimpal. dan sebab dia sangat rajin mgkn company leh bagi satu keta baru utk dia.

5. HR Manager: Jasmina. Sape lagi kalau bukan cik jasmina. best planner since skool. calender dia kertas recycle je. blakang siap ada letter head TNB. mgkn curi ayah dia punya. pastu habis bulan, siap padam and pakai balik. bagus sbb sangat jimat kertas and planner tetap mantap. ada pengalaman kerja kat klinik and brani mintak duit kat org yg lewat bayar. i want her to head this department. mampos laa org bawah2 dia.

6. Design / Web Manager: Nik Sainuddin Nik Mat: Boleh di arah and mendengar arahan. mantap dalam membuat design. bagus utk promosi kompeni. sanggup tak tido and kalau di pressure, kerja lagi bagus. for him, dia blh order take away apa saja jika membuat OT. ditanggung beres.

7. Creative Team: Sharina, Haris, Siddik: Aku tak yakin post lain. but idea 3 ekor nih mantop. biar dorang gaduh kat discussing room. nnti muncul laa idea yg ntah hapa hapa ntah, but mgkn boleh pakai. bilik dicussing room boleh disertakan PS3, Wii, Astro, and other things that these 3 demand. tapi yg aku tahu, idea mesti ada. must go on site selesaikan masalah secara creative kalau bangla2 atau indon2 tak tahu nak wat mcm mana kat site.

8. Legal Department: Siti Jamilah / Jemme: Long-long fren. should be good on legal matters. bila parking keta kat parking lot, mgkn selalu salah keta ngan sarah. hahaha. but im sure if we got any problem with the law, shes the person to call in.

9. Service Team: Masih kosong. kalau anda berminat, hantar resume kat saya. heheh

challo
salam
hmo

is it a lambo?? no! is it a lancer?? no! its a WAJA converrrrttttttttt...

2009-11-04T00:25:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

gotta write this blog before i start exam. takut nnti sangat emoo and sangat stress, semua rasa nak hempap-hempap and baling-baling.

ingat lagi dahulu zaman stadi week when all the guys and girls are all together. masing2 tanggungjawab datang BP atau BT stadi sesama.

someone or somebody akan bawak bekal. roti, tuna, air mineral, and always the best part when mak2 mereka ini mengambil part memberi bekal kepada anak2 mereka seperti nasi beryani (haris), superb carbonara or olio (alinur), some home made curry (jasmina), and as usual, me ada laaa bawak sikit2... ahahha aku kuat makan. and as usual siddik?? ko bawak apa? muka seposen jeeee.

stadi kat BT adalah paling memorable. mcm2 kisah disitu. BT adalah seperti "port" biomed. BT 202-203 selalunya dikuasai oleh biomeds..

but we ended our final year study week at BP.. which is sux. but NOT when we "own" the room.. when more than 5 biomeds 05/06 come in a room, this happen "Veni Vidi Vici" which means (the I is convert to WE, suka hati aku laaa, blog aku) "WE came, WE saw, WE conquered" plus we have jasmina. budak lain (not biomeddss, kita bising takpee) bising siapppppp aaaaahhhhhh!. sia2 kena sound. i remember that moment.. hahha!

well pictures tell a thousand worrrdddssssss..

from the top left:" haris and ena (got the message??), abbad in happy mode, jasmina after puas hati wat notesssss, sid bila nampak lipas, alinur in kepuasan hati buli hafiz, mardiana "the petronas worker", balm with abbad and myself along with miss asus, and finally the one who graduates tinggal kan aku gi tiomann.. deeemmmmmmmm!!!!!!"
ps" the tioman thingy start with a hankyyyyyy!

well the tajuk tak kena ngan post today. maybe later citer.. gotta study.. take care peeps.

challo
salam
hmo

while in the library..

2009-10-28T01:10:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

study week.. study week.. this year study sorang-sorang.. kat main library..

library dah lawa. meja baru. lantai baru. ac baru. meja pc baru. and paling bes, wireless mcm kat CC.

punya la percaya antara satu sama lain, korang leh tinggalkan laptop korang kat meja utk pergi makan, solat ataupun berak. tadker sapa nak curik.. gempak gilee. kagum aku tgk. hahahaha.

and aku dah cuba. miss asus aku masih ada di meja.

bila turun 1st floor (grnd floor) baw kopi vendor machine sangat bes. baw dia dewa dewi nye...

3 days stadi mesin. 2 days stadi biochem. sumpah sewel. aku n alino siap main2 game KA kat YM. such as:

nnti keje kat KAba
pastu KAya
then KAwen
makan kat KAntin
holiday di KAlimantan
pastu KApult.

gile bosan. stadi mmg bosan. wawa pulak ada apek ensem teman lunch. aku nak makan ngan sapa neh.. tadi tdo. gile bes. POWER NAP!

today kuar at 930. kaki frostbite. sejuk mcm nak mampossss. jaket nike dah koyak2. sapa nak sponser jaket?? alino cakap nak bagi hoodie.. mana lino!! mana!!

well selamat exam pada jr-jr aku.
selamat keje pada kawan-kawan aku
cool down to my gf. colleague u mmg iblis. ha-ha-ha. (buat muka japp)
nana, keje rajen2. kumpul duit.
wawa................................. nak melo ajak milo-milo guy. haha

challo
salam
hmo

sayu..

2009-10-18T23:41:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

pernah tak sesekali bila sorang2, tetiba rasa sayu. feeling yg membuat kita sedih, hepi, atau tetiba gelak..?

i have this feeling when being left alone, or something that worries me so much that makes me forget stuffs, and feel like running.

dulu kat poly, bila kena hantar balik je, mesti cakap kat anip, " beb, sayu ah.." then anip mcm biasa ajak lepak2 minum atau duduk kat depan padang sambil nyanyi. sangat kool time tuh. ur best fren lepak just cooling u down. put all the worries away.. its nice..

skrang, there is no anip. sarah take over most of it. she listen, she smile, she laugh and she cry with me. she did most of the soaking part. she must be tough to handle me..

another person who always stand by me is alinur. a fren met in UM, she is quite special. she has many title given by me such as capo di tutti, or my right hand man. she will be the first to realize if there is something wrong with me at class.

well most of them are busy right now. anip is married, sarah is working plus another problem in her shoulder, while alinur is working. me? still go melissa at home, KABA in mind, and exam in the future.

no one knows how our future goes. only god knows. qada n qadar yg telah ditentukan sejak azali.
i hope, everything will be fine. i wish a happy ending.

life is so complicated right now. but im lucky to have my family, my sarah, and my frens surrounding me.. the support from them are superb. never let me down. even siaw peng, give his truly support to me at UM.

alrite, lets start a new weekend, and nana, u promise your integra is half price for me. aku akan ingat. hahaha.

love u all..

challo
salam
hmo

everyday is fucking bullshit

2009-10-13T23:22:00.001+08:00

everday sucks.

everyday ada je tak kena.

ada je tak puas hati.

ada je tak dapat.

ada je yang sakit kan hati.

how the fuck to fix it.

it must be fun bungee jumping rite now and 20 rounds on a go cart.

budak kecik..

2009-10-02T19:45:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

selamat hari raya. maaf zahir batin.

tiada post puasa, buka, terawih, atau hari raya. reason pertama, i have no mobile camera yg melekat kat telepon. the one im using is when the Japanese went rampant colonizing Malaya on WWII. org jepun dah pakai nokia aku neh utk contact org2 dorang.. hehe

second reason, maybe i dont like raya very much.. i tot it was only me, but nana pun sama gak. tapi sarah menjanjikan sesuatu yg baru bila dah kawen nanti. dia cakap raya kat KB bes.. will see.. a fren of my budak kelantan taknak ngaku (peroz) dia cakap.. "hmmmmmmmmm, tak bes langsung"..

my title today is budak kecik.. where in my memory, ada gak aku ingat sedikit sebanyak semasa tembesaran aku. i can remember my childhood at Taiwan vaguely, but its not that interesting, because kat sana, sama ada seronok pergi sekolah, atau tadah tangan nak toys apa saja.

masa nak balik mersing on the third raya, we stop at tangkak R&R. skrang dah besar2, malas gila nak solat jemaah. dulu rajin gak tepuk2 bahu org solat jemaah, but skrang amalan itu semakin malas aku lakukan.

bila dah habis solat asar aku duduk di bangku, lepak2 tunggu ayah aku. ada budak kecik masuk ke surau. dia kemas2 kan seluar dan baju. dah la kecik, pendek pula. mungkin darjah 4 atau 5. kemudian dia bentang kan sejadah di belakang seorg dewasa dan dgn bersungguh 2mengjengketkan kaki nak tepuk bahu seorg makmum dewasa. dan bersolat jemaah laa dia..

bg aku, ini adalah satu tamparan bg aku yg sudah dewasa. tak sedar2 diri nak berjemaah.. haih..

today, after sepak2 bola ngan budak bawah umur kat padang, aku merehatkan diri di depan rumah dgn ais kat lutut kanan aku. bukan ada injury, but a precaution. my knee still need tendering.

kemudian ada dua budak kecik depan rumah. sorang kakak, sorang adik. kakak dia tgk makan aiskrem 10sen yg boleh belah dua itu. adik dia datang mintak nak. dia pun cakap, " jaappp, kakak gigit bg ko"..

wahh.. seingat aku, kecik dulu takde aku share2 ngan nana atau adik. asyik gaduh je. skrang baru laa nak hidup bertamadun sket.. hahaha.

bila tgk aiskrem 10sen itu, aku teringat masa aku kecik berumur darjah 5. tanggungjawab aku masa itu adalah meneman adik ke sekolah agama. setiap kali nak ke sekolah agama akan aku melintasi sebuah kedai runcit dimana adik aku akan mintak aiskrem 10sen neh. peristiwa ini berlaku berbulan2 lamanya. sampai la satu hari......

adik aku batuk2 demam2. ayah aku tanya adik, makan apa kat sekolah. adik cakap makan aiskrem batang 10sen neh setiap hari. tak pasal2 aku kena kejut pukul 3 pagi, berdiri depan ayah, dgn tangan dibelakang dan kepala tunduk kena marah sbb belikan adik aiskrem 10sen.. ayah cakap lain kali beli aiskrem cap nestle atau walls shj.. tak pasal2.. but it teach me lots of things that day..

well, kelas dah start. lagi 5-6 minggu adalah FINALS.. i hate exam. who doesnt?

ciao
salam
hmo

angkuh..

2009-08-26T01:16:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye.

sometime people is an ASS.. cakap besar. angkuh. kerek. and kata-kata nya mmg sengaja utk membanggakan diri. dari nada dan perwatakan aku dah dapat taw. no explanation needed.

aku dari dulu mmg tak reti nak cakap ala2 kerek atau belagak ini. mgkn disebabkan diri aku yg bukan kool, tak hensem, bukan datang dari keluarga hebat2 kejayaannya, atau mungkin dari didikan ibu bapa yg sentiasa rendah diri membuat aku sentiasa utk menjadi humble, dan serendah mungkin.

bila dah dewasa ini, ramai kawan2 aku yg begini. ada yg begitu bangga mengatakan ini dan itu atau menunjukkan barang ini dan barang itu. as usual, aku akan cakap "WOW!!, kool gile" atau, "gile ah! bagus2.. congrats!!". padahal aku tidak heran langsung atau tak kisah pun. even thou i have things better to say or show compared to them, i wud rather keep it low and just shut up..

today i got some experience. aku jumpa dengan seorang kawan yg sudah grad baru-baru ini.

aku menegurnya, "oit, watpe weh?".

he said ," aku nak hantar borang master nih."

me: " wow! congrats! buat class ke research?"

him: " RESEARCH AH! apa kelas datang class for master!"

if u see him "live" korang rasa nak sepak je. kerek gile. adakah sebab aku extend dia mengatakan begitu? so, fuck you. ko baru nak hantar borang dah kecoh. dapat tak tahu lagi.

member aku sorang yg baru balik dari australia, buat research tak kerek pun. siap cakap "nothing laaaa.. simple2 je.." (now tutor at mech UM and pursuing PhD).

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and today again, i wish my fren, "selamat berbuka"

he replied, "selamat berbuka juga. itu pun kalau ko puasa." WTFuck?

if u know this guy for years, u will know he shudnt said that to me. ini org yg mmg jenis tinggal solat ting tong nye. dari dulu sampai skrang. if u thinking he is joking, baca msg seterusnya adalah lagi sangat menjengkelkan..

ini adalah UMPAMA aku bg msg kat dia, "bro! aku dapat baby boy!"
and he wud be replying, "congrats! itu pun kalau anak ko!"

get it?

aku tidak laa alim-ulama, baik dah kompem masuk syurga. but i know what my responsible to God. banding kan aku dgn dia, he shud not said that.

i know why he said that. he has no respect to his frens. and dia mmg sumpah kerek n angkut diri sendiri. one time dia bangga gila beli hadiah bday kat gf dia, siap tunjuk resit kat aku. mcm aku heran. as usual, i wud say "WOW!!, mahal gilee."

sumpah kalau aku gf dia, aku cakap, "nih je?"

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long time ago, i had a fren yg baru habis blaja diploma UTM.

i said, " dah dapat keje?"

him: "not yet.."

me: " ko mintak apa, TA? (technical assistant)

him: "apa barang TA? AE laa! aku diploma UTM ok. (assistant engineer)

perlu ke cakap mcm tu? tak bleh ke being humble? pelik ok.. why i had this kind of people as a fren..

*he ended being a policeman*
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some people u can differentiate.. ada kala nye dorang kerek, kita tak terasa langsung. mgkn kita tahu peribadi mereka ini. they just be joking. cakap pun gelak2. tiada iras muka yg menunjukkan mcm nak pijak muka kita.

but what i have experience above, i know them. some of them as long as 13 years. itu laa dia. sometimes, aku selalu sangat simpan. terlalu rendah diri. and emo today..

well, my frens, selamat berpuasa. selamat berbuka..

salam
challo
hmo

habiss...

2009-08-22T02:58:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

ten days ago, kawan aku berkonvo. congrats to them. a few pictures to share..

the first row is with my cappo di tutti, alinur ayuni. hopefully she got what she wants in life and become a successful engineer one day.

the second row are the left out of the "first seven". there are five of us left. the most right is qish..

the third row is with the guys. haris and siddiq, congrats to them and to sirul, ur konvo will be on October if im not mistake. congrats to u too.

these pictures above are taken by me, with the help of Canon EOS 1000D. pinjam dari angah. i wanna that piece on my arm one day. Congrats to all of you.

hopefully, u all will be somebody one day. help the nation. help the people. lots more is coming. wish u all good luck..

selamat berpuasa.

challo
salam
hmo

konvo.

2009-08-12T01:49:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

esok kawan-kawan aku berkonvo. i will be very excited if im them. no UM. no books. i like it.

tapi, aku tiada dalam acara esok. im proud of my frens. they show that its possible for me to graduate one day. im waiting for that moment.

some of my frens who will be graduating tommorow are very special. all of the initial seven frens (since first year) of mine are graduating, except me. which are:

1. alinur
2. haris
3. siddiq
4. balqis
5. arina
6. haziq

but some of them dont get along fine with me until the end.

well, to those my frens who are graduating tomorrow, congrats my dearest fren expecially to alinur, siddiq, ares, qish, jannah, and ena.

and to the others, congrats too.

on friday, will be my first fren whom i befriend at 12th college, jemme from law fac, and wawapucca on saturday from science fac. congrats too.

and finally to class of 2005/2006 biomed, congrats to u all.

i have a bundle of gifts to be given to whom i regard special. and yang tak dapat, bukan tak nak bg, just the economy is not friendly nowadays.

8 gifts to be given. wonder whos the lucky one..

i ask my fren whom are extending, are they coming to dtc, celebrating, they said:

i ask afiq, "u coming?", he said, "xnak laa. sedey ah. baik aku keje".

i ask jasmina. "coming?", she said, "nope. i takot i emo. i have no against them, but i feel a heavy heart."

i ask myself, "u coming hafiz?, i said .................... let me decide tomorrow..

salam
challo
hmo

ps: CONGRATS!! my friends!!

after 3 weeks..

2009-07-26T23:58:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye.

dah 3 minggu sem 9 aku bermula. as i thought, ianya sangat membosankan, sunyi, not fun, plus being alone sucks.

3 minggu berlaku, tiada yg best. bgn pagi, pergi kelas. tiada gelak2 kawan2 aku seperti alino yg bertanya khabar, siddiq yg mengutuk chelsea, haris yg ajak rematch inter vs chelsea kat ps2, ina yg menjerit2 kat aku mintak series, jannah yg senyap duk diam2 kat penjuru lab comp dimana aku bakal kacau, jas yg selalu tanya pasal lab, atau tiada lagi huu haa ajak makan atau lepak mana. ini sangat membosankan.

3 minggu aku hanya dipenuhi kelas2 yg penuh dgn budak2 yg aku kurang kenali. semua kelas aku ada join from 1st year to 4th year. syuib tecki yg pasang laptop pun cakap, "sabarla.. setahun lagi". dia pun nak p cambodia dah.. im still stuck in mini hell.

3 minggu, di lab still ada kak mah, still ada eisha, but no wawa. aimee pun nak pergi. haih.. still can go bfast with eisha once in a while. pojiee is still around. lepak2 ngan dia buat gempita kat blok U. still jas visit me once in a while at UM, alino meet me when she got the time, while the HP boys make me homey and feel like we are studying together.

3 minggu, kelas dah start. semua kelas bosan. semua lecterur stat kelas spt biasa. memulakan ugutan mengenai ponteng kelas and sign utk org. semua tak welcoming. ugut dan ugut. bosan aku mendengarnya. tetapi prof Wan juga yg berlainan. he is different. dia cakap juga pasal ponteng and sain kan utk org tetapi versi yg sungguh bes..

begini ceritanya, " jgn sain kan utk kawan saudara. pernah berlaku satu kes, ada kawan dia sainkan utk kawan dia yg lain. kawan dia yg lain ponteng kelas dan terlibat dalam satu pembunuhan. dia bunuh kekasih dia yg curang. apabila siasatan polis berlaku, dia mengatakan dia ada alibi. dia di kelas. sain ini adalah buktinya.. akhirnya, dengan kecekapan polis mmg dapat dibuktikan dia yg membunuh kekasih nya, dan kawan yg tolong sainkan juga kena di sabitkan kesalahan kerana bersubahat.. oleh itu jgn sainkan utk org.."

satu kelas senyap.. prof wan berkata lagi, " dan ini hanya la cerita saya reka. jgn percaya.." satu kelas gelak.. he is still the bes lecterur at biomed. im glad he is still teaching. he is the best biomed will have..

lecterurs pun are nice to me. no push over. dr wan sangat frenly and always ask me for my opinion for the class. pn norita pun sangat chill. nak wat kelas ganti, i said i got kelas at that time, she said, hmmm, meet me and take the notes. nsc selalu tegur how im doing. datin pun sekali tanya aku n senyum skali. bharti and kkh is as usual. dr hew from electrical is another lecture i like a lot. he is cool. while the lecterur from UIA is always confusing..

got to go. tomorrow class is at 8..

challo
salam
hmo

ps: "1 year to go hafiz.. finish it, please.. grad with me.." , a call from jasmina..

are we there yet??

2009-07-05T02:16:00.007+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

on 27-28 june, kita org p PD. a total of 8 of us. termasuk tuan rumah qish. the trip was fun but im sure, dorang p tioman adalah jauh lagi bes. tetapi, kawan-kawan aku yg sanggup meluangkan masa bersama aku di PD sangat laa bes. ahli2 yg terlibat:

1. hafiz
2. alinur
3. hares
4. ena-eno
5. sarah (KEU)
6. alif (bf sarah)
7. abbad
8. qish

it was a blast. we have fun. i got my stress out of my system. qish was a wonderful tour guide, plus she cook for us! nak apa lagi laa kan..

being me, the last time pergi PD adalah sangat tak ingat. when the last time i went to PD entah bila. maybe tak penah pergi pun. so dah lama tak jumpa pantai and pasir, aku sedikit jakun..

playing with water and sand

well, as u peeps can see, abbad jadi mangsa mayat dalam pasir, plus ada gmbr2 yg sangat tidak sesuai utk kanak-kanak utk ditunjukkan, tetapi di postkan di facebook kami semua di bawah tajuk pelabuhan dickson if im not mistaken.

the water was clean, bt the weather adalah sangat panas. tapi berbaloi. we all mandi pagi sampai-sampai je PD, bcoz in the afternoon im already out of gas.

siap ada gmbar aku kena tarik ke laut atas sebab2 yg tertentu. im glad that we play with the sand that moment. rasa sangat kanak2. gelak2 like our future are so far away and theres alots of oppurtunities that are awaiting for us just like the open sea..

dah puas mandi, we makan2 kat umah qish. she cooked. and seriusly sedap. hahah. bkn kerana lapa atau penat, but she can really cook. we ate, and ate, and sleep til 2pm.

next stop was visiting the mueseum. me, as a skeptic, "WHAT???" but it turns out it was an army museum, and it was a blast.

i love these kind of artifacts. tanks, guns, planes, etc that are related to the army. some how im very patriotic . hahahah

muzium tuh mmg mcm "big boys toys" yg tak dapat dimiliki, but u can touch it, ride on it and dream on it.. it was superb.

"big boys toys"

dah lepas muzium, we return to the beach. qish was waiting for the perfect spot, and sirul and aimal was there to add the fun.

we had prepared a BBQ. thanks to alif and sarah, it was perfect. it was superb. bakar kambing kat tepi laut with all the wind and watching the sun vanish at the horizon was mesmerizing...

bbq kat tepi pantai tuh adalah something which i would remember for a long-long time... its was so memorable..

the perfect bbq

there are more pictures. if im not mistaken, gmbr di kamera haris belum di upload. aku harap we have another great moment like this in the future..

and my favourite pix which i save for the last....

from the left: ena - hafiz - haris - alinur ayuni

thanks for making it happen.
jgn lupa lepak pelita bila ada masa lagi.
frens are forever.

challo
salam
hmo

twenty six..

2009-06-17T21:43:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

im 26 this year.

and its a lousy year.. full of shit..

a year when all my emotional are hay-wire.

2009 is not the year i like.

theres something inside my chest that wont come out.

aku tak puas hati tentang sesuatu. but i dont know what.

something is not perfect. and something is wrong.

as a conclusion, 2009 is my emo year. i never feel this down before.

when im going to stand on my both feet back?

skrang still rasa mcm atas kerusi roda.

demm. im tired, and stressed out. "mcm laa org lain tak hafiz..." (hati kecil ku bertanya)..

thnx for all the birthday wishes..

thnx to adik for the altec speakers, ayah for the book, and aiskrim goreng sid. (sid blanje 2 bijik!) ahahah.

i hate skool. dont know my fucking problem.

challo
salam
hmo

taking chance..

2009-06-07T23:30:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

i just watch a movie called "taking chance". its a story about the iraq war, but no shooting involved. im not pro war or pro US. but i like war pictures, mostly from the WWII.

but the what i learn is, take all the chances u can. sama ada ianya tidak berkaitan atau tidak logic, if it a chance of something new, why not try to take it and make it an experience.

tak kisah laa what kind of chances it is.

+ sambung belaja. kalau jauh mana pun, take it. there is alot of oppurtunity than not studying if u got the chance.

+ learn something new. try to drill a hole in the wall. did u know that silver and black colored drills have different strength?

+ do something that u havent done yet. well i have try few things with my frens. thanks to lino, and ares, i have gone a few adventures. try wall climbing. perut boroi macam aku neh mmg takkan sampai 50 meter pun, bukak mata naik roller coaster ada lah sangat horror and go cart adalah sangat fun. wait when we laugh playing baseball at OU.

+ starting a r.ship is scary. we dont know the end. but if u got the chance, why not. but make sure u ready to face all the hardships. a r.ship is not easy. quite like rocket sciences.

theres alot of chances that could come around us. new jobs, new tests, new encounter, new challenges. even tomorrow, when we wake up, god have make new challenges for us. even making up a new decision is taking a chance. moving to a new house, buy a car, buy furniture, is something big. big decision because it involves money, and plans.

new season of intakes will enter UM at july. fresh faces, fresh brains and great spirit. for them a few ideas for them:

+ UM is one of the best univ. at malaysia. tak dapat apex pun takpe. still the best.

+ u are free inside here. bebas. u are treated as adults. some of ur lecturers will treated u mcm dia yg bayar gaji u all. but still, kalau ko kuat melawan, u will be happy.

+ suruh kawan sain for attendance, takder hal, just jangan korang xgi kelas pastu eksiden. mmg kantoi busuk.

+ makes frens. makes new frens. cari kawan sebanyak mungkin. and save them til u get old.

+ study. study hard. nak ponteng kelas boleh. but when u fail, u will fall hard. just remember to stay up back. back ups from close frens are essential.

+ be active. if u are good in sports, fight for it.

+ and to budak poly yg akan masuk next sem, jgn belagak, jgn kerek, jaga mulut, jgn wat malu pada diri sendiri. u guys sux actually nak dibandingkan ngan dak2 matrix or stpm. be humble, respect people and respect to these kiddos or u guys akan makan taik. learn the hard way. jgn nak main sound org je, and dont make a fool of urselves. tak payah pikir ko tua 3-4 tahun ko cukup hebat. tak perlu bahas kan diri kakak atau abang bcoz i dont think u deserve the respect if ur attitude is equal to shit. jgn pikir u can arah org and cakap besar with what u learn. its bullshit. be cool, be humble, be nice to people, jgn kedekut with what u have and what u learn. and what i learn, my poly jr are shit. sombong. belagak. and mcm biasa, taik.

salam
challo
hmo

i wonder..

2009-06-03T00:01:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

today, i learn something. i learned a valuable lesson. a lesson that comes with age and experience. a lesson with a value more than half a century.. a lesson that makes me think more and more and more and more and more..

apa yg membuatkan manusia itu berhak untuk tuntut lebeh dari sepatutnya? pangkatnya? amalnya? pengalamannya? atau diri sendiri merasakan dia lebih bagus dari org lain?

mengapa sukar untuk mencari org yg bersyukur dgn apa yg ada? aku sendiri pun susah untuk berpuas hati dgn apa yang ada. aku mahu yg lebih baik, tetapi bg aku ianya harus la berpada-pada. usaha, rezeki, dan qada' dan qadar harusla dipegang. walau mcm mana pahitnya kehidupan itu.

hari nih, ada org cakap pada aku bahawa harta dan pangkat adalah penting. penting dari segi pandangan org. it contribute 40% of your life. kalau takder degree, org takkan respect. kalau takder pangkat, u r nothing. just piece of shit. well, in part of it i agree, but i most of it i disagreed. why?

+ ko orang berpangkat. ko bijak. ko ada datuk, prof, ir, emiritus, PhD, master, degree, diploma, stpm, spm, pmr, upsr, dan pts yg gempak, dan sentiasa nombor 1 disekolah. but u sucks. no one respect u because attitude mcm anjing. berbaloikah? yes. but u live in ur own fucking world.

+ ko baik, ko tolong org, ko juga berpangkat, dan ko juga direspect pada suatu masa dahulu. but when kantoi cntoh mengambil rasuah, semua kebaikan ko hilang. org lupa kebaikan yg telah dilakukan berpuluh2 tahun dahulu.. starts back with zero. adil kah? tak..

bnyk lagi contoh why i disagree with the statement. bermcm2 lagi senario yg membuat aku terfikir. tetapi, the main idea here is, kenapa kita tidak boleh hidup dgn rendah diri, humility serta penuh dengan hormat antara satu sama lain. bersama kawan, bersama suami isteri, adik beradik atau bersama pasangan sekali pun.. is it too hard?

apa hak kita nak nilai org? most scenario i heard is, selalu kutuk polis malaysia. RASUAH. itu laa, ini laa, yes, it happen. but kalau kita yg tegur nih, adakah kita cukup baik? gi club, minum carlsberg (for muslim), no problem. then bila nak projek, pandai pulak bg hadiah, bagi duit bawah meja, tapi kutuk org lain nombor satu. apa bezanya org mcm nih?

is it too hard being able to be rational? susah ke nak hormat org tua, muda, penyapu sampah, driver bas sekolah, pak gat? who are we? kenapa perlu angkuh dgn org lain? walaupun kita ada kompeni, kita bayar pekerja kita with our own money, but adakah kita berhak nak memalukan dia di depan org ramai serta, menghina, mencerca dsb? yes, mungkin.. but thats because ur attitude mcm haram. dats why u do it.

i hope, one day, i wouldnt turn out to be like this, maybe im complaining now, but later bila aku dah berjawatan besar, gaji besar, adakah aku sendiri akan berubah? aku harap jika aku berubah, i hope sarah, my sisters, my parents, mak utih, tok yam, mama boleh sepak muka aku and ingatkan aku where im standing.

sarah has told me that, the important thing is attitude. mcm mana ko kecik, begitu la ko besar. jika nak berubah, berubah semasa membesar. kalau tak, thats how u die with. i do agree that ATTITUDE is one of the MOST important value in life. there are others, but i will keep mine with attitude.

and today, someone said to me, "by hook or by crook, get that degree". i will.

challo
salam
hmo

the power of three.

2009-05-26T22:42:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

now its special semester. malas gile nak pergi kelas. with calculus and medical imaging in the morning, plus PDE in the late afternoon is tiring.

but i have no choice. nak tak nak, kena pergi. kena buat, dan kena datang. but, mak cakap, " takpe, jgn putus asa. belajar bagus. tak buang masa walau me-repeat"..

sometimes, rasa frust juga. kawan-kawan yg telah tamat blaja, pergi tioman. sangat bes.. aku dapat rasakan kebesannya.. bangun pagi, angin yg melekit2 dari air laut serta mendayu dapat aku rasakan.. besss......

tapi apa yg aku rasakan skrang adalah, bangun pagi, mandi, jam, serta menghadiri kelas yg horror sbb ada kemungkinan gagal lagi. ia adalah perasaan yg sangat menakutkan.. ia adalah rutin selama 4 tahun dan sangat meletihkan..

i already hate the person who most of the time supervise me on my thesis, but lately after a confrontation, i lose all the respect towards her. nada. nil. zero. zero respect. i have no respect.

sometimes dia cakap main suka hati. tak pikir org lain serta penting kan diri sendiri. cakap seperti malaikat tanpa ada rasa serba salah sedikit pun. dia adalah manusia sempurna.. tiada kesalahan, tiada kesalan. dan dia adalah manusia terhebat yg pernah hidup..

padahal, antara ulama terkenal dunia tak kenal, tetapi menghasilkan buku yg hebat ttg solat. giga serta mega amat mengelirukan dirinya serta fungsi RAM dan harddisk pun tak tahu.. berani mengaku amanah, padahal mcm la kita tak tahu kisah dirinya.

cuma aku harap, suatu hari nnti, dia akan rasa apa yg aku rasa dan serta kawan2 aku yg telah dia sakiti.

i need a year to go. a year full of challenges. a chinese lecterur who taught programming next semester said to me after he knows that i will be taking his paper, he said, "matilaa kamu", and smile cynically. so i shouted at him (because jarak agak jauh), "i will survive, i have too".

ingenuity, courage and self-sacrifice is important for survival.

challo
salam
hmo

decisions..decision..

2009-05-12T17:50:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

today, bad news for me. something about my results.

an early failure rings in my ears.

i feel stupid.

i think im not smart enough to be here. what ever i do turns into rubbish.

luck is not on my side. some one i knew, counted their final paper and only manage to get 10 marks, but passed with C+. but i dont think im that lucky.

i rarely give excuses. but for my failure, the only excuse is my stupid-ness. someone only can resist failures once in a while. not always. failure is more on me than i have time to think.

its hard to control emotion and frustration. even to control ur voice and the ability to think pun kadangkala rasa mustahil..

but today, me being totally under control with sarah is something i regard as me able to control my anger and my sarcastism.

i would love to go to tioman with my classmates. but im so sorry, if im there, im able to bring the cheerfulness down to zero.. i just cant go. i dont feel like it.

even thou if i passed dgn markah kesian atau rayuan, im still stupid. it doesnt change anything.
studying doesnt means anything to me, if im not able to memorize.

** the word "an" is only used in grade terms when u got "an A". but other grades, its just "a" B or "a" C or "a" D or "a" F. there is no E in UM.

challo
salam
hmo

taste of loneliness..

2009-05-12T00:41:00.007+08:00

asslamualaikum and hye..

special sem starts today. i rack a total of 9 credits hour this semester. im gonna bust if im not prepared for the finals at june.

today i got the early feeling of being alone and surviving at UM by myself. mostly of my frens are waiting to graduate, i will be searching for nonsense for another year.

di sini kawan2 aku akan bergraduasi

a fren beside u in class or in exam hall could be ur lifeline, ur sidekick or even your saviour. cheatscodes, tips, and answer given to you by your fren could differentiate a C or C-.

now im ALONE. fack..

feel sick when knowing that u gonna be eating alone, pergi bangsar sorang2, and senyum sorang. gi lab com sorang2 pun cukup menyeksakan. fack..

now, at the moment, i could have siddik, or afiq at HP. but later, im gonna be alone. stuck with someone im not close with.. fack again..

aku cakap kat sid, "lepas sem khas, aku nak letak jawatan. putus asa blh?". sid hanya gelak. dia cakap "chill.." aku dalam hati, owh, fack again. i hate his guts..

people says i have a gf. but my gf is working. not a student. i cant disturb her when ever i wanted to. she have her own life..

how hard is being alone? hmm. bayangkan ko kat pelantar minyak kat tgh2 padang pasir, penuh dengan warga asing. semua makanan tak halal. tandas kotor. bunk bed ada baw. makan tak sedap, and the weather sucks. or imagine, u in some foreign country, working as a engineer, no one knows u, and the people ko kenal adalah kat opis. and they have their own life.. ko gi kerja, balik umah ALONE.. something like that..

yes, my life alone is just a few hours.. but how do u explain if u are used to have people around you, and suddenly they are gone?

imagine, when at UM, when u are bored, gi ajak member tgk wayang, gi makan, ponteng kelas, blh buat APA-APA saja sebagai student. and when ur frens are gone, u are alone, u will be asking "what the fack??". skrang nak gelak pun tak blh.. demm..

this what happen to people who are close to their frens like me..

today qish pass PDE. jas cakap, "taniah qish, ko berjaya kalahkan abu omar awang", and today also dia kena tukar tayar RM120..

papehal, the guys of biomed adalah gempak.

vida la biomed

**sometimes, i dont understand people who dont "walk the talk." they want the stuff early. and complaint about it. but they themselves doesnt make extra initiative for it..

**sometimes, reality and logics doesnt fits in real life, it doesnt fit in people dreams. so people tend to run from reality and not being logical..

and to alino, thanks for all the hardwork on this classic video., simple but priceless....

challo
salam
hmo

four years..

2009-05-03T01:45:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

dah 4 tahun aku hidup di UM bersama rakan2. lebih lama lagi dari aku masa belajar di politeknik shah alam. aku masih ingat lagi bila aku tulis blog di FS mengeluh susah nye blaja di UM, dan sampai skrang aku masih mengeluh tak sudah..

4 tahun telah berlalu. 99% dari kelas biomed 2005 akan grad. im going to extend a bit.. i dont mind.. i have to finish this..

i still remember (while im still single) at um, a good fren of mine, jessie, always encourage me to be tough, study hard and try to survive there. if not because of her, maybe i have already drop this course. and this encouragement continue when i knew sarah, and of course, aku berjaya ngorat sarah and took her as my partner.

biomed 2005 bg aku sangat spesel. we are known to our "bisingness". even lecterurs yg masuk siap cakap, " saya tahu ini kelas sangat hebat and sangat bising". we do live with the trademark. each person in this class has it own personality and it affect the class.

to talk about my WHOLE classmate, im sure is not fair. because i dont know them personally. but what im going to share is, how most of them affect me, and how important frenship are.

+ alinur ayuni: one of my most closest fren. watak utama yg membantu pelajaran aku. dari tutoring sampai laa tolong bg notes, shes the girl. stadi, enjoy, karaoke, movies, go cart, genting, wall climbing, baseballing, brainee, planner, thesis, lifehouse, dan paling penting, makan.. we could plan and people follow.. cakap cabut, semua orait, cabut. makan, orait semua makan. shes the best fren u wanna be around. kalau dalam mafia, im the capo de tutti capi, she shud be the consigliere.

+ hariz: budak nih lagi sorang. tak ngan lino i wud be with mamat neh. we do all the same things with alino. tuh yg alino perasan dia ada bodyguard. but with hariz it makes things funnier. it completes the circle. jokes, membuli, mengepow, mengutuk, takkan lengkap tanpa hariz. i cant pow alino if im alone or with some other guys. just with ares, we do MAGIC.. ahahhah..

+sid: pro MANU.. hate his guts.. muke selamba. jiwa tenang. tiada masalah yg tidak dapat diselesaikan. semua pasti boleh. bg dia 2 hari, tesis setel, bg 2 jam, PNO pun leh hafal. one of the earliest frens of my and the on of the early ahli of 7. kaki kara-koke, bowling asyik menang je, so i retired, and jantung sebesar kacang. futsal 10 minit, muke biru. ada moto lagenda yg slalu aku tumpang, and teman setia pada abu omar awang..

+abbad: die hard liverpool. muke baik gile. tapi haram.. sama otak gak ngan kita org. i considered him as the one with the responsibility. u r in trouble? u ask for abbad. but kena laa tahan cerita dia. A-Z.. mmg lama. takpe. yg penting ur help disetelkan oleh abbad. where can u find a fren that sanggup ajar member dia while his paper is waiting to be studied? he is the guy. hopefully ko berjaya dalam hidup.

+afiq: partner in the chelsea camp. dont mess with chelsea if me and afiq around. age 23, but thinks like 26. kaki nescafe n kuat isap rokok. aku pun mabuk bau..

+nasir: the soft guy. lemah lembut. hahaha. paling sopan. gelak dia paling taik. mmg leh wat korang terasa. ketawa joker secara lembut. ahahha. geng ngan abbad sbb liverpool.

+balqish: dulu dikenali sbg "the great wall of china". personaliti yg sukar di baca.. we all belive she has a synchronise pacemaker. she is calm like siddik but far more better. tapi aku nampak side dia yg gile when we stadi anatomy sesama..

+jas: org paling berani dalam kelas. hahahah. she have a blikey? is it? dah lupa. tak puas hati, dia main sound je. lecterur dak2 dalam kelas, semua mangsa. i have a good rship with jasmina. well, u go girl!

+ena-eno: aku lambat mengenali makcik nih. dia suka cakap kuat2. mmg xleh bawak masuk wayang. dia adalah sumber terbaru aku n hariz mengutuk.. ahahaha. tapi takpe she is the tough one. weak spot adalah bila anda kenen kan dia ngan supperabbad..

+jannah: hubungan aku ngan jannah adalah rahsia. hahahahahah.. aku suka kacau dia. sangat cool. senyum je. antara tulisan yg paling kemas pernah aku jumpa. bangga dengan ketahanan gula2 halls yg paling pedas.

where can u find frens yg teman u stadi even thou dorang nye exam dah habis? where u can find a fren where u can share ur feelings? where u can find a fren when u tak segan nak mintak tolong?

i quote from engkuan, when a lecturer (datin) ask him. " i want to ask the brightest student in this class, what is bla bla bla".

he said, this is what i can remember, or some sort. " we are all bright, we are all smart, im not the only one".

i like this class, and my frens here. im gonna miss them. for those nama yg tiada, doesnt mean i dont care, u are special in every part of my 4 years together..

and now, lets finish the thesis viva classmates!

biomed05
(two people missing)

challo
salam
hmo

en route to UM..

2009-04-14T18:05:00.003+08:00

this story happen yesterday (monday) inside baby M with me and adik. aku kena hantar adik balik UM.

adik: abg, abg taw tak abg A and abg B dah ada keta..

me: " fuyooo", where abg A and abg B were my guy cousins which are a year and two yearsyounger. "dorang beli keta apa?"

adik: keta persona and myvi. pastu dorang pun dah nak tunang..

me: wooo.. patot laa parents dorang turun kl..

and the story goes on and on which makes me think and think and think, and makes me think tooo much..

well for those yg senang terasa, jgn baca blog ini. bcoz aku sangat emo skrang, and when aku emo and blogging, aku spt org yg keji..

well my two cuzens went to a local university that is not as crazy as mine. i still remember when their parents datang umah lepas convo anak masing-masing. and on the table, ada buku convo where all the student names are listed. well, my both of my cuzen here are dean list which makes me not AMAZED even a bit.

why? almost a page of them are dean listed and with a cgpa of 3.5 above. while at UM an engineering student must achieved a min of cgpa 3.75 and plus the subjects are all crazy. and nak jumpa manusia 3.75 mcm nih mmg sangat rare. bukan dak2 univ aku tak pandai, matrix stock 4 flet semua, but UM is just tooo tough.

and makes me wanna laugh more, their degree, whereas i cant think what kind of subject they have been learning for the past 4 years. u cant even imagine THERE is such a degree..

well i feel happy for them. im positively sure that i have gone to the wrong university where all my lecturers are hardcore. where helping and sympathizing are a sin. where letting go a student who is C- to C is also impossible.

all small things such as "u have to let me sign on your thesis first before u send to the office" are regarded as BIG DEAL, while running away from taxes are not. changing up their mind in the nick of time and add up a tonnes of garbage into your head and setteled is in 2 days is ok, while u are complaining that not having lunch and rest is a BIG DEAL..

for me where is the fairness? mana adil nye sistem mcm nih. i better start to respect people yg amik subject yg relative easy in other university because they are smarter in choosing their life path rather than me who is already in hell.

i better respect them bcoz, kuar2 keje setahun senang2 beli kereta and "tadaaa" boleh kawen. even someone i know who is better than my cuzens with a respectable degree from UM pun susah nak dapat loan kereta.

but people will say its rezeki.. okaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy... aku percaya pada qada' dan qadar'..

+ ada my fren cakap, universiti aku best. which is true.

+ ada my fren cakap, universiti aku jaga gile kita org. which is true (u guys are paying a fucking 100000 for the degree).

+ ada my fren cakap dorang pandai. im a three pointer. which is true, aku jemput masuk UM. stadi kat sini pulak. tgk three ke tak..

+ ada my fren cakap, ko gila stadi mcm nih? univ aku senang jek. which is also true. ko D dah PASS. aku D masuk kelas ngan dak kecik.

+ ada my fren cakap, tesis aku lagi susah dari ko weh!. ko nye lagi senang! aku ada nih, itu, power tuh, jumpa nih, jumpa sana. which is true. but sila berkenalan dgn supervisor jabatan aku... nak berkenalan?

+ and finally, ada my fren cakap, we are the best univ in malaysia. our subject follow university overseas.

itu aku cakap, please FAKAP!.

salam
challo
hmo

in remembrance of my final thesis.

aarrgghh!!

2009-04-10T00:33:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

hidup aku makin stress..

pagi tadi aku bangun pukul 9am. cuak! teringatkan presentation AI at 10! fcuk! im late. rush mcm org gile. mandi, pakai jersey chelsea. kasi abbad (budak red) muka panas sket.

sampai 955am. im still on time. as usual, cikgu tak masuk lagi. aku dari cheras, im not late. dia tingkat satu, 30minit..

1030 cikgu masuk. dia cakap, "HURRY! start your ppt! ur class is LATE!".. siddik buat2 batok, terkuar "bhhutoo", me as usual, kamus carutan, page 35.

then, at 11, cikgu kata. "semua salah. redo. isnin ppt". aku bukak kamus carutan lagi. page 50.

then class revision dr azuan at 1. he talk about graduation, robes, work, pictures, makan-makan.. hmm feel sad about it.. conteng jelaa diary tuh.. *sigh*..

takpe. im ok about it. still could smile. at 4pm, got a msg from qish.. so went to electronic lab, to help her on the power supply. sorry qish, cant do anything for u.. will help u later if i can.

6pm, jumpa kawan lama. nik den. gi lowyat.. rasa mcm zaman blaja dulu2.. bosan2 p lowyat ngan nik den.. tapi kali nih, nik den blanje dinner kat uptown.. woohoo! happy sket.

10pm, jumpa adik. bg yong tau foo. bought for kak mah and aini tooo. me, dah nak mati. penat gilee.. tapi skrang asal aku buat blog lagi, tak tahu la..

godfather2 is waiting. my psp is waiting to be touched and caressed, and my room needs a major clean up.

still parking is an issue at UM. even a porsche is not being missed.

Figure 1: porsche kena clamp.

salam
challo
hmo

time..

2009-04-06T22:48:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

masa sangat penting bagi aku. tak kisah laa mcm mana aku gunakan masa itu, ianya penting bagi
aku.

melepak, baca buku cerita, main game, tak kira laa mcm mana ianya nampak tak berfaedah pun, ianya amat peting bagaimana aku menggunakan masa itu.

zaman kat poly, aku sgt menghargai masa, sbb ulang alik shah alam <--> cheras adalah sangat menjenuhkan. itu termasuk singgah kat jalan duta hantar and ambil emak.

so ketika itu aku sentiasa siapkan kerja aku dgn cepat. hanya anip and fiza je yg mampu catch up ngan aku masa tuh.

bila masuk UM? i got slow.. why? dunno..

and i hate waiting. dont let me wait. it spoils the mooooood.

+ sarah pun takkan terlepas dgn moody aku kalau dia lewat hanya 5 minit. itu pun jarang dia lewat.

+ mak akan pastikan dia dan adik siap dulu sblm suruh/kejut aku hantar mereka ke mana2.

+ im ready to leave my frens behind if they are late. for me its their problem.

+ aku akan sungguh2 buat keje sampai siap kalau aku tahu esok aku nak enjoy. tak kisah laa tido ke tak.

+ and bila aku dah janji ngan kawan nak lepak, tetapi keje aku tak siap, i would say, "please enjoy urself. its ok", and let them going. and i will say sorry for thousand times because couldnt join them.

+ and when i make someone wait for me, i will apologize sampai aku penat.

+ stakat neh hanya ayah, nana, sarah, peroz, and joe is either early or on time when they make a deal with me.

appreciate time and consider people who are waiting for u. waiting sucks.

salam
challo
hmo

hell week.

2009-04-03T02:10:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

its hell week. still i got time to blog.

AI, theses, PNO and other more is comming, and finally the exams.

and, the comeback of datin is not helping.. arrghh.

the pain of life..

me and my sleepy head at old town

baru lepas test dinamik. still got prof wan assignment. this is what happen when u feel doomed.

aku telah kaku dgn tertampalnya kertas kuning ini.

and finally, when i do think too much, i look like someone who is trying to figure out why the heck my teacher said, "computer skrang yg paling laju berapa MEGA ye?"....... wtf again.. she did it again. and she blow my head off..

nnti aku beri price list lowyat. semua dah giga. giga pun dah takder kot tak lama lagi.

aku tertanya-tanya..
bersama ahli codename "drumstick" and "lift" di hadapanku.

selamat maju jaya.
no luck needed.
make ur decision. take risk. somehow u will be rewarded.

salam
challo
hmo

malam-malam dari UM

2009-04-01T01:11:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

this week will be hell week.

kawan2 aku juga akan begitu.

6th april is "all fucked up day"

tapi bila stay wat keje kat um adalah bes. lepak kat lab bersama kak mah macam berparti. ada mangga, ada kopok lekor, and ada sahaja benda yg nak di bualkan sambil buat keje.

malam kat um sangat bes. tenang. keta tak de. manusia pun kurang. kalau lepas tuh lepak kat pelita, borak2 ngan alino pasal life pun bes gak.

citer segala-galanya. dari lipas sampai laa kawen nnti.. ahaha

pastu balik dari um nak ke rumah. akan layan perasaan sorang2.

+ layan sinar fm. lagu alleycats bes.

+ sms dari ayah tanya kat mana.

+ pecut 130 tgh2 jalan suka hati. keta takder kat taman konot.

+ tunggu2 msg dari sarah, tak datang menjelma. rupanya dia gayut ngan besfren dia.

+ paling bes, bayar tol 90sen kat toll booth nombor 21. out of 10 times, dapat jumpa gadis toll hot, farhana. hehe. tadi dapat jumpa dia lagi.

+ balik umah, bukak pc. here comes hell again. theses, work, exam, life, and theses again. sux..

challo

salam

hmo

aku dah taw.

2009-03-29T00:02:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

i know how system works. tapi aku tidak mahu mengaku bahawa, kadangkala kita harus menipu utk mendapatkan sesuatu.

ayah aku train aku menjadi manusia yg sejujur boleh. tetapi kadangkala apabila ketidakjujuran memberi pulangan yg lumayan, membuat hati aku sakit.

namun begitu, ada juga aku lakukan ketidak jujuran ini. namun balasannya tidak setimpal daripada org yg tidak jujur yang lain..

aku tidak marah, dan aku tidak mengencam sesiapa. its their fucking life. i dont care. tapi apabila aku cuba melakukan sesuatu yg baik, ianya tidak dibalas baik. aku sakit hati.

skrang aku akan bersedia di kemudian hari. aku akan buat dan buat sampai aku dapat faedahnya. antaranya adalah:

+ aku nak cuba buat claim palsu. aku nak claim sesuatu yg bukan hak aku. tetapi sesuatu yg aku layak dapat.

+ aku nak cuba gunakan org dalam utk mendapatkan sesuatu. contohnya mendapatkan pekerjaan. aku tak pernah guna konsep "ala-ala cable" neh. mampos kena lecture ngan ayah.

+ nak cuba dengan kerap pontong que di jalan raya.

+ nak cuba buat bodoh gi beratur kat kaunter "10 item or less" tetapi dengan barang satu trolli.

+ mengencam dan membenci seramai org yg sepatutnya aku benci.

+ less respect to other people. kadang kala aku terlalu rendah diri pada org yg aku patot sepak je.

+ nak jadi mcm nana skali skala. kutuk je org yg bodoh.

+ and to mike lab com, on pc, shut down pc, susun kerusi, letak duit print pada bekasnya, and menjadi hamba kepada student is one of your fucking lousy job. so, terima jelaa.

aku keji.

challo
salam
hmo

terrible week..

2009-03-25T02:26:00.006+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

lama tak tulis. minggu ni, adalah minggu yg tak best.

chelsea kalah to spurs. we shouldnt not even think to lose right now.
alinur`s mom is in the icu. a sad day for me.
too many work with too short time.
bad fever that ends today.
im afraid with UM.
got a test on dynamics and P&O next week. ZERO knowledge.
something is on my mind which is very disturbing.

but when at dynamic class today, a quote from prof wan which makes me smile.

" the answer is (after he shows an example) ,

tapi, saya tak akan bagi soalan yg jawapan dia begini, sbb student tends to punch the calculator to ease the tension and get their answers in numbers".

which is sooo me..

i love my family + sarah + my frens.

challo

salam

hmo

kepentingan..

2009-03-14T03:38:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

semua org ada kepentingan diri sendiri. termasuklah aku. tetapi yg aku benci apabila ia menyusahkan diri aku serta org lain.

kenapa setiap kali ada perhimpunan kat KL neh, semua org back-up pemimpin mereka serta ahli kumpulan mereka? berarak kat masjid negara ke istana negara. beribu2 org..

apabila dihalang ngan FRU atau polis atau penguat kuasa, mereka marah serta mencarut.. cakap mereka adalah betul. kesian pada pemimpin mereka atau org2 tua yg terlibat kena gas pemedih mata.. kesian mereka, sian bos aku, sian org yg aku puji itu.. yaa.. kesian laa pada mereka.. fine..

ko takder pulak nak pikir ko menyusahkan org ramai. ko buat jalan jam. bila aku tegur, mereka cakap, "aku buat nih utk MASA DEPAN melayu, kepentingan rakyat". "ko apa tahu? ko tak pikir pun". fine..

dia tak pikir pula dia menyebabkn jam berKILOMETER. org terlepas mesyuarat serta perjumpaan penting. dia tak pikir org lewat nak jumpa ahli saudara mereka kat hospital. sbb dorang buat perhimpunan jalan jem. tak sempat jumpa atok atau ayah mereka yg nazak kat hospital. mereka menyebab kan kereta over heat, serta anak2 menangis dalam kereta kepenatan. tak pikir ke? tak pikir jauh ke?

im still young, but i think way until Z. and sometimes ada AZ, AB, AC, AD.. jauh aku pikir. dan bila aku nak buat benda jahat, aku akan bersedia bertanggungjawab. mereka yg berarak ini adalah professional. femes. hebat. tak pun org yg jauh lebeh matang serta waras..

dorang tak pikir ke dulu?

jika aku adalah org yg tersangkut dalam jem itu, serta aku terlepas benda2 penting diatas, aku doakan dorang susah seumur generasi. hanya pikir pada diri sendiri sahaja..

sblm nih ada juga kes lain. politik juga. polis tutop jalan2 utama di KL. aku tak dapat pergi kelas. siap patah balik rumah. aku marah pada dua pihak yg terlibat. tetapi yg asalnya siapa punya idea nak buat perhimpunan itu, aku turut mengharapkan mereka pupus didunia ini. menyusahkan. hanya pikir pada diri sendiri.. tak pikir org lain..

bila org2 kuat ini ditegur oleh aku, mcm biasa, mereka takkan mengaku kalah. sentiasa nak menang. dimana suara rakyat? aku adalah rakyat. aku atas pagar. so aku tiada kepentingan. namun bila aku lihat org yg ala2 "pro" begini, aku jelik. aku nak muntah. aku nak hempuk dgn tong sampah.. menyampah..

hanya penting diri sendiri. nak mencarut skrang...

challo

salam

hmo

engineeeerrrrsss

2009-03-12T19:24:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

hari neh kelas Tissue Engineering (TE) aku and the gang kena duk depan. muke dah kena chop muka tido.. and still siddik manage to doze of depan-depan dr belinda.. but my eyes couldnt shut. demm..

the subject is not what im gonna talk about. i regard my teacher is intelligent than other. she download her own movie. hahaha!

selain subjek TE yg membosankan dan payah, my teacher suke puji engineer. which i like and i also do praise engineers other than other professions.

its true behind a successful doctor there is a brilliant piece of technology that would helping them. its true behind a famous lawyer to win its case, a jammed pack of cool gadgets at the CSI lab to prove what is what (pengaruh csi! haha).

a successful CEO car company, bergantung kepada kecerdikan R&D team to develope new stuffs and ideas. even nak kawen pun, belakang pentas harus ada sistem audio dan video yg mamtap!

there is some quote of my teacher that makes me smile..

+ "a lot of problems is solved by engineers"

+ "dont expect everything to be perfect"

which is true.. i totally agree.. dia juga puji bio-medical engineers. which is true that we learn lots of things that are bit by bit and its how we adopt what we want to mastered. she also said,

+ "pergi laa tanya dak EE what is 316L SS, dorang takkan taw". heheh

and u peeps yg baca, pasti ada yg dah google what is 316L rite now.

sarah dah balik dari bintulu.. rindu dia..

challo
salam
hmo

berangan..

2009-03-03T02:16:00.007+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

aku sepatotnya membuat kerja-kerja artificial intelligence (AI) aku sekarang. tidak pun aku sepatotnya buat thesis aku dgn menganalisis segala data-data yg bagi aku sangat memeningkan kepala. plus aku ada kerja lab satu jam kredit aku yg bersamaan kepada 4 jam kredit. budak universiti lain takkan paham kalau aku mengeluh mengenai lab aku kat fakulti.

nampaknya otak aku lebeh kepada menulis, so why not. aku nak curahkan segala idea aku sebelum tertumpah. teringat pula masa zaman spm. mak slalu pesan, "abg blaja laaa, jgn main bola je." and i wud answer, "dah blaja, tumpah dah otak nih".. kalau aku terus blaja time tuh, aku pasti akan jd seorg pilot, bawak rx8 hitam yg menjalar kat highway msia nih. dan ketika itu, awek lain akan usha and boifren mereka akan mengetap bibir kejelesan..

itu biasa berlaku pada diri aku..

aku suka berangan.. masa muda-muda, penah kena sound ngan emak. dia cakap, "dah laa, jgn nak berangan".. masa tuh kat kampung. tetapi ntah mengapa, aku dibek-up oleh mak ngah aku.. "eh!! takpe.. berangan laa.. its FREE"... hahahaha.. bek-up la sangat!

kalaulah aku dibenarkan berangan, aku ingin duduk kat eropah. kecilkan skalanya, aku maw duduk di kota penjajah, pemilik bendera union jack, kota London dimana cuacanya dibenci. tetapi tak mengapa.. aku sanggup.. salah satu sebabnya adalah kerana Chelsea FC.

chelsea FC, stamford bridge, courtesy of google map

kalau lah aku duduk kat London....

+ sudah pasti setiap minggu kalau ada "home match" aku akan bawa sarah skali ke stamford bridge. tak laa bosan sangat. kat msia weekend je dah tak tahu nak buat apa. saturated. nak sokong selangor FC, hmmm....... Kuala Lumpur?... haih wujud ke team tu.. harimau muda?? stadium tak se-menarik stamford bridge...

+ kalau mampu aku akan beli "season tix". second tier kat "east stand" sudah.. yg penting bila goal, aku akan sorak gile and kutuk visiting team, and sing along our theme song.

+ rabu atau kames akan ada champion league.. tix pasti mahal sket. aku tetap akan bawak sarah.. she will be wearing the baby T jersey with the scarf on, koz its cold, aku ttp ngan jersey chelsea yg aku beli kat msia neh.. i love old stuffs..

+ kalau esok penat nak kerja, cakap bos, "im tired, i cheered for our team". aku harap dia sokong chelsea gak.. hehehe

+ itu belum FA cup, Carling cup, or Charity Shield if we were lucky..

+ kalau sarah muak and bosan gi stadium, xpe, lepak hometown pub. kita org layan coke or pepsi with free nuts.. hehehe

+ kalau takder match, what wud i do if im bored?... hemm, in the weekend kita lawat Su (sarah`s aunt) kat the hague. naik tren sudah.. sampai rumah Su, i will root for psv eindhoven lak kat tv.. hehe..

but this will be intresting if im NOT a pilot.. maybe i wud be an engineer or some sort there.. kalau aku jd pilot, aku nak tgk match macam mana kat 20000 feet? stewerdess dah tak layan.. siang nmpk awan, malam nmpk mcm manila kad warna hitam je kat luar.. sesekali, kalau bernasib baik nampak laa UFO.. hmm

bagus juga mak aku tak doakan aku jadi pilot, so i can dream of staying in london and watch my team play with sarah..

challo
salam
hmo

tools..

2009-02-28T12:54:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

i just got an email. dia cakap alat yg paling penting utk umah adalah WD-40 dan duck tape. here aku copy and paste:

"Sometimes, we just need to remember what the rules of life really are:

You only need two tools: WD-40 and Duct Tape. If it doesn't move and should, use the WD-40. If it shouldn't move and does, use the duct tape."

do u agree?? aku sumpah tak setuju. ko repair paip bocor aku tengok!!!!!! at least u need a:

+ wrench / spanar
+ tape putih

and please ketat kan paip tuh pakai duck tape or WD-40.. bongok.. rules of life?? mengong.. 2 tool box plus 3 drills pun tak cukup bg aku..

kalau laa nak bukak screw karat. ok fine u pakai WD-40 nak loose kan dia.. ko bukak screw pakai ducktape? or WD-40 itself? bukan pakai alat bernama SCREWDRIVER?

demm, org yg tulis email neh, go screw urself. org mcm nih mgkn mengganggap diri mereka adalah professor kehidupan. (btw, aku tak marah pada org yg sebarkan email ini. hehe). aku rasa dia konon adalah philosopher or something. kalau ye pun, make it logical boleh?

i have a lots of frens. dan setiap mereka i have my justification of my own. but aku suka "kawan" aku yg ala2 sore loser. bukan apa, kadang2 best kena kan dorang.

kawan2 aku jenis nih suka cakap besar. suka blagak, and suka show off. they dont look like one, but u will just know. bila dorang bebel, bla2 citer kehebatan satu barang, aku akan senyap. buat jakun.. like "iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee", or "fuyoooooo". and i will say, "tgk mana dia?", and these people wud be like... errmmm "lepak dulu. belum beli lagi"..

and at that time, the best part is, bila aku kuar "benda" dorang neh cakap dari poket aku. yess!! itu adalah nikmat melihat muka2 mereka menjadi anggur masam.. hahahah.. i feel like winning..

i hate to argue with other people when ia melibatkan org2 seperti diatas. mereka tidak akan kalah, dan mereka tidak akan puas hati dgn jawapan org lain. they are the winners. they regard themselves as the best. even thou u have the correct answer, they would just ignore it. for me, org mcm nih aku nak hempuh dgn tong sampah alam flora.

dan, ia bukan sahaja melibatkan kawan2 aku sahaja. malah dalam ahli keluarga aku pun ada perangai yg mcm nih. for me, i wud say fu*k you. (dalam hati sahaja). bukan tak berani, aku masih ada nilai adab hormat menghormati yg tinggi.

tapi tak siapa pula brani buat begitu pada nanaku. aku rasa, sumpah time tuh kena maki gak.

btw, cursing adalah bes.. buat puas hati.. hahaha

challo
salam
hmo

what??!!

2009-02-12T02:51:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum and hye..

aku tak laa pandai. but i try to make my facts right. kalau aku tak pasti pun, aku akan chek dan meminta bantuan dewa segala dewa of info "google". kalau takde google, aku akan kata, "betul ke? or aku tak pasti".

sometimes, aku pelik bila org yg jauh lebeh hebat dari aku (phds, cikgu2) kadang kala tak pasti dgn maklumat mereka dan kadangkala kecetakan ilmu mereka membuat aku dalam keadaan "hhhuuuuhhh???".

tapi yg kelakar nya, mereka ini yakin dengan apa yg mereka katakan. tanpa rasa was2.. aku tidak ingin menyeru nama2 siapa disini. takot kecil hati. kata2 ini semua adalah yg terhampir yg aku mampu ingat. ada juga yg diceritakan padaku.. mgkn kata2 mereka mgkn ada sedikit kelainan.

+ "otak kita kalau tak pakai akan jadi lembab, mcm komputer, dia simpan data dan file mereka dalam RAM." wtf?

+ "kita perlu ada bnyk prostheticians. bnyk org cacat dalam dunia. bayang kan penduduk dunia ada 60 BILLION. dari 10 peratus itu adalah cacat." 60billion penduduk dunia? ko biar betul?

+ "siapa yusof al-qaradawi? saya tak kenal." gosh, your life involes with these stuffs!

+ "bpm adalah denyutan per saat".. duhhhh

sometimes people makes me laugh..

challo
salam
hmo